Below my feet, flows the river of death
Above my head, is a delusion filled wrath
The control of my emotions within my soul
I already see it burning and turning into coal
The earth itself has ripped apart
Engulfing many, there is no end nor start
Mountains and valleys flood with dead
The scene am witnessing is gravely sad
Winds are slowly dying, the creeks also drying
Some who are alive, wail out loud crying
The only species seem happy are the vultures
Preying on their catch, practicing their cultures
Have you wandered by now, who am I?
Fortelling this coming catastrophe through my eye
Readers, I am time within time
Passing each stage, witnessing every crime
The mankind daring with unthinkable deeds
Fulfilling their darkest desires and filthy needs
The balance of karma is weighing heavy on life
Be it anyone, one is sure to be killed by a knife
I see it all coming very soon, at a fast pace
Like it happens in an event of a relay race
My concern is on the upcoming destruction
Having everyone dead, and no one for reconstruction...

©sim

I am losing my interest to write
Battling my senses, yet I fight
The emotions drain me down
And I find myself sitting with a frown


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Away you went
Went on a Sunday
Sunday was my birthday
Birthday, ya' you forgot
Forgot to wish me on this day
Day already started on a sad note
Note that you wrote to me in bold ink
Ink of that of my favorite color pink
Pink was also the card that you attached
Attached also was a small cute gift
Gift that I thought you forgot about
About my special day, yet you not around
Around are just my family but not you
You left handing over a gift with this note,

"I love You, Happy Birthday, I will see you on your next birthday..."


©sim

Count me out
This Christmas!
I will go away
Out of your sight
On a lone road far away
Right this night
So you don't have to see my face
A place where you can not trace
You are a well put up show
I did care alot, you know!
But it doesn't mean anything to you
You are a hard hearted statue
No care, no love, no feelings at all
You mean business and money
And fame, hence you not lonely
It would make no difference
For you have many people around you
I was just a stained face, that's how you knew
It's just been an hour since I left your mansion
My phone keeps ringing seemed you in tension
No, this time am not answering your call
I had enough of respect, as you made me fall
Embarrassing me with your ego and arrogance
Told me, I was over him with my innocence
I am hurt, yes I am! Thanks for this gift
For this Christmas my emotions are adrift
You may forget me soon
But I will always remember you
As I remember this moon...

©sim

Forever more
That's what you said
My heart you tore
You didn't mention that
Aches of pain in my chest
You let me bleed to a foreign death
Classed me up like no other
In despair you also killed my brother
A lie or a mental case
Before I could mend
You smashed my face
Left me in a corner to the end
Pools of blood all around
Bleeding to death on the ground
You stood looking unrecognized
The tools you cleaned and organized
I gasped with my torn face
Death crawling at a fast pace
The feel of heat on my body
Unable to see or call somebody
Lighting up fire and burning my flash
You laughed and cried, a bucket of splash
Fused off the fire, almost dead
Heart still beating, you seemed scared
I was still alive when you buried me
My love, my life...O' what you made me see
My own tortuous death by your hand
Which once I held with love till the end
Now, all buried with a beating heart
What have you done, what is this art?
What was your motive, you should have talked
I was your love, but my life you clocked
Within seconds my beats stopped
You dug up the grave, my head you chopped
All satisfied, you set on my grave
Weeping loud, cursing and crying
I was not brave
I was not even trying
My love for you was pure
Death as medicine, came upon as a cure...


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...and so, this heart has stopped feeling sorry
For you caused it to grieve and that was a worry
Now that I have blocked you out
I have become deaf, so I can't reply to your shout
No matter how much you try
I will not walk back the path to cry
Move on, cause I have gone my way
Away from this illusion that you painted everyday...

©sim

Who is black?
And
Who is white?
Rip apart each skin
And find the buried sin
Truth
Everyone is  same
Regardless of name
With no skin
Stands one color only
Now who is holy
Mix them up
See from above
No black
No white
No brown
No light
Just unified red
May be God was color blind
A monochrome shield lined
Shades of black, grey and white
One of the reasons why, humans fight
Our physics is same
Yet, color biased shades shame
Literate are we, which part of mentality
Its a total opposite, grieves to insanity...

©sim

The looters
The shooters
In the name of religion
In the name of a god
Why killing of innocents?
Why keeping of hostages?
Why such an ill feel of hatred?
Not just the recent Paris news
But this terrorist epidemic
Has widespread this earth
It seems there is more provokative acts
Then finding a cure to such martyrs
Scientists have found cures of many diseases
Yet when will this terrorist disease get cured
Assurances of innocent lives
Men, women, children all victims
Of such horrific crimes
Most slashed with knives
How does a prayer help?
Which god listens and acts?
Who has poisoned these peoples mind?
Now every breaking news hails on terrorism
Is there ever going to be peace?
Will there be smiles on sad faces again?
As I sit back to watch and read the news around
Am a bit glad am not in such surround
I do wish for the killings to stop
I do wish that people don't take a religion to act
As no god would appreciate innocent blood at their feet
Hundreds of lives lost
Blood, just blood and screams everywhere
I have seen in Syria, Afghanistan, Pakistan, Iraq, Paris to name a few!
It was just settling on the missing plane news
And here racks on another news
Uncountable sleepercells
Controlled by several tycoon bodies
This life is not permanent
We all know that
Then, why **** to radiate the human race?
Why poison innocent mind to act like war machines?
What achievement do they get?
Do they not feel the pain?
What are they blinded upon?
Have they taken out double meaning from religious faith?
I am no one to point a finger on any religion
But it surely sounds wrong when innocent killing is involved
Has some mad scientists developed an invisible airborne drug
Turning men against men
Religion against religion
No remorse after killing
But become terrorist with hatred feeling...

©sim

My heart weighs so heavy
I so wanna cry
My world looks so gravely
I so wanna die...*

©sim

I am at peace
Tho my heart has freezed
No more love
My soul is floating above
Looking down at the decompose
I take a while to pose
To see if it's really me in the shallow grave
Laying damp and half decap, in a foam cave
So far from home, in a lonesome forest
Dumped by my own, here I rest
Who would have thought, of me this way
Wonderful words about me, all say
Yet, so brutality tortured and left here
Covered in blood, face torn in fear
Just my wealth was the family greed
So viciously got rid of me, a soul freed
Now almost thirteen days
I am missing, broken from ties
My eyes deceived all the beautiful lies
Trapped here, all alone
Thrown on me, are some big stones
I wished for love
I wished for life
I wished to live
But now, I see my body and grieve
Such a honor, I received
May the wealth, grant them health
From here, I wish for them to atleast thank
But I can imagine, their rejoice at the bank
An orphan, I was with fosters around
So make believe love, in my surround
Now its my decomposition rotting in this ground
Silence dusting with winds, such a peaceful sound
Waiting to be discovered, this known decap
In the news soon, my ****** mystery shall recap...


©sim

The sky split open
I'm ****** in a whirlpool
My body light as a feather
I am used as a tool
In another world or dimension
I not know the place
But it's too familiar
And I recognize that evil face
A demon of this world
A satanic being with filthy evil powers
Sapping my energy, draining
And this forces me to be awake for hours
Lying on my bed, praying hard
To prevail, evil forces from destroying my spirituality
Alas, I get pinned down most days
Like that of a nasty shaman practising ***** sexuality
Hitting on my chakras, stealing my energry
For somehow, I feel this person is attached to me
Please believe me, I am not insane
I feel his presence around me
And then I am left dealing with my pain
I am a spiritual person and used to feel my positive auras
Now that I am draining from my so called sickness
And feel my energy used by another for astral travel
A thief, in shadows, I can't even sketch coz of weakness
I wish to get well, I wish to live fully again
But seems, all my tries are going in vain
Hell, seems to be cracked open to let its beings out
To crawl and survive on the energies of high spirituals
Sometimes I wake up sweating with a shout
May be that's the time, this person performs the rituals
From another place unknown to me
Stealing from my meditation vault, my energies
And I am too blinded to believe and see
Coz I feel I'm in mercurial abyss, with some alienetic synergies...

In my eyes, you saw
hate. But ignored your feeling,
and, you kept trying
to impregnate my doubt thoughts
with your pure undoubted love


©sim

A bird, fell off its
flight, exhausted in this raging
heat, the flock gathered
Only to find, a dead friend
With torn wings and lose feathers  


©sim

The seasons changed
The clouds gathered
The rain poured
But you never bothered

The rain is pouring once again
But my love is not here
This heart weeps in pain
It yearns for you my dear

Lonely are the streets
Lonely is my house
Lonely is this heart
Loneliness all surrounds

Whom shall I tell of this loneliness
As it's spreading like an illness
My eyes keep wondering
My eyes keep searching

This loneliness is making me insane
Waiting for you to come
How naive is this heart, as it doesn't understand
When someone leaves, they never return

My tears pour down to damp
The pillows on which I cry
My heart burns slowly like an earthen lamp
They won't stop no matter how much I try

The seasons indeed have changed
And my love hasn't come
......my love may never come.....


©sim