They say time heals everything:
My hearts been on watch. Any attempt to form a time frame, would be in vain. Besides, I can still hear you name. See your lips, when you speak mine. Looking at your bright blue eyes, while the sun shines.  

I should have known:
Trying to hold on to a feen-ex and get burnt. Lesson learnt. Problem is, I'm addicted to the hurt, our pain. It burns. But, God gave us feelings to feel with so its fine. At least, that's how I played it out in my mind.  Lessons
mean more when they are learnt. Lost but forgotten, never the case, quickly replaced with a familiar face. Bigger fish in the sea: such a waste.

I want to taste the taste of your taste
smoother it all over my lips like its paste
and spread all over my face, until your taste
is the only thing I cant taste.

sometimes when I close my eyes,
and feel something deep inside,
hurts some much,
but I just swallow my pride.
and keep the real me trapped inside.
to the world I smile,
grin my teeth as I open wide.
paint a smile, a-mile-high, side to side.
meanwhile, these feelings, deep down inside.

This pain called "Love"
        hanging our heads,
        weeping down on our souls,
        baring over our hearts,
       exposing our weaknesses,
This pain called Love.

Yeah, yeah, uh
I remember the nights, thought you was the one
Kept you close by, thought it was love
But now it's clear, you playin' them games
All those whispers, all those names

You were the queen of the scene, takin' shots with the team
But your heart wasn’t clean, just a part of the scheme
I saw potential, something essential
But you were playin' both sides, like it's confidential

I was lost in your eyes, fell for the disguise
But now I realize, it was all lies
Tried to build you up, gave you all my trust
But you were just a diamond covered in dust

Thought you were different, thought you were true
But now I see the real you, yeah, I see through
You had the looks, but your mind wasn’t steady
Yeah, the girls look good, but their minds ain't ready

*******, you had me fooled, had me in a daze
Almost made you my forever, almost lost in your ways
But now I'm movin' on, findin' someone real
Someone who knows how to love, someone who can feel

Yeah, the girls look good, but their minds is not ready
I said the girls look so good, but their minds is not ready
What you gotta be a thot for, what you gotta be a thot for
**** girl, I thought you were a lot more, yeah

Now I'm back on my grind, focused on me
No more illusions, now I see
You were just a phase, just a page in my book
Now I know better, don’t need a second look

So take care, girl, wish you the best
I'm out here winnin', no time for the stress
You were a lesson, now I'm blessed
Drake out, on to the next, yeah

Every time I see you, it’s like a bad dream
Thinkin’ ‘bout another man, caught in between
Like, ****, why you gotta be a thot
My homie said he saw you, right there on the spot

I was ready to commit, put you in my life
Went from "I love you" to "you ain't my type"
Tried to make you wifey, but you played the game
Now I see the real you, and it’s such a shame

Gave you my heart, gave you all of me
But you threw it away, now it’s clear to see
Thought you were special, thought you were mine
But you were just another, wasting my time

Now you just a memory, someone I forget
Thought you were forever, but now there’s no regret
Gave you everything, thought you’d be my queen
Now you’re just a lesson, part of a bad dream

Tried to see the good, but you showed your true side
Now you’re just a face, lost in the tide
Shawty’s dead to me, no more lies
You were a chapter closed, in the book of my life.

I thought about it; if you could remove all the people you have to deal with on a daily basis; then life wouldn't be that bad.

Because real people resort to being fake; I resort, to hiding my identity.

I'm thinking thought I rather not remember.
about things that dont matter,
people that dont exist,
or can't change.

Chastise me for my passion;
          Censor my identity.
                  Confiscate my mind.
                         Stifle my dreams.
                         Siphon my hope.
                         Strip me down to bare bones.
                         Sterilize my creativity;
                                 Just let my truth be free--

Its, only a matter of time, these thoughts on my mind -
thoughtfully inclined
I minimize the bottom line to the underline --
the truth will set you free by blowing your mind.
but we will discuss that another time
this is positive rap, of a different kind
sick of being stuck in a race against my own race
racing for a place, at the wrong place at the wrong time
looking through the eyes of blind man
will make you see things you cant understand
we keep jogging in place - so we land where we stand
politics is just politics
united we stand
all created equal
until we play our hand
in faith we place our hand.

Doubt washing over me like a cold shower. Wondering over every passin hour. Hanging on my every word,
these thoughts I devour. Pondering endlessly, these concerns stressing me.
Stuck in glimpses of dreams,
As this world escaping me.
Courage leading, down twisting fragile roads as the world turns.
Left insecure and exposed.
Getting right On rocky roads.
Wondering where I should go,
Let fate guide my destiny.

The damage of emotion.
Endless in its persuasion of an
Absent mind.
Heartless I'm sometimes,
it's a fault of mine.
Climbing over the thoughts.
In this shrine.
thinking thoughtless thoughts
And its fine.

I see,
Your words speak louder than your actions.
Cause,
Opposites attract, I'm feeling your attractions
Lovely,
Are your eyes, how I miss them.
Beautiful,
Full lips, use to **** and kiss them.
Your,
*** taught me passion.
My,
Body's chemical reaction.
Our,
******, our satisfaction.
*******,
Came, we didn't reach them.
Soul-mates,
Reacted, we didn't teach them.
Pain,
Over time, made us victim.
Memories,
won't leave my system.
Better,
Off with them.
Pleasures,
envision.

Married to my problems;
                talking to my conscious,
                warned me to be cautious;
                Karma is obnoxious.

I whisper to you
             words that touch your body
                           teasing you with mentally
                                     enticing you physically
                                               holding your attention
                                                      like it was given to me.
                                                          Painting a picture so vividly;

Alone with the relentlessiness of doubt; with out reason.  Thoughts laboring my heart continously suffering,  with the agony of pain. The harsh reality of time echos throughout my vains; many times over, these thoughts; lay claim like a quiet storm, held captive by the damage of ancient remains.

Real men weep
Heroes take a stand
rumors are born
where cowards land
the strong get stronger
that longer they was the other hand
after, fighting for what is right
until you are left
beating the lesser man
be your own judge
until God takes the stand
Always choose good over evil,
at least that is the plan.

Do you really want to love me?
Then make your body tell me why.
Do you really want to feel me inside?
Then let me give it to you, until you cry.
Few words none spoken
Wrapped in bodies, our souls our token
Come inside and catch my tears
love your lies, until my hearts broken

say your prayers
share your thoughts
different people
a thousand walks

different times
same old thoughts
different wars
young lives lost

Meanwhile, these feelings, I can no longer hide. Too long, they’ve been held captive; pacified for many before me; so many have sacrificed. pay my respect, thanks to them, we are all stall all alive. And angel falls, to earth. so earth, can gain a life. I spread my wings and hope to fly,the lord call my name, and I’ll gladly reply. waste my hands clean, from the dirt, we all arrived. cross my heart, at these cross roads but I don’t hope to die -then again you never know. I trust faith, will be my alibi. Walking down this endless path, of endless roads, that never last. The hands of time casting their spell on the highest caste. As they clap all the way up their final lap, we all take a split second look back, to all the moments that lead up to that.

Sometimes people do things that you have no control over, the problem is that, those actions impact you.

The only thing you can do; not let it take control of your emotions.

Life is a compilation of moments, crammed full of events, based on actions, that stimulate emotions that create our memories. Cherish that process, don't let other ambush your emotions and ruin an opportunity to appreciate your life.

As I go,
Rolling to rhyme and flow of my pen.
In a dark den with a mindset that won't bend.
I keep going in, end over end, so many times,
can't even comprehend; my reality means
There's no end. Me and Destiny can't be lovers
bad with Karma, so we
can't be friends.

her moans. touched me like the whiskers, of a whisper - that vanished too soon. The sound plays like music to my ears,
reminiscent of my favorite tone. The sounds of her lips,
shaped from her mouth, I feel in love with her sound,
the moment she let the first note out. Poetry, by love divine,
is the music to my spirit, played by my heart. If I don't know what to do,
its means the only answer is to start.  For our only true judge is time until that day we have to depart.

As I look back at the paths I walk Reminiscing, lost in thought.
over the tragedies I've lost, and wars the wars I've fought.
The battle wounds, and the scars it brought,
equals hard lessons better felt that taught.
Everything happens for a reason; a certain way I walk.
Keep your head up, midday as well a during dark.
Moments, your only opponent is yourself.
You can either believe it of disown it, the truth is the final component. It make sense don't it?

Thoughts of you penetrate my mind.
Pump my heart; consume my body.
Entrapped my being; touched my soul.
Trample my thoughts; expose my feelings
Shocked my world; and crumpled my universe.

Let me take the time to tell you about something called nothing. These industry lies, Capitalize on all this fronting over nothing showing tricks up their sleeves while they are bluffing. Promise you the world, and give you nothing, hoping you end up a nothing, cause they made you something;  without your heart and soul they would have nothing.

Like it even matters, the odds against you, all that pain becomes chatter. Matter of facts flash in A flash and its over. Smoking numbing the pain until it gets colder childish pride selfish ****** to the ego over summer time  it's fine, this time i remind, my mind in line with common grounds that hard to find in regions of my mind that's Devine and the only thing that matters is time.

these human beings done lost their mind but still feel alive. I realised i am Alone, the maybe got me feeling crazy. you will survive. To love or hate again, with the presence of mind.

So many times I have felt trapped, but it was only in my mind. Chasing this fame to catch up  I had to come from behind these shadows clouding my mind. Find my path in life and claim what is mine.

Wrote passages of brilliance through the parels of time.

Fought the faces of death, right down to my last breathe,  never gave up or quit. Don't believe in that shyte. The game knows the hustle, and stays true to it, so stay true to your hustle, like you aint knew to it. like a relationship you know things can shape shift if you catch my drift then you can get where you are trying to get. 

I have had my ups and down, but knew where I needed to get. Made mistakes, never said I was perfect. The journey was worth it, made ever turn perfect.

Doubt is strong,  but talent is stronger. The side is inside, just kneed to unearth it.
Its easy to give in, much harder to last longer. Was told by a wise guy,  to survive you need hunger. Use it as part of your drive that pushes you to go further.

Our
Syllabus
Thirst
Mixed with lust
In Line course us.
Crossing lines
Signal strong
My point across.
Your vocal cords
Vocal lies
Attempt to disguise
Revealed in your eyes
And your insides
Spontaneously Erupt
Why even deny?

So, along comes Love, who brings Passion, and Desire. Love ends up tying me up, Passion blindfolds me, while Desire takes control. Now we are ready to role. These ladies forced my hand, no plans to console. Love keeps touching my heart, has a strong hold. Passion is a work of art; touches my soul. While Desire has her *** up, legs are spread apart; trying to take control.  Love keeps on tempting me, such a tease. Passion keeps begging pretty "please", while she's on her knees. Desire won't listen, But she's dying to be pleased. They blowing my mind; I'm not talking a breeze. Loves so distracting, to busy multitasking. Passions is upset, didn't like my reactions. Desire is still her, looking for some action. Love, left with Forgiveness, and Passion left with the Compassion. Desire left  me for much stronger attractions. It doesn't matter, all three, were just distractions. Rather post it on Hello Poetry, probably get better reactions!

Fingers trace the lines of her form,
Each touch ignites a pulsing storm.
In every curve, a secret lies,
In every sigh, our passion flies.

The quiet tremor, a thrilling ache,
Her body whispers, mine to take.
I find my fire where her warmth begins,
In this tender dance, beneath her skin.

A flood of heat, a claiming tide,
Her hips, a rhythm I can’t deny.
Each breath she takes, a soft command,
As I lose myself in her demand.

The world fades out, just her and me,
Bound by desire’s gravity.
In every pulse, a story flows,
In every moment, our hunger grows.

No prelude, no tease, just raw need,
A hungry mouth taking the lead.
In the back seat, where secrets abide,
Of the Uber's dark, wild carnival ride.

My skirt pushed up with a hurried hand,
No ******* to slow his fervent demand.
My thick *****, spread wide apart,
Exposing the pearl that quickens my heart.

His tongue descends, deliberate, slow,
Circling the heat where my arousal flows.
A steady rhythm, two strokes in time,
Each flick sending shivers up my spine.

My swollen lips throb, pulsing, alive,
His every touch makes my senses dive.
The tension builds, I feel it rise,
As his tongue tastes deeper, igniting my cries.

Three thick fingers, filling me tight,
Driving me wild in the shadowed night.
Back to my ****, his mouth relentless,
Licking and *******, leaving me defenseless.

I’m wet, I’m ready, my body ablaze,
Lost in the haze of his carnal craze.
Licking, licking, with passion unbound,
In this moment of bliss, only pleasure is found.

My focus,
pays attention,
to the tension,
as I plays with your mind,
pulling on the cords between your legs,
playing game like Syman says;
the temptation building in your eyes,
I can sense it from a mile,
touching on your lips with my lips,
as our bodies form allies --
burying my fingers deep inside,
your opulence is my wine.
pleasuring your body with my mind,
using one finger at a time,
your mind wonders --
as the ****** climbs.
painting visions of pleasure,
tingling between your thighs,
force your mind to cross the line.

Life only happens once;
                So live every second
                like its your only one.