There are so many things
That I love about you
It will take too long to name them all
So I'll name just a few.
The first thing I love about you
Is the way you smile
It makes me feel at peace and such
I haven't felt that for a while.
The second thing that I love
Is the way you're always there
I can text you about the dumbest things
Like how I cut my hair.
The third thing that I love about you
Is that you make me feel strong
When I talk to you the endless nights
Never seem as long.
The fourth thing that I love about you
Is the way you say oh my
I don't know why but seeing that
Makes me want to fly.
The fifth thing that I love about you
Is the way you hold me in your arms
When you wrap them tight around me
I feel protected from all harm
The sixth thing that I love about you
Are the faces that you make
I'll do anything to see them again
I don't care what it takes.
The seventh thing I love about you
Is that you're gentle but you're strong
My life is a raging storm
But with you it seems calm.
The eighth thing I love about you
Is that you're really funny
You may not know it but you always
Make my days nice and sunny.
The ninth thing o love about you
Is that you never go away
But don't feel like you're stuck here
You're free to leave or stay.
The tenth thing that I love about you
Is I don't feel so alone
You gave me hope when I lost it all
That my heart can find a home.
That's ten things that I love about you,
But there are many more,
You don't have to do this alone
Of this I am sure.

Don't let them question you,
But always keep them wondering.

I'm just biding my time, waiting, just waiting, to disappear

I think our lucky number is
17.
Age 17,
17 pictures,
17 kisses,
On the 17th of
July.

And my list of people who have left
Is ever growing.
I never thought I would have to add
Your name onto it
So soon.

It is 6 AM
And the light of the morning
spilling through the cracks of the blinds
is a bittersweet reminder
that yet another day has passed
and I am still here.
I can't help but think
with each rising sun,
that maybe,
just maybe,
I will be okay.

I wanted it to be you.

Why am I not good enough?

I will drop everything,
and stay,
all you have to do
is ask.

I can distract myself
Long enough
To forget how much I love you
Until it’s 2 AM
And my restless thoughts
Echo your name.

And when your demons
Are stealing the air from your lungs
I will put my lips to yours
And breathe life
Back into you

I feel so broken
And alone.
My lungs are on fire,
The home you built inside my heart
Set ablaze
And my love for you crashes over me
Like waves.
Cold as they move through the space
In my chest that you once occupied.
And though strong and unforgiving,
Still unable to salvage the burning home.
And I am alone in the dark
Waiting for it
To consume me

And as I stand
Alone
In the dead of night
I will whisper
The immortal words
“I love you”
And hope a shooting star
Catches them on its way by
And brings them
To you.

In another life,
You’ll come home to me.
But for now I’ll just have
To miss you
In this one

They say “eyes are the windows
To the soul”
And yours, my love,
Are made of stardust

It wasn’t until I met you
That I realized people
Are supposed to live
In your heart.
That’s why it has chambers.

He finds beauty
In all of the ugliest corners
Of my existence
And trails kisses on my scars
Sweetly,
Tenderly.
His lips plant flowers
In the cracks of my skin
Until nothing but beauty remains

He leaves little wild fires
As he trails his fingers along my skin
And softly breathes life back into me.
Is this love?

Standing late at night,
Your arms wrapped tight around me
It all stopped falling

I want to lay with you
Late at night
And exchange loving words,
The moon and the stars
Our only witness

Still looking
For something beautiful in life
To make my heart sing
Like you did

You are my favorite chapter
in the story of my life.
Your page is dog eared
so once I reach the end,
I can come back to you.

Like the summer rain, we fell.

He was the kind of dream you fell into
And here I am
Wrestling many sleepless nights

As I look at you
I fall in love with all of the things
I feared about my future
And for the first time,
I fell in love with the idea
Of getting there.

The moon whispers stories of the stars
And I tell him tales of you,
The boy who stole my heart
And parted the clouds
To see the sun.

The rain is falling
And now I am falling too
All I want is you

The hardest part
Of letting you go
Is the fear that
I’ll lose myself too.

In you I found myself
And in you I lost myself

I yearn for the warmth I felt
When I looked into your eyes
And for the strength I felt
In the fortress of your arms
And I search for the colors of the universe
That disappeared when you left

What was supposed to be a life time with you
Will now just be a lifetime of what ifs
Should have beens
And memories of time spent
That’ll never be again

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
I don't think that is true,
Unless this is a sign that
You don't feel the same way I do.

I am addicted to sadness
But I really need to let it go
But it's tied a brick to my foot
And it's pulling me into the darkness below.

Here lies the memory of a girl
Who used to have a heart of gold
Who was filled with warmth and happiness
Until the world went and made her cold.
Here lies the memory of a girl
Who heard music and sang along
But now she lays vacant with tears in her eyes
When she hears that exact same song.
Here lies the memory of a girl
Who wished upon the stars
But instead of counting wishes
She now spends her nights counting her scars.
Here lies the memory of a girl
Who would play in the rain,
And now she spends that time using it
To wash away the pain.
Here lies the memory of a girl  
Who didn't guard her heart
But who now has 6 inch steel walls
To keep it from falling apart.
Here lies the memory of a girl  
Who believed in happy endings
Who's heart is now broken
One she's constantly mending.
Here lies the memory of a girl  
Who is now dead,
Who paints art on her skin with needles
Replaced by the demons in her head.

No this isn't what I pictured
When I talked to you last night
But it seems that I've lost everything
Because one single stupid fight.
Too many things were left unspoken
To many questions Floating in the air
Now there's so much damage
I don't think it can be repaired
Since then the clouds have rolled over
And with them comes the rain
And I'm hopeful that when it cleanses the earth
It will also cleanse me of my pain
And the rain may cleanse me of the blood
But the stab marks are still there
You took a knife to my chest
And you didn't even care
But I guess it's not only your fault
It is mine too
I knew in my head how this would end
I just hoped it wasn't true

Don't tell me you know what it's like
until you can see everyone around you breathing
but your lungs are burning
from the lack of air.

They say scared keeps you
Alive.
Maybe that's why I feel so alive
When I'm with you

All I want
Is someone to
Love me
For me

My world is falling apart at the seams.
I thought that I had you,
But I guess I stand



Alone.

I just want you all to know,
That if you ever need someone to talk to,
I will always be here.
No matter what.
I care about all of you, so if you need to talk then send me a message, I will do my best to help you :)

I'm always scared of being the anchor
That holds everyone down.

The anesthesia in my veins
Takes away all the pain.

Someone,
help me.
Please.
They've replaced my blood
with anesthetics,
I
CAN'T
FEEL
ANYTHING

No one ever stays
Silly me,
Thinking you would
Be an exception

I was too stupid
I let myself soar too high
And I let you in
Only to say goodbye

One day
Driving in the car
Her hand in his
She started to cry
“What happened?” He asked.
With happinesses in her eyes
She smiled and said
“You did”

Anyone else feel like they're
dreaming their lives away?

Anyone else sick of sleepwalking
through every day?

Loving you is killing me
But darling it's okay
Because I wouldn't have it
Any other way.

I cannot tell,
Is my world falling apart
Or falling into place.