"theif" poems
the darkest of my fantasies whisper
Your body is a scuba suit
insist i breath with your ******* through your mouth
dive deep into claustrophobic waters, sink heavy to the rock bottom
where we petrify by gorgans gaze
i know we'll turn to stone because, of course, the gorgans can't resist gazing at You
nobody can resist gazing at You, land or sea.
Our permanent legacy, lost under layers of life
barnacles clinging, moss burying Our chimera god/snake skin
i am without Your oxygen
when breathing would terrorize the wind
where words belong
still, my forked tongue writes
i'm a theif to say i only want You to be happy
when i had You, it was still selfish
the revolving doors of pain and perseverance
more time invested in us
then money invested in the Pills that kept me from killing You
out of habit
You begged me to beat You
it's been seven hands dealt
rubbing my 5 o'clock sandpaper chin
on the tarot card of death
my tolerance for vacancy
a brownish red stain
i've only the thin line of medication between necrophilia and sociopathy
i want to lay with You at the bottom of the sea
**the Pills... where are...
please no, God.
The Voice, run!
get out!**
*I would gladly go to prison
to **** your lifeless body.
I would gladly **** Myself in the afterglow
of your affection.
there is only one true Sin, Objectification.
I indulge relapse
in every memory, find
your shed snake skin
pull it on, like your *******
how disturbed I've become
with you gone*
how selfish of you
of course "I" blames You
when the Pills dull
i indulge by studying Your location
i know where You escape too
i want to go there
does that scare You?
i want to bump into You
apoligise for what i want
"want" as a word
is like plexi-glass, or kevlar
standing between Us
keeping the bullet safe.
i want a hard impact
in a school hallway
where we drop all our
Books and look up and You
see my ghost, that would be enough for Me
i want the impact to hurt.
i want the tumbling of all our Book's
i want the messy hair and ripped knees,
then Our
eyes to meet
and linger
I want to watch the fear fill you.
i want to sit there,
watching.
petrify from parcel tongues
as i gaze at Your gorgon body
shedding skin
if i shed my snakeskin,
maybe i'll see You
i can't leave this Poem
i can't leave this Poem yet
i won't leave this Poem
please kick me out
Poem
Poem
end Me
..
end
.
I
..
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 8:17 AM UTC
So!
Just read me. go on
Read me ******
Like my journal. which you took
As if it were some book!
Tore my soul down,
from my secret shelf.
I found it! where you left it.
Spine cracked and pages missing.
Forced to. reveal myself.
So go on! theif go on....
Read me!
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 3:30 AM UTC
Lie not to me but lie with me
upon a bed of wheat,
and feast upon my beauty
where even salt tastes sweet.
Now touch me not but touch me deep
leave prints upon my heart,
and steal my breath with kisses
tear my world apart.
Then hear me not but hear me there
within the want and ache,
as need of me arisen
steals what no theif can take.
Mine is yours if yours is mine,
not just for now but for all of time.
Jun 6, 2012
Jun 6, 2012 at 6:06 AM UTC
Happy belated birthday
My dearly missed friend.
I'm sure you had a heavenly party
That I regretfully didn't attend.
I couldn't think of you yesterday
It still hurts to say your name.
They say time will heal the ache
But it lingers yet the same.
I say a silent prayer for your soul
And push the thought away.
Time is only a theif.
It isn't any easier today.
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 9:16 PM UTC
sometimes i wonder ,
what would i be if i never met you
would my heart be on fire ,
anticipating to find out who
who will be the misterious theif
that will steal my heart
and make me beleive
the existence of a sweet love
May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 1:30 PM UTC
She creeps over my pillow like a
Black cat over a field mouse.
She steals my breathe as if she
Were a masked theif.
She makes me scream like a
Mother in labor.
She sends me night terrors as if she
Is a shattered mirror in my mind.
She pulls at my droopy eyes like a
Hand of terror in the darkness.
She frightens me as if she
Is certain the painful nights will never end.
She flees when the light arises like a
Prisoner escaping their cell.
She is a horrible dream that keeps
Occurring.
Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 9:41 AM UTC
you're so gorgeous
in the morning
the sun can't even
stay away,
spreading itself evenly
across your sleepy skin
in a way i can't even
get peanut butter to...
& i let the sun have you
every morning
& i watch you,
like a pervert wearing sunglasses,
as it kisses
every
inch
of
you.
i mean i knew you were into older men
but Jesus...
he's more aged & damaged
than the planet that we're dancing on,
or drowning on,
& i'm jealous of his yellow fingers
lighting up the white
hairs on your belly
like his mourning dew defeats the dandelions,
but when i scramble
for your eyes' yolks,
you're already gone!
panic-
i'm--rapidly--
building--scaffolding--past--
the--rafter--beams--
IN--HOPES--
that--i--can--catch--the--theif---- --- -- -
but he sets ablaze my plastic wings
& i come crashing
to
cat
as
trophy cases that i place you in
because i'm so afraid to touch you
in those moments
you're awake,
so i just whisper
in your ear
when your eyes are put away...
Jun 5, 2011
Jun 5, 2011 at 6:28 PM UTC
Im just a liar and a theif
I steal **** and lie about being free
Im not a hippie like i once was
When the world kills your dream
Maybe this isnt just all that it seems
Everything seems to be dead
Like the future generations ahead
I shouldnt give up they say
But thats all they have to say
No point
No lesson learned here
Were all broken
These words are being mispoken
Into a fake world
That seems not to care if i was dead
I could **** myself now
And no one would even dare to make a sound
This is the 21rst century
The place where we truly lost the way
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 9:20 PM UTC
A little advice from when I gave a ****
You never fail,
Nomad,
to be disappointed by your Domino Lovers.
First,
your persian,
the big one,
the first love,
the true love.
Second,
your *********
the responsibility
the mistake,
the theif.
Third,
Your yoko,
me.
the sweet one,
the **** up.
Last,
your Lioness,
your destroyer,
the final cut,
the Karma.
She delivered the crippling blow.
But no worries,
Nomad.
I'll patch you up,
friend.
I'll match you up,
friend.
I'm not yours,
anymore.
And you're not mine.
Float free,
friend,
cut the strings,
friend,
forget the lovers,
friend.
Stop the Dominoes
from falling
one
after
the
other.
Sep 30, 2010
Sep 30, 2010 at 9:22 AM UTC
Liar.
Theif.
Villain.
STOP
Open your eyes for one in your life and realize that you are not perfect.
That by declaring such hurtful things, you are welcoming hypocracy with open arms.
You are armed with hatred and feed chaos that which you spent months saving from the gallows.
Step out of the shadows when you glance in the mirror to see yourself as others do.
Prove that there is still something worth seeing rather than inflicting
That worthless feeling on everyone you meet.
Liar.
Theif.
Villain.
I KNOW
I'm not alright.
I never claimed to say I was or am or will become
After you've unclenched your hands from ringing me dry of love and beating me senseless.
Now, step back and look at the mess you've left with destruction and pain
For each life you've touched.
Liar.
Theif.
Villain.
LISTEN
Cease building your walls of defense up higher than your line of sight
And see that you are alone.
No one waits to hear your shouts and calls through the empty halls of the maze
You've trapped yourself within.
All that remains is the whisper of your own song,
Echoing back at you.
Villain
Liar
Theif
Apr 17, 2012
Apr 17, 2012 at 5:09 PM UTC
Anyone can hold a dart and say "I challenge you" on a Friday night...
...that's mostly because that dutch courage has helped them
Anyone can hold a microphone and say "Hi" to packed-out house...
...that's mostly because that dutch courage has helped them
Anyone can hold a gun and say "Your coming with me" to a theif...
...that's mostly because that dutch courage has helped them
But one thing that not everyone can say is "I Love You"...
...and no amount of dutch courage can help you with that
Mar 20, 2010
Mar 20, 2010 at 9:11 AM UTC
You sit here telling me I am to emotional
You sit here telling me I give you shame
You sit here telling me I am nothing
You sit here telling me about your awful life
You sit here telling me to stop playing the victim
You sit here telling me you were a straight A student
You sit here telling me that this house is all you have left
You sit here telling me that I am going to end up like my father
A lier, theif, crook, and a bad husband
However you, mom are were I get my emotions from
However you, mom bring shame to the name
However you, mom aren't even important to me
However you, mom have made your own mistakes
However you, mom cry about how you're always the victim
However you, mom dropped college and is now struggling
However you, mom don't even realize that once had me
However you, mom make me choose him over you
You mom bring tears to my eyes
You mom are overprotective and crazy
You mom yell at me for doing nothing
When you sit here yelling at me that I am nothing
You mom could have changed your life forever with me
You mom are the victim of yourself
You mom are underpaid and dropped out of college
Look at where those all important grades got you
You mom were once the color of my life
And now you are out of my crayon box
You mom took me away from you, when you chose a house over me
You mom are the sole reason that I want to be my father
I would rather be a bad husband and a good father
Then be a piece of **** dad and a good husband.
Feb 20, 2014
Feb 20, 2014 at 8:27 PM UTC
I influence
one life
only to tear the next down
I reward one part of my body
and dump my problems
on an already filled mind
I am a surgeon
who will cut anything
but itself
I am the theif that stabs
you for a penny.
I am the opposite of good intention
and the opposite of blessed harmony
I could go deeper and pollute
the enviroment
To the world I came as a gift
but to the grave I return as a burden
I never did care, nor could
care for anything but myself.
Even in death I spill
poison into earth
Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 10:46 PM UTC
My mind dismantled
decaying in cynic pride
silly fools galavanting
as I watch in bitter taste with darting eyes
wilting in devine nothings
plotting like a theif in the night
working my magic out of spite
only looking for a fight
trying to hate and fuel a rage
Banging in a rusty cage
while spitting on the notion of love
undone lying naked laughing alone
as all of my nightmares begin to unfold
Dancing demons caressing my weakened soul
Darkness surrounds my brittle bones
so far from the point of console
as I tare out my eyes and spit out my tongue
with ears only tuned for the devils song
Slowly dragged to the gates of hell
beyond redemption and cast out
Apr 1, 2013
Apr 1, 2013 at 7:04 PM UTC
(((TELL ME WHY???)))
Why why why
Tell me why?
Why you left me?
Why you ignored me?
With out any means
Without any reasons
Disappeared you why.
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why you broke my heart?
With arrow and dart.
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why you came in my life?
To give me pains.
To bind my life in chains.
Still i miss you why?
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why showed me blurr dream?
And left me in breme.
Hurt me why
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why you loved me?
Why you promised me?
Were you a fake?
Tell me for GOD's sake.
Blocked me why?
Why why why
Tell me why?
Why you have stolen my heart?
And now broked it into parts.
Made me cry why..
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why you made me sad?
I feel now so bad.
Otherwise I was too simple lad.
Made me mad why?
Why why why
Tell me why?
Why you are angry?
Why you went off?
From my life.
With some little strife.
Hate me by you why
Why why why
Tell me why?
Why you have gone so far way?
Do you love me please say.
You will realize everything oneday.
Repent and will miss me everyday.
Lost we why
Why why why?
Tell me why?
Why you told me a lie?
We will live together.
Will enjoy our life each other.
And will play with one another.
And finally you told me good bye.
I don't know it why.
Why why why.
Just tell me why?
Why u left me in grief?
And became my heart's theif.
Having inside pain & finding no relief.
You are mine it was my belief.
Untrust me you why.
Why why why.
Tell me please why?
Why you ignored me.?
Why you left me?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Please tell me why?
Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 4:08 AM UTC
In a secret tomb, my ashes lay.
It's ashes plea in disparity.
Buried miles deep, in false deceit.
Suffocating, alive, in agony.
Given freely, my light is gone.
I've lost myself to a blackened
theif.
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 10:52 PM UTC
Remember, some line up.
Line up and wait for their own day in hell.
They scream for victory.
The far away deep, lost heart places that
dry up fast when cowards are left to tend them.
Accelerating, gnarled prizes, metal and tubes,
wires and guts and brains that smoke the sun's color,
losing it in the pitch of the rainbow-slicked sludge.
Up, up, and away, a dark celebration in song, something
shouted gleefully at the sky on the way to the gallows.
Desire, hate, and the teasing, fatted, greasy greed,
they all feed the Black God's Mirth, they'd better.
They'd better know he'll consume them as quick,
when the hard, cold mud-water fist envelops them
embraces them, makes them still again.
Don't waste your deep song throats on a trivial Godsson,
humanity-theif or cracked up narc, discarding dignity
as quickly as you give it up. Don't do it.
Give him breathmints and soap and humility, please.
He needs those.
Don't take anything that isn't yours or can't be sold
quickly, easily locally. The bedroom path is
strewn with flowers no one loves
You are worth a little revenge now and then, get some.
Talk??? It's cheap **** No one's buying.
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 8:06 PM UTC
like liars
like spiders
like terrible habits
I'll come back
and I'll slip
silently
into terrible
likeness
nothing, only
I will be
ghosted
in opposite
I am a mirror
reflecting transparency
careful, taking
touching, I am
unnoticed, I will leave
footprints, imprints
tempers adjusted
and retinas
burned, branded
with blank spaces
empty, a vacancy
I am a mirror
I am invisible
I am taking everything that you ever loved
Dec 23, 2011
Dec 23, 2011 at 4:43 AM UTC
You are Minnie, I'll be your mickey
We'll give each other hickies
I'll be and act like a Pooh bear
Who loves honey, that's you dear
When you ll feel low like Bolt has lost his speed
I'll cheer you up even if it makes me bleed
Dumbo in the end loved his ears
I'll love you even with flaws and keep you here
I'll be like Aladdin and make you like My chief
I'll take you away like jasmine even if I be a theif
Like Nemo I'll not stop swimming for you
When I lost my breath then I'll stop loving you
Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 12:59 PM UTC
Don't tell me to shut up and be grateful,
For the rights "given" to me.
Nobody "gave" me my sovereignty.
It is mine, inherently.
To say that I should be grateful to possess more rights
Than the women before me,
Is like to say I should be grateful to the theif
Who only steals twenty dollars, when he used to steal fifty.
As long as I live in a society that blames a **** victim
For being too ****
As long as I live in a society that creates an institutional
Gendered Heirarchy,
And as long as I live in a society where people feel trapped
By their ****** identity
I will not shut up and be grateful.
I will be loud and angry.
Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 4:55 AM UTC
Your absence is like a bed of sharp nails,
Puncturing every inch of raw skin.
What is grief?
A theif which steals my time,
Emotions,
Energy,
Encompasses me in a void,
With you reverberating in the darkness,
Your name,
Your memories,
Your everything,
Tangled up and thrown at me,
All at once,
with the force of a lifetime
Taking my breath away.
I claw to the surface,
Let me breathe,
Let me live.
It has surrounded me,
And I have surrendered.
I will miss you,
I will grieve
Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 12:37 AM UTC
*She gave him her heart,
thinking very hopefully,
"He'll return it soon enough,"
But he held a trophy
With this valuable heart given to him,
He smiled to himself,
"I guess I'll take it now",
And placed it on the shelf
One day she came over,
And saw the display
"Baby, what's this?"
She asked with dismay
He grabbed her by the wrists,
And whispered in her ear:
"Your heart is mine"
And this filled her with fear
She shivered once more,
And looked into his eyes
"Please, give it back"
And the next event was no surprise
He slit her throat and laughed aloud
"you stupid ******* *****
Her blood was already staining,
His perfect hardware floor.*
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 11:05 PM UTC
I've been on the edge of my seat
Waiting for a chance to meet
Another bad one.
Wake me up from out of this sleep.
Give to me some secrets to keep.
Start with a bad one.
Where is love and raising hell;
Spitting fire in a cheap motel;
Angry friction in the eyes
Of desire, and fearless rides
On wheels of fury in the night
That burn the roads and holds me tight?
Cover me with intoxication
Like a sheath of skin over blade.
Where is greed and desperation,
And running from them to each other?
I remember when the living was real,
And the passion was always a thrill,
Anchored in the pounding hearts
That were bound to top the charts.
Blowing wilder than the wind,
I'm never going home again.
I've been on the edge of my seat,
Waiting for a chance to meet
Another bad one.
Wake me up from out of this sleep.
Give to me some secrets to keep.
Start with a bad one.
Is love born out of some kind of need?
Is the feeling still somewhere in me?
I need to be a bullet fired
Entangled in what has transpired,
And wispered like a scream on fire.
Climbing night time rage and wire,
Two for one and sacred pyer.
Acid venom and supplier.
Running like a theif in the night
Hiding in the briar from the light.
I've been on the edge of my seat,
Waiting for a chance to meet
Another bad one.
Wake me up from out of this sleep.
Give to me some secrets to keep.
Start with a bad one.
...And it's fast.
...And it's strong.
...And it's done.
...And it's gone.
Oct 19, 2018
Oct 19, 2018 at 2:26 AM UTC