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"targeting" poems
Why is it so difficult to leave my life alone Cast that last stone I feel like Frankenstein the monster And your a mob of angry county officials Getting high on locking away my roster Big Man you are with you excess of power Targeting helpless youth Who only aim to survive To escape imprisonment alive To everyday simply strive For some acceptance To be be beat down literally abused by your hand Because our hunger over took morals What is right Is right being cold and hungry every night Is right being forced into institutions You've already chosen my life's conclusion My dreams depict my happy illusion Our financial status fusion Causing an eruption of misguided confusion I'll win this war When when it seems every battle I'm losing
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Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 7:22 AM UTC
your genocide of our youth
Ebola, coming from the Continent of our roots The WHO is exhausted by your contagion Nurses are leaving their posts, doctors are dying What can contain exponential growth? Not the money and debts of this bankrupt America We print more money and expect The world to stay the same, but it won’t Not after you Ebola, a profit mechanism Vaccines, for each strain and mutation? Ebola, your incubation period is too long Your death-conformity is too high How can you possibly be natural? Man-made, racially biased, targeting The weak, the poor, the masses Ebola, a colonial rampage in your DNA I call your bluff, genocide, Genocide! Obama doesn’t mind Ebola, flights stay open New epicenters for outbreaks arrive The pundits say it’s already too late Fluids or air-droplets, both, who is to say? The CDC seems strangely apathetic The UN is oddly apologetic Ebola, are you ready to decimate The white man, as you have the black?
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 10:41 AM UTC
Ebola, Puppet of Propaganda
resuming textual trip testing experimental procedures visualizing model tsunami augmenting facetious environment catching abstract architecture noticing rhythmic exchange projecting subtextual database airhorning reggae royalty adding atypical party resolving twitter question noticing emotional mission awaiting emotional dialect installing metaphorical experiment intensifying animated trip displaying dynamic victory programming abstract development releasing emotional exchange deriving fata morgana glorifying referential sequence intensifying facetious map noticing harmonic trip observing radical ratio compiling nomadic message predating google rebranding reticulating facetious panda using hyperreal feedback exploring virtual panda speculating graphic gallery throwing mundane exception targeting graphic experiment replenishing emotional trap localizing asemic animal dropping rhythmic trip propagating immortal experiment displaying lowercase database invading orange bubbles crashing animated trip running conceptual topography remembering collapsed buildings crashing hyperreal coverage propagating hyperreal stipulation finishing western library envisioning neon tessellation reciprocating network likes processing animated device releasing haptic quality examining building seven awaiting rhapsodical ratio sampling death sauce sensing lowercase clone examining symbolic tour processing potential development encapsulating spatial lottery displaying digital paragraph reticulating theoretical source perpetuating western paragraph transmitting monochromatic structure anticipating ambient quality transmitting asemic environment intensifying atomic quality remastering history poem keeping future light hypothesizing eternal game using future library rearranging masonic language transmitting masonic development continuing ceremonial ritual questioning party's legitimacy deferring western coverage finishing asemic hypertext mollifying ostentatious presence synthesizing allegorical icon forming categorical unions sketching app wireframe programming immortal repository
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Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 6:52 PM UTC
201509-w2
resuming textual trip testing experimental procedures visualizing model tsunami augmenting facetious environment catching abstract architecture noticing rhythmic exchange projecting subtextual database airhorning reggae royalty adding atypical party resolving twitter question noticing emotional mission awaiting emotional dialect installing metaphorical experiment intensifying animated trip displaying dynamic victory programming abstract development releasing emotional exchange deriving fata morgana glorifying referential sequence intensifying facetious map noticing harmonic trip observing radical ratio compiling nomadic message predating google rebranding reticulating facetious panda using hyperreal feedback exploring virtual panda speculating graphic gallery throwing mundane exception targeting graphic experiment replenishing emotional trap localizing asemic animal dropping rhythmic trip propagating immortal experiment displaying lowercase database invading orange bubbles crashing animated trip running conceptual topography remembering collapsed buildings crashing hyperreal coverage propagating hyperreal stipulation finishing western library envisioning neon tessellation reciprocating network likes processing animated device releasing haptic quality examining building seven awaiting rhapsodical ratio sampling death sauce sensing lowercase clone examining symbolic tour processing potential development encapsulating spatial lottery displaying digital paragraph reticulating theoretical source perpetuating western paragraph transmitting monochromatic structure anticipating ambient quality transmitting asemic environment intensifying atomic quality remastering history poem keeping future light hypothesizing eternal game using future library rearranging masonic language transmitting masonic development continuing ceremonial ritual questioning party's legitimacy deferring western coverage finishing asemic hypertext mollifying ostentatious presence synthesizing allegorical icon forming categorical unions sketching app wireframe programming immortal repository
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As I sauntered on banks of Yamuna at night. I saw a man old, bent, with stick in dhoti white. Tardily, step by step as he came nearer to me. With joy I smiled as our own beloved Bapu was he. With tears in my eyes I asked, ' Bapu you are still alive! , those three bullets holed your chest, how did you survive? What happened to you? Where were you all these days? What you ate? How you lived? Now where do you stay? Condition of your beloved land is deteriorating day by day. Countrymen have left your path, they have gone astray. Your image, your killers are trying to malign and degrade. Berating your ways, encouraging means which you forbade. Hitler's advocates on chariots are traversing Nation's length. Day by day Fascism is gaining ground , gaining strength. Disguised as followers of Sri Ram, deeds of Ravan they do. Riots and killings are frequent, women and minors are targeted too. Terrorism nourishing on terrorism, cruelty at its worst. Targeting anyone, anywhere, time and again bombs burst. Once a land of peace, land of sufism, land of saints, now ****** Innocent souls being killed without restraint. Regionalism is being encouraged and taking roots. Unity of the Nation selfish politicians reduce and dilute. Corruption is increasing everywhere and in all spheres Even highest office of respect could not keep itself clear ' Passing his hand over my head he smiled and said ' I am just a spirit, long ago my weak body was dead. Daily with expectation I rise and daily with despair I die Daily my hope is shattered and daily with grief I sigh They may have killed me but now I live in numerous hearts They may write me down in history yet my message will dart. See this flag, colour saffron is dear to me, colour green I love. between them is colour white, colour of peace, colour of dove. Nation divided in three hurts me more than bullets three From casteism and regionlism country should be free. Communalism should not be allowed to raise its ugly head. With sword of constitution Fascism we need to behead ' Three sound disturbed the calm, beloved Bapu fell on the ground I went to help but Bapu vanished with words 'Hey Ram' echoing around Determined that this time his innocent blood will not go waste. I collected his non-violent blood in my pen like ink with haste.
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 3:08 AM UTC
A meeting with beloved Bapu(Gandhi)
As I sauntered on banks of Yamuna at night. I saw a man old, bent, with stick in dhoti white. Tardily, step by step as he came nearer to me. With joy I smiled as our own beloved Bapu was he. With tears in my eyes I asked, ' Bapu you are still alive! , those three bullets holed your chest, how did you survive? What happened to you? Where were you all these days? What you ate? How you lived? Now where do you stay? Condition of your beloved land is deteriorating day by day. Countrymen have left your path, they have gone astray. Your image, your killers are trying to malign and degrade. Berating your ways, encouraging means which you forbade. Hitler's advocates on chariots are traversing Nation's length. Day by day Fascism is gaining ground , gaining strength. Disguised as followers of Sri Ram, deeds of Ravan they do. Riots and killings are frequent, women and minors are targeted too. Terrorism nourishing on terrorism, cruelty at its worst. Targeting anyone, anywhere, time and again bombs burst. Once a land of peace, land of sufism, land of saints, now ****** Innocent souls being killed without restraint. Regionalism is being encouraged and taking roots. Unity of the Nation selfish politicians reduce and dilute. Corruption is increasing everywhere and in all spheres Even highest office of respect could not keep itself clear ' Passing his hand over my head he smiled and said ' I am just a spirit, long ago my weak body was dead. Daily with expectation I rise and daily with despair I die Daily my hope is shattered and daily with grief I sigh They may have killed me but now I live in numerous hearts They may write me down in history yet my message will dart. See this flag, colour saffron is dear to me, colour green I love. between them is colour white, colour of peace, colour of dove. Nation divided in three hurts me more than bullets three From casteism and regionlism country should be free. Communalism should not be allowed to raise its ugly head. With sword of constitution Fascism we need to behead ' Three sound disturbed the calm, beloved Bapu fell on the ground I went to help but Bapu vanished with words 'Hey Ram' echoing around Determined that this time his innocent blood will not go waste. I collected his non-violent blood in my pen like ink with haste.
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you're too busy targeting the next spot you'll bury that knife pierced not into my back but in my heart what we have is real and we're genuinely happy and it's rare to find in this world that's ****** so stop meddling with ours it wont do you any better i hope you'll find yours but you're clouded and bitter
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Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 2:11 AM UTC
Hear
Where Is Shelter? depends on the location of the storm… so oft have I queried the gods and you? Where is Shelter? *to which, my response, while surrounded so well (!) within my moated island circumferences redoubt, always was a simple: “Here, Here is shelter! But so human, thus so prone to delimited vision, always, we scan the skies outward, fearful of the hurricane and storm that approach, from without, appearing, and the brewing sky’s danger is visceral~visible to the naked eyes, when, it is disguised within the chambers of the body, festering, until it is pestering, and shelter, sadly, is not injectable, transferable, easy remedial, and the hunkering down with four walls not the solution, for the walls themselves are damaged by decades of waves of innocuous gently lapping that* still *erode igneous granite(1) and fissure the self, this secretive, enemy insidious…* so it comes to be, that my own daggers have pivoted, the pointy dangers pointed outwards, well entrenched in their own defenses, now targeting the whole of me, my outer walls breached, and fired upon by cannons of cells, a treacherous attack, bombardement par l'artillerie et les drones, of the Fifth Column (2)… so once more, say no more, but ask the brief of demand, Where is Shelter? the answer is as of yet to be decided, but the forces arrayed for and against are equally determined! W.S.
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Jul 29, 2023
Jul 29, 2023 at 3:30 PM UTC
Where In Deed is Shelter?
When I look in the mirror, I dont see what you see. To me it feels like the whole world is targeting me! Despite all the pain and hardships I seen, It has changed what I have inside of me. I envy all the bad things, My reflection is starting to scare me Why won't it stop? The voices inside just won't leave! I regret looking in the mirror, That's bouncing back at me. The voices are telling me wrong Hiding the rightness behind those hidden walls When I look in the mirror, The same thing happens to me I reach back to the past, Where I shouldn't be It hurts, Cuz' I don't want to relive my sad memories I try to be strong for others But I'm dying on the inside When I look in the mirror, I don't see what you see To me it feels like the whole world is targeting me Despite all the pain and hardships I seen It WILL NOT change what I have inside of me!
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 2:23 PM UTC
My Reflection
Empty pocket and empty plates; safely locked it away still it dissipates, a climber of corpses climbs high to something great, and the rest of us are buried standing within this fate. Life wouldn’t be tragic if it wasn’t also funny, it seems to lose a lot of magic when you lose alot of money. Life’s a ***** but isn’t she powerful? It’s time to eat the rich because we weren’t born full. The people’s scale is forever weighing basic human rights against complete anarchy. The right choice seems obvious to me, obviously, but the indecision’s crazy with the lack of priorities. A climber of corpses climbs high to heights we’ll never see, I’d rather be a stone than those doing the stoning. Life wouldn’t be tragic if it wasn’t also funny, I think that I’ve had it with their vinegar disguised as honey. I won’t make another stitch in their golden wool, it’s time to eat the rich ‘cause we weren’t born full. A bullet in the street shot from behind; validated and woke up millions. No retreat and not changing their minds; vilified for targeting their billions. If they really cared they’d ask if you could buy morality, though typically they’d see if they could find it on sale. The funniest part is that they could acquire it for free but it’d be just like giving an atheist the Holy Grail. Life wouldn’t be tragic if it wasn’t also funny, it seems to lose a lot of magic when you lose alot of money. Life’s a ***** but isn’t she powerful? It’s time to eat the rich because we weren’t born full. Life wouldn’t be tragic if it wasn’t also funny, more bills; they stack it and the weather stays sunny. Rock bottom in a ditch, dazed and in a lull now it’s time eat the rich ‘cause we weren’t born full.
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Dec 10, 2024
Dec 10, 2024 at 11:46 PM UTC
Born Full
Empty pocket and empty plates; safely locked it away still it dissipates, a climber of corpses climbs high to something great, and the rest of us are buried standing within this fate. Life wouldn’t be tragic if it wasn’t also funny, it seems to lose a lot of magic when you lose alot of money. Life’s a ***** but isn’t she powerful? It’s time to eat the rich because we weren’t born full. The people’s scale is forever weighing basic human rights against complete anarchy. The right choice seems obvious to me, obviously, but the indecision’s crazy with the lack of priorities. A climber of corpses climbs high to heights we’ll never see, I’d rather be a stone than those doing the stoning. Life wouldn’t be tragic if it wasn’t also funny, I think that I’ve had it with their vinegar disguised as honey. I won’t make another stitch in their golden wool, it’s time to eat the rich ‘cause we weren’t born full. A bullet in the street shot from behind; validated and woke up millions. No retreat and not changing their minds; vilified for targeting their billions. If they really cared they’d ask if you could buy morality, though typically they’d see if they could find it on sale. The funniest part is that they could acquire it for free but it’d be just like giving an atheist the Holy Grail. Life wouldn’t be tragic if it wasn’t also funny, it seems to lose a lot of magic when you lose alot of money. Life’s a ***** but isn’t she powerful? It’s time to eat the rich because we weren’t born full. Life wouldn’t be tragic if it wasn’t also funny, more bills; they stack it and the weather stays sunny. Rock bottom in a ditch, dazed and in a lull now it’s time eat the rich ‘cause we weren’t born full.
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flying laser concept shooting down airplane flashlights for cops getting dissacsciative instantly distroying dazers on your car weird sound things warning warning hit the brakes it's not a deer good **** have you ever seen him? Star wars kid? The good 'ol days. Before there was any kind of like... I bet he's huge. There he is. **** can happen. Expandable pole. Destructive laser. All talk, no walk. Death rays. Forget my blowtorch. Let there be fire. Let it rain. Targeting him. That's stupid. **** this spider. Did he? Huge ******* spider. Brightest spotlight ever. Can't escape it. Pretty good shot. It's gonna die. Choke it out. Go to the end. Sad. **** a dog. Hot in here. People like motherhood. Is that a ferret? Don't drip on me. Pennies on the floor. Are you jealous? I had a bad case. Gotta get rockin'. Something we both like. Look at Harold. I might be goin' down. I've been goin' down. People do the work. Enable it. Consume battery. Bring it to a nine. Should be easy. Catchy and fitted. Going viral. Pyramid scheme. I'm on the top. The fastest. The most accurate. A community project. It's a contest. Easter eggs. Enable fun times. Enable opportunities. Making it happen. Shocking update. It's getting there. Few more sips. Wooowww Wowww Wow. Got 'em. Sad day. Pack up everything. Say hi. Bring her chocolate. They like attention. That **** ferret. Sorry I got somber. We got to be heroes. Might be a good idea. Nice seeing you. Goodbye. Au revoise. Hard to say goodbye. Concept of sleep. Three all nighters. One more thing. Sweet dreams. Bye. Thanks.
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Feb 5, 2013
Feb 5, 2013 at 12:33 AM UTC
Fragments
flying laser concept shooting down airplane flashlights for cops getting dissacsciative instantly distroying dazers on your car weird sound things warning warning hit the brakes it's not a deer good **** have you ever seen him? Star wars kid? The good 'ol days. Before there was any kind of like... I bet he's huge. There he is. **** can happen. Expandable pole. Destructive laser. All talk, no walk. Death rays. Forget my blowtorch. Let there be fire. Let it rain. Targeting him. That's stupid. **** this spider. Did he? Huge ******* spider. Brightest spotlight ever. Can't escape it. Pretty good shot. It's gonna die. Choke it out. Go to the end. Sad. **** a dog. Hot in here. People like motherhood. Is that a ferret? Don't drip on me. Pennies on the floor. Are you jealous? I had a bad case. Gotta get rockin'. Something we both like. Look at Harold. I might be goin' down. I've been goin' down. People do the work. Enable it. Consume battery. Bring it to a nine. Should be easy. Catchy and fitted. Going viral. Pyramid scheme. I'm on the top. The fastest. The most accurate. A community project. It's a contest. Easter eggs. Enable fun times. Enable opportunities. Making it happen. Shocking update. It's getting there. Few more sips. Wooowww Wowww Wow. Got 'em. Sad day. Pack up everything. Say hi. Bring her chocolate. They like attention. That **** ferret. Sorry I got somber. We got to be heroes. Might be a good idea. Nice seeing you. Goodbye. Au revoise. Hard to say goodbye. Concept of sleep. Three all nighters. One more thing. Sweet dreams. Bye. Thanks.
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Vain I know I just can't let go Money that hard to earn Each day some of it I'd burned Creating my own clouds To have strength to join the crowd When I was a kid, I am too shy Finally slain my demon of shyness and fly It started by only feeding my ignorance Just a single try I've said to my conscience Seems helping me to have courage in a way So once, twice, trice until dozen a day My dear ones begged me to stop I've tried a lot of times, but I just can't drop Just like a vampire to blood I crave To **** the beast of addiction I am not that brave I am so ****** up now I am targeting myself with my own bow A poison I've known from the start But still I keep it near to my very heart Written: December 27, 2014 Mysterious Aries
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Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 9:29 PM UTC
My Addiction
*You're messed up, your mind needs to confess up you been drinking again? Your eyes look like drugs. no dilation, your hearing voices but its all an imagination stirring up problems with your pitiful noises you are creating Pumping venom thru your black heart, since you were 5 you never stopped hating you pray on the day your father walks past that ally your standing at with a note patiently waitin with no hesitation, I swear this boy has become some sorta satin the truth is he wasn't always like this seems the evil angel came in through the night and gave him a dark kiss he conquers all that's weak and smashes all that's bliss he's been kicked to the ground so much, he just got up and threw fists protecting all he's worth while selling himself short he been playing this game so long, he's becoming a poor sport his anger launches his passion while frustration peruses his pains don't come close to this monster please know that he is untamed lockdown his believes and feel the wrath of his broken chains he's a unconscious killer who has revenge all in his veins targeting the shallow women who consistently cut him deep its the love you all want, it's the heart break he now seeks the sky was his limit, he jumped off the peek this man is not crazy, nor even insane he's just a normal man, ya choose to not treat him the same he's become some sorta addict, he's addicted to his pen he's addicted to "P.s I love you" starting with "Dear friend" tick tock on the clock seems my talent has slowly stopped a crossroad in my mind, I've must of hit a Writers block...*
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Oct 14, 2013
Oct 14, 2013 at 11:01 AM UTC
"Writers block" (could care less about your opinions)
*You're messed up, your mind needs to confess up you been drinking again? Your eyes look like drugs. no dilation, your hearing voices but its all an imagination stirring up problems with your pitiful noises you are creating Pumping venom thru your black heart, since you were 5 you never stopped hating you pray on the day your father walks past that ally your standing at with a note patiently waitin with no hesitation, I swear this boy has become some sorta satin the truth is he wasn't always like this seems the evil angel came in through the night and gave him a dark kiss he conquers all that's weak and smashes all that's bliss he's been kicked to the ground so much, he just got up and threw fists protecting all he's worth while selling himself short he been playing this game so long, he's becoming a poor sport his anger launches his passion while frustration peruses his pains don't come close to this monster please know that he is untamed lockdown his believes and feel the wrath of his broken chains he's a unconscious killer who has revenge all in his veins targeting the shallow women who consistently cut him deep its the love you all want, it's the heart break he now seeks the sky was his limit, he jumped off the peek this man is not crazy, nor even insane he's just a normal man, ya choose to not treat him the same he's become some sorta addict, he's addicted to his pen he's addicted to "P.s I love you" starting with "Dear friend" tick tock on the clock seems my talent has slowly stopped a crossroad in my mind, I've must of hit a Writers block...*
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In life where you faded away And I think of every day With your smile so bright You still linger near and In my heart forever you'll stay. Do not believe the corporate media about Israel hitting nuclear sites. They are intentionally targeting residential buildings killing innocent people (like always). A child killed this beautiful young Poet killed Israel owns the media.
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Jun 14, 2025
Jun 14, 2025 at 3:48 AM UTC
Parnia Abbasi Iranian Poet
everyone likes a good fair fight explosion came from motorbike another involved suicide bomber on bicycle targeting police vehicle war drags on years and years no one wants to talk about it if we dress in silk transparent employing all our charms talents they will act wild to lie with us that will be moment to refuse they will hasten to make peace i am convinced taliban said they carried out bombings as message to nato wedding celebration nearby number of guests believed to be among dead injured u.s. hints volatile area next target for operations she knelt naked knees apart arms outstretched ******* bowed ******* perched neck exposed lips mouth open eyelids half closed scent of vetiver ylang ylang roses anything everything you want if only you will stop murdering
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Mar 14, 2010
Mar 14, 2010 at 6:43 AM UTC
aristophanes "lysistrata" cover
i suffer from delusions. hope is the   destroyer of the last ravaged bits   of sanity. hope is the   ****** targeting   my heart.
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Oct 5, 2013
Oct 5, 2013 at 8:28 PM UTC
delusional
Fibromyalgia is a chronic muscle disorder characterized by widespread pain. My mother's caramel hued skin has transitioned   to a much darker shade. Strands of hair gracefully fall from her scalp as feelings of agony and helplessness replace her jocund spirit, destroying the essence   of who she once was. Her embodiment   deteriorates alongside her crumbling flesh. Veins bulge underneath her skin; knots form below her kneecaps; misery creeps up her spine. As stridulous moans escape my mother's lips, I can only offer sympathy. This disease latches on to anyone within it's reach -- not only targeting victims but their families as well. Like a predator, fibromyalgia seeks to control every aspect of her being – passionately tugging the affected between the struggle to persevere or succumb to its' insanity.
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Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 1:38 PM UTC
Untitled I
Oh My.... The Blue and White Checkered Board Floor in that house, Memories Flooded me last night. then I awoke screaming a few things, as in my dreams I was on the walkway on my knees just distraught and terrified screaming " it was not my fault, they stole my memories, they didn't believe me and they called me a liar."   and was having full on flashbacks and bizarre dreams. coconut shavings in a can that tasted so good, they were like milk. dumbo the elephant, golden trains all on a children's book, and readings, like "broken pre *** short and stout, here is my handle and here my broken spout" a bead girl in the marsh by the house in the dream,  the pegboard and the spotless floor blue and white keep clean, asking to go, or as we heard someone in the kitchen working and trying to hold it in. and then, watching as we drove by my grand mothers as I cry thinking, she will never know that it was not her fault and she will not know where to find me as I was doing as I was told by driver.  I remembered the taste of pennies in my mouth as my bones would bend, always wishing they would break but they would just bend. and I kept hearing," likely blew with is horn, crying wolf, crying wolf, lil boy blew,blew his silly lil horn and no one would believe all the children were torn."   yes, the house with the blue and white checkered floor seems to have triggered finally a few memories and some very intense and did I mention intense dreams.  I woke screaming and sweating a few times while sleeping in phoenix'a bed.  yeah.I could use ... yeah ... that was ... yeah.. but now I remember, and I tried, and there are parts I targeting talk about on here. yes I see ... too and the girl blue and all the....... wow intense dreams.
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Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 12:35 PM UTC
Blue and White Checkered Floor.
Oh My.... The Blue and White Checkered Board Floor in that house, Memories Flooded me last night. then I awoke screaming a few things, as in my dreams I was on the walkway on my knees just distraught and terrified screaming " it was not my fault, they stole my memories, they didn't believe me and they called me a liar."   and was having full on flashbacks and bizarre dreams. coconut shavings in a can that tasted so good, they were like milk. dumbo the elephant, golden trains all on a children's book, and readings, like "broken pre *** short and stout, here is my handle and here my broken spout" a bead girl in the marsh by the house in the dream,  the pegboard and the spotless floor blue and white keep clean, asking to go, or as we heard someone in the kitchen working and trying to hold it in. and then, watching as we drove by my grand mothers as I cry thinking, she will never know that it was not her fault and she will not know where to find me as I was doing as I was told by driver.  I remembered the taste of pennies in my mouth as my bones would bend, always wishing they would break but they would just bend. and I kept hearing," likely blew with is horn, crying wolf, crying wolf, lil boy blew,blew his silly lil horn and no one would believe all the children were torn."   yes, the house with the blue and white checkered floor seems to have triggered finally a few memories and some very intense and did I mention intense dreams.  I woke screaming and sweating a few times while sleeping in phoenix'a bed.  yeah.I could use ... yeah ... that was ... yeah.. but now I remember, and I tried, and there are parts I targeting talk about on here. yes I see ... too and the girl blue and all the....... wow intense dreams.
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On the bridge Orion glazing Announcing his presence Proudly and unafraid of excessive exposure Targeting his next preys “I’m right here, animals run”. The air runs stale “I see, hide-and-seek that is”. The forest howling, extending vigorously Acting tough to shelter her animal friends “Come on, salvation is here,” A land of green brutally taking shape in crimson red. “My friends, don’t cry, drink my blood and take my flesh to fertile the land of home”. Years after decades Those eyes guard by the night Conditioned to withdraw from his sight “We breathe close by Apollo, living is imaginable”.
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Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 10:20 PM UTC
Orion
The crooked claws of darkness clashing Targeting my weakened soul Upon my broken mind a'gnashing Sizzling like scorching coals Hope and faith they're busy slashing Torturing with many wretched tools As the world around me crumbles and comes down quickly crashing How they've defeated many fools After all is said and done The fiery fangs of darkness mawing Targeting my broken mind Upon my sanity they're a'gnawing As I'm running out of precious time My freedom to live they are a'stalling The hope of peace sounds so sublime As I fall to my knees and attempt escape By crawling Freedom sounds divine Desperately losing the battle as I'm frequently bawling Because I know I'm trapped inside When all is said and done Consumed in reckless insanity I still ponder The depths of evil is quite the wonder Will I be forcefully cast a sunder When all is said and done?
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Oct 25, 2020
Oct 25, 2020 at 6:28 PM UTC
When All Is Said And Done
It's never good job Or thank you Or keep up the good work U only criticize me for why? You put on a show for your friends And Your telling them a lie That's why after every performance We as a "family" going out to eat is of great importance Yet even though it's in "celebration" of me You force me to go somewhere that I don't even wanna be Somewhere that I absolutely despise I'll pretend that I'm not hurt and that its all alright But it's kinda hard when there aren't any good vibes The whole time there's ALWAYS arguing It's like destroying my happiness is all that yall've  been targeting And there's never any actual congratulating I'll put my head down because the sound of your constant yelling is mutilating But me trying to ignore you guys is apparently irritating So I have to keep performing Put on a show that'll keep me from conforming To the actions that I really wanna take You say be who you wanna be don't be opaque and then raise me to be fake Your giving me a headache No ur giving me a heartache Everyday I'm greeted at the door with insults Hating my family a little more are the usual results And you know it's quite sad Because family's all that I have These four people who are currently living in the same house Or should I say my dad and his spouse They're all that I've got which is why I stick to myself I'm tired I'm not gonna continue to rebel *** all it does is give me hell
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Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 12:09 PM UTC
Stage fright
12/10/2012: A very mellow day, A day that makes one’s golden years actually golden. Happy in retirement? There’s a joke: You slave like Spartacus in the Libyan salt mines for 30 or 40 or even 50 years, and now you’re supposed to re-calibrate the machine, re-gauge one’s anatomy and metabolism for a habitat so far and away grindstone gone. The muckrakers Studs Terkel and Barbara Ehrenreich remind us: Work is the only thing we can do for 8 hours, other than sleep. Perchance even to dream out that Roman **** or Bacchanal. No, alas, 4 hours is the legal limit for an ******** lasting that long, During all our joy-juiced carnal desires, Be they under the elms or elsewhere. **Cialis! ****** Names already living it up in infamy. A simple truth about Retirement: Stop working and die. A most intense public service announcement, A vast digital image out of Yeats, A very special Spiritus Mundi P-S-A. Targeting Baby Boomers, especially: “You better find yourself something, Or someone to occupy your mind.” Brought to you by the good people at OCCUPY BRAIN STREET, First a national, then a veritable global movement, However so short-lived; Like all the others. Oh, Boomers, your attention span is down to 8 minutes. Your mnemonic links are frayed and tattered, Your hard drive noodle fragmented, Yet still whirring white noise jazz. A New Orleans Dixieland funeral, And Al-Zheim trumpet blast to go out on. Well, I don’t know about the rest of you, But I am relatively well adjusted in retirement. And today—previously mentioned as a mellow day-- Today is one reason why. As is medical marijuana and the sultry voice of Chrissie Hynde, With or without her band of Pretenders. And let’s throw in a lovely bottle of Temecula red wine-- Doffo, if you’re going to get fussy on me, Another blithe distraction cultivated and custom-made for old age. Indeed, a very mellow day.
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May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 3:21 PM UTC
"Retirement Poem: 12/10/2012"
12/10/2012: A very mellow day, A day that makes one’s golden years actually golden. Happy in retirement? There’s a joke: You slave like Spartacus in the Libyan salt mines for 30 or 40 or even 50 years, and now you’re supposed to re-calibrate the machine, re-gauge one’s anatomy and metabolism for a habitat so far and away grindstone gone. The muckrakers Studs Terkel and Barbara Ehrenreich remind us: Work is the only thing we can do for 8 hours, other than sleep. Perchance even to dream out that Roman **** or Bacchanal. No, alas, 4 hours is the legal limit for an ******** lasting that long, During all our joy-juiced carnal desires, Be they under the elms or elsewhere. **Cialis! ****** Names already living it up in infamy. A simple truth about Retirement: Stop working and die. A most intense public service announcement, A vast digital image out of Yeats, A very special Spiritus Mundi P-S-A. Targeting Baby Boomers, especially: “You better find yourself something, Or someone to occupy your mind.” Brought to you by the good people at OCCUPY BRAIN STREET, First a national, then a veritable global movement, However so short-lived; Like all the others. Oh, Boomers, your attention span is down to 8 minutes. Your mnemonic links are frayed and tattered, Your hard drive noodle fragmented, Yet still whirring white noise jazz. A New Orleans Dixieland funeral, And Al-Zheim trumpet blast to go out on. Well, I don’t know about the rest of you, But I am relatively well adjusted in retirement. And today—previously mentioned as a mellow day-- Today is one reason why. As is medical marijuana and the sultry voice of Chrissie Hynde, With or without her band of Pretenders. And let’s throw in a lovely bottle of Temecula red wine-- Doffo, if you’re going to get fussy on me, Another blithe distraction cultivated and custom-made for old age. Indeed, a very mellow day.
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No direction no cigarettes no money nowhere to go, stranded. No sleep I watch the people walk by I watch the cars and the rain People go home to their families people go home and want to die. Nostalgia. Sunlight pours through the haze for a moment and sinks away I think of you often maybe too often You’re ****** just like me all me do is drown, drown, drown. Lust drunk ***** waiting, waiting to destroy unintentionally destroy others then theirselves and weep for the past. There’s strangers everywhere watching questioning my motives… a man at the table next to me give me the eyes All I want is a cigarette one **** smoke. Ah, God, I lost the notion strangling, tangling, growing roots to my sick, sad, soul The people I witness coming into shopping malls are like rabid animals Wild eyed and gazing targeting their next material purchase to try to fit into society killing off humanity with selfishness, selflessness Scared children, holding their mothers hand growing up to be fools to fit into this place With eyes like knives, awaiting your presence to rip your insides out onto the pavement and ******* eat you alive. In the car watching the leaves thrash the pavement the breeze is hollow and unforgiving I think, and I don’t want to be here when the cold front blows in and releases it’s chaos. I’m so ****** half dead, like the light in your eyes. This is how people become homeless This is how people make it big.
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Dec 9, 2011
Dec 9, 2011 at 5:38 PM UTC
How people become homeless
Morning arrives without invitation Crisp light pierce's the gap in the curtain Blinding like a floodlight, targeting and harsh. Songs of birds filter through sickeningly sweet It is to pure, the day has yet to be tainted With unnatural urgency and false anxiety's. They remain unaware of this bliss, sleeping As I should be, awake with uncertainty's quiz I bare witness to this blank page, untouched. Waiting patiently for today's inscription.
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Jul 22, 2011
Jul 22, 2011 at 9:07 PM UTC
Daybreak
Its so warm in this room But why are my limbs trembling? Tears are rolling down in this bright room The hysteric's kick in and rushing Searing pain in my chest And gasping for air is getting difficult Locking myself in this bathroom while i'm getting so stressed Family is on the other end of the thin wall remembering my thoughts are not so innocent It wells up in my head what everyone calls danger Then there is no more reactions, completely disconnected My body is now like a stranger The worrying thoughts targeting my daily life as expected Trying to keep the world out with music With all the maddening loss What is with this endless panic? Its just another big anxiety attack I have to come across
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Jan 23, 2014
Jan 23, 2014 at 9:17 PM UTC
Anxiety Attack