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Feb 2018 · 202
Psycho Babble
Thomas King Feb 2018
The soft soothing light
Slowly starts to fade
And the grip on my sanity
Begins to degrade

My spirit sinks slowly
Back into the black sea
As I realize normalcy and happiness
Was not meant to be

Devoured once again
By my ravenous psychosis  
Death of my spirit
Is my final prognosis

The demons start to appear
As paranoia starts to set in
And the unsettling voices
Start to begin

As I now wander lost
Within my sickened mind
Escape from schizophrenia
I know I shall never find
Feb 2018 · 507
-Love Sick-
Thomas King Feb 2018
I am listening to your heartbeat
As I lay my head gently upon your breast

My throbbing emotions within
Keeping time with its every beat.

As I listen to your life’s blood
Pass through your body

I imagine each corpuscle
Is filled with a tiny bit of my love

As it courses through your veins
To infect every part of your body
Like a disease

Until it finally reaches your brain
Where it is slowly absorbed into each cell

So that your every thought
Is now only of my love.
Feb 2018 · 818
Poetry in Motion
Thomas King Feb 2018
Flowing effortlessly
as you arabesque twirl and spin,
as the music in your heart
starts to begin.

Poised and graceful
as you move to the sound,
as if your talented feet
are not even touching the ground.


Fluid and elegant
like wind through your hair
as you fouette’ and leap
and fly through the air.


Delicate feet
landing softly again to the floor;
to impress all the world
like never before.

You are poetry in motion
and our hearts you do lift
to be able to witness
your beautiful gift.
Feb 2018 · 253
Physical Space
Thomas King Feb 2018
Although our eyes do not meet
And our hands cannot touch
Our spirits unite

With each word you speak
That I cannot hear
Or tear of loneliness
I cannot dry

I feel your love and passion
Reaching for my heart
Spanning the distance
That now is between us

But to have you near
Is to only remember
The sweet taste of your kiss
Or the softness of your touch

Our connection defies
The physical space between our hearts
As I am with you always
In my thoughts
Feb 2018 · 140
Releasing the Demons
Thomas King Feb 2018
I want to scream
But I’m down to my last breath
I want to cry
But I fear my death

But today I will be silent
And hold it all in
And let the demons subside
Within me again

I want to shout
But I’m down to my last breath
I want to laugh
In the face of death

But today I will be silent
And hold it all in
And let the demons subside
Within me again

Tomorrow I will do it
Take a deep breath
Scream and cry
Without fear of death

Release all my demons
For all the world to see
Let them all out
Before they **** me

But today I will be silent
And hold it all in
And let the demons subside
Within me again.
Feb 2018 · 483
Just One Touch
Thomas King Feb 2018
Just one touch
Is all that it took
To confirm what I knew
In just one look

The instant I saw you
My life flashed swiftly by
So beautiful and fulfilling
I fought hard not to cry

It was terrifying and profound
But calmness soon set in
As I realized what was happening
It was love wanting to begin

So I threw caution to the wind
And opened my weary heart
So that yours may find mine
And a life together could start

Many years have now passed
And our love is steadfast
Our life full of joy
And a love that will forever last

Just on touch is all it took
To set my heart ablaze
And know we will be together
For the rest of our days….
Feb 2018 · 2.8k
Fallen from Grace
Thomas King Feb 2018
Fallen from grace,
No longer do I sit high upon the pedestal
That you had once put me
No longer am I seen as idol or mentor
Nor wanted as provider or protector
But now looked upon as an outcast
And banished from your heart

Betrayed by the one who now blinds you
With a veil of lies and deceit
That weighs on your young fragile heart
With heavy words of animosity and abhorrence

You have been trapped in a malevolent web
Of hatred and retribution
Used as an unwitting pawn
In a game of emotional chess

Your words of respect and adoration
Have been replaced by venomous accusations
Of brutality and oppression
Taught to you by the one
Who now holds the chains that bind your heart

But I will not be vanquished or deterred
By these attempts to falsify or dilute my love for you
I will be strong in my resolve and true to myself

I will not let these misguided asseverations
Destroy my confidence in knowing
That my spirit is pure and that one day
You will be able to break free from your restraints
And uncover your eyes
So you can distinguish the truth from the lies

Until that day comes I shall be waiting
Ready to stand next to you
As opposed to being on that pedestal
And walk down a new road with you
As your friend and equal
Written many years ago for my eldest son during a 4yr divorce/custody battle
Feb 2018 · 356
Do not weep for me now
Thomas King Feb 2018
Do not weep for me now,
For I am back in my mother’s arms

Do not morn another day,
For I walk in peace
with those who have been waiting in the light
To share their everlasting love

Do not be saddened,
For I have been blessed with your love
And carry it in my heart
To my new plain of existence

Do not be afraid,
For I am a part of the light that shines down upon you
And brightens your way towards your future

Do not feel lonely,
For I am the one who will watch over and protect you
Until we again walk hand in hand
To our eternal place of peace
Feb 2018 · 230
New Beginnings
Thomas King Feb 2018
Tortured soul,
Come immerse thy soiled vessel
Within my cleansing pool of forgiveness.

Replenish thy love starved heart
With the sustenance
Held within my being.
    
Renew thy passion
With soothing words
Whispered softly  
To thy slumbering spirit.

Embrace the beauty
of thy true self  
That shines bright
Within my minds eye.

And thy renewed essence
Will guide you anew
Towards forgotten dreams
And wonders yet to be revealed
Jan 2018 · 420
Blackbird
Thomas King Jan 2018
Trapped like a bird in this filthy cage where I am starved of compassion and understanding, left to survive on meager crumbs of affection and tolerance.

Held captive and unable to fly and be free from the physical and emotional restrictions placed upon me by my keeper, who’s only reason for my presence it seems, is to stay its loneliness and insecurity and to feed its selfish need for control through its twisted concept of love and adoration.

I am looked upon as a possession other than the living, breathing individual that I long to be. So now I sit upon my proverbial perch in my so called gilded cage, in the confines of my seemingly mundane existence and walk though my mind confused and alone.
Aimlessly wandering through the now empty spaces that no longer hold the dreams or aspirations which I once thought gave my life purpose.

Memories which were bright and alive, full of promise and hope but have faded away into a past that is now gray and bleak, devoid of anything worth remembering.
My footfalls echo in the silence giving testament that these memories have been empty and forgotten long ago.

My only hopes now are that my keeper will grow tired of my deliberate silence and obvious disdain and release me, whether through life or by death, at this point either would be welcome.

How I long for the freedom and comfort of the clear blue sky, the ability to soar like a bird high above the reaches of those who only want to keep me, and fly towards the bright and colorful horizon where I know my future awaits and new memories and dreams can be made.
Jan 2018 · 310
Two Peas in a Pod
Thomas King Jan 2018
Two peas in a pod
We share the same space
Happily enjoying
This time and this place

Side by side we now sit
Brought together by fate
Comfortable and cozy
In our pod on a plate

Not a care in the word
Like teens on a first date
But both praying inside
Neither one of us gets ate…
Jan 2018 · 212
Unto Thyself Be True
Thomas King Jan 2018
Where hast thou gone?
Sweet innocents of youth
Thy reverence of purity
And subservient of truth

With poisoned treachery
Thy essence perverted
Ignorance and jealousy
Thy Inner beauty subverted

Heavy upon sharp thorn
My trust doth lie
Heart heavy with burden
Tears of anguish I now cry

Unknown to thyself
Thy sweet self dost deceive
I know not my place
To my fatherhood I now bereave

How sweet and lovely
Dost thou make the shame
Never say that I was false of heart
As easy might I suffer myself the blame.

This I do vow,
And this shall ever be;
I will be true, and love eternal
Despite thy betrayal of thee.
Jan 2018 · 199
Tortured Soul
Thomas King Jan 2018
Eyes look into the mirror
Expecting to see truth
But only emptiness is reveled

Words whispered into the night
Echo back screaming
In desperation to be heard

Arms reach out for comfort
Expecting to hold
But only the nothingness
Returns their embrace

A breath of hope
Escapes trembling lips
But is heard as a sigh
Of loneliness and despair

A dream ready to be lived
But from the nightmare
A tortured soul
Will never wake
Jan 2018 · 258
Under Veil of Night
Thomas King Jan 2018
Incandescent radiance illuminates dark eyes
under the cover of stars and moon.

Elegant silhouettes emit passionate luminescence
like sparkling pools of liquid desire.

Profound and intense is the emotional and spiritual fornication,
ethereal beings igniting divine fervent fire within.

Vivacity and exuberance
dance wildly on an expectant wind
as it carries their loving sounds across the expanse
of an endless adoring night sky.
Jan 2018 · 150
Wishful thinking
Thomas King Jan 2018
The infinite dreams
Of a beautiful mind
And the visions of love
Held within

Can give forth
Immeasurable powers of beauty
And kindness to the soul
Feeding an unyielding passion
For life

If given a chance
To be thought
And then realized…
Jan 2018 · 260
Weathered Heart
Thomas King Jan 2018
Beautiful creature
Thou hast stolen my heart
And imprisoned my soul

Tempt not the power of my passion
For thy fragile heart
Shall not weather the storm
My love produces

Like a tempest
It shall sweep thee from thy feet
Spinning thee wildly in blissful chaos

Tears of my joyful enlightenment
Shall rain upon thy silken hair
Soaking thy delicate skin
With my deluge of affection

The sound of my beating heart
Shall reverberate within thy being
Like thunder echoing the words
Of my eternal devotion

Alas the completeness of my love
Shall strike thee like a bolt of lightning
Piercing thy heart

And with explosion of light
Thy eyes shall illuminate brightly
As my love scorches thy heart
And my passion sears thy soul.
Jan 2018 · 179
Wind
Thomas King Jan 2018
Eerie voices creeping around corners and eaves,
laughing and whispering their promise of the coming storm.

Crying frustration at the trees that grasp but can not hold,
tearing leaf from limb as it passes.

Turbulent passage through alleyways and streets,
spiraling into devils against all who dare resist.

Carried away with reckless abandon into the night
and blowing straight to the sea
to rejoice as a gale to finally be free…..
Jan 2018 · 205
Space And Time, Making Love
Thomas King Jan 2018
How does one traverse the distance
Between two hearts separated by love

How can one pass the infinite expanse
Of time created by their loneliness

Will their longing and heartache
Explode Like a supernova

Creating a vortex
That sends them both spiraling
Into an abyssal plutonic existence

Or will their passion and desire
Be strong enough to bend and warp the continuum

Bringing the far ends of the universe
In upon its self
Allowing their love to join once again

Creating a intergalactic paradox
Of celestial oneness
Jan 2018 · 455
I am again one
Thomas King Jan 2018
Flowing through the space
Of my new found existence.

I am no longer chained to the mortal shortfalls
Of my mortal being.

Freed from the trivial pursuits
of mans blind ambitions
and false dreams of hope and happiness.

No longer a part of the sick and twisted realities
Of societies collectively corrupt mind.

No longer wandering aimlessly
Through the endless maze of conformity
But free to absorb the spectral light of creation
And the universal energy of existence.

I am again one with it all,  
I am again one with myself.
Jan 2018 · 368
Love is a Battlefield
Thomas King Jan 2018
A thought born from rage,
a decision made in haste.
An action performed out of anger
as a precious heart’s laid to waste.

Trembling lips blow out smoke
from the fatal shot of words spoken,
as the sanctity of ones promise
is left shattered and broken.

A soul stained with blood
from that murderous shot,
as the words enter the heart
painful and red hot.

A grieving face wet with tears
and the others eyes filled with shame,
as misguided emotions
were most likely to blame.

Jealousy, mistrust,
insecurity and greed,
from their tight grip
some can never be freed.

This emotional war we fight
is brutal and tough,
but as hard as some fight
it is never enough.

So whats left are the victims
of this senseless war,
leaving the survivors bloodied and broken
and empty to the core.

Words and emotions
are powerful weapons and tools,
so make sure you don’t put them
in the hands of loves fools….
Jan 2018 · 1.5k
Sowing the seed of love
Thomas King Jan 2018
Kindness and love
flows freely from your joyous being,
Radiating with a luminescence
bright and pleasing upon my soul

Chasing away the ebbing darkness
that threatens to engulf me
And denies the seed of my salvation to grow

Cascading words of rapture and merriment
Pours from your lips like a waterfall
Exciting and refreshing
Washing away the loneliness
Replenishing my dying pool of contentment.

Endless rays of the mornings bright promise
Reflect like diamonds in your eyes
across my emotional wasteland

Revitalizing the soil
with new expectations and hope
So that a new crop of pleasing feelings and thoughts
Can take root and flourish within me.

And your gentle hands
Can reap the bountiful harvest
That is my love.
Jan 2018 · 358
Love Hides Within
Thomas King Jan 2018
Again I see her;

Fumbling for my thoughts
As I trip over my emotions.  

My heart pounding
As if to send a Morse code to my brain
So that it may fully understand
The urgency in delivering its message

My inner voice screaming the words
But somehow lose their way to my lips.

Desperation courses through my veins
As she goes to him

Tears of frustration run down my cheek
Only to be wiped away
By the cold hands of loneliness

My frantic emotions subside
Back to the only place
Where my love for her will ever truly be known,
Deep within myself
Jan 2018 · 361
Final Goodbye
Thomas King Jan 2018
This pain is so intense
I never thought I would have to bear
This enormous feeling of emptiness
knowing you are no longer there

I try to ignore the dead silence
That endlessly screams your name
But my efforts to shut it out
Is just a painful silly game

Your time with me has expired
Our journey has come to a close
To think you would be here forever
Was just selfish of me I suppose

But now I must accept
And face the painful fact
That the knowledge of our fate
Is never really exact

So now I must face my fear
And say my final goodbye
Continue to be strong
And pretend not to cry

I know you are safe
And not suffering anymore
As you step across the threshold
Of heavens golden front door
Jan 2018 · 444
Celestial Bodies
Thomas King Jan 2018
I hear your heart beat
Pounding inside my head

A deafening aria
Vibrating every cell and nerve within

Reverberations of passion
Echoing down the celestial corridors
Of my brain

I hear your thoughts
Screaming in my ear
Like the gushing solar winds

Whipping and whistling
Through the cold blackness of space
As it cries out in ecstasy

I feel the soft touch of your skin
As your spirit enters my body
And embraces my soul
In its loving arms

I smell the sweet scent
Of your body on mine
And the taste of your desire
While consuming the very essence of your being
As we become one.

Exploding like a super nova
And sending ripples of passion
Throughout the expanse of our very existence

And giving birth to a love
That can be felt light years away
From our own realities

A conception of universal beauty
Growing into a world
Of everlasting peace and happiness
Jan 2018 · 2.3k
A Voyage to Nowhere
Thomas King Jan 2018
I’ve sailed towards freedom
A lifetime it seems
But only manage to arrive
Only in my dreams

Stranded in this place
Like a ship on a reef
Held fast in the embrace
Of heartache and grief

Unable to pull free
From its iron tight grip
Trapped in the misery
On my now sinking ship

Desperation and anguish
Washes over my face
My hope starts to languish
On my voyage to this Imaginary place

I’m a mariner who’s out of sort
Traversing this turbulent sea
Searching for the nearest port
Where I can finally be free
Jan 2018 · 794
Lost identity
Thomas King Jan 2018
How can this be
That this face I now see
Was the face of blissful youth
And everything yet to be

It’s now twisted in hatred
Misery and pain
My Life's hard lessons
Have clearly been in vain

Those once innocent eyes
Bright and filled with wonder
Now dark and full of contempt
From the dark spell I’ve fallen under

Drained of everything
That was wholesome and clean
Unable to remember what hope
Or happiness really mean

Staring now back at me
Are my eyes that now see
The reflection that depicts a face
I no longer recognize as me
Jan 2018 · 228
Springtime Interlude
Thomas King Jan 2018
Slowly I am drifting,
Fluttering across a lush and green meadow,
Seeking out the life giving nectar
Of your delicious flower

Your ruby red pedals
Spread wide and inviting,
Anticipating my arrival

Gently I land
Upon your silken
But firm pedal

I touch you softly
As I move slowly across your surface
Towards the soft and sensual spot
That hides your precious gift.

Caressing and probing
With maddening desire
I ****** inside you.

Overwhelmed with ecstasy and pleasure
I drink the delectable essence
Of your being

I drink your life giving juices
Until I am drunk with your intoxicating liquid
And can no longer feel the wings upon my back.

I pull away to recover my senses.
Slowly I regain control
And caress you softly
With my pollen covered hands
Then bid you farewell.

As I lift away with sadness in my heart
I am comforted to know
That I will find you again
Next spring
Jan 2018 · 192
A love Note to you
Thomas King Jan 2018
I can speak words of adoration
Well into the night
And still not a one
Will ever be right

To convey or depict
The love in my heart
You have un-mindedly deposited
From the very start

You unselfishly give
Never wanting to take
Only wanting to please
With passion that’s never fake

You are selfless and caring
And unbelievably kind
Another as beautiful  
I would never again find

You are my inspiration in life
My very best friend
That’s why I will love you
Far past my life’s end
Jan 2018 · 184
Expressionless
Thomas King Jan 2018
How can I express to you
How I’m truly feeling
How can I show you
My broken heart you’re now healing

To be able to explain
My unreadable behavior
To thank you for being
My very life’s savior

Sometimes it’s hard
To know how to orate
So you can truly understand
Comprehend or relate

How much I really love you
How I would be lost inside
Not wanting to be visible
Only wanting to hide

You have given me purpose
A reason to be seen
To step back into myself
Out from behind my diffusing screen

You have made me whole
Heeded my hearts call of distress
Given a voice to my soul
And now the ability to express
Jan 2018 · 126
Mister “Know-It-All”
Thomas King Jan 2018
Pushing and pulling
With all of your might
Never bothering to listen
Demanding your way is right

Your unwillingness to compromise
Along with your stubborn closed mind
Has clouded you judgment and reason
And left you deaf, dumb and blind

Your arrogance and gall
I really wish you could see
And clearly don’t understand
Why this is the way you choose to be

This is just a testament to your ignorance
To think you are always superior
And further proof you’re just afraid
Of being exposed as someone who’s inferior

Trying to reason with you
Is like talking to a brick wall
You’re just a self centered fool
Another Mr. Know It All


So stop your foolish way of thinking
Open your eyes, heart and your mind
And then you will see
All your friends and life
Have left you behind
Jan 2018 · 199
Love’s child
Thomas King Jan 2018
My seed has been planted
In the soil of thy intimate garden
Held safe and warm
In the confines
Of thy nourishing womb.

Electrical impulses charge atoms
Genetic strands are animated
Nucleus expands,
Cells divide into a chaotic cohesion of life
Held together by love
Absorbed from thy inner being

Our future is born anew
As our legacy of passion lives on
Living proof held true within the vessel
Of our loves creation
Jan 2018 · 333
Listen Closely
Thomas King Jan 2018
Listen closely
As I breathe words of desire
Into your eager awaiting ears
And fill your head with visions of lust

Focus on my eyes
As I transcend love and truth into your being
While I taste your moist lips
And savor the aftertaste of your wanting

Lean towards me
As I slowly inhale your essence
While my soul feeds your hunger
And we devour one another's desires

Touch my skin
As the heat from our fevered passion
Ignites the sultry air around us
And we burn like white hot embers
In a bed of our fiery pleasures
Jan 2018 · 616
Forgive And Forget
Thomas King Jan 2018
Love hast now faded
In its place
Hate is traded

Death to lights spark
Now a heart
lonely and dark

From this now dark place
Dost thy torment embrace

Forsaken and now forgotten
Thy love withered and rotten

Darkness dost now rule
Thy hatred
unbearable and cruel

But fear not
thy blinded treachery

From loves grave
I pardon thee.
Dec 2017 · 209
Slave To The Blackness
Thomas King Dec 2017
The blackness;
Thick and oppressive,
Cold and void of all that is pure and clean.

Like a horrid gaping maw
hungry and ready to devour  
Even the dimmest of light
Shining within us.

Sinister and malevolent
As it washes over and slowly swallows the light
That illuminates all that is righteous and true.

Poisonous and vile,  
Permeating and festering
As if born in the bowels of evil itself,  
Hollow cries of abhorrence and loathing
Echo lost within the ebony abyss.

Dark madness
Oozing and *******
Even the slightest of openings made available
By the tiniest breaks in ones emotional defenses,
And infecting all it touches like the plague.

Like a sordid petulant Fein
Stalking its victim,
Ready to pounce at any sign of weakness
And taking control of our sense of reason and sanity,

Feeding off our own insecurities and doubts,  
And turning us into emotional slaves
To the dark force called jealousy.
Dec 2017 · 408
Dream Catcher
Thomas King Dec 2017
Asleep
But conscious within my dream state
I travel through the spectral doorway
Into a world where only a being
Of your divine substance can exist

As I enter your heavenly domain,
I don my wings and gently ascend
Into the brilliantly colored sky
High above the velvety swirling mists
That carpets the depths of your reality

Seeking the soft glow
Of the life force that emanates
From deep within the nucleus of your soul

Like a beacon
Your loving light guides me
Straight to your awaiting arms
And gently you absorb me
Into your primordial existence
And I am given new life
Within your beautiful dreams
Dec 2017 · 505
Feast or Famine
Thomas King Dec 2017
Passionate kisses
Fall upon my hungry lips
As loving hands
Caress my cheeks

Knowing eyes
Look deep into my soul
Searching for my innocence
That wanders lost and starving
Inside my darkness

Soothing words
Call forth restrained emotions
Locked deep within the ravenous confines
Of my loneliness

The sweet aroma of your passion
Wafts gently into my nose
And fills my head with the promise
Of your delectable sustenance

Do I break my fast
And ingest your delicious promises
That entices my hungry senses?

Do I let my love starved innocents
Be found by your searching eyes?

Shall I follow those soothing words
Straight to the rapturous bounty
That is your love?

Shall I trust those loving hands
And take hold
To be pulled from the dark depths
Of my loneliness and emotional famine?

Am I ready to feast
Upon the sumptuous banquet you offer,
Or has my appetite been lost forever?

I think I will just taste your passionate kisses
And let my heart decide
How hungry it really is.
Dec 2017 · 370
Art Reflecting Life
Thomas King Dec 2017
A kaleidoscope of disturbing
And enigmatic images
Flash now before my mind’s eye

A cerebral menagerie
Painted from long forgotten memories
That were tucked secretly away
In the back corner of my mental studio
That are now being displayed
In my mind's personal gallery

Shocking reminders of youth;
On blood red canvases
Depicting moments of cruelty and neglect

Abstract images of confusion and loneliness
And various black and white portraits
Of heartache and pain
Now arranged in a horrific collage
Of misery before me

An unscheduled showing
To remind me of what I fought so hard to forget
And put behind me.

But as I reflect
And now admire the perplexing
And unsettling collection laid out before me
I realize how I have successfully erased my past

And have painted a new life
Full of beautiful lines and brilliant colors
And find comfort as I now let my wonderful life
Reflect the art my heart now produces.
Prose
Dec 2017 · 311
Who we once were
Thomas King Dec 2017
Broken pieces of our shattered lives
are packed away and forgotten
like unwanted items in the attic.

Hidden inside a box that holds the crushed dreams
and un-kept promises of more hopeful times.

Near the torn bag of trust and the other miscellaneous emotions
which once held meaning in our lives.

How convenient to hideaway our mistakes and bad choices
or to stow away the things that once gave us joy,
but now only collect dust on a shelf.

We live by the rule out of sight out of mind,
more willing to discard than retain,
easier to forget than to feel pain.

Only to one day realize
there is no more room to store those unwanted memories
and we are force to go through them and remind ourselves
of who we once were.
Prose
Dec 2017 · 265
THINGS
Thomas King Dec 2017
Are the “Things” that we have,
The “Things” we really need?
Are the “Things” that we want,
Out of necessity or greed?

“Things” are all the items
We are told that we must get,
Putting the naive misguided people
Deeper and deeper into debt

Told to us by big corporations
With their lying alluring ads
By a greedy society’s self-indulgence
Falling for the falseness
And ridicules new fads

THINGS,THINGS…. THINGS
And more “Things”
New houses, stylish clothes
Nice cars and diamond rings.

How many “Things”
Does a person have to obtain
Before they finally realize
They are just greedy selfish and vain

That is why I keep my “Things”
Few and far between
Because the ugliness of always wanting
To me is clearly seen

My humble life is packed
With everything that I really need
And I am free of all the want
Vanity and greed

My heart and soul are full
With Love, and the happiness it brings
Because I finally realized
The best “THINGS” in life
Aren’t  material “Things”
Dec 2017 · 860
If Only I Were a Flower
Thomas King Dec 2017
Torn from your life
Like a **** from a garden
Not caring of my feelings
Or even asking my pardon

Mindlessly dislodged
And left to wither and die
Not even given the chance
To tell you goodbye

My love no longer worthy
My caring no longer wanted
And the pain that I feel
I will forever be haunted

But I hold tight to my resolve
And hold my head high
As I choke down the tears
And refuse now to cry

I know in my heart
Even after I’m gone
My love for you still
Forever lives on

It lives in the soil
Where my roots still remain
Tattered and torn
But alive just the same

So like a **** in garden
It will grow once again
In the same exact spot
Where once I had been

It will grow strong and proud
Replenished and new
With kindness and caring
To give only to you

To watch over and protect you
And give you its love
As I painfully watch you
From the heavens above

If only I were a flower
Succulent and ornate,
Maybe I would not have had
To suffer this fate
Dec 2017 · 210
A Season Passes
Thomas King Dec 2017
Winter came
As night stood still
Bringing with it
A bitter chill

Limbs stripped naked
Of summers soft green
By autumn winds
Strong and mean

In pale meadow grasses
Life does creep
Preparing for
A winter’s sleep.

Solstice moon rises
In a dark starry sky
As the final autumn day
Blows silently by
Dec 2017 · 231
Burning embers
Thomas King Dec 2017
Burning embers flicker like fireflies
Aimlessly buzzing the night skies

Beautiful hands of flame
Reach out to caress all that is within reach
Intimately embracing tree and shrub
With molten hot arms

Kissing flowers and licking grass
With its searing tongue and fiery lips
As it breathes its scorching breath
Of loneliness and desire
Into the noxious smoke filled air

Charred remains
Are left smoldering and lifeless
In the wake of a ravenous appetite
For passion and closeness
That it can never feel

But greedily engulfing and devouring
Everything in its desire to be held close
Until it has consumed everything
Including the life giving air needed to sustain it

Reducing it to a single starving flame
That is finally put out of its misery
By a merciful last breath
Of a dying wind
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All Lives Matter
Thomas King Dec 2017
How am I
To live a meaningful life
In a world full of misery
Inhumanity and strife

To dodge all the pitfalls
That lead us all to sin
Knowing good and well
It’s a battle we’ll never win

How am I
To be able to cope
In a society full racism
And a world who’s lost hope

To be reassured of a future
Where mankind still has a place
On this planet we have treated
With devastation and disgrace

How am I
To teach my children to cope
To surpass my expectations
Is there even still hope?

Will they be left with a planet
***** and poisoned beyond repair
A wasteland of religious hatred
Do we even really care?

How are “WE”
As a species expect to survive
If we all continue with the mind set
That only “MY” race and religion
Deserve to be alive.
Dec 2017 · 211
An Angel’s Maiden Flight
Thomas King Dec 2017
This day is alive
With wondrous sound
Call’s of god’s creations
On the air is abound

Filling my ears
With its beautiful sound
My spirit takes flight
And soon leaves the ground

A tear in my eye
As I breathe it all in
Life’s wonderful magic
Fills my heart once again

I soar through the clouds
On summers soft breeze
Flying high overtop
The tallest of trees

Free of the falseness
Of mortal man’s goals
That later consumes
Their tired lost souls

I no longer am burdened
And have not a care
For now that I fly
Through heavens pure air
Dec 2017 · 168
Alone On the Corner
Thomas King Dec 2017
Tattered and torn are my clothes
Unshaven and unclean
Weathered and faded is the sign that I carry
But to many I remain unseen

My only remaining friends
Are the voices in my head
Distorting my concept of reality
Sometimes I wish I were dead


Standing on the corner
Self-worth shattered and broken
Heads turn away in disgust
Their voice of inhumanity
To themselves already spoken

Transient, beggar
Homeless and troll
Just a few names I’ve been given
In truth
I’m just another of humanities
Forgotten lost souls
Mans inhumanity to man
Dec 2017 · 465
A Question of Love
Thomas King Dec 2017
I asked a question
Onto the night
How is it love
Has not found me today?

Alas the night did answer
My question of love
And these are the words
Onto me it did say

If you open your eyes
And heart you will find
You have walked right by it
And left it behind

Love does not seek
Or make an effort to find
Or even to reveal it self
To eyes that are blind….
Dec 2017 · 190
How Time Flies
Thomas King Dec 2017
Rushing and speeding
Our lives seem fleeting
Not caring who we run down
In the process of time cheating

Anxious to get
From one minute to another
Not a moment to spare
Or to take time for one another

Hurrying and shoving
No time to waste
Not even for love
Due to our relentless pace

Pushing and running
Towards the ends of our lives
But complaining in turn
About how our time flies
Dec 2017 · 349
Evil Abound
Thomas King Dec 2017
Evil abound in the dark night air
The watcher is waiting
As you feel its blood thirsty stare

Sweat starts to form
On your brow and your cheek
As fear grabs your voice
So you cannot even speak

Icy fingers of terror
Run down your neck to your back
As you nervously anticipate
The demons vicious attack

Palm to your chest
You feel your heart race
As the blood starts to slowly
Drain from your face

White as if paper
Ashen colored with fright
As you imagine the unbearably
Painful first bite

Fear in your heart
And tears in your eyes
As you try to be brave
And await its surprise

It steps from the shadows
And into full view
The hideous evil
That was waiting for you

With the light you now see
A form and its shape
Wondering what’s in store
And wanting death over ****

But to your relief
Through tearful eyes you now see
It’s not evil or hateful
As you believed it to be

It stands in the light
Unthreatening and at ease
Not wanting to harm
But only to please

The wings on its back
Are now spread wide and of white
That shines with a pleasing
Soft gleaming light

Its features so beautiful
And wondrous to see
Your fear and the terror
Are suddenly set free

For this is not a creature
Of death, evil or hate
But a loving blessed angel
From heavens front gate

In that moment it was clear
All your life you did waste
For fearing the unknown
And judging in haste
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