The crooked claws of darkness clashing Targeting my weakened soul Upon my broken mind a'gnashing Sizzling like scorching coals Hope and faith they're busy slashing Torturing with many wretched tools As the world around me crumbles and comes down quickly crashing How they've defeated many fools After all is said and done
The fiery fangs of darkness mawing Targeting my broken mind Upon my sanity they're a'gnawing As I'm running out of precious time My freedom to live they are a'stalling The hope of peace sounds so sublime As I fall to my knees and attempt escape By crawling Freedom sounds divine Desperately losing the battle as I'm frequently bawling Because I know I'm trapped inside When all is said and done
Consumed in reckless insanity I still ponder The depths of evil is quite the wonder Will I be forcefully cast a sunder When all is said and done?
I try so hard to be ok I was tired of being tired Tired of crying And I did well for a while I really did But I’m not ok I’m not ******* ok I feel defeated and alone And I’m left here, missing you Laying in my bed, tears down my cheeks Missing you.
I sedate myself to avoid the sadness only to find I'm surrounded by confusion. I kiss this e to open my heart and release the stranglehold upon my mind. Softly the words embrace each other within the recessed corners forming the cereal feeling impossible to escape. To release these suppressed visions I see such a demanding chill a battle in which I am defeated.
Self control's a virtue not a demon At times I swear it has a double meaning Which self controls the self and which one comes out defeated It's hard to feel that in control when part of you concedes And I don't know Who it is I'm trying to control anymore