You are my rainbow my love.
Because you always bring
Colours to my life!

She is the one
who will wait for you,
always!
And when
you will come back to her
after years,
she would welcome you
with her arms wide open.

She wanted him to stay,
but he wanted to go!
So She let him go.
She let him go!
And she missed a precious part of her from that moment!

Do not stop her.
Do not cut her wings.
She can take you higher and higher!
She can take you to that sky,
to that galaxy
and to that goal even.
All you have to do is to cherish her,
to make her whole.

"I love to tell you my everything!
My every single thing!"*
-she said,looking at the sky with her brightest smile.
The star smiled back at her then!

"She is so nice!
She is always smiling and happy."*
-they said,
as she passed by them.
But *her pillow told a
totally different story!

How many days is she going to cry for you?
How many times is she going to remind you,
That she loves you?
How come she should believe,
that she is right?
When all she is getting is tears
and despair ,
in return of her love!

If you are nervous doing it,
your legs go out of control when you start,
that's when you know
you're doing something
close to your heart!

Approximately,
It was all the same for the two!
The same season, the same night
and the same sky above them.
The only thing
that differentiated between them
was food that day!
One said-"Enough, I can't eat more mom".
The other cried-"Food, I want food maa".

"I always love you"**-she said!
Wiping tears off her eyes.
And she kept the photograph,
in the diary again!

Maybe,what you see is not the truth,behind her story!
Maybe she is much more broken than she looks.
Maybe she sleeps with her eyes wet and her heart wounded.
Maybe she needs someone to calm her soul.
Maybe that smile on her face is fake.Maybe she needs more than she has always asked for.
Maybe she needs someone right beside her.
Maybe she needs more,more  love than she gets.
Maybe she is not that strong than she seems.
Maybe she is afraid of something.
Maybe she breaks down to her very last bit,when she looks really fine.
Maybe something or someone can mend her wounds.
Maybe she needs a hand to hold her,every time she falls!
Maybe she needs someone.
Maybe she needs someone.

My therapist once told me that-" You are lucky, because you are aware of your problems. You know where you stand and what is troubling you. You also have the ability to explain what Haunted you last night and that is difficult. You also seem aware about what you want out of your life. Your idea of an end result maybe blurred but you are aware of it. "
I sometimes wonder that Most people do not even know what is killing them constantly but they are still living their life. Most people are unaware of their thoughts and what these thoughts mean to them . It takes them their whole life to realise that this is a problem they need to get rid of. It takes them their whole life to understand that this is creating an unhealthy pattern and they are falling prey to it with each passing day.

She also explained that-" The biggest problem you face is walking and acting on the path in between. You mess up in between and lose a sense of the beginning as well as the end. You mess up and panic and lose yourself."
It's so weird that we know that we will have to walk down a road to reach somewhere but our visions are so fainted and blurred that the answers to basic questions are far fetched.
We are often surrounded by several Questions like;
which road to walk upon?
What direction to choose on the road?
Whether to follow the busy road or the road less taken?
What is my destination?
Do I even want to walk right now or just relax and put myself back together?
Do I really want to walk upon this road?
Am I choosing a life I always wanted to live?
Am I ready to accept all the hardships that are coming  my way?
Would I be content and satisfied after giving my all to something?
It's okay to not know the answer of each and every question that comes your way, it's okay to not be able to choose a direction for yourself and decide whether you will be content with it or not.
But it is always important to come in contact with your inner conscience and make yourself aware about you.
It is important to understand your problems and help yourself understand that you are required to eliminate them because they may **** you. Self acceptance is difficult but it is the best gift you give yourself.

She always wanted someone!
Someone to stay with her!
Someone to talk to!
Someone who hears her weird stories and still feels that she is the only one.
She always wanted someone so lovable,
That loving him,    
would be equivalent to,
loving herself back.