Faint flint like floating  
Locked with chains, swept up rust cages
Iron locks secured
Damage ones reveal, flopped
experiments, putrefy



©sim

Count me out
This Christmas!
I will go away
Out of your sight
On a lone road far away
Right this night
So you don't have to see my face
A place where you can not trace
You are a well put up show
I did care alot, you know!
But it doesn't mean anything to you
You are a hard hearted statue
No care, no love, no feelings at all
You mean business and money
And fame, hence you not lonely
It would make no difference
For you have many people around you
I was just a stained face, that's how you knew
It's just been an hour since I left your mansion
My phone keeps ringing seemed you in tension
No, this time am not answering your call
I had enough of respect, as you made me fall
Embarrassing me with your ego and arrogance
Told me, I was over him with my innocence
I am hurt, yes I am! Thanks for this gift
For this Christmas my emotions are adrift
You may forget me soon
But I will always remember you
As I remember this moon...

©sim

Chirping sound outside,
From an old resonator.
In the late evening,
Sets a tranquil ambience,
The cricket sings from afar.

©sim

The angry drops of rain
Cries on natures pain
A way to voice to the beings with brains
Whose mentality is no less than a clogged drain
The earth soaks as much as it can
But the credit is always given to man
Who pollute and poison this environment
And leave other living beings in torment
The rivers flood, bursting their banks
Water rise from their usual ranks
It's flash flooding at this time of the day
But more to come as the high tide is on its way
Businesses and school operations are at halt
Still we humans don't admit our fault
If we look after our surroundings well, globally
And focus on environmental change locally
We could atleast relief nature from it's pains
For, I hope most of us start using our brains...*


©sim

Igniting, amber glows
After the raging fire
Hushly the wind blows
Calming my desire
Rain, of tears showers
To put out the smoke
Wilting, dead flowers
My life seems a joke
Nothing is complete
The ties are all broken
Silent wip, lashes at feet
The venom words spoken
Lose of control over mind
Blank vision, blurry mask
Loved ones grew unkind
What more can I ask?

©sim

I am suffering
I am burning
My eyes are melting
In this ring of fire

The concrete walls
Have fallen
The burried ruins
Have sunk

I am crying out loud
Calling unto you
But my hands are no more
To raise up to you

The sky has turned ******
And the sun is out of sight
The fire is eating away
Like how darkness engulfs the light

My screams are licked by the flames
That slowly leaps towards me
I am blinded by the shadows
For which I can not see

I fall to the ground
A pit full of unknown skeletals
I feel myself being dragged
As my sense pickups rattling metals

**** me please
Mercy on my suffering
Release my soul
As my body is melting

Feast on me, O' fire of death
Make me into ashes and dust
Crush my bones, till I am no more
Let everything of me burst

Coz I am suffering
I am burning
I am melting
In a womb of fire...


©sim

Everyone will watch you
When you fall
No one will catch you
When you fall

Saddened with sorrow
Tears of pain
Yet, another tomorrow
Will shine, after the rain...

People will laugh at you
When you fail
Hardly someone will correct you
When you fail

Memories may linger
Creeping through your veins
A cut on your finger
May ignite your pain...

The care will come from your heart
When you love
Hurt will also pierce through your heart
When you love

Fall, fail, love or pain
It all comes upon like a fairytale
An experience that we all gain
SOME BREATH, SOME FAIL...



©sim

Different people, different ethics
Is religion, complex mathematics?
Fair, dark, almond or honey
A vice-versa change, with alot of money
Smile on faces, broken inside
Dead by feelings, happy outside
A full dictionary of words spitted
Meanings gone wrong, relations slittered
Food on table, cooked and warm
Unexpected wars, blast with bomb
Crying eyes, look for life
But hourandous beings, **** with knife
Day and night, no time to rest
Even birds have abundant their nest
Clumsy clowns, crawl in tanks
Lotted are the peoples money from banks
Clean water, is now price of gold
Almost all the shops, it's increasingly sold
Time to spare for a nice talk
But excuses come up, "busy at work"
Stress builds up, health affected
A true self is then reflected
Depression eats aways, the handful of happiness
Insanity on the verge, lost in loneliness
Praying without faith, awares your self war
Change from one religion to the other core
Brainwashed everytime you try to accomplish
But like dreams, it just demolish  
A fine night you give up your all
And jump over the bridge, one last fall
No alarms or cries of dismay
I was simply living but people mocked me as gay
Pool of blood soaked my body
I was treated like a stray dog, belonging to nobody
In peace, I am not
But enough were the battles, I fought
If only I was another human in a humans eye
My soul wouldn't be wondering in darkness and in the lighted ...sky...
At least, I am not bullied in my soul form
Feel at a little peace, a little warm
Sadness binds, the cynical trend
Very soon this gay tag, will be a common brand
The hatred may no longer flounder in the air
Feelings respected and thoughts to share
Breathing and being alive is a magical boon
Live to the fullest or it might just end soon
Death is not a secret or a lie
It is just wondering around, nearby
**** your stresses before it germinates to depression
And you start to avoid your own reflection
Suicide is not the answer to any call
Or crying behind closed doors, hitting on wall
Surround yourself with positive beings
You will sing and laugh, to what joy it brings
Never let yourself down to drown
Even if thousand eyes flash with frown
Smile away, with good words of wisdom
Somewhere far, awaits your kingdom...



©sim

My eyes, a pair of burning candles
All my fears and tears it handles
My heart a blooming flower, without petals
Barred around it are spikes sharp like metals
The pain that my body feels everytime
Is given by you for lying all the time
My arms that hugged you for protection
Now its not appreciated, a complete rejection
The lips that chanted your name with love once
Is now sealed by the silence, been months
The faith and trust that we planted together
Someone else preyed on to gather
The blooming flower is dying slowly
In this race, rather I am walking only
The burning candles now flicks
As my tears roll down the flame and licks
My body almost like a tossed stone
Floating in the sea, drowned alone...


©sim

Burnt to ashes
The lifeless body
Memory flashes
Of that somebody
Gone off this world
Left us behind
Answered his call
A great mankind
His love treasured
By one and all
He always assured
Success after fall
A mentor for me
He was my teacher
Knowledge a key
At times a preacher
He'd be missed
Dearly by all
His cheeks, I kissed
Before his final call
Rest in peace
My dear grandpa
Oneday I'll reach
The land so far...

©sim

The rotating pillars over my head
Has dropped by an inch
My eyes focuses on the path led
And all I see is an antidote in a syringe

Laying on white sheets, while time flies
Watching everything with these torn eyes
Paralyzed with no motion
Death is a denied solution

Now I close these eyes and make a wish
That time stands still
And all that is around me clashes and spills
With me as an aimed prey, destined to ****...


©sim

Throbbing, humming
My beating heart
Shivering, quivering
Breaking apart
Bleeding, pleading
Tears of mourn
Nagging, begging
Deliberately torn
Sighing, whinning
Clashes of words
Wailing, spilling
Unknown odds
Broken, spoken
Truth and lies
Waken, Forsaken
Unanswered whys
Breathing, Sneezing
Dose of poison
Laying, dying
Illegitimate reason
Laughing, crying
My very own
Carried, buried
Sympathies shown
Sailing, sinking
Death my freedom
Wandering, Walking
In a dark kingdom...

In the shadow of darkness
Walks a mighty knight
Dressed in shielded armor
Ready to combat a fight

The paper is my battlefield
While my pen, is a weapon
Choosing a suitable ink
Wondering what will happen

Focusing on ruled lines
My vision, now my enemy
Sitting upright on my desk
Thinking of you and me

Writing our love story
With your favorite color red
Feeling ashamed and sorry
As you breath, the last breath on my bed

I was always strong at hearts
Like indeed a knight at times
Now am like a lost kid, drawn apart
Blamed on a lost battle - committed a crime

The lights have flicked off in a rage
In this dark room, as the candle burns on
The wax drips on this unfinished page
My life to, has undoubtedly gone

A slit on my wrist as the red ink flows
Your love has put me in such a state
Losing you, my life now goes
The death of this knight has become a fate...


©sim

Rock my ruin pillars
As they might flutter to fly,
To your barren heart.
Aching with the aging pain
I am broken, from the start


©sim

Below my feet, flows the river of death
Above my head, is a delusion filled wrath
The control of my emotions within my soul
I already see it burning and turning into coal
The earth itself has ripped apart
Engulfing many, there is no end nor start
Mountains and valleys flood with dead
The scene am witnessing is gravely sad
Winds are slowly dying, the creeks also drying
Some who are alive, wail out loud crying
The only species seem happy are the vultures
Preying on their catch, practicing their cultures
Have you wandered by now, who am I?
Fortelling this coming catastrophe through my eye
Readers, I am time within time
Passing each stage, witnessing every crime
The mankind daring with unthinkable deeds
Fulfilling their darkest desires and filthy needs
The balance of karma is weighing heavy on life
Be it anyone, one is sure to be killed by a knife
I see it all coming very soon, at a fast pace
Like it happens in an event of a relay race
My concern is on the upcoming destruction
Having everyone dead, and no one for reconstruction...

©sim

I am not seeking your attention
I am just looking at your intention
The words that you use
The body language you pose
Attracts many feminines with your fusing dose
While I see beyond, a ***** devil at lose
Your eyes changes color with a spark
I have witnessed this in the dark
You are unaware of me, till this day
But today, I seem to be your luring prey
A fire igniting already in your eyes
You whisper in my ears, the sweet old lies
Am in control, I know I am not
In his lust, he had spun me into a knot
My inner feelings trying to pull me out
But his desirable kisses, calmed my shout
An ivory touch with his fingers on my back
Sniffing his way, trying his every luck
The lust in his breath, fuming on my neck
I know the filth beneath his soft fragrance skin
Yet, his graceful touch makes my body spin
His strong, and am beginning to fall for him
While the surrounding lights are going dim
He's lost in me, forgetting everything even his role
A hunger of lustrous desire, seeking its goal...


©sim

Bright fullmoon emerge
The dews fall like diamonds
Small sparkles drop slow
Embracing the momentum
In the most inventive way


©Seema Sen, 2020

Stop tracing my heart,
With your ***** finger
I smell blood, on your murderous hands

Get out of my face,
You don't belong here
Your breath smells like of dead

Leave me alone,
I owe nothing to a freezed mind
Not even good words of wisdom

Reap your deeds,
Screams, begging and hurts
Is all I hear, from your silent posture

How many deaths,
And whose paying for all this kills
It's all noted, in the hells receipt

Payback time will come,
Your screams and moans
Will never be enough for those souls...



©sim

The bitterness in your thoughts were evident in your eyes...
Its ok, somehow I knew it was all bunch of lies...
Vows, promises, loyalty just as well, I came to know...
That people of such virtue could fall so low as you...
Remember wise men have said, your fouls are watched by gods...
But don't you worry these sayings are only for odds...
A day shall come, when you might realise...
How selfish you were in losing me with your ugly disguise...


©sim

Left me, why?
Your love was a lie
From a distance
You waved me, a goodbye

You said sorry
Making another story
Smiling venomously
Said not to worry

This was the other day
When you came to say,
That you got a job
And you are going away

I would have forgiven you
If you were honest with me
But you changed my view
To see the ongoing reality

I am upset, I did cry
I am shattered and you know why
But I am not going to try
To get you back

You left me, I understand
And since you've moved on
I'll put my feelings to the end
And let my broken heart mend

I hope you don't cheat again
With whom your life has just begun
My life, consumed in unthinkable pain
The ink of my pen, now a pointless gun...*


©sim

My dog's called Whiskey
He's active and fresky
His other names are,
Pup, Beta, Shona and Boo
He's my little Winni Pooh.

©sim

Conseal the pain of this broken heart
Let there be flashes of light
Unveil this darkness, O' sheering rain
Drums of thunder thumping tonight
Blots of ink dubbed on paper
Melting candle wax shapes a figure
Breeze of glory, sound of chimes
My trembling hand on the trigger
Drowning deep in this nights swamp
Swallowing pins and needles of taste
Tears break into silent cries
This life is just a waste
Do I or do I not
The fight is still going on
Live or die
Coz I am already torn
Helpless, but there's a guilt feeling
Why be a coward for someone elses mistake
Live and start all over again
Give no time to fake
Pulling the trigger gives no escape
My soul would be barred in this world of fake
Why should I take my life
Why not, correct my mistakes...

©sim

Can you understand the words behind my smile?
Can you guess how I got that style?
Do you really know me through your assumption?
Or do you think you have met me at some junction?
Are you judgmental about my personality?
Or it's just you worried about my sentimentality!
Who has told you about my history?
Do you even know the happenings and mystery?
How is it that you never questioned me about me?
Is there a feel of rejection you began to see?
Will you not talk it out with me personally?
Or you have made up your mind secretly?
Whatever it is, I hope you planned for it?
Unless you are waiting for me to share my wit!
Til then, don't judge me on others suggestion!
Or you might get the insults and rejection!

©sim

There are times that I feel like giving up
While sipping my coffee in my favorite cup
I wonder how many more life exams is there for me
Why am I not alerted of how its gonna be
Of how many more tests I have to sit for
Like that I would need the supply of ink more
The challenges that braid in like ropes
Kicks me everyday, yet I try to cope
This life is not free as I imagined as a child
Much more I've seen, even my brains gone wild
I complain to myself of not being able to meet
The requirements that come at my feet
It's sad to know that life would get stuck sometime
Where only you can dwell outlining the rough time
I am well versed now with every situation
Non that are mentioned in our constitution
Living and accepting each day is a hard work
Loneliness and silence are the two I often talk
Loved one's I have but around are non
Some think my life is entertaining and full of fun
Less do they know its not what is there to show
Few who have seen the depths of me know
That my days are not as normal as it looks
Step in with me a day with your note books
Write down each task that I do from morn till noon
You will realise, you judged me too soon...

©sim