Hello Poetry
Submit your work and get some sparkles! Create free account
"newsprint" poems
Windex mice squeak through the windows, biting newspaper as it scrapes across. Soap from a new age fills the kitchen, sheeps' fat long forgotten, the sod-house of Laura Ingalls Wilder left behind with its crumbling Lincoln logs, the ceiling that drops dirt crumbs like a gritty pastry. Our world is shiny, so blinding that even the cough of newsprint makes it brighter. A bottle sneezes across the counter, spurts those bubbles of ammonia, gathers with the rivers and tides that surge with ethanol, it bursts the air with a neon smell and erases everything that has come before.
0
Feb 28, 2012
Feb 28, 2012 at 1:01 AM UTC
Cleaning
*Inspiration pretty much finds you even when you walk outside to await the newspaper.* A summer poem for a winter's day. ___ morning slow sleep walking, reviewing my evening sleep attire, am I appropriately dressed, to publicly receive the somber weekend Wall Street Journal? which is hopefully waiting for my rational embrace where the driveway meets the road. as I walk,  I note the: seamed stitching on my shirt, a series of crisscrossed stitches, pattern of acute angles stitched in Thailand, or perhaps Bangladesh, and when machined, did the seamstress dream that with a single blink, dream metamorphosis stitches become crisscrossed out entries in the diary, that I don't keep, the notations naked and rendered, I don't want you to know about, so scratched into oblivion but in a orderly fashion before spilling them freely to any misfortunate innocent Joe, nice enough to ask me, how ya doing... impatiently waiting on a country road for recycled newsprint impressed into the service of the Canadian Pulp Navy a paper mache arrival overdue via a technology of delivery some what quaint, a photo dated impish young boy upon bicycle, with angel wings who when he passes, winks at me, seeing my impatience, (his cheek delighting my cheeks!) and with robust throw, salutes, Mission Accomplished. as I wait the muses attack, a formation of no-see-ums insects bite ruminations brain-inserted war correspondents now embedded, a fifth column to betray me and I wonder about: newspaper printed words stale seconds before they are writ, which makes think about time, about making plans, to do lists, about how fast my coffee cools, about how slow my skin colors, About the first time I put words about doubt & certainty on paper summoning up the courage to look foolish and how great it felt, at the time. **I fresh slap realize these "poems" are my diary,** so for the record, let it be duly recorded, the paperboy delivers to me the New York Times, in error, a cosmic sign that this is where this deuce minute walk into the mind of a gnat, should randomly end, and be crisscrossed into oblivion. summer 2012
0
Jan 21, 2014
Jan 21, 2014 at 12:16 PM UTC
A two minute walk in my mind
*Inspiration pretty much finds you even when you walk outside to await the newspaper.* A summer poem for a winter's day. ___ morning slow sleep walking, reviewing my evening sleep attire, am I appropriately dressed, to publicly receive the somber weekend Wall Street Journal? which is hopefully waiting for my rational embrace where the driveway meets the road. as I walk,  I note the: seamed stitching on my shirt, a series of crisscrossed stitches, pattern of acute angles stitched in Thailand, or perhaps Bangladesh, and when machined, did the seamstress dream that with a single blink, dream metamorphosis stitches become crisscrossed out entries in the diary, that I don't keep, the notations naked and rendered, I don't want you to know about, so scratched into oblivion but in a orderly fashion before spilling them freely to any misfortunate innocent Joe, nice enough to ask me, how ya doing... impatiently waiting on a country road for recycled newsprint impressed into the service of the Canadian Pulp Navy a paper mache arrival overdue via a technology of delivery some what quaint, a photo dated impish young boy upon bicycle, with angel wings who when he passes, winks at me, seeing my impatience, (his cheek delighting my cheeks!) and with robust throw, salutes, Mission Accomplished. as I wait the muses attack, a formation of no-see-ums insects bite ruminations brain-inserted war correspondents now embedded, a fifth column to betray me and I wonder about: newspaper printed words stale seconds before they are writ, which makes think about time, about making plans, to do lists, about how fast my coffee cools, about how slow my skin colors, About the first time I put words about doubt & certainty on paper summoning up the courage to look foolish and how great it felt, at the time. **I fresh slap realize these "poems" are my diary,** so for the record, let it be duly recorded, the paperboy delivers to me the New York Times, in error, a cosmic sign that this is where this deuce minute walk into the mind of a gnat, should randomly end, and be crisscrossed into oblivion. summer 2012
Continue reading...
98
Stars of tragedy. Stories of their untimely demise Told soberly in newsprint. Stretching from Africa to Mexico, Victims of natural disasters, crime, And of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. What was here is lost. What was warm is forever gone. These envelopes that remain can be stamped with anyone’s address. In the end, it’s all the same Dust That settles in the melting *** Empty shells littering beaches, Dried-out husks, Vacant houses.
0
Oct 16, 2016
Oct 16, 2016 at 7:33 PM UTC
Bodies
Ah yes, fresh starts, like fresh white sheets meeting fresh black newspapers, doomed to the inevitability, groomed for the probability, that their intersection will be newsprint contamination, a black and white condemnation,   So, a clarification: this poem, just like this moment, a black and white surrogation, a seventh day progeny a sabbath moment, must and will and by definition, be explained as an interlocutory.^ fated to be jubilee ended, a pre and post sabbatical of but a minute, by law and custom, destined to go up in a smoking trinity of white flame, red wine, and a cloud of myrrh and salt incense.   Sigh with me. Join in and inhabit my eyes, enjoy the unsullied white blanket of fresh snow that humanizes my insights, and for this moment, share my peace, my unedged relief that the levees have broken and I am awash in waves of drifted snowflakes composed of salt sanctified water I may be thin and clarified,                   but my visions are still less than limitless, my sabbath poems are but momentary evaporated residuals of melted snowflakes, heretofore, salty tears, that become rivers that become oceans, upon which no Poet-Envisionary can truly walk, see his tomorrows, or even, especially even, his past days, with perfect clarity
0
Nov 16, 2013
Nov 16, 2013 at 10:01 AM UTC
Fresh Starts, A Clarification
Just because I’m reclusive, doesn’t mean I don’t love you. Above you stand only second-hand crossword puzzles chucked by gods, their errors in ink. The newsprint covers your head and you fill in some blank squares to make words shorter, how you want them to be. If you had your way, you’d be a philosophy major. You’d submerge yourself in knowledge like a child who spiraled from heaven via twirly slide in a pit of plastic ***** Your way would lead to fortune cookies filled with morbid maxims and hand-picked lucky numbers because computers are so impersonal. You’d call the absence of ignorance death; but until then, bathroom wall banter must do. **** what goes on in bathroom stalls. I touch myself in a public restroom thinking of you, my eagerness a shaken bottle of ginger ale. Two hours later, they start peering in the stall, asking if I’m alright in there. I feel the way I did when Jessica Serber ripped out my braid in second grade when we were playing Marco Polo. I told Coach Fish and she asked, “What am I supposed to do? Glue it back on?” I hated her ever since. And yet it’s not just hatred, but also fear, like the fear of killing spiders in case their family chooses to avenge them. I can never get over it; I can never live it down. So forgive me for never telling you this. Forgive me for never telling you much of anything. Just because I’m reclusive, doesn’t mean I don’t love you. But if one day you decide to leave me, I’ll hire a hustler who looks just like you.
0
Aug 2, 2012
Aug 2, 2012 at 9:47 AM UTC
Introspection
Just because I’m reclusive, doesn’t mean I don’t love you. Above you stand only second-hand crossword puzzles chucked by gods, their errors in ink. The newsprint covers your head and you fill in some blank squares to make words shorter, how you want them to be. If you had your way, you’d be a philosophy major. You’d submerge yourself in knowledge like a child who spiraled from heaven via twirly slide in a pit of plastic ***** Your way would lead to fortune cookies filled with morbid maxims and hand-picked lucky numbers because computers are so impersonal. You’d call the absence of ignorance death; but until then, bathroom wall banter must do. **** what goes on in bathroom stalls. I touch myself in a public restroom thinking of you, my eagerness a shaken bottle of ginger ale. Two hours later, they start peering in the stall, asking if I’m alright in there. I feel the way I did when Jessica Serber ripped out my braid in second grade when we were playing Marco Polo. I told Coach Fish and she asked, “What am I supposed to do? Glue it back on?” I hated her ever since. And yet it’s not just hatred, but also fear, like the fear of killing spiders in case their family chooses to avenge them. I can never get over it; I can never live it down. So forgive me for never telling you this. Forgive me for never telling you much of anything. Just because I’m reclusive, doesn’t mean I don’t love you. But if one day you decide to leave me, I’ll hire a hustler who looks just like you.
Continue reading...
1
I think I've seen it all: ****** turbans, Mosques riddled With bullet holes, Bus stop bomb shelters, Bad aim. I've been out of the loop Recently—haven't Had the time to Stop and smell the Newsprint on The coffee table but, I see pictures. Paper maché Leg casts, Wine-stained Hello Kitty bandages, Slit wrists, And a ground out cigar. Lonely engines, Browning fires, And balsa wood. Gas masks, A judge's gavel And traveller's checks. House of cards, Plane ticket, Ukrainian flag. Smoke bombs, Sandpaper flares... Rocket ships filled With bags of sand. And cups of coffee: Wake up.
0
Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 4:42 AM UTC
A political poem
In a memory, in a postcard, in a corner, in my mind. I tuck it there and wrap it well old newsprint to mark its date. In a bottle, on the bottom, in the lake, in winter, I ship it there and throw out anchor and watch it as it bobs. In a place I won't remember as soon as I remember to forget you- I'll have shelved you and stocked you inventoried and packed you. And then I'll say, "just where did I leave that thing, that heart of mine?" And then I'll say, "What was that thing I remembered to forget?" In a thought that I won't think of you when I think enough to think again Is where I'll banish you to. Yes, In the that place where the lost things stay lost. In that place where broken pieces stay broke. I will take you and your soft way- long kiss, tired eyes, weary heart. No. No, I'm remembering again. Infested. I'm infested. Sahn 9/18/14
0
Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 7:58 PM UTC
Infested
If a wrecking ball fell through the ceiling right now, I wouldn’t run. I’d relish the scramble, apt as a totem pole amidst a school of fish. If you don’t want to get hurt, just go around me. You should know by now I’m always in the way. If I were a totem pole amidst a school of fish, I’d hope to be crushed at the center of a dance floor. You should know by now I’m always in the way. Disaster only strikes when we write it off. I hope to be crushed at the center of the dance floor. The ones who never knew me would reuse my obituary. They’d know not to write off disaster. They’d wrap their dishes in the newsprint when they moved uptown. The ones who never knew me will reuse my obituary for the thousands of others just like me. They’ll wrap their dishes in newsprint when they move uptown. They never pray for wrecking ***** to crash through ceilings. The thousands of others like me never knew that expecting the worst could save lives. I always pray for wrecking ***** to crash through ceilings, but this is not the answer. Expecting the worst only saves lives if your death is a surprise party that never happens. This is not the answer. You cannot think like this every day. If your death is a surprise party that never happens, you will stop believing that it is possible. You cannot think like this every day. Your fear will become the moans of a woman who’s not wet. You will stop believing that what you want is possible. If a wrecking ball falls through the ceiling right now, I won’t run. I will moan through the fear even though I am not wet. Just go around me if you don’t want to get hurt.
0
Jun 13, 2012
Jun 13, 2012 at 9:28 AM UTC
Relapse
If a wrecking ball fell through the ceiling right now, I wouldn’t run. I’d relish the scramble, apt as a totem pole amidst a school of fish. If you don’t want to get hurt, just go around me. You should know by now I’m always in the way. If I were a totem pole amidst a school of fish, I’d hope to be crushed at the center of a dance floor. You should know by now I’m always in the way. Disaster only strikes when we write it off. I hope to be crushed at the center of the dance floor. The ones who never knew me would reuse my obituary. They’d know not to write off disaster. They’d wrap their dishes in the newsprint when they moved uptown. The ones who never knew me will reuse my obituary for the thousands of others just like me. They’ll wrap their dishes in newsprint when they move uptown. They never pray for wrecking ***** to crash through ceilings. The thousands of others like me never knew that expecting the worst could save lives. I always pray for wrecking ***** to crash through ceilings, but this is not the answer. Expecting the worst only saves lives if your death is a surprise party that never happens. This is not the answer. You cannot think like this every day. If your death is a surprise party that never happens, you will stop believing that it is possible. You cannot think like this every day. Your fear will become the moans of a woman who’s not wet. You will stop believing that what you want is possible. If a wrecking ball falls through the ceiling right now, I won’t run. I will moan through the fear even though I am not wet. Just go around me if you don’t want to get hurt.
Continue reading...
32
••• "on some days, I love you more than others," an early morning uh oh IROLO (instantly regretted out loud observation), of the potentially ruinous kind, spoken with malice towards none, *and obviously, no forethought,* firmly but modestly muttered over the modestly rumpled courtroom battlefield of sheets, newsprint, mugs and Bocelli on low smockingly, (a slow spreading smile of mock), she turns her gaze upon the presumed guilty, querulous, soon-to-be-ruined ruminator (me), and asks with disdainful derisive decisiveness is your first cuppa too hot darling? has your uncommon sense of non-sense been burnt? t'is true I reply, I feel the burn! for am I not sworn to tell the whole heated truth and nothing but? my love for you is simply a mathematical additive, progression series every new day I love you is forever a mighty mite more than the prior, a smudged smidge of a penciled line, taller than the higher higher notated upon ancient yesterday's doorpost ergo, ip so factoid, and therefore, by definition on some days I love you more than others     ••• p.s. never have conversations like this in the presence of within-reach newspapers, for they be easy rolled and revised into fearsome weaponry, suitably for handy smacking"*
0
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 4:46 PM UTC
on some days, I love you more than others
I've read the news, and it's red with painted lip prints, and the stain of stranger thumbprints. They're not mine. Neither of them. They belong, lip and thumb, paint and stranger, singularly to those others who don't read or write such things. They may bleed, them, but the blood isn't red, or crimson, or cardinal, or scarlet. Pick a shade of red, and it isn't that, at least not until it's too, too late to stanch. The bully's standard is to take it all, all of it except the fall crisp that led into this strangely warmer winter. I took it, and I saved it in my bones to prepare, but the cold didn't come. Not like we were used to. I'm told the bully wears what he takes with a dashing style. See it, that royal blue that outfits him? The flowing robes? The gold. I've been robbed. We have been. Not of things, but of a view. A view with no room for us in its downside-up very periscope-unlike perspective. There's no upside to the up-down and just around the corner trips I take. To the grocer. To the bar. To the five and dime. It's fattened up to a dollar. And the slimming newsprint costs more than what I get without the paper. I don't get it, not the print, not the paper, not the red lip prints, not the thumbprints left by strangers, not the news I've read and I'm reading.
0
Jun 10, 2012
Jun 10, 2012 at 6:25 PM UTC
Based on true events
Jailed with all the other squawking birds confined, it never flew and barely grew & never knew the mimicry of words sanguine, foul molting cockatoo in the corner lowered, bloodied, the lowliest in a pecking order his owner's a loner, a collector of tinged newsprint entombed in brick & mortar - nomad minus footprint and his birds, perched across wooden dowels proceeded to empty their millet'd bowels onto sheets of unfinished poetry correctivewhiteoutmisery so, he, being miserly, wouldn't shell out the reader's fee to the greedy posthumous publishing company, yet another relic in a mortuary of literacy he was just another faceless, bearded bard and with the old coffee grounds he would discard piling mounds of compost, broken bound his compositions decomposing in the attic warbling hiss, winding tape spool. ghosts searching for signals amongst the static he awaited revision of his works ill, amidst the scattered ruins red ink, gold leaf & carets^ he, impetuous, slumped further into his doldrums though, all public grievances were withdrawn crass, he prattled on to his dolorous birds still oblivious to his defunct words He lied dormant, comatose in the 3rd degree infirmary there was once a pretty lass who could exhume the pristine glass contents of his tinsel'd tomb His malady, he once named Gamine lived in a stretched-white canvas room she eyed his burnt pile of vile-dirge verse as mayflys & junebugs, & smoggy dirigibles fluttered gently out of her empty purse she grew on him like a cancer for she was God's embellishment pallid and perfect, and he cursed her love as it ebbed and flowed her aureole glowed, safely stowed in an airship's overhead compartment she was flying home for there was no other answer
0
Jul 13, 2015
Jul 13, 2015 at 12:01 AM UTC
sealed with a cloacal kiss
Jailed with all the other squawking birds confined, it never flew and barely grew & never knew the mimicry of words sanguine, foul molting cockatoo in the corner lowered, bloodied, the lowliest in a pecking order his owner's a loner, a collector of tinged newsprint entombed in brick & mortar - nomad minus footprint and his birds, perched across wooden dowels proceeded to empty their millet'd bowels onto sheets of unfinished poetry correctivewhiteoutmisery so, he, being miserly, wouldn't shell out the reader's fee to the greedy posthumous publishing company, yet another relic in a mortuary of literacy he was just another faceless, bearded bard and with the old coffee grounds he would discard piling mounds of compost, broken bound his compositions decomposing in the attic warbling hiss, winding tape spool. ghosts searching for signals amongst the static he awaited revision of his works ill, amidst the scattered ruins red ink, gold leaf & carets^ he, impetuous, slumped further into his doldrums though, all public grievances were withdrawn crass, he prattled on to his dolorous birds still oblivious to his defunct words He lied dormant, comatose in the 3rd degree infirmary there was once a pretty lass who could exhume the pristine glass contents of his tinsel'd tomb His malady, he once named Gamine lived in a stretched-white canvas room she eyed his burnt pile of vile-dirge verse as mayflys & junebugs, & smoggy dirigibles fluttered gently out of her empty purse she grew on him like a cancer for she was God's embellishment pallid and perfect, and he cursed her love as it ebbed and flowed her aureole glowed, safely stowed in an airship's overhead compartment she was flying home for there was no other answer
Continue reading...
46
I buy a shirt, a blue shirt, a button down. I drink a glass of wine, a red, a Malbec. And I watch. I stand still in the midst of the St. Cloud Market. The crowd—that singular being— jostles and jockeys and talks in broken English. I chew gum, cinnamon gum, Nicorette. I feel my habit inverting, bending, becoming mechanical. And I must flirt and be moral with the shopkeeper who looks a little like me. And I must revert to an irrational, emotional, childlike state as I buy three pirated DVDs. The crowd forms a circle instinctually. Three women dance slowly in the center. Paper falls from the sky, newsprint, a day old. Gunfire, the sound of it, its slowing of time. No one says a thing and no one's feet make a sound and every child is perfectly behaved for one relentless moment.
0
Jul 26, 2016
Jul 26, 2016 at 5:54 PM UTC
I Diffuse
who told you you were not beautiful? does that mean not worthy of their time? but anyway they stated as such if anything their actions proved otherwise but no matter I’m trying not to mind that I was never real figment of imagination whatever you cast me I betrayed love and cast heroes into new moons beached jellyfish I’m learning to gather bones painting a canvas instead of reading newsprint sculpture of messy clay ultimate opus good gold honest trinket bees’ honey I recognize my self ageless blue flame in all that is ugly small practice sunburst navel design
0
Nov 23, 2016
Nov 23, 2016 at 8:40 AM UTC
who told you
The college kids still pump out poems; my heroes haven't published a book in years. The academics are moving to visual arts kerning letters on the page, adding artist statements. Fuego en juventud. Sabiduría en viejo. Passion fades with age, I suppose. A symptom of the cult of happiness. And I love to read poems from twenty-somethings who just want to get ****** I picture my red pen exciting them as I destroy their fine-tuned metaphors, all muddled with conflicting allusion, as if juxtaposition alone adds meaning. In school, it was all Cezanne and hydrogen jukebox birdsongs, and equally interesting but useless adjective strings. The academics are doing the same, but with form. It bores us, don't they know? Fuego en juventud. Sabiduría en viejo. **** these kids for having such easy means to publication. I read their journals, their magazines, their "editions" online, vivid, vomiting color and opinion. I long for publishing classified ads and scribbled chalk portraits of the women I loved and the twenty-somethings who just wanted to get ****** and reflections of how I never mastered either craft. I long to rub the ink off newsprint in my fingers, smudge the words on the page and ***** my hands, watch the chalk run into the red brick during ten-minute monsoons, smell the library's adobe, light a cigarette and remember that the stacks are filled with ages of greater work than these ******* kids... and these ******* academics. Greater than me.
0
Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 5:04 AM UTC
Rookies
a talkative beast spewing half truths and half lies confident as the kid in your class who always raised his hand to mouth the wrong answer a kettle on the boil whistling absurdities shrill as a woman who has waited an hour at the rusty tap with a blue plastic bucket to find the last drop trickle away a menagerie of vultures salivating in unison at moist corpses in the street and swooping on the dead for a quote like eager students waiting for exam results to be plastered on the notice board a mercurial mistress who breaks a different bed everyday for limp men desiring a high-decibel performance for a two paisa act culminating in a contrived ****** an electronically enabled carrion crew reducing pillage to inches of column on newsprint a veritable feast isn’t it with Marie biscuits and steaming tea there is no escaping this monster of many heads and one tongue for it whispers a worldview its gait insidious and stealthy as it pounces on sheep who then bleat its platitudes as the truth and nothing but the truth
0
Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 6:18 AM UTC
media
I’ve read the news, and its red with painted lip prints, and the stain of stranger thumb prints. They’re not mine. Neither of them. They belong, lip and thumb, paint and stranger, singularly to those others who don’t read or write such things. They may bleed them, but the blood isn’t red, or crimson, or cardinal, or scarlet. Pick a shade of red, and it isn’t that, at least not until it’s too, too late to stanch. The bully’s standard is to take it all, all of it except the fall crisp that led into this strangely warmer winter. I took it, and I saved it in my bones to prepare, but the cold didn’t come. Not like we were used to. I’m told the bully wears what he takes with a dashing style. See it, that royal blue that outfits him? The flowing robes? The gold. I’ve been robbed. We have been. Not of things, but of a view. A view with no room for us in its downside-up very periscope-unlike perspective. There’s no upside to the up-down and just around the corner trips I take. To the grocer. To the bar. To the five and dime. It’s fattened up to a dollar. And the slimming newsprint costs more than what I get without the print. I don’t get it, not the print, not the paper, not the red lip prints, not the thumbprints left by strangers, not the news I’ve read and I’m reading.
0
Feb 16, 2012
Feb 16, 2012 at 8:11 PM UTC
Inspired by true events
Every last breath Noted on a bemusing script of flesh Like a disease Like an infectious— Tell me. If I could do it over And kiss you whilst your lips quaked Then grin alongside shy tears That life you were pulling up, With my eyes as your sheave to a dim-lit tapestry, Would it be there yet? Behind the curtain of magnanimity Pit orchestra abashed Forlorn and begotten Words of heraldry ring through this kingdom Existing only in my mind A land beneath the stage Worlds inside headspace Turn the critic’s shadowy eye Backward from this date on newsprint Soaked in angry, puddled water soot
0
Oct 25, 2010
Oct 25, 2010 at 10:17 PM UTC
The Times
we read the paper together in bed side by side, electronically, nary a smudge of newsprint on our fingers or sheets, nothing to stain or indemnify, that wet spot we created with the realized physicality of our embrace
0
Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 8:04 AM UTC
we read the paper together in bed
I know what it was before it became what it is I’m at a disadvantage perhaps and must forget its ****** state its absolute condition of whiteness the purity of snow untrodden unmarked except for the lines woven in warp and weft I don’t know how to look at this piece if I had it in my hands I’d turn it about this way that way upside down even to lie on its diagonals perhaps otherwise it appears like newsprint smudged but I think for me its best on its side so there are columns not stories floors horizontal separators There - now it has something of that Annie Albers City Skyline a tapestry seen together on a January day you blue-skirted with winter boots grey-cloaked with stripy tights a sketching bag on the shoulder a camera in hand and I entranced by every move you made As though seeking an image in a cloudscape I view a quintet of panels on a painted screen a Chinese landscape Han dynasty stark trees slow fields low hills rising to a darkening horizon then a river flows a valley forms and I am smitten by the accident of invention as always my love as always gathering myself into the pleasure of it all dear artist of weave and print
0
Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 3:36 AM UTC
Inked Tapestry
Jailed with all the other squawking birds confined, it never flew and barely grew & never knew the mimicry of words sanguine, foul molting cockatoo in the corner lowered, bloodied, the lowliest in a pecking order his owner's a loner, a collector of tinged newsprint entombed in brick & mortar - nomad minus footprint and his birds, perched across wooden dowels proceeded to empty their millet'd bowels onto sheets of unfinished poetry correctivewhiteoutmisery so, he, being miserly, wouldn't shell out the reader's fee to the greedy posthumous publishing company, yet another relic in a mortuary of literacy he was just another faceless, bearded bard and with the old coffee grounds he would discard piling mounds of compost, broken bound his compositions decomposing in the attic warbling hiss, winding tape spool. ghosts searching for signals amongst the static he awaited revision of his works ill, amidst the scattered ruins red ink, gold leaf & carets^ he, impetuous, slumped further into his doldrums though, all public grievances were withdrawn crass, he prattled on to his dolorous birds still oblivious to his defunct words He lied dormant, comatose in the 3rd degree infirmary there was once a pretty lass who could exhume the pristine glass contents of his tinsel'd tomb His malady, he once named Gamine lived in a stretched-white canvas room she eyed his burnt pile of vile-dirge verse as mayflys & junebugs, & smoggy dirigibles fluttered gently out of her empty purse she grew on him like a cancer for she was God's embellishment pallid and perfect, and he cursed her love as it ebbed and flowed her aureole glowed, safely stowed in an airship's overhead compartment she was flying home for there was no other answer
0
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 4:18 PM UTC
sealed with a cloacal kiss
Jailed with all the other squawking birds confined, it never flew and barely grew & never knew the mimicry of words sanguine, foul molting cockatoo in the corner lowered, bloodied, the lowliest in a pecking order his owner's a loner, a collector of tinged newsprint entombed in brick & mortar - nomad minus footprint and his birds, perched across wooden dowels proceeded to empty their millet'd bowels onto sheets of unfinished poetry correctivewhiteoutmisery so, he, being miserly, wouldn't shell out the reader's fee to the greedy posthumous publishing company, yet another relic in a mortuary of literacy he was just another faceless, bearded bard and with the old coffee grounds he would discard piling mounds of compost, broken bound his compositions decomposing in the attic warbling hiss, winding tape spool. ghosts searching for signals amongst the static he awaited revision of his works ill, amidst the scattered ruins red ink, gold leaf & carets^ he, impetuous, slumped further into his doldrums though, all public grievances were withdrawn crass, he prattled on to his dolorous birds still oblivious to his defunct words He lied dormant, comatose in the 3rd degree infirmary there was once a pretty lass who could exhume the pristine glass contents of his tinsel'd tomb His malady, he once named Gamine lived in a stretched-white canvas room she eyed his burnt pile of vile-dirge verse as mayflys & junebugs, & smoggy dirigibles fluttered gently out of her empty purse she grew on him like a cancer for she was God's embellishment pallid and perfect, and he cursed her love as it ebbed and flowed her aureole glowed, safely stowed in an airship's overhead compartment she was flying home for there was no other answer
Continue reading...
46
We were holding hands in the summer and the street was cracked and the clouds were being greedy even through their kindness and their tears turned salty on my cheeks when I looked at him It became too much; he slipped down the rabbithole and faded like eighty year old newsprint until there wasn’t much left but the tattered shoes I told him to replace months ago and the echo of his last breath on a breeze that was staler than the bread left out on the counter this morning I saw the things I didn’t want to see, the things he didn’t want me to see, and I wished at that moment for a gallon of bleach to pour into my head just burn it all away but no one can fade like he can.
0
Apr 2, 2012
Apr 2, 2012 at 12:29 PM UTC
I lost someone today.
last night dreams of neatly packaged anxiety neatly parceled into my worst fears planted themselves, grew their roots during my sleep. i dreamt of irreparable scarring a face no one could love the pity of strangers grief painted across my face in streaks of angry red dry skin red like your mother's old tea kettle crackling like newsprint on a windy day when you feel as if you are fighting a losing battle with your own flesh there is only so much war to be waged face defeat. skin will never be her flawless porcelain will burn as deeply as your shame. your teeth slightly crooked sugarfree gum packed into a hesitant casing leaning as if trying to escape the only mouth they will ever know in an age of daylily smiles women sculpted by their own reassurance will you ever see my smile beyond all that i am not?
0
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 12:02 PM UTC
skin&teeth
*Buried in the walls of an abandoned house You will find my morality, integrity and values How can I be holy in a holocaust? Shame has stripped away my humanity And left me with volumes of despair Shuttered into my wrinkled world* Watching her smile at me from yellowed newsprint And creased photographs in which everyone looks The same, except for her. A haunting spirit which Possesses even the cellulose and ink I clutch In my trembling hands. Trophies of a brilliant life That once snagged on a sharpened shard, began to Unravel amidst Hope and Happiness and Honor I flagellate myself with memories of walks and Trips and fights. No amount of self-mortification Is sufficient to satisfy the demons which torment Me, nor the angels which mourn her. No penitence Can relieve me of the yoke I'm burdened with of Anger, Remorse, and Resentment. No purgatory Sentence can properly prepare me for a pardon Volumes of thought left behind in word and Picture offer little solace to my fractured feelings Left here to reassemble this life alone This daunting task of overwhelming breadth Leaves me with no answers, only the question How can I complete the puzzle with a Piece lost forever?
0
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 11:40 AM UTC
JENN
Man, wraps his thin coat tighter, squinting at fine newsprint, smoking a cigarette. Lust thick she says: "Yes, please **** me." Without grace he paces ***** streets, avoiding eye contact planning what next vice will fill his belly. Without tradition he sits before his television eating. "I am in the mood I think to drink until I become an ape." Without shape he storms about always with a shout. Fueled by rage, jaw clenched, he sniffs at every ***** fists clenched war bent. He sleeps. He is lowered down into the belly of stone into a world of his own creation. He dreams of loading the magazine of his pistol and craves the hook of his finger on the trigger. His dreams are gray, barely lit through the smog. He reels through the pornographic cinema of his heart until a passing train wakes him. **** Man, wrestles with his son, laughing at the end of a hard day. Beneath his nails, black soil, wanting not but for her. She loves him because he could be no better. He treats his dog like his brother, no man above or below him. Peaceful, green hills and cloud in a shroud of birdsong. Leaning on the sickle like a mountainside he smiles, straight-backed, sun tanned. He watches a silver-chest buck forrage at the tree line the fawn nearby still sniffing at the doe. The man's kiss is like a flower and his voice like a lyre, Forearms of stone and legs that rarely tire. At night they lie around the fire. He acts, he sings, and tells them again the stories of their ancestors, unforgotten. He says "There are heroes still if you look for them." He dreams and sunlight fills his core. He stands upon a hill watching clouds roll. She kisses his brow, and the small warm arms of the boy wrap around his thigh.
0
Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 4:32 PM UTC
The Hyperborean Way
Man, wraps his thin coat tighter, squinting at fine newsprint, smoking a cigarette. Lust thick she says: "Yes, please **** me." Without grace he paces ***** streets, avoiding eye contact planning what next vice will fill his belly. Without tradition he sits before his television eating. "I am in the mood I think to drink until I become an ape." Without shape he storms about always with a shout. Fueled by rage, jaw clenched, he sniffs at every ***** fists clenched war bent. He sleeps. He is lowered down into the belly of stone into a world of his own creation. He dreams of loading the magazine of his pistol and craves the hook of his finger on the trigger. His dreams are gray, barely lit through the smog. He reels through the pornographic cinema of his heart until a passing train wakes him. **** Man, wrestles with his son, laughing at the end of a hard day. Beneath his nails, black soil, wanting not but for her. She loves him because he could be no better. He treats his dog like his brother, no man above or below him. Peaceful, green hills and cloud in a shroud of birdsong. Leaning on the sickle like a mountainside he smiles, straight-backed, sun tanned. He watches a silver-chest buck forrage at the tree line the fawn nearby still sniffing at the doe. The man's kiss is like a flower and his voice like a lyre, Forearms of stone and legs that rarely tire. At night they lie around the fire. He acts, he sings, and tells them again the stories of their ancestors, unforgotten. He says "There are heroes still if you look for them." He dreams and sunlight fills his core. He stands upon a hill watching clouds roll. She kisses his brow, and the small warm arms of the boy wrap around his thigh.
Continue reading...
7
At the brink of worlds I could Hear hammer blows on coffin wood Drink headline ink 'til doomsday falls Taste newsprint paste on gray cell walls Fissures deep in split flesh stung With gritted teeth and muted tongue Where endings chewed in unplacid fever Slake only the fat of the world-eaters
0
Oct 30, 2019
Oct 30, 2019 at 7:32 PM UTC
At the Brink of Worlds