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Nov 2015 · 343
Serendipity
AM Nov 2015
you sound like an idiot
when you said
you want to have me
all for yourself
because I have already
belonged to you
for so long ago
haven't I?
Nov 2015 · 1.8k
Dear Stranger
AM Nov 2015
wherever and however we both met
I promise I won't judge you for it
so I hope you take your time
to get to know me even better
than just a girl who doesn't rhyme

please be careful of your words
cause I will hold on to them
please remember that I cannot
keep being as happy
as you thought I would be

if you only want my body
please kindly walk away from me
if you ever want to own my heart
know that it will be heavy
cause it has been torn apart

dear stranger
this is my love letter for you
Nov 2015 · 932
Careless
AM Nov 2015
I carelessly dove into the sea
where the depth feels like home to me
but I swim too deep, I was drowning
until everything about me is changing
Nov 2015 · 411
Donkey
AM Nov 2015
once again, I threw myself to hell
faking every curve of smile on my lips
just to get other guy placed his hand on my hips
just kiss me tonight, do what he'd does
disinfect me from the lies he whispered
about how deep he was in love with me
make my body forget the way it yearns
for his touch everytime I undress myself
love me, love me more, and I promise
I'd say I love you and stay forever
Nov 2015 · 332
Why It Ends
AM Nov 2015
it was everything related to our egos
how we thought we've played our roles
but refuse to synchronize our goals
neither mine nor his ever become ours
but we were fighting for what we had
with all the fusion of emotions and hopes
that this time we both will win the battle
we probably forgot that love is a losing game
rather than playing as team 'us'
we were playing as player one and two instead
but you know, there should be medals
for the kind of war that we had
Nov 2015 · 278
Bad Feeling
AM Nov 2015
I have a bad feeling
that if I don't leave him
something even more hurting
is drawing near towards me
and I've been standing in the way

cause I'm so afraid of going astray

however
I must take my first little step
even if I end up in hell
the happiness I long for
will extend its road to lead me there
Nov 2015 · 1.2k
I am drunk
AM Nov 2015
I am drunk
and I forgot who I am
but remembered you
and I have no other demand
but to stare at your beautiful eyes
that hold all the lights from the stars

I am drunk
and I lost myself
but found your silhouette
and I have no other request
but to make you mine
pretty please, would you be mine?
Nov 2015 · 357
Conflict
AM Nov 2015
but the closer we are
the more I want you
the more I want to own you

bit by bit my determination
to run away, to let you go
disappears to thin air

both my eyes freezes
like they are stuck on you
hypnotized by your gentle smile

and my consciousness knows
that if we ever move our feet
forward to each other

you will only make me cry
a deeper painful tears
than any I have ever cried before
Nov 2015 · 560
Decode
AM Nov 2015
If it's me and her
we could pull it off
because without a word
we are able to plan things together
it might sounds absurd
but she understands me
even with such little information
and I can predict her decisions
like I'm reading her mind
Nov 2015 · 327
Salvatore
AM Nov 2015
rather than being told that I am strong
or getting angry at because I am weak
I want you to simply reach out your hand
and say "trust me, I can save you"
Nov 2015 · 320
Fantasy
AM Nov 2015
Somehow, he lured me
into kissing him again and again
until the only taste I know
is coming from his lips
and the only reality
I am capable of living
is the one I found
in between his breathing
when he opens his mouth
to whisper my name
Nov 2015 · 1.7k
Unlove
AM Nov 2015
What are you scared of?
Me, I'm scared of roaches
and height
but above all
I'm scared of you
unloving me
Nov 2015 · 2.1k
Perfume
AM Nov 2015
I was holding on his rough hand
as if I'm reading the map of his journey
I was looking inside his eyes
that vividly lead me to the world unknown

I was quietly asking for his warmth
and he was gently granting my wish
whilst covering me like blanket
his perfume lingers until I fell asleep
Nov 2015 · 813
Vulnerable
AM Nov 2015
in my own world
I fear him the most
afraid that he'd leave
after he finally realized
how utterly weak I am
because in this big world
I want him more
than anyone else
I want him even more
than breathing air
I want him when I'm a whole
until I am broken all over again
Nov 2015 · 284
Sonnets
AM Nov 2015
I love him so much that
when he touches my skin
he makes me want to dance
when I'm behind him
I think of how I'd hold him
when he's in front of me
I wish I'd taste his soft lips
and when he's away
I write hundred of sonnets
about his haunting eyes
Nov 2015 · 218
No Other
AM Nov 2015
deep inside my soul
I can hear the voice breaking vaguely
along with something I finally
realize within me

there are billion stars on the ground
with stars I meant people who work hard
from daylight until midnight
also faces I pass through everyday and night

but there won't be another hands
that feels as gentle as his holding to me
there won't be another heart
which can carry mine so dearly

and there won't be another man
whom I love this much again
there definitely no other
he is the only one
Nov 2015 · 284
Betrayal
AM Nov 2015
"She is the one who kissed me"
but, Darling, that is just an excuse
she wouldn't took the chance
if you didn't open up in the first place
there are two walls in a relationship
your side and mine
if someone manage to broke into yours
then there's no point in keeping mine
Nov 2015 · 557
No White in Lie
AM Nov 2015
but no lies can make everything's fine
and it is my trust you spilled like wine
now it's the right time for you to fear
cause you ****** me up big time, my dear
Nov 2015 · 602
Fingertips
AM Nov 2015
I watched myself staring back inside your eyes
while your fingertips caressing mine to unify
I can hear your touch whispered "I love you"
and every grain on my skin responded "only you"
Nov 2015 · 905
Covered
AM Nov 2015
the sunset dyed his hair red
and his smile suits the autumn sky
by the time I'm covered in his held
he let me touch even the most distant of stars and fly
Oct 2015 · 321
Black
AM Oct 2015
I shall wear black attire
to mourn the death of
another piece of my heart
that you proudly killed
before my very eyes
Oct 2015 · 274
That Kind of Night
AM Oct 2015
Tonight is that night
when my pillow once again witness
the prove that I have mastered the art
of faking laugh in broad daylight
and silently crying myself at night
Oct 2015 · 276
Advice
AM Oct 2015
Everything will be okay
Time will ease the pain away
I know very well it's hurting me to stay
And the agony is mounting day by day
I need to keep my heart at bay
Though there's a big price I must pay
Maybe I should listen to what they say
Cause everything will be okay
Oct 2015 · 557
No Words
AM Oct 2015
I feel cheated, you're so unfair
you speak so little with words like you don't care
but the way you softly give kisses to my face
says a lot of how much you want to crush me in your embrace
Oct 2015 · 1.5k
One Last Smile
AM Oct 2015
I am covering my tears
behind the night sky
just to smile beside you
before saying goodbye
Oct 2015 · 511
Cotton Candy
AM Oct 2015
whenever I place my head to his chest
he will whispers softly to my ears
like he's afraid to bother me and my surroundings
that is how gentle his love is for me
Oct 2015 · 381
Overboard
AM Oct 2015
it's amazing to know that
he is in the same space as i am

because whenever he's near
all of my doubts disappear
and the air around me glows
as if all the stars gather their lights
pointing at him creating rainbow

and when he pulls me closer
I can feel his love spoiled out from his fingers
he is the only man who makes me tremble
trembling out of happiness and laughter
Oct 2015 · 308
Cupids Cry
AM Oct 2015
our love died, the cupids cry
their voice shook the earth, through the sky
as I lay weak on a cold hard floor
with all the promises you tore
Oct 2015 · 566
Disease
AM Oct 2015
missing him is the prettiest torture;
a disease on which only he possesses the cure
now I'm starting to forget how to touch
this illness had infected me too much
mayhem in my mind, hear my soul screams
I cannot wake up with him in my dreams
cause every part of me is incomplete
I belong nowhere but next to his heartbeat
Oct 2015 · 4.5k
The Road I Choose
AM Oct 2015
It's impossible for me
to walk into the road I cannot see
and the road where I want to move ahead to
is the one that only leads me closer to you
Oct 2015 · 508
Loser
AM Oct 2015
see that? that is her in the picture
smiling next to him like a lady
knowing her, my mind drifts far away
and my heart is left empty
cause even if the situation was different
he would still choose her over me
Oct 2015 · 4.6k
Violin
AM Oct 2015
he spoke out his heart
right next to my ear
and it tickled inside
like a soft violin
Oct 2015 · 471
Numbers
AM Oct 2015
when I rest within his hug,
I knew there were too many girls
who were held inside these arms
one, two, three, four, five, six, seven
too many of them
and while he's losing count,
I am losing confidence
because I might end up forgotten
just as easy as those numbers
Oct 2015 · 710
Invincible
AM Oct 2015
I'm a total idiot,
a disgrace,
a simple-minded,
a fool
but I'm fine with that
because when he's here
I am invincible
Oct 2015 · 313
Absentminded
AM Oct 2015
But my heart is too broken to be broken by you
and I have bleed myself by cutting my skin for you
leaving me neglected is how you rob my value
yet that's just the way you **** me with no clue
Oct 2015 · 373
Changed
AM Oct 2015
Here we are
on the same date
the same celebration
the same wish for you
in front of the candle
the same promise I made
to have this day spent
and for the rest of
the same date
that there are

only each time
we will spend it
with deeper love
than it's ever before
I'm celebrating my boyfriend's birthday second year together with me :3
Oct 2015 · 704
Hidden Fate
AM Oct 2015
the hidden fate quietly
emanating a light
and I fall in love instantly
as if I've lost my sight
Oct 2015 · 318
Darkest Heart
AM Oct 2015
no matter how I try
to consider things
in a favorable light
there is no way
your dark heart
will ever turn bright
Oct 2015 · 275
To Those Nights
AM Oct 2015
You know those kind of nights
when he did something to you
and for some unexplainable reasons
you thought your heart was going to bursts
right before his eyes
because it was full of happiness
then your body heat will horribly rose up
and there's only one thing you could do
to decrease the sparks within you;
you kissed him—deeply—repeatedly
*simply because he loves you too much
Oct 2015 · 400
Too Late
AM Oct 2015
I wonder if there will come a time
when you finally aware of what you make me feel
how I always consider myself as a fool for you
and the way you twist your words hurts my bones

do you even hear my tears dropping down my cheeks?
do you even see the frown I make beneath my smile?
do you even want to know?
do you even care to ask?

but when that moment arrived,
I swear it will be too late
I will be walking away too far
and you won't be able to even grasp my shadow
Oct 2015 · 3.8k
Tiny Cameras
AM Oct 2015
somehow I wish to plant tiny cameras
surrounding you and your every movement
just to capture your sweet little crooked smile,
your laughter that aches you belly bottom,
your peaceful sleeping face at midnight,
and store them inside my heart's memory card
Oct 2015 · 1.3k
The Way I Am
AM Oct 2015
You are the only guy
who never makes me shy
cause you tell me I'm beautiful
before I use my make up tools
you always say my body is warm
and it belongs inside your arms
you love kissing my bare lips
yet appreciate when I paint it red as tulips
whether I'm dressed or undress
you stare at me like I'm the best
Oct 2015 · 302
Prayer
AM Oct 2015
I wish
the morning kisses we share on Saturdays and Sundays
will be able to be spend on the rest of our everyday
the goodnight calls before we fall asleep
will turn to warm hugs while we're counting sheep

I hope
our love story along with its tide of time
will become the unison in our prime
our trust for each other that we have sown
will change into my wedding gown
Oct 2015 · 486
Kiss
AM Oct 2015
when you kissed me,
something spread out and fall
something beautiful, calm
sweet and sour tastes like lime
yet creates a hurricane
a quite rough turbulence
inside me, inside my heart
at the same time
Oct 2015 · 5.0k
Big Hug
AM Oct 2015
his big hug feels like a blanket
with ever-changing colors
which I demand in the morning
at noon, even at night
Oct 2015 · 252
Dream
AM Oct 2015
he said he had a dream about love
but I was watching him asleep
when he called out for my name
Oct 2015 · 219
Love Is Not
AM Oct 2015
love is not only about the fluorescent fireflies
but love is not all about the graveyard of heartbreak either

love wisely, then you will see
what love is meant to be
Oct 2015 · 410
A Little More
AM Oct 2015
This is bad, i wanna cry again
I wanna cry all the time
over my comparison—jealousy
I'm insecure or probably just being greedy

now show me more, I want more
of you and me, of us, of ours
cause she's choking me for hours,
cause I keep seeing her being yours

so delete her, make her gone
promise me that you're done
give me all or give me none
we both know that I'm the one
Oct 2015 · 336
October
AM Oct 2015
One of the angel came
in the October
the one with fair skin
and hair of amber
glows like stars
with wings of a dreamer
golden Autumn eyes
bright like Summer
captivating kiss
nothing else sweeter
the thief of my heart
my only lover
Sep 2015 · 931
Unrequited Love
AM Sep 2015
I know that she is the sun for you
the shining light of your smile
who brings warmth inside your heart
that is why I decided to be your moon
the only spark you see in the night
who will watch over you inside the dark
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