When the other is a cheat
And you are not
Everytime they meet
They think they won't be caught

Hush now and feel the tears
Of the one you are cheating
Losing you, acts like fears
To them, whom you avoiding

Don't do such deeds
As what goes around, comes around
Fulfilling your ***** needs
Then kneeling on the ground

Praying on the loss of the loved ones
It would be too late then
For they will be gone for months
And may never ever return...


©sim

The world shames
The people hate
The shooter aims
The helpless bait
Sitting on a rock
Admiring media talk
The reckless beings
Torture and stalk
The naive generation
Into the shocking ration
Shall I say the world is cruel
Or the people
Have turned this world half
*******!

©sim

My feelings so deep
You handled it cheap
No way you can keep
You always made me weep

Gone are the love days
Forget about the kisses
Now we both have our own ways
None of us ever misses

Then why you called in
To say "Hi" the other day
You admitted committing a sin
In the most childish way

My heart melted hearing him cry
I suppose I can meet up for just another day
I doubt my feelings, even if I try
To hold onto what I vowed for, the other day

Him, with teary eyes standing with a rose
Me, looking at him with a torn heart
He knelt down to propose
Holding my hand, for support

A forgiving smile and a slight kiss
We made it up together slowly
As now both full of bliss
Standing before the holy

I do, I said as the promises being read
Love in the air flowed all the way
A slash on my white gown turn red
Both of us shot, while we sat to pray

None alive as the attackers raided
Our living dream dead, all now faded
I lost him and he lost me at the site
Death inhaled us, in the dark night!

©sim

I was always told
There is light after
Darkness
Then why do I
Not see a light when
I close my eyes
It's only witnessed
When I open this
Visionary door
Observing the light
Through these eyes
I see the change
Outside
But when I close
These eyes
Then I see the change
Inside
There is nothing
Except for darkness
No matter how much
I try
To see beyond
I keep falling deep
In my own darkness
Perhaps maybe oneday
I would see a light...

©sim

Pour me some wine
As I'm not feeling fine
Just coz of that swine
Who's no longer mine

My eyes are not numb
As I am not crying
I just feel so dumb
Forgiving and trying

Lessons learnt quite well
As this wine sooths the pain
My feelings, I will not tell
Coz I can't bare the hurt again...


©sim

The lights getting dim
I am with him
In his arms
Embracing his charms
How romantic, this night
I feel am falling from a height
Landing on his chest
Oh yes, the feeling is the best
Our eyes drowning deep
As we get closer and closer
Consuming each others sleep
It's like time has stopped
For this moment only
Silently kissing, no more lonely
The rain showers, and the breeze blows
Over our wrap bodies as love flows
The way our bodies sway,
My eagerness automatically makes its way
I'm truly blessed to have him tonight
A perfect affection, a playful night
Lived each moment like there was no end
Only if I could remember the broken parts to mend
A dream so beautiful that rarely passes my night
Soon at day break, everything fades in the light....


©sim

Curse words reaches my ears
Ears shame the voices heard
Heard of what is unknown to me
Me ofcourse tend to forgive
Forgive thy lips that utter the words
Words that pierce my heart like a sword
Sword of which one can draw to ****
**** the naive person within
Within where a child stays hidden
Hidden with emotion packed situation
Situation that none other can understand
Understand the wrath that soul goes through
Through the darkest days into the meadow
Meadow full of blooming tulip flowers
Flowers that linger my heart to forget
Forget the words that pin and pierce
Pierce my heart, poisoning my mind
Mind which turns into thoughtful haze
Haze in all moments, unwilling craze...


©sim

I feel my face in the dark
My lips feel cracked
A chill spine on my back
My phone I checked
But the battery was dead
A cut on my forehead
I feel the pain
The strength I try to gain
Drops me on the ground in vain
I feel the leeches crawling up my legs
I cry while my heart begs
For a rescue team to arrive
To get me out of this swamp
I'm frightened as I strive
As am bruised with lumps
The killer is at lose, still
Am just hoping he doesn't
Find me and ****
Lord, forgive my sins
If I die now
The devil wins
My head I bow
In a small prayer
My grievances, I share
Spare my life
I'm scared of the knife
God, let there be light
For all the lives lost, I want to fight
I am losing my words
Death dragging me towards
Will I be alive tomorrow?
As my strength has drowned in sorrow...


©sim

I close my eyes
And make a wish
God forgive my lies
And make me a fish

Free to swim in the sea
Away from this surface
Into the darkest place I can be
To hide from ugly faces

I will be happy if am caught
By the hideous human creatures
Sold in the markets and bought
Cleaned my scales by muttering forces

Spiced and grilled tossed in plate
Eaten by humans, my dead tender meat
Soon they'll realise, its too late
For I will fire canon, down to their seat

Oh yes, I want to be a magical fish
Eventhough eaten, I can still revive
Please make this my true wish
That should tick me back, alive

Be careful if fish is served
You might just eat me
Then receive the karma you deserve
As deep as the mighty sea....**


©sim

That was then
This is now
He was "Ben"
You are "Chow"
He came first
You came last
He passed the test
You dragged in the past
He left long
You took me wrong
Now he's back
Every second you call to check
You doubt me
He wants me
You threaten me
He protects me
I'm confused
And feel used
Neither of you give up
I am so fed up
My life and love is not a bet
So both of you can just forget!!!

©sim

Upon the sunset each day
It brings me closer to death
A kind sage, once prayed for me
Said, every step, there is death
What am I gonna do with this life
Neither YOU, nor YOUR memory is alive
As I pray to the lord, each day and noon
To grant me a fulfilling boon
To free me from this life
And call me home soon...*

©sim

Beyond the lights you stand
As the rain falls by
You tend to pretend
As thou you were a spy

I make my way to the coffee shop
And you follow from behind
Rain has wet my tanngy top
But that was like, nevermind

My eyes caught a sight of you
As if looking for a clue
You were someone, I knew
Back, when my days were blue

My lips broke into a smile
For I knew who he was
A crush from my school days
Whom I forgot for awhile

We talked for hours then
And luck stroke love again with flowers
Cupid couldn't resist to turn
The rain into beautiful love showers...


©sim

Away you are
From me
From my sight
Far, that I can't reach
But whenever I close
My eyes
There you are
Smiling at me
Close, so close
That I can feel you
Your love, your pain
You trust, your faith
Lives within me
As an assurance
That you will come
One day
To wipe these tears
And take me far away
From my grieving fears...

©sim

I'm waiting to see, at my front door
As you want to set things right
But this rain of tears seem to pour
Cause you shut me off last night

Slammed the phone, cancelled the call
You broke my heart all over again
Unconsciously, I began to fall
You never realized my shattering pain

Days have gone, as months pass by
Something is killing me from inside
You took me for granted upon a lie
And pushed me out, to stand on a side...


©sim

Here we live
Here we die
With all I give
Yet I don't cry
You blame me
You taunt me
My tears have dried
Even when I tried
You harm me
You walk all over me
I see you sad
I see you happy
I think about everyone
But for me, none
I will do my best
On whatever test
I am a mother
And also a father
I am Earth,
Where you took your birth...


©sim

The road is rough
The work is tough
But losing hope
And unable to cope
Is our biggest drawback
Where we start to lack
Our true capabilities
And thus neglect our responsibilities
The thoughts of getting rich
May lead us to a dump ditch
If we do not change,
The way we are
The way we think
Accepting challenges, being brave
Working hard as time blinks
When all pays off at the end
Then you do not have to crave
For anything you wished for
For everything you can have
What little you can serve
To the unlucky ones around
And showers of blessing will automatically surround
Where we are now, is not "The End"
Strive, Thrive, Revive, Refresh, Recharge, Reclaim!
.......Go For It!!!


©sim

Secrets buried in my heart
As my deep eyes tend to speak
Am an angel from the past
That everyone is trying to seek

Lost in this world of fools
Struggling to free my wings
Breaking all the divine rules
As my fears draws within

My wings freed but torn apart
I kneel to summon my powers
To revive me from the start
While dropping down from the towers

Magical stardust sprinkles on my wings
The moon at its peak full on beam
Rays of spectrum surrounds like rings
Pouring the magic like a flowless stream

New wings and a crown on my head
Sets a sparkle in this dark night
A joy of praise, I gracely send
As I am ready to take my new flight...

©sim

Alone in the dark
It awaits
For the people with a mark
Are its bait
The cold wind sours
The smell of blood in the air
Its been few hours
Since am struck over here
Near the sacred lake
My champ fires out
I begin to shake
As something came flying about
     A HUMAN HEAD!
     A BLEEDING HEAD!
What was out there?
How many dead?
This night is unfair
Crying slowly with a shout
It's too much to bear
I want to run out
But I could be the next prey
Groomed in blood, skinned off flesh
Kneeling down to pray
As I hear the branches clash
It's on its ways
O' sacred lake
Leash off this dark mystical sways
Hide me in your arms for heaven sake
The fear hovers nearby
For my death must be near
Silently I nest up and lay
My eyes shut, dripping in tear...

©sim

When the winds will blow
And the stars will glow
When the waves will pour
And kiss the sandy shore
When the dark night shines
On the growing vines
When the thorns will wrap in
And I bleed from within
When my lips get sealed
And no one by to heal
When my tears will dry
And my surround gets dead
Don't you cry
Don't get sad
Just wipe the dust off my lips
And kiss me a goodbye
So my spirit feels at bliss
While flying out, up in the sky...


©sim

Error 500 slammed on my face
When I wanted to post
It raced its pace
And left me standing at the coast

Not the first time to be
Now it's like something's wrong
I am able to comment and see
But then the page load takes too long

Is HP comming to an end?
I hope not, please!
See to this, mend or amend
And put this error 500 on freeze.

Thank you.


©sim

The path that leads to my past,
        has grown weary by your presence
Your touch soothes away my pain,
        like the smell of burning incense
You are no other,
        but my present trying to wipe out my past
How have you thought out that I will be your last?
My journey is set on a rough dead road
Guarded and dusted, am carrying my own load
You have felt me through my tears
But you have no idea of my inner grieving fears
Life has passed off now been many years
Am set on a lone path wandering about,
Searching for maybe other soul yet another doubt
Here you have held me too close
Whispering in my ears,
          your promises like a dose
Assuring me as your last hope
As you are clinging on the other side of the rope
Trying your best to conceal a fulfilling wish by your kiss
But truth is,
                   you are not the one, I really miss...

©sim

Is this love? Was it love?
Or a tantrum filled torture
My dear heart,
Seems there is no end to your pain
What is this fear?
That inflates your mind
Every tear that takes a stroll
Down to find, the broken pieces of my heart
He got away with his way too smart
Here now sitting alone, inking this page
With tearful hearts, beating rage
As time flies through this night
Emotions from depths, take their flight
Dark thoughts linger in my head
Oh, what a dreamful life he led
Lost I am in my own ocean sinking
Mind confused thinking
I should have taken the precaution
Knowing it could be the darkest deep ocean
It's too late for this innocent soul to mend
The once blossom heart,
                                  now grained up sand...


©sim

A bruised buried soul
Caught in the midst
Heart pinched in holes
Covered with the dust

A shower by heavy rain
Calming this vague heart
Healing the immense pain
Dust forming an art

Carved initials of his name
So deep to seep off the blood
Yet my heart beats the same
Surviving in this rainy flood

Scars left to remind the days
Of beautiful life, once upon a time
This heart solemnly lays
In its own prison for a typical crime...


©sim

My vision reaches the mountain peaks
As my mind wonders, what I seek
In between lays a difficult path to take
On a second thought, shall I make this mistake
You and me - on opposite roads
Walking towards using the same mode
Here I am, there you are - watching
A first thought of my life with yours - matching
Yet there are certain obstacles surrounding me
If you walk towards me, you shall witness and see
But wait,
I am not sure if my heart agrees to my thoughts
As I'm not fully ready yet,
                                             to tie a lifetime knot...


©sim

A bleeding heart
A broken pen
Painting an art
With soaked hands

Sorrows deepen
Sinking in darkness
My vision weakens
Losing its sparkness

As you stare from the sketch
Grinning at my pain
I put on color to match
But it washes away like rain...


©sim

I sleep on the thorns
To ease my pain
From the blistered petals
That fall as rain

The tears of joy in my eyes
A torn happy face, smiles
Hiding behind the light
Walking away for miles

Soaked my soul with lies
Oh what love is, you showed
Everything flew with time
Just my memory you owed...


©sim

...Is kadar jale the hum
Jayse jalte hain diye
Khamosh thi nigahein hamari
Suntey rahe badnaami tumhari
Logo ne mujhe ilzaam diya
Ki maine tumse wafaa kiya
Lekin tumne mujhe daga diya
Abh bhujh rahein hain ye diye
Bas tumhari hifaazat kafi hai, mere liye...

••Translated••

...I burn in such a way
Just like the earthen lamp
My eyes and feelings all quite
While listening to the insults and rumors
People taunted me of being too faithful
But you betrayed me
Now this earthen lamp is dying out
Just your well being, is enough for me...


©sim

The rain is falling
My heart is calling
Emotions are crawling
Tears are rolling

The sun stopped shining
My mind kept whining
Feelings almost breaking
Through nights awakening

Rain and shine
Washed away by wine
A trait of a liar - pain
Freezing my body then my brain

An empty bottle - unlid
Loving you - I did
Hurt throughout, left in mid
O' what a way to get off rid

Days would return for you
Running and searching in view
For I would be gone by then
With a written letter -
                                   and a broken pen...


©sim

Messy hair
Lost a pair
Of what I forgot
"Oh yes! now I got"
Pair of my socks
Stuffed in a box
Dreadful ugly locks
Trying to braid
My messy hair
Ahh, I will just leave it
I now longer care
Gotta trim short, this hair
So my head is free
To feel the air...


©sim

Six pack dude
Behavior so rude
He thinks he's good
Changing his mood
Wearing a red hood
With a Mexican boot
Cunning are his ways
Everyone says
A show off punk
But women say he's a hunk
What difference does it make
The six pack looks fake
Shirtless parading in the main
Suddenly comes the rain
Washes away his body makeup
Revealing his true being
Ladies giving ugly look
In embarrassment he shook
Laughters all around
He sat himself on the ground
So much for a show off hunk
His looks turned to a junk
Walked away in the heavy rain
Somehow I felt his pain...


©sim

If you are drowning in the pool of your past memories.

Beware, that it's only a museum,
                    
                    where you can just visit what......,

once was living.*


©sim

Crawling mists
Moonless night
Hovering beasts
Pledging plight

Stars sink in sky
Mind puzzle bound
I ask myself, why
I'm not yet found

Hands covered in dirt
Laying low in the reeds
Pulling up my skirt
Thinking of my needs

Dews covered my face
Dusk broke the first light
Birds began to race
Two voice seem to fight

Up on my feet slowly
Finding my track back
My feelings so lonely
O' where is my pack

A dim campfire shown
Delighted I ran towards
My heart got blown
Seeing bodies hung via cords

Which way shall I run
My lifeline running low
A shot from a gun
And my pace geared slow

Blood smeared on my face
As I fell on the ground
Lost my track in a trace
Human beasts surround...


©sim

The stars shone bright
I searched for Leo
It didn't rain last night
So easily located my cleo

The sparkles up so high
I am down here watching
My throats running dry
Some drinks I am fetching

Smiling with a roaring pride
I kept my eyes upon the sign
A shooting star took a ride
Seemed right in my glass of wine

The beautiful beast rests in the sky
I am getting up to say goodnight
Before I become a twinkle in its eye
I need to switch off this light

But my life isn't near to expire
As I have plans to settle
No time to give up and retire
Until I combat each of my battle...


©sim

The track seems clear
As I start my walk
My death isn't near
Cursing the voices as I talk

The path seems rough
Yet I want to feel alive
Life has always been tough
Who doesn't fall and strive

The air is cold, surround is the mist
Not even a single sound
Only a tick from my wrist
That alerts me on every round...


©sim

I speak the truth
But my eyes tend to lie
My heart beats louder
As I heard your goodbye

You know the truth
As you believe my lie
Smiled away knowing
I would be confused, why?

Is it that hard to confess
That you love me
And I love you
Or is it all meaningless

I guess it's best to let go
As I may be thinking wrong
Else why so much time wasted
Just to get along...


©sim