As I look at you
I fall in love with all of the things
I feared about my future
And for the first time,
I fell in love with the idea
Of getting there.

He was the kind of dream you fell into
And here I am
Wrestling many sleepless nights

My body feels
So hollow.
I never knew how heavy
Emptiness could be.

Like the summer rain, we fell.

Let **** go,
You can't see the world
If you're carrying it on your shoulders

I put my hand on my chest
Where my heart used to beat
The drum that it played
So soft and so sweet
Now it’s lefty empty
So hollow and cold
Just whispers of memories
Of the stories once told
The foundation is crumbling
The walls starting to crack
So I’ll just close my eyes
And let the world fade to black

The world has gone dark
No light to be seen
The best moments of life
Fade fast from the screen
The pain isn’t real
It’s all in my head
My body is living
But I’m already dead

Tell me,
Was my love not enough?
No, of course it was enough,
I loved you with everything I had.
You were just to blind to see it.
And now as your world keeps spinning on
Il be stuck standing still
Waiting for you to come unfreeze me

You beat my heart to dust
Then used it too make a wish
For the heart of another girl.

What happened to the little girl
The one who dreamed of fairytales
What happened to the little girl
Who played make believe
Who wanted to grow up to be an
Astronaut?
What happened to the little girl
Who thought the world to be a magical place
Who dreamed of reaching the stars and keeping
Them in a jar to light her way
Who dreamed of prince charming on white horses
Well she now lies in bed with tears streaming down her face
Begging to die.
She now paints pictures on her skin with a metal paintbrush
She's more broken than she is beautiful.
She no longer dreams of stars and fairytales
Now her only happily ever after is

Death

The worst part about it all
Is that it stings in the shower,
And I'm so sorry, if you're
One of the poor unfortunate souls
Who knows exactly what I'm
Talking about

I knew he didn't love me
But I adored him anyway
And even though my heart was screaming
I just couldn't stay away

I don't think my lungs like the taste of air anymore.

Maybe one day I can stop simply dreaming of happiness
and find it for myself.

Anyone else feel like they're
dreaming their lives away?

Anyone else sick of sleepwalking
through every day?

Maybe we were meant to fall together
Maybe we were doomed to fall apart.

Don't forget who you were
Before the world tore you apart.

Don't forget who you were,
Before the world told you
who you should be

In you I lost myself,
In you I found myself

His soul was as colourful as a rainbow
And I,
I,
Am black and white
With a little bit of grey

Without you
I can be me.
Without you
I can breathe.

You are the perfect song
I've never known how to write
And the melody
I have always been searching for.

If I could go back
I would

They say that sometimes
The people who build you up
Are the ones to tear you down,
And the saddest part is,
No one realises it until
It's too late.

Stupid girl,
A boy like him
Could never love a girl like me

People don't change
Their masks do

If only I could find the right words
To write the right poem.

Lately I've been sleepwalying through everyday
My life is black and white and I am dreaming in grey
Red letter day but I'm as blue as the sea
I'm falling fast, somoney please save me.

You shine brighter than all the stars that I've seen
Believe me when I say that you're lovely.

But I don't mind
I'll stay behind
with you.
While everyone's chasing the stars
Trying to find who they are
I'll stay here with you.

Somebody help me 'cause I cannot breathe
falling for you knocked the wind out of me.

Be careful
Some times it's hard to tell salt from sugar,
I have found,
People are like that too.

I think it's hard to give you up
For the same reason a drug addict keeps going back,
The high is amazing,
Regardless of how deadly it is.

As I saw you there,
Dancing with her,
I felt as if what was left of my heart
Was ripped out
And smashed into a thousand pieces.

Don't let them question you,
But always keep them wondering.

And it was then,
talking to you,
tears streaming down my face,
that I realized maybe I'm not completely
alone.

You are the Earth,
strong and beautiful,
you are the Earth.

You are the Earth
resilient and giving,
you are the Earth.

You are the Earth,
a little broken and scarred
you are the Earth.

You are the Earth
You are the thing that keeps me grounded
you are the Earth.

You are the Earth
always there and something magic
you are my world

I love you.

And so we hold on,
despite the heartache
we hold on.
Despite the pain
we hold on,
despite the scars
we hold on.
Despite the sadness, and loneliness and tears
we hold on.
Why do we hold on?

We hold on out of hope
that one day things will be okay
we hope.
For the person that we fell in love with to return
we hope
that the mask we fell in love with wasn't really a mask at all
we hope.
that maybe we didn't get ******* over
and that this will be the person who finally loves us for all that we are.

So we hold on to hope, despite it all
thinking maybe
this will be it.

This friendship is dead,
the only thing left to do,
is bury it.

Oh honey,
you're not strong enough
to handle me.

I know the price of this life is steep,
but I have promises to keep.

I would give up 10 years
To go back to that night
And relive being in your arms.

Too late?
It's never too ******* late

Good things take time,
I like to believe this can be the case
For people too.

Who would've thought
That the person to break my heart into
Thousands of pieces would be
Me.

If they don't ******* understand,
Make them ******* understand

I sit here broke
Because my angel has choked
On its halo.

Remember the nights we got drunk on moonlight
And shared secrets
But I sit here alone
With heart heavy as stone
And so many regrets.

Life is not about surviving,
It's about living.

Love yourself
And everything else will
Fall into place.