We want labels to advance our musical careers
But we don't want labels upon us as people
A rock and a hard place for the most of us
In between Hell and Heaven
Is the fire going white now?
Because i'm losing my sight on it
Hopefully the visitors will return.

I find
Your lack of peace
Disturbing.

Don't remember
The last December
I had
That was ominously pleasant
Some people
Never had a pleasent
December
Some just had
Heartache and misery
As their wrapped up present
Nowhere near as bright as the waning crescent
Technically the exact opposite
The wrong side of the fence
Watching pain commence
Is not what we wanted
Ever in this unexpected life.

If I am ever anything
I was never to be the man who walks away
Everyone else seem to do so
But I'm the only one left in the line that was on the chopping block
And stayed until the end
I have my pride and my dignity
I think that's the strongest thing
No matter how bad I mess up
I hold my head up high
Trying to coordinate a way to fix the discrepancies that were there
Most people wouldn't care
But I give it my all
I will break this fall
Over and Over again
Don't count me out
Just count me in
I like numbers that penertrate my brain
Like they did before
Don't worry
No more grudges from this heart
Just help given when you've fallen apart
I'm not wasting my time being the same
I'm not doing it for a hot minute of fame
I know what its like to be formerly lame
So I made the cut now
And I'm giving the upcoming ones as much as a chance as the wiser few did when I was young and aimless
They're my motivation now
I hope I can duplicate this notion
Causing so much commotion
That you wake up from your coma
My words should be gradually uplifting, taking it in like meslotheioma
But I heal instead of ravage
Sometimes I get a hit savage
Only when I'm fed up with someone overstepping their boundaries or crossing the line
Or just when I'm upset and flustered
Then that case the fault is mine
Join me this time
Let's look at the Stars
Let's not think too far
Tonight
Drinks on plastic cups are on me

Last month of the year
Last chance to fix your broken resolutions.

It's extremely late
I better abate the clean
Thoughts when you walk in

Compliment your girl often enough unexpectedly
That it keeps her on her lavish high heels
Burn up that heart like Hot Wheels
Not heart burn
But light up her soul like a sold out concert
Be her escort
When the rain drops down like thor's hammer
To her car
Take her away from that dumpy bar
And retire her visits there
You can see by how she stares
She really wants somebody to care

Humans never learn?
Just the ones who don't take a second to think.
Humans learn more than the animals here.

We all need to learn more
That's why you should be my teacher
And when you are stuck in a drought with no water
I'll be yours
You see the ball go off the course?
That doesn't mean we're done
That just means we have somewhere to start

You're girlfriend material, but not for me
You are sweet and gentle as could be, but don't you see?
Everything we build will not last long
Because you're younger
And life would make me leave you behind,
And that's not fair to you at all.
So I'm breaking the pain before it could possibly even start,
I care about you and your feelings inside your heart
I'm not trying to play games and lie to you

I'm going to try be less judgmental and more patient
Even though people say i'm not like that i want to completely rid of both of the negative traits
I want to be as close to pure as possible
Not the same as perfect
There will always be a defect
I want my love to infect
Every living soul
My goal here is simple
To make the world richer full of love and more vibrant then it ever was before.

I sent you a letter
Because I like that personal cursive
But I never got a response back
I guess Letters are outdated for a reason
That's why companies look at them like treason
Because they're always out of season
Letters are back in the old days
And its harder to accept the rejection
I think that's why
Honestly

Who wouldn't want a Lexus?
Not the one with four wheels, silly
The brazen, sweet-talking girl from Philly
You could own a hundred thousand or a Milly
It wouldn't make a difference
We all should get a glimmer of romantic inference
Once a in a day
It keeps some of the stress away
Little do you know
That the influence you bestow
Can really implement change in a heart
Watch as these oxidizing effects tear itself apart
I'm waiting for your misery to depart
Like a New York City train
She spends her weeknights crying over something so trivial
Pour her self-doubts down the drain
Where it belongs
In the sewer
Because the only man that truly deserves her
Would still be with her when her last option is staying in the sewer
Somebody get with Lexus
And make her feel the elation we've always wanted her to feel
Genuine.

You're in trouble
We think its double
And now were going to silently burst the bubble
Were going to reduce your isolation to rubble
I know to some this isn't subtle
But it shouldn't be
No, it shouldn't be
Your life went downhill fast
And you were a victim
I'm so sorry we erroded our common sense and clashed here and there
The fault is mine and for that I'm sorry
I remember the potential you had shown when we were little
Year by year we drifted apart
But I never wanted to see your life fall apart
I haven't treated you the best but I do care
I'm just a ****** sometimes cause I'm mad at myself or something else
No excuses, blame it on me still
Life has stood still
For a few moments
Because we don't know what happened to you
And we're fearing the worst
We hope you didn't do what you think
Please stay strong
You don't deserve any of this
I'm rushed with guilt for the past
But I'm going to make it up now
And were going to get revenge for you somehow
We got your back

My father always told me life was never going to be fair
He's right, but I don't care
I'm going to get the best even if I have to play truth or dare
With Satan and his groupies
Advancing to the next level
Then turning them into Jesus
And tell him don't worry about it after thanking me
You made things this hard for me for a reason
That, I thank you for
If I never struggled I'd be laying on my fat *** eating cheetos playing a brand new video game on the Xbox.
Thank you God

I'll heave out my insecurities
When the galaxy begins to talk to me
Like lifelong friends are supposed to do
A failing state of mind
Is a textbook level bind
That can always end its reign
My, oh my
Has my habits been so vain
Instead of heavy disdain
I'll evoke refrain
To implement the proper change
Expected of me

I find it ironic
That you can choke on a lifesaver

You don't need makeup
Stop buying so much
It's become your crutch
It's not a good sight to see
It may seem appealing to the eye but not to my heart
I don't want you to fall apart
Just because you have nothing on
All Natural should be most of the time
I need you to be comfortable in your skin
Because there's something about messy over the seemingly perfect that pulls me in
Light rings under the eyes
The eye color regularly looking at me
That's beauty to me

When you light up somebody's poem
I guess it's going to be pretty lit

I like to play with my *****
And by that
I mean my cat
You pervert.

I want this to go as smooth as writing from a ballpoint pen, girl let me be the Lion in your Lion's Den

You gave me the confidence i needed
I thought my soul was not worthy of anything
I feel less stale about myself
Because of you
The morning is a little less stressful
Even with everything on my shoulders
It's not as terrible
When i think of your words of encouragement
Thank you so much.
This just needs to be written and public
That's the only way this machine self-esteem will actually see some emotional steam
You've got my parts rolling again
How can i thank you any more?
I want to find that out.

You're little mental stings hit my mind
But it's not that i don't know where to find
Them
I think this is a losing battle
And its better to disperse
Because nobody wants a curse
I don't what's tainted to be worse
You threw me off course
When you say certain statements
I hate negative isolation and abatement
It feels like there's anthills of misfortune and i can't stand it.

Little world inside my brain
I get lost there like stranded island survivors
And get lost in the spectrum of civilization
My mind is not the same
As the others
It's totally beautiful and a hinderance at the same time.

I always try to write longer pieces
But i always end them on a short note.
Dang it, i did it again.
What was my theme again?

If I won the lottery
I think I know who'd get their part

I'd grow a lotus
Farm for you and only you
No other honey

This song is what you won't finish singing
Why don't you wanna
Be the next Enhueduanna
This work is what I hope that gives your vision a glimpse of sauna
To what people say about marijuana
Read and uplift yourself
We're stuck with ourselves forever
We just need another ounce of charisma
To keep the world at its pace
Your amount of kind words puts a big hole in the phone books
Making my heart go out of pace
Love is the classic
Let's see how long they can keep the parks Jurassic
It wont be too long before I eventually see
What love can really do for me

I know I seem love crazy
But you just got to be magnificent for me, baby
I know life has been hazy
But I know you're the embodiment of perfection
So just be you for me, baby

They call it a Loveseat because it was designed for you to make love on it
We have to re-rate all those G-rated films with Loveseats in them
They imply ****** tension
And we don't want that exposed to our children!
It's the work of the devil!
I demand action on them now!
Can't you see i'm joking?
We're merely close to twenty years of this century
And it's only gotten more ridiculous
The future awaits
For more loveseat incidents
And people up in arms over tedious, pointless things that nobody should care about
But ISIS? That Egypitan babe has been dead for so long! What are you talking about?
There's no way that old darling is still alive?
Terrorism? What's that?
Is that the term they use when they see Loveseats in G movies?

Apologize when you did wrong
And when somebody hates you for no reason
Be happy for their successes
And learn to love your enemies

Little do they know
Love is not something expressed under the covers
But it is patience, tolerance and most of all
Loyalty.

You can carve a million holes into this bark
But nothing will subside my spark
For you

I'm coping with the void
Hoping to avoid
All the issues everyone else had
You make me more than glad
To be alive

Everyone is so quick to drop the baskets
I'm ready to put these stipulations in the casket
Vulnerability within me is apparent and I'm not going to mask it
I want something that's porcelain, not plastic

That thrill of seeing your beautiful eyes twinkle is fantastic.

When they tell me to let you go, I'll shake my head and continue.

Nothing worth having in life is easy.

I want to earn your courtship.

That's something I'll take pride in forever.

Will she be my lunar eclipse?

She hates herself and wishes she was dead
I'm imagining our hands locked as we wed off into a honeymoon in my head
She's so beautiful inside and out that I can't fathom her self hatred
I was made for something, I was made for this
Meet me halfway
Or let your misery stay
I think about your well being all day
To the point that all I want for you to is to get better
I sincerely hope a man out there treats you like I did
It's never been about me
So I won't end that

My bones are made of ice
No matter how much ember flows through your words
It's not going to vaporize my Stonehenge
I'm not going to quarrel, play pretend
I'm at the start, you're at the end
I have a couple of messages, let them send
When this conversation is over
You'll learn your lesson
Because i have a confession
I don't appease to just anyone

My life is a horror movie with some comedy throw in
My mood Is a classic black and white film, so simple in the times
Coming out long before my rhymes
Even with these dying times.
I got some life to give
I have some to inspire
Tell what you aspire
Towards- I really want to know
All the guys want her but challenge each other with nose goes
But im a hopeful romantic
I think I got the fresh vibes
To keep her heart sane at night
Not an emotional fight
When she's crying on her pillow
Wifes with a willow
Girls who cry on the pillows
Same effect
I have many defects
So baby take light on me
I'm a little crazy
But Im no monster
I'll be your mad scientist, baby
If you be my vintage Terri Garr
I will bless the stars

Arms of magma
Grabbing hold of my ice
So I'm no longer cold
I'm getting warm almost instantly
From all the pressure I have
I'm so used to this that I think I can handle anything now
The lone wolf has been saved
My name will he engraved
Into the fear of man and it's foes
I will not easily portray my woes
I stand tall with just my toes
I don't need a stool
Don't take me as a fool
I learn rather quickly
Just like my draw

The magnificence
Of her joyous laugh is so
**** reassuring

Afghanistan used to be such a prosperous nation before the Soviets invaded it
I'm so sorry it fell to such a disastrous fate
If i could take all the suffering and damage away
I would
I'm sorry for all the Afghanis
I hope to see your country in serenity again
I never wanted it to be this way
From yours, an American.

I just want to make my parents proud
I just want to make my sister proud
I just want to make my family proud
I just want to make my managers proud
I just want to make my friends proud
I just want to make my teachers proud
I just want to make my future companion proud
I want them to feel like they knew someone of substance and a bright future
That it was worth all the time
They put in
To create an artful craft that needed to be nurtured and helped
Just so you know, I'm working on it
Its going to be hard to be the best
Its going to be hard to destroy the expectations and make them even higher
But Lord knows I got it
I got him
I got you bro
I got you sista
I got you stranger
Your time will be worth it, I promise I won't falter
I will do what it takes to sour
Thank you for everything y'all have done
I'm no longer undone
Now, let's have some fun

Make her laugh
Make her smile
Make her feel safe
Make her feel like she's everything
Don't make her cry
Unless it's tears of joy
Because her father, brother or friends that are guys will hurt you if you do.

He was the one who made sure to cheat
But i'll make sure to be the one who completes.

Go big or go home
I dream of Rome
Forget Internet Explorer, more Google Chrome
I'm the whole package, yet they think I'm Foam
They swerve the road, hit the cones
I make one mistake, chip my bones
Then I drone
Over it
Moving onto the next big thing
I know when I make it
Because that's when the Choir sings
From the approval of others
I own this field, secretly undercover
Don't try to smuther
My potential
Chances are, you're scared of my credentials
I shoot the free throw
I'll ignore your denouncements, you already know
Who caught all those wins in a row?
Took all the losses while you complained about your bosses
This talk is preposterous
Coming in full force like a Rhinoceros
There's always a rise and fall to this

A man has to make decisions
He never wanted to make
The hardest thing is facing reality
When you know you must make the decision
But everything is in the way
What do you do?
You must be a man and make the decision.
Life was never meant to be easy,it will always be rough at times.
I'm not the best at coping, but i will learn to be better
It won't get easier from here.

My grandfather stayed with his friends parents during the Great Depression
And he was terrified to death that his parents would never come back when they left
And he worked multiple jobs as he grew up, just to make ends meet
And now I sit here eighty years later needing another job because I can't survive off of one job
And worried sick about my parents being safe and making it
We're the best country in the world but we have a horrible way with developing and giving people a chance at a decent life.
Even the best country in the world has its flaws

I address women by m'am
Not because they're old
But because i respect them
Has your father taught you any better?

Owning a Blue Mustang is a want
Owning a mansion is a want
But writing is a need

Karma hits like a wave
You think of me as a 20th century German margrave
Gathering up for a nave
My words of reaction are dried up like the desert of Mohave
I hardly misbehave
I've become pretty tame
Scared of becoming lame
Each day became the same
You needed someone to blame
So you picked me.
No need to get become traumatized by it
I've only become enlightened
Thank you for lamenting your stance
This act is what I''ll be entranced
With
When I take the world by the lungs
By how hard I've swung
And how high I've sprung