Too much Too much Too much / Anxiety stands over me, looking down at false mistakes / Too much Too much Too much / I look up with pride in my eyes, I'm free of sin you fuck / Too much Too much Too much / Subtract that value, they don't care, nor will I. / Too much Too much Too much
They all seem to hate me, I feel the stares, I hear the jokes, Is it me? Or them? Or you? I know I am new, and maybe that is it, but such anxiety over something so small is new, and old but I thought I had overcome the past.
"Sometimes you need to ask yourself: what do I need to do to get a blowjob today? Or at least soon ya know? Of course you don't want a looker, that is bad for the environment & you ( also doesn't look too good on the resume). I have failed to find any legit strats- except maybe going into porn or a legitimate relationship. But it doesn't pay well and the other is a lot of work. What to do?" - d.m.