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title: not god, but his clock, will gnaw at us: that we are mortal, and agitated by a libido to continue, as to why the immortals find us so cosmic, for the worth of not exacting a better joke prescribed to other genus archetypes... whether the atheists believe in a blind-watchmaker is beside the point... the actual conjuring of the ultimate engineered thing will undo us... only the gods could have engineered time... space? they can't fathom space, the gods could only engineer time, but they couldn't engineer space: the cliche, think outside the box? even the gods know nought concerning this; and if there is only one god... he has been lodged into a letter: θ - a 1 inside a 0; the being already confined... even gods have limits beyond the stressor of supposed immortality... they can't engineer space... all they can engineer, is a transcendence of time... only mortals, men, can engineer the concept of space... hence nations, hence borders, hence differences, hence the concept of magnetism and repulsion... if gods engineered time, then men engineered space... as now, and forever, will remain so, the quest for a cosmic joke / clue. it won't be the blind-watchmaker who eats us up,   the the clock itself -    it will devour us,    it will gnaw our flesh toward the bone,          and then with out bones play an instrument     to glorify its procession down the aisles of our endeavours to express civility...     was there any to begin with? our temporal anxiety, being mortals, equates itself with the spatial anxiety of the immortals (gods).
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Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 9:30 PM UTC
nie bóg, lecz jego zegar, będzie nas żreć
title: not god, but his clock, will gnaw at us: that we are mortal, and agitated by a libido to continue, as to why the immortals find us so cosmic, for the worth of not exacting a better joke prescribed to other genus archetypes... whether the atheists believe in a blind-watchmaker is beside the point... the actual conjuring of the ultimate engineered thing will undo us... only the gods could have engineered time... space? they can't fathom space, the gods could only engineer time, but they couldn't engineer space: the cliche, think outside the box? even the gods know nought concerning this; and if there is only one god... he has been lodged into a letter: θ - a 1 inside a 0; the being already confined... even gods have limits beyond the stressor of supposed immortality... they can't engineer space... all they can engineer, is a transcendence of time... only mortals, men, can engineer the concept of space... hence nations, hence borders, hence differences, hence the concept of magnetism and repulsion... if gods engineered time, then men engineered space... as now, and forever, will remain so, the quest for a cosmic joke / clue. it won't be the blind-watchmaker who eats us up,   the the clock itself -    it will devour us,    it will gnaw our flesh toward the bone,          and then with out bones play an instrument     to glorify its procession down the aisles of our endeavours to express civility...     was there any to begin with? our temporal anxiety, being mortals, equates itself with the spatial anxiety of the immortals (gods).
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before existentialism, and nietzsche in mind, philosophy was written or spoken of accepting the socratic rigidity of words, the rigidity of words known through the socratic method of inquiry: the simplest of questions imposed on the meaning of words; e.g. what is virtue? but with existentialism this old method of inquiry, the poised posing bewilderment lost its quality, in that the new method of inquiry was given to stress not a method of questioning but that of ambiguity, even though this new method that simply said the reverse of what is virtue as the preservation of a narrative: "virtue" concedes many variations exampled true, e.g. - this dittoing going against - previously said / as above - became staged against a brick wall - since this method, the existential method of brushing aside inquiry and entering the realm of ambiguity was already present - the pluralism of meaning found in certain words; it isn't a question whether red or blue can be ambiguous, this allocation of noun and quality is all too pervasive - so when an ambiguity is allowed to exercise its stressor posit - the word in question is allocated a verb orientation in its exercise of use and example, further diluted by the quantity and lack of example, and ascribed contorting adjectivity due to the dilution of meaning: with lessened recognition of sought out qualification to sentence an enzymic perfection of: banker and philanthropist, priest and maximilian kolbe, poetry and lack of envy. even though these examples are idealistic, they provide the obvious ambiguity already apparent, hence the double ambiguity of opposites, ideal opposites. in shorthand - if socrates were to come upon reading existentialism - his questions regarding the virtues would be bound to free floating terms in the ditto bubbles of flimsiness of non-inquiry - bewildered by the number of prompts to question, there would be no necessary ambiguity to many other terms of inactivity - such as the previously mentioned red and blue, dog and glue, but too many, it would seem, should a strict belief in categorising virtue as a noun but not a verb be kept - for categorisation of such nature only provides a linear cascade without due action or cared for imitation - ending with the only chance of virtue chanced and seen as an unvirtuous person doing crossword puzzles in silence - and already virtue's opposite is engaged in defending itself and justifying its ills by first forcing many synonyms to cover it in ambiguity, and asserting itself as an adjective within a noun framework blunt: virtue v. unvirtuous will only confiscate siamese phonetic mingling to ease the definition; i guess that's how rhyming was born, the opposite of alphabetical ordering: a, aardvark                              the violet's blue                                                                    ****** a doughnut with you.
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Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 11:31 AM UTC
the last line in a difficult poem is always fun
before existentialism, and nietzsche in mind, philosophy was written or spoken of accepting the socratic rigidity of words, the rigidity of words known through the socratic method of inquiry: the simplest of questions imposed on the meaning of words; e.g. what is virtue? but with existentialism this old method of inquiry, the poised posing bewilderment lost its quality, in that the new method of inquiry was given to stress not a method of questioning but that of ambiguity, even though this new method that simply said the reverse of what is virtue as the preservation of a narrative: "virtue" concedes many variations exampled true, e.g. - this dittoing going against - previously said / as above - became staged against a brick wall - since this method, the existential method of brushing aside inquiry and entering the realm of ambiguity was already present - the pluralism of meaning found in certain words; it isn't a question whether red or blue can be ambiguous, this allocation of noun and quality is all too pervasive - so when an ambiguity is allowed to exercise its stressor posit - the word in question is allocated a verb orientation in its exercise of use and example, further diluted by the quantity and lack of example, and ascribed contorting adjectivity due to the dilution of meaning: with lessened recognition of sought out qualification to sentence an enzymic perfection of: banker and philanthropist, priest and maximilian kolbe, poetry and lack of envy. even though these examples are idealistic, they provide the obvious ambiguity already apparent, hence the double ambiguity of opposites, ideal opposites. in shorthand - if socrates were to come upon reading existentialism - his questions regarding the virtues would be bound to free floating terms in the ditto bubbles of flimsiness of non-inquiry - bewildered by the number of prompts to question, there would be no necessary ambiguity to many other terms of inactivity - such as the previously mentioned red and blue, dog and glue, but too many, it would seem, should a strict belief in categorising virtue as a noun but not a verb be kept - for categorisation of such nature only provides a linear cascade without due action or cared for imitation - ending with the only chance of virtue chanced and seen as an unvirtuous person doing crossword puzzles in silence - and already virtue's opposite is engaged in defending itself and justifying its ills by first forcing many synonyms to cover it in ambiguity, and asserting itself as an adjective within a noun framework blunt: virtue v. unvirtuous will only confiscate siamese phonetic mingling to ease the definition; i guess that's how rhyming was born, the opposite of alphabetical ordering: a, aardvark                              the violet's blue                                                                    ****** a doughnut with you.
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Dear Human (at first I wrote narrow minded ******* This is not a hate poem, although it started out as one it's something finished before my time a game already won My tendons would love to stretch 15 minutes before beginning the race but I wake up every morning to a piercing toast, a celebratory guffaw of an after party having been exploited and raw there is no point for me to stretch metaphorically that is for if i don't stretch before I start my day I tweak like a bike in need of WD40 I can't speak because everything I saw deserves an explanation scratch that I can't speak because I'm afraid of judgement like heavy wet cement, I'll drown in my unspoken words though so I write these down back to the point Irritable Bowel Syndrome is a ***** if I don't stretch my aching quaking body can't **** right and if I can't **** right every other stressor strangles my already mangled mind and body Depression is wet cement dripping from my air vent molding my notches and bolts stone solid yet, I have to get up and stretch to walk amid, among, noodles Falling asleep is difficult because I want to get the night over with and Waking up is difficult because I want to get the day over with Not a study session waiting for snacks more my socks are stuffed with thumbtacks and I forgot everyone finished their after party so I'm pounding my feet sprinting for a finish line I'll never cross Like when I woke up in the hospital, banging my head against the wall believing I could smash my way outside on this day, three years ago My mania surged lightning bolt electric jolt a thousand watt volt I would never be released until normalcy increased so I spent every waking moment stretching desperately trying to release the desperate stress molded in my body Depression is wet cement, I have learned to slip through it's cracks by releasing the firey strength I hold inside my bones I hold inside my soul Oh human, please hear me with your open ears yet if you can't, I have no fear your judgement cannot touch me I am on fire, all victims of depression you, we, are not weak merely misunderstood by false desire we are misunderstood Blazing wet cement on fire
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Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 2:30 AM UTC
A Letter To Those Who Undermine Depression
Dear Human (at first I wrote narrow minded ******* This is not a hate poem, although it started out as one it's something finished before my time a game already won My tendons would love to stretch 15 minutes before beginning the race but I wake up every morning to a piercing toast, a celebratory guffaw of an after party having been exploited and raw there is no point for me to stretch metaphorically that is for if i don't stretch before I start my day I tweak like a bike in need of WD40 I can't speak because everything I saw deserves an explanation scratch that I can't speak because I'm afraid of judgement like heavy wet cement, I'll drown in my unspoken words though so I write these down back to the point Irritable Bowel Syndrome is a ***** if I don't stretch my aching quaking body can't **** right and if I can't **** right every other stressor strangles my already mangled mind and body Depression is wet cement dripping from my air vent molding my notches and bolts stone solid yet, I have to get up and stretch to walk amid, among, noodles Falling asleep is difficult because I want to get the night over with and Waking up is difficult because I want to get the day over with Not a study session waiting for snacks more my socks are stuffed with thumbtacks and I forgot everyone finished their after party so I'm pounding my feet sprinting for a finish line I'll never cross Like when I woke up in the hospital, banging my head against the wall believing I could smash my way outside on this day, three years ago My mania surged lightning bolt electric jolt a thousand watt volt I would never be released until normalcy increased so I spent every waking moment stretching desperately trying to release the desperate stress molded in my body Depression is wet cement, I have learned to slip through it's cracks by releasing the firey strength I hold inside my bones I hold inside my soul Oh human, please hear me with your open ears yet if you can't, I have no fear your judgement cannot touch me I am on fire, all victims of depression you, we, are not weak merely misunderstood by false desire we are misunderstood Blazing wet cement on fire
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for most of the scholars, the future is the stressor SATs, ACTs, grades, extracurriculars, college apps, jobs when given notice, anyone can prepare for and deal with a challenge when one's worries consist only of the future, one is blessed, not cursed when life is "how can I get through this" instead of "how will I get through that" it's a problem. best math student in the school, but he still can't solve the everyday problem mom dad divorce boyfriend alcoholism violence lawsuits counseling too many terms, it's unfactorable, it's unfair, this wasn't in the textbook now it's on the test and I can't get a 100 I thought being perfect was the only way?
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Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 11:35 PM UTC
present tension
The totality of a stare, their for changing life's bitter holds My theory that we all are seekers is an ex-stressor of unwitting changes voiceless changing clanging colds Now a life this life has execrated all of your dreams You and I cure the ice to satisfy the demons the night but it grows warmer I warn thee Devious power and burning nights.. who is of the dead? Devious powers all is quite right.. I am inside your head Uncalled for searing this justice holy tower you're turret nare an arrow sent And when the future holds against our bonds untold a world with forms reached out only to allow an ever changing destiny.. Then I shall cry out a theory for them a theory untold Devious fires powers of the night Don't question the order do as your told Fleece of the stripeless tiger nears telling all of us of the powers of doom and your life is speaking slashing shshsh turn to dust soon you'll be through If again you make this plea don't try to be the same as the one who turned to me For within you are gone and in your mind we are all keepers but this is not wrong I am turned putrid and this procures the storm unworthy yet with this answer land will fall soon and shed this life for demons and right hurt eyes skin lips and all Devious powers burning in the nights of the undead You called out the scarring the twist of the unsent Then I shall cry out a theory for them a theory untold Devious fires powers of the night Don't question the order do as your told Played by the fame then went a force of Satans wings ornate of diamonds and led When the theory of theories is finally told the solving and the puzzle is an ultimate theory untold Drafting and waning your demeanor a field of wrought with a killing and blight Into a dark horizon one hand awakens as certainty puts up a fight Then I shall cry out doubting you'd ever listen to me Then I'd cry for us as the devout for the theories untold is ever our destiny Then I shall cry out for a theory for them a theory untold Devious fires powers of the night Don't question the order do as your told
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Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 12:03 AM UTC
Theories Untold
The totality of a stare, their for changing life's bitter holds My theory that we all are seekers is an ex-stressor of unwitting changes voiceless changing clanging colds Now a life this life has execrated all of your dreams You and I cure the ice to satisfy the demons the night but it grows warmer I warn thee Devious power and burning nights.. who is of the dead? Devious powers all is quite right.. I am inside your head Uncalled for searing this justice holy tower you're turret nare an arrow sent And when the future holds against our bonds untold a world with forms reached out only to allow an ever changing destiny.. Then I shall cry out a theory for them a theory untold Devious fires powers of the night Don't question the order do as your told Fleece of the stripeless tiger nears telling all of us of the powers of doom and your life is speaking slashing shshsh turn to dust soon you'll be through If again you make this plea don't try to be the same as the one who turned to me For within you are gone and in your mind we are all keepers but this is not wrong I am turned putrid and this procures the storm unworthy yet with this answer land will fall soon and shed this life for demons and right hurt eyes skin lips and all Devious powers burning in the nights of the undead You called out the scarring the twist of the unsent Then I shall cry out a theory for them a theory untold Devious fires powers of the night Don't question the order do as your told Played by the fame then went a force of Satans wings ornate of diamonds and led When the theory of theories is finally told the solving and the puzzle is an ultimate theory untold Drafting and waning your demeanor a field of wrought with a killing and blight Into a dark horizon one hand awakens as certainty puts up a fight Then I shall cry out doubting you'd ever listen to me Then I'd cry for us as the devout for the theories untold is ever our destiny Then I shall cry out for a theory for them a theory untold Devious fires powers of the night Don't question the order do as your told
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God, but your patient. I can’t stand how much you love me, in the grocery store. You give me so much time, you know how its hard for me. But sweetheart, get angry! Penne or Rigatoni is not a valid stressor and you don’t need second opinions for cauliflower. How calm you are while I fuss over fresh herbs or dried ones--I chalk it up to your lack of experience: I have, after all, known myself longer, and I make a mental note to loan you ‘House of Mirth, which you need to read so you can resent me properly--or at least with authority. I just want you to hate me like I do so when it turns out I’m a better cook than a person you won’t be disappointed. But what if you only love me more afterwards? Oh, my God, What can I do? There are 41 types of pasta sauce here but I only need one.
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 4:42 PM UTC
I'll die hungry, thank you.
As I took a walk outside, I noticed something that caught my eye. Twisted in the grass, ingrained with dirt, What I saw made my heart hurt. Monarch's wings I had found, Which gave me feelings so profound. An intense sadness, helplessness, fear, Overcame me as I beheld these artifacts dear. In death or life, they must have been torn, These beautiful wings that the creature bore. I picked them up and held them close, These wings that symbolized what I feared the most- Losing myself, my biggest part, The part of my soul that is dearest to my heart. And what for my memories, good and bad? What if I couldn't remember anything; wouldn't that be sad? The monarch's wings sit still on my dresser, A reminder of my constant stressor, Yet also comforting me just the same, As I pass through each day, feeling slightly more brave.
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Jul 31, 2018
Jul 31, 2018 at 10:56 AM UTC
The Monarch's Wings
I kept a quarter in a drawer next to my bed for when I made decisions that hurt my head where each choice came at great cost to my sanity so I flipped a quarter to cheapen the price to twenty-five cents and I said it's just common sense keeping innocence but it's ignorance and guiltlessness that I wanted for me. When a quarter felt too heavy I moved on to a dime because it was lighter than its cost and fit my indecisive crime but I find I tossed it too high and couldn't always catch it so it clattered to the floor and rolled beneath my dresser and maybe if I left it there, my decision-making stressor would disappear like the dime then I could quit Yet decisions kept on coming and so a nickel would have to do five-cent choices should be worth less than dimes too and yet again, I couldn't bear the weight of my choice. So instead I flipped two pennies, to get my two cents in. One landed heads, the other tails, and I still have a decision. I can't keep flipping coins to replace my voice. My treasure trove of choices worth less than the ones before because they're all plastic, made so I don't have to endure the weight of cost so I selfishly kept on flipping all these coins and kept on wishing they would never land. Fifty-fifty, leave my choice to chance, take it out of my hand. If my coins never land, then my decisions cost me nothing.
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Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 10:02 AM UTC
Coin-Flipper
I’ve been breathing When I’m supposed to And keeping it held When I get close to Figuring out What it means To breathe in And out I leave through A red door Into the rain To find some piece Of mind floating In a puddle Next to a fry Box from Burger king If I pick it up And put it back In my head It’ll be wet And that’s fine I suppose Irene still feels So close, She’s still in her Mill floating Through life On a death-raft Of pills But I can’t stress her I know she doesn’t need Another stressor I know she spent Her last dollar on rent It’s cheap but So was the asbestos In 1917 So I guess its a trade off I take off my walking shoes And trade off for a bike And splash through Puddles on my Way to find the Northwest passage In North Providence And I’m controlling my breathing Or my breathing Is controlling me Either way I can’t Really see Cuz it’s dark It’s raining And I left my Glasses next to My mind so They wouldn’t get Wet and make it Hard to see It can’t be that hard to see Why can’t the girl With the book On break Simply look Past the Ebt and ***** sheets And see the dirt Within me? She’s seen Isaac Proclaim How much beauty There is In dirt And I guess I’m the same But I guess This is best Since I’ll only Hurt or be hurt As we learn and Forget Each other’s Names.
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Nov 24, 2011
Nov 24, 2011 at 12:22 PM UTC
--On The Precipice Of Getting ******
i just want to stay up to midnight and watch the footie... see, already, it's there, he wannabe blind man turning phonetics upside down using optical symbols to sing with his eyes closed and acting out a sloth piece of a stage's curtain call for encore, footie can be american slang  for football: or ensure a bag of flour explodes while i get scalped; otherwise footie means football: you know it's round enough to be kicked rather than thrown for a touchdown... never got the hang of it... n.f.l. means as much to me as does excess of hair on a cranium crop of expected hair with no beard, and vice versa, loss of hair and a donned beard for the plucked sucker of the 2nd ball drop... baldy over here met elvis and in levis took to a cattle stampede with aria: la la la lee lo lo he he (mike jackson slam dunks a quack for the moon pond, like it was n.b.a. anyway: walking on ice the musical... now the encore... signature the sound of applause); so this married man is rebelling...watches football till midnight, rebel... watches the footie... a. foot, i.e. b. foot, e c. foot eeh d. footy e. foo' tea f. foo' tee                                  now you guess the accent... cumbrian? glaswegian? north london or brick lane?                  which? a, b, c d or e or f?^            see what happens being judgemental and sober? you get drunks doing picassos! and that's not good not good one bit for the worth of investment in plagiarisms. the stressor marks / diacritical marks missing in english obviously gave us scot spelling and a welsh 1 + 1 of a middle finger longbow stylistic for the v long before churchill... i wanted gaelic i got trainspotting spelling... about as relevant as catcher in the rye relevant by now... so... don't teach accent rubrics... and you'll get a heartfelt superiority in the former colonies, while the pigeons coo: or simply curl the famished tongues that were silenced for man to speak in spasms of an electrician checking the sockets for an electric depth of the pigeons' coo into an aqualine echo of a sneeze, if not snorkel or a gesundheit. ^*i hate how syllable splitting into compounds show diacritical marks all too relevant, missing.*
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Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 6:06 PM UTC
married man's rebellion
i just want to stay up to midnight and watch the footie... see, already, it's there, he wannabe blind man turning phonetics upside down using optical symbols to sing with his eyes closed and acting out a sloth piece of a stage's curtain call for encore, footie can be american slang  for football: or ensure a bag of flour explodes while i get scalped; otherwise footie means football: you know it's round enough to be kicked rather than thrown for a touchdown... never got the hang of it... n.f.l. means as much to me as does excess of hair on a cranium crop of expected hair with no beard, and vice versa, loss of hair and a donned beard for the plucked sucker of the 2nd ball drop... baldy over here met elvis and in levis took to a cattle stampede with aria: la la la lee lo lo he he (mike jackson slam dunks a quack for the moon pond, like it was n.b.a. anyway: walking on ice the musical... now the encore... signature the sound of applause); so this married man is rebelling...watches football till midnight, rebel... watches the footie... a. foot, i.e. b. foot, e c. foot eeh d. footy e. foo' tea f. foo' tee                                  now you guess the accent... cumbrian? glaswegian? north london or brick lane?                  which? a, b, c d or e or f?^            see what happens being judgemental and sober? you get drunks doing picassos! and that's not good not good one bit for the worth of investment in plagiarisms. the stressor marks / diacritical marks missing in english obviously gave us scot spelling and a welsh 1 + 1 of a middle finger longbow stylistic for the v long before churchill... i wanted gaelic i got trainspotting spelling... about as relevant as catcher in the rye relevant by now... so... don't teach accent rubrics... and you'll get a heartfelt superiority in the former colonies, while the pigeons coo: or simply curl the famished tongues that were silenced for man to speak in spasms of an electrician checking the sockets for an electric depth of the pigeons' coo into an aqualine echo of a sneeze, if not snorkel or a gesundheit. ^*i hate how syllable splitting into compounds show diacritical marks all too relevant, missing.*
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I've felt stress Daily. But the load has never this bad, baby My head is pounding My stomach is twisting and burning I want to wake up in your arms I want to be reminded every morning that you're there to save me From myself But I can't save the world in bed with you I'm getting everything I want But I can't have it all together My head is cloudy Worries flying to the forefront of my consciousness Each stressor fighting for my attention My shoulders aren't broad enough to carry the load It's spilling from my eyes And landing on the corners of your perfect mouth I try to localize the pain within my arms' reach So nobody else gets hurt But you've stepped into my arms And I'm letting you taste it from my lips What do I want? Without the factors? I want to come home to you every day Starting right now But I can't...without changing your well-established life And I don’t expect you to follow me But I pray to God that you wait for me As I pack my schedule Work tens of states away Study with hundreds of miles in between us I hate feeling like I'm choosing this over you Truth is, I want to stay with you more than any of this. When I’m with you There’s no way to fail and nobody to disappoint You’re safe and I WANT TO STAY HERE My heart is telling my head, stomach--every part of me That I want you this summer and always But I'm working and studying for more than myself and even for you—my favorite part of life In Maine I truly feel like I'm contributing to science, toward a cure for glaucoma As an optometrist, I'll be able to help thousands of patients see the world I can't possibly be in this for the money, either I'm taking so many hits in the process of trying to make the biggest impact I can on this world I’m a bundle of insecurities with a bizarre responsibility to use what little I have to make lives after mine better It’s why I pick so many battles Care so much about politics Organize all of these committees Kiss babies and stare off into their futures Decide to uncomfortably go out and softly tell my truths It’s why I chose to be a scientist and a doctor. But it’s costing us—and it kills me that it’s costing you, too. You’re a main character in this crazy, transitional chapter of my life And I hope you’ll stay for the rest of my book.
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Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 8:59 PM UTC
Our Book
I've felt stress Daily. But the load has never this bad, baby My head is pounding My stomach is twisting and burning I want to wake up in your arms I want to be reminded every morning that you're there to save me From myself But I can't save the world in bed with you I'm getting everything I want But I can't have it all together My head is cloudy Worries flying to the forefront of my consciousness Each stressor fighting for my attention My shoulders aren't broad enough to carry the load It's spilling from my eyes And landing on the corners of your perfect mouth I try to localize the pain within my arms' reach So nobody else gets hurt But you've stepped into my arms And I'm letting you taste it from my lips What do I want? Without the factors? I want to come home to you every day Starting right now But I can't...without changing your well-established life And I don’t expect you to follow me But I pray to God that you wait for me As I pack my schedule Work tens of states away Study with hundreds of miles in between us I hate feeling like I'm choosing this over you Truth is, I want to stay with you more than any of this. When I’m with you There’s no way to fail and nobody to disappoint You’re safe and I WANT TO STAY HERE My heart is telling my head, stomach--every part of me That I want you this summer and always But I'm working and studying for more than myself and even for you—my favorite part of life In Maine I truly feel like I'm contributing to science, toward a cure for glaucoma As an optometrist, I'll be able to help thousands of patients see the world I can't possibly be in this for the money, either I'm taking so many hits in the process of trying to make the biggest impact I can on this world I’m a bundle of insecurities with a bizarre responsibility to use what little I have to make lives after mine better It’s why I pick so many battles Care so much about politics Organize all of these committees Kiss babies and stare off into their futures Decide to uncomfortably go out and softly tell my truths It’s why I chose to be a scientist and a doctor. But it’s costing us—and it kills me that it’s costing you, too. You’re a main character in this crazy, transitional chapter of my life And I hope you’ll stay for the rest of my book.
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The fake smile I keep on my face. The emotions that keep me crying all day long. The scars I’ve placed on my body. The Stressor who caused the depression. The tears that stream down my face. The nightmares that keep me awake all night long. The violations of my body. The girl who can’t stop the depression.
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Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 10:31 PM UTC
**** it all to Hell
I’m so for you my heart turns at quandaries like thoughts of your eyelash
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Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 7:15 AM UTC
Psychological Stressor
You all tell me to get help, I can do it on my own I've been there and back and history will show The is not the first time, I promise I’ll be fine They all try to help, I can do this on my own Try to find the cause, my stressor The annoy and pry, I fester There ain't a thing You can say to me No doctor, pastor or professor They're telling me to get help, I can do this on my own I really hate to brag, there's something you lack, I already know Tell me I need common sense, oh my family and my friends They're telling me to get help, I can do this on my own I ask myself, "who do you think you are?" "And how did you get this far?" "Your on the verge of losing your mind" "Put this off for to long" "On the edge of suicide" "Just have your self a nice cry" They told me to get help, I could do it on my own I picked up the slack and now I’m back, coming back home Is it some kinda disorder Am I bipolar Or am I just depressed? I'm my own doctor Get inside my mind Lesser men have tried I told myself to get help, I had no where else to go Beaten and sad, confused I've gone mad, I'm about to blow A massacre in my head, take six shots, go to bed Will I ever be okay? God I hope so
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Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 5:15 PM UTC
Phrenic Overhaul
By:D.E.T I feel alone Yeah, I find myself in this road In a alone world Where I don't know Don't like people Asking D.E.T "How's Life?" Can't y'all see my eyes In see what lies So, don't expect D.E.T To take a seat And speak About depression Cuz I won't show my expressions Towards this depression So, don't put pressure Cuz I'm a stressor No, don't help me Cuz you yell at me So, don't tell me About life Cuz in life I'm not doing fine Yeah, I used to tried But once you get hurt you just go dry That you no longer cry Yeah, sometimes I wonder why? Soon as I walk out this door People look at me like poor But don't feel pity For D.E.T. cuz that's life for D.E.T That's what god Put me in cuz that's his job Yeah, there are times that I just want to give up Cuz when I look up I end up hooking up My thoughts When I look up I put God's name And start to blame Myself For not showing my emotions But too bad their on oceans
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Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 1:26 AM UTC
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Find me an onion. I'm dying to cry. For life has smacked me between the eyes. The tears won't come. They're so very dumb. They won't listen. Nor christen my cheeks. With sparkles of saline. Been lingering for weeks. The sadness of tears that just won't flow. Life is a stressor. Need to let go. (c)LIVVI
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Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 4:21 PM UTC
ONIONS
Sweet, tender love and care, Shall make a woman tell and share, Show her kindness, truth and strength, And she will show true skin so fair. Surrendering her garments rare, But leaks the mind more to take you there. Her whim for you, reveal your length, Your story and journey, a complex pair. Immerse her thoughts, make known your feat. Take heed her face, as two worlds meet. Aesthetics, kinetics, both motions flow. Make tame your vision, control this beat. There is no patience here, it may take a seat. As active as you are, and to her, it shall greet. Rest all inhibitions, all fears must go, By force or by choice, have mutual heat. Albeit regressed, have urge to rise, Give all without none, truth held in your eyes. Steer driven ideas, force trusted to heart. Processes ablaze, this function is wise. Both stressor collide, solved with loosened ties, She shall see demeanor, it's will to advise, And emotions revealing her true art. Full spread, no ends, according to size~ ...Eager for knowledge...let her have more
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Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 9:24 AM UTC
A Gentle's Job
I am an individual who is Involved. When asked by curious critics “Who are you?” I’ll invariably state, Involved. Involved, Busy, Stressed. Involved. Involved is an activity, is a stressor, is a blessing, is a curse. Involved pleases my parents. So long as Involved is within the parameters that they have set forth and therefore approved. Involved is enriching, ensuring, creating my path to freedom even if my future is still shrouded. Involved is my choice of poison. Involved is my choice of passion. Involved is my sweet drink of hectic relief. Involved is me.
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Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 4:23 PM UTC
Untitled
I wish it were without pain. I wish it was just fantasy. But it's not. I wish I could say that everything's gonna be alright. I wish I could give that comfort. But it's not. Time is unraveling and there is nothing you can do about it. You can ignore every stressor in your life, but time moves on. Whether you decide that you want to spend every minute of your day, alone, in your room. It doesn't matter. Because Either way, time unravels the same.
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Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 9:29 PM UTC
Time - Unraveled
FREQUENT FLYER Playing a part in public domain can others see what the others contain We stay or play, manage to be together, will the others anguish remain hidden forever Gravity keeps us grounded lessons make us well rounded,what is in place to keep us sane Softness and safety found in sanity,gradually removed with too much pressure Being kind to the mentally blind may not come naturally, our own inner truths maybe not as easy to maintain Many feel madness often hidden in the gladness,not noticing cracks in the glass ,will it shatter with the next stressor Dare we simply say to another deal with it when the deal has already been done,to late to just refrain Which level do we fail the test aren't we normal if doing our best ,not always our own best judge however Games people play by letting the mind go astray,something missing or just gaining weight from the strain Reaching out, often too late but what is left brewing when we wait,time makes its own judgments but out in the open will we be our best assessor .R.C.
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Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 7:19 AM UTC
FREQUENT FLYER
Loose that inspiration, off like a gun, POW!! These rounds may miss, but the recoil is the goal, free that pent up energy, just reach flux once again.
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May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 8:27 AM UTC
Fluid Stressor
A headache that knocks, knocks, knocks While fingers, are closer and farther, with black dots dots dots There is no rhythm for a universe to rule, but Humans pretend; saying chaos is over, done, the lines we cannot cross, are completely white, let these erase all objection. The tips waver on the light Touch, touch, touch As they turn to face my Eyes, eyes, eyes Then Remove one key to the stability and see men flounder Pressure from the change, defining a stressor, which Accelerates into a dip; A free fall And from this fall man finds solution - "Gouge out creation, and or the visage. Self mutilation seems better to be fit Then to carry such hideous, black, venom Which is the root, to which man unlocks What he himself is." The shutter stock effect leaves me without Emotion My own touch causes me to Recoil, recoil, recoil Now that man is without fingers, He has no worries, the dreaded darkness, Which plagued his poor, unprotected fingers, are gone, as both are severed. Now he is truly stable.
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Mar 31, 2018
Mar 31, 2018 at 10:32 AM UTC
My fingertips are no longer my own.