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"shrugging" poems
My little-lost friend is that you I see at times sleeping on a park bench, shopping carts and effects anchored. Homeless. With your eyes holding shame, brown and sad. I can't help. But see. I see you inching, inching along on the earth, pitch black and poor, weathered, severed and dirtied. Lost in time. Mouth open. Where open hands may be closed. I do pass by you every morning, thinking, thinking of you. As you drum your thumbs to your own music, in your own darkened world. Where the albatross rest on your drooping shoulders, as you piggyback what olive branches there are. I can't help. But think. As you sit shrugging in those same brown pants and redshirt, holding weeks of grime and stench. No doubt, holding passerby's casting eyes, thoughts and conversation. Sometimes, I can't watch. But hope. Yes, hope and pray. As you go looking into the pockets of thrash, digging for change, literally, hopefully, three ways to paradise, please, yes, sir, please. And maybe. Just maybe. You will find better and parkgoers can use the bench again. That would be a nice olive branch, to give back, my friend. Logan Robertson 8/1/2018
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Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 6:18 PM UTC
If Only He Can Get Back On His Feet
****** affliction of a lack of affection companion Hand and hand strolling greater than syrupy plunging and even sometimes buddy shrugging over wooden noisemakers We whistle with their metal strings and through the pasta soft ones in our throats but no nest colored mares seem to hear our flamboyant feather calls for future fondling So I scribe slight implied short letters invites to drink joints and nature jaunts All too well thought out hoping your advanced technology cannot trace the time I spent to type The overanalysis of our psych: her and I’s wondering why she doesn’t have an inkling for a cute fall date where we attempt to bake apple pies It’s all too contrived, I know I’ll strive for delusion Accept a useful interpretation for our chemical inflammation and let sparks pass it by Like itsy bitsy flies laying eggs in a wound for stagnant water maggots They’ll eat away the thought well where all my cranial zaps seem to dwell.
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Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 11:00 PM UTC
Peacock
Late night. Footsteps. Crane necks and girders. Fog lifts. The wind cries. Steel bones in moonlight                         I'm out                       so late now and it's Sunday night and Summer's ending                          soon. I'm aging                                           with questions fermenting in my mouth ignored for years Fenced off. Unfinished project shelved and waiting                      for next Spring. Cool night eclipsing years spent indexing, answers mislaid and blueprints unrolling Components rusting, crane necks and girders. Steel bones in moonlight. Tight lipped and staring.                              Fall comes                              construction halts now and the walls stand half                             complete And outside                                      the chain link shrugging off the cold and still wondering when Step through unfinished building. Get home. Shelved                       until next Spring.
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Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 11:19 PM UTC
Construction Site
I was waiting for him on the escalator on one side of the road  My Heart pumped at the highest rate when all at once realized abode. Saw him looking generously dashing riding a scooter He was wearing a white t-shirt and jeans and his hair were messy but modish. And here I was standing in my usual tank top and jeans, hair tied in a messy ponytail just then He saw me, waved And parked his vehicle near my usual bus stop I walked to his way with my bag full of books. We sat on the bench and started random talks about everything except what we thought about.   He then started using his phone and I was beginning to feel ignored. He on a spur of moment stopped and stared me and mentioned about our chats and phone calls "How it started" "How it became more Frank and comfortable" "How good friends we became online but never met in real life" strange isn't it? Then I told him I have to leave and the 'awkward silent moment' and he finally spoke "yeah" We shook our hand and he refused to let me go So I smiled and left his hand and eye contact and stood in the row The bus started moving and I saw him standing there only, shrugging his shoulder and leaving that place. That was my first and last with him or anyone!!
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Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 4:07 AM UTC
First date -ON BUS STOP
“Amanda,” she said, in a bold assertion “We really are the same Person.” Limp in the dew and Wise like a sage, no wound cut No blood shed, yet, There was something this Bandage shut, Something yawning, gaping But I don’t know what… How sad! She’s crying, that Amanda, Shrugging ‘gainst the colic rain And almost lost in the copes-y veranda, Weeping softly on Those concrete flats, wearing “Red Tom’s And” both “Dating Matts” while I saw her fear in that moment, appalling, stalling With soroitous heart, “and fear of falling!” Binding them tightly: “That’s US haha!” How many laughs does a limp spirit draw? —(a disparaged few or none at all…) Still, she writes, “I am so glad” (a huff annoyed From Amanda, distant and sad, that I Can’t tell why “you” ever “joined.”) But this is not my place, a passerby, To pick up trash, inane and lonely, To cast my judgments and inquire—why? To heal the unbroken with words unspoken But scratched on refuse, she may “[heart] you” but refuse you, too The spirit of [heart] in Amanda awoken —(But she refused it, too!) And then be a token Some stranger takes home.
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Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 7:52 AM UTC
“Amanda...”~or Refuse ~or Trash Poetry #1
I’ll conceal your shifting hands, Palms pressed, Calluses to torn cuticles, All thumbs and knuckles and nails, And I don’t know her, violet-scented creeping infestation and How you’ve worn me down, there’s a hole in my sleeve- And I’ve let you chew on me, sweat on me, I’ve I’ve kept you warm And You used me, You used me to conceal illicit activities, hands in pockets, shrugging eyes off, never been cigarettes in there, nope, And you let her peel me off of you, the one with violet hands that weren’t so gentle, but violent, voracious, tearing in at you, as I watched from the floor she scratched the skin that I kept safe and warm, and and Why did you leave me crumpled on the floor and then And then let her take me home, draped over her bony shoulders to billow like a parachute, before she squeezed me half to death that night in her sleep?
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Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 1:02 AM UTC
Inanimate
Gettin’ sh!t on like I’m The Villian, got this queasy feeling on the line reeling, coming undone at the same time wound up and spun, I’m done playing but stuck at the table with The Dealer still dealing, want to throw myself up out of myself, can escape every position except the one I’m in, can’t escape yourself if knowledge is wealth, then I’m loaded & still spending my winnings, got Karma Credit but I’m morally cash poor, because I just fckt my girlfriend as if she was a ***** and I feel terrible or rather horrible about it, because i think I’m infected by what neglect did without a cure, no one is pure, at least I’m not that’s for sure, I'm tainted with devils in my head painted with what I spilled I’m red, sick with the sort of illness that can't easily be cured, in fact got a bad case of the blues, but instead of strumming a guitar I’m taking things too far, cut her so bad with my fingernails, that I fear it might leave a few scars, tied her up so tight, that her wrists turned purple, see she’s attracted to bad boys, and I warned her that that’s the type of attraction that can hurt you, little girl shouldn’t be out past her curfew, nothing good ever happens past midnight, but we’re both running from something, both stand outs in the in crowd still something doesn’t sit right, I’m uncomfortable, because I think maybe all humans are disgusting, maybe we just cause each other pain and trash the earth’s surface, maybe we deserve to feel guilty & that’s why we are all fcking distrusting, maybe I’m gonna fckn **** myself, but this is a card game so then again maybe I’m bluffing, maybe everything’s going to be alright, maybe I’m being uptight for nothing, but I’ll tell you what I feel like the **** of my own joke, but I don’t give a fck so instead of changing I’m just shrugging, mean mugging every person I pass suspicious of every bloke, because these days crime pays and everyone’s always up to something, and I just want to get ghost, but I can’t and I guess that’s the way it goes, so I’m sittin’ in the uncomfortable position, of being both a role model as well as a criminal, Gettin’ sh!t on like I’m The Villian, got this queasy feeling on the line reeling, coming undone at the same time wound up and spun, I’m done playing but stuck at the table with The Dealer still dealing… ∆ LaLux ∆
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Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 7:18 AM UTC
The Villian & The Dealer
Gettin’ sh!t on like I’m The Villian, got this queasy feeling on the line reeling, coming undone at the same time wound up and spun, I’m done playing but stuck at the table with The Dealer still dealing, want to throw myself up out of myself, can escape every position except the one I’m in, can’t escape yourself if knowledge is wealth, then I’m loaded & still spending my winnings, got Karma Credit but I’m morally cash poor, because I just fckt my girlfriend as if she was a ***** and I feel terrible or rather horrible about it, because i think I’m infected by what neglect did without a cure, no one is pure, at least I’m not that’s for sure, I'm tainted with devils in my head painted with what I spilled I’m red, sick with the sort of illness that can't easily be cured, in fact got a bad case of the blues, but instead of strumming a guitar I’m taking things too far, cut her so bad with my fingernails, that I fear it might leave a few scars, tied her up so tight, that her wrists turned purple, see she’s attracted to bad boys, and I warned her that that’s the type of attraction that can hurt you, little girl shouldn’t be out past her curfew, nothing good ever happens past midnight, but we’re both running from something, both stand outs in the in crowd still something doesn’t sit right, I’m uncomfortable, because I think maybe all humans are disgusting, maybe we just cause each other pain and trash the earth’s surface, maybe we deserve to feel guilty & that’s why we are all fcking distrusting, maybe I’m gonna fckn **** myself, but this is a card game so then again maybe I’m bluffing, maybe everything’s going to be alright, maybe I’m being uptight for nothing, but I’ll tell you what I feel like the **** of my own joke, but I don’t give a fck so instead of changing I’m just shrugging, mean mugging every person I pass suspicious of every bloke, because these days crime pays and everyone’s always up to something, and I just want to get ghost, but I can’t and I guess that’s the way it goes, so I’m sittin’ in the uncomfortable position, of being both a role model as well as a criminal, Gettin’ sh!t on like I’m The Villian, got this queasy feeling on the line reeling, coming undone at the same time wound up and spun, I’m done playing but stuck at the table with The Dealer still dealing… ∆ LaLux ∆
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when asked the question "why?" I reply by shrugging my shoulders why? I don't know, maybe I am depressed or maybe I am just sad, maybe I need another cigarette, maybe I need to pour myself another drink or maybe I need a half-naked pretty young girl to **** whatever has clawed it's way into my skin out and into the sweaty, dark room I sit in, so it can evaporate, rid itself from my being; no matter how much I smoke, drink, **** the loneliness still carves it's entire existence into my bones like lover's names in trees, it leaves blood stains and leaves me longing for so much more
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May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 2:19 PM UTC
confused
building purist æsthetic proselytizing solar-powered heliolatry commemorating historic concert sensing dark forces fokken lekker antwoord pumping sensory overload featuring high-tech dee-jay admiring gelato micro-truck laxing laying lazing "doing something nasty" continuing quality content entering another cathedral journeying without borders "exactly one year since visiting vatican" appreciating full-time gigasphere awaiting pyongyang performance depicting unlikely crowdsurfer foreseeing exponential improvements furthering esoteric agenda sensing profound incompatibility data-mining people's infidelities anticipating futuristic caffeine perfecting invisible propaganda researching mind-control techniques polishing psycho-social weaponry sensing social embargo flourishing frantic fanfare admiring longitudinal monument parodying marketing slogans cycling through österreich eyeing dystopian disneyland streaming crosswords extended-play herding glass kittens deleting idiosyncratic fragment loremipsum-ing laconic loudmouth receiving ultramodern telegram eigo-ga wakarimasu ka? guzzling duck-fat fries encouraging panic selling (juxtaposing past incarnations) getting black-and-white privilege renewing boutique account relishing cinema poutine re-entering hibernation mode opening old windows continuing zoo motif absquatulating excessive excesses nullifying originality claims proliferating protean persona disappearing sidewalk alphabet shrugging opprobrious moments enjoying vertical alignment re-entering cyberpunk paradise approaching island sun soaring beyond monoliths trivializing extraneous argy-bargy decreasing character limits dumping generic accounts uglifying commit message escaping into idiosyncracy moonshining great lake exuding idiosyncratic propaganda living nineties' dreams making occidental cuisine envisioning idiocratic president expropriating your time ascending homely helix singing fat lady
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Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 12:12 PM UTC
201508-h2
building purist æsthetic proselytizing solar-powered heliolatry commemorating historic concert sensing dark forces fokken lekker antwoord pumping sensory overload featuring high-tech dee-jay admiring gelato micro-truck laxing laying lazing "doing something nasty" continuing quality content entering another cathedral journeying without borders "exactly one year since visiting vatican" appreciating full-time gigasphere awaiting pyongyang performance depicting unlikely crowdsurfer foreseeing exponential improvements furthering esoteric agenda sensing profound incompatibility data-mining people's infidelities anticipating futuristic caffeine perfecting invisible propaganda researching mind-control techniques polishing psycho-social weaponry sensing social embargo flourishing frantic fanfare admiring longitudinal monument parodying marketing slogans cycling through österreich eyeing dystopian disneyland streaming crosswords extended-play herding glass kittens deleting idiosyncratic fragment loremipsum-ing laconic loudmouth receiving ultramodern telegram eigo-ga wakarimasu ka? guzzling duck-fat fries encouraging panic selling (juxtaposing past incarnations) getting black-and-white privilege renewing boutique account relishing cinema poutine re-entering hibernation mode opening old windows continuing zoo motif absquatulating excessive excesses nullifying originality claims proliferating protean persona disappearing sidewalk alphabet shrugging opprobrious moments enjoying vertical alignment re-entering cyberpunk paradise approaching island sun soaring beyond monoliths trivializing extraneous argy-bargy decreasing character limits dumping generic accounts uglifying commit message escaping into idiosyncracy moonshining great lake exuding idiosyncratic propaganda living nineties' dreams making occidental cuisine envisioning idiocratic president expropriating your time ascending homely helix singing fat lady
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Wake up, wake up The Whole World Is Watching And your skin is crawling I wonder why it's Bubbling, boiling Is it alive or am I? Lifting the digital lid to let them in Feeds that feed my insatiable hunger For what my ex is doing now Soon becomes irrelevant When people are dying Who will lose their life In front of the next camera? Why does it take so much Just to open our eyes ? Just to listen, just Sit down Get off him, please Please. I don’t want to hear another mother Crying for her son Another wife sister brother I don’t want to watch their children Learn why their daddy died I don’t want to be this detached From loss of life because I’ve lost my life I don’t want to hear from a clown Or discuss his position, even his mind I refuse him my energy I know big and he is the smallest What is a President Sorry, who? What government The one that destroys us? Puts everyone in in cages, our strongest men, our brightest children Makes us watch From our couches From our desks Because we are that good at multitasking Pillaging, ****** recognizing Shrugging and closing the door The powerful people killing real people of power Of using color to teach color and power flowing To keep it going What does it mean To put a human beneath you We were not made for this But we built it anyway Was I made for this? I don’t want to be here God, I am lucky to be here I am here And it doesn’t take long Not to be
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Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 10:01 PM UTC
Why aren't you marching?
distracted by gleaming greens emerging into the deep sea the pitch black, ditch facts invested in the diversity shrugging off adversity distracted by gleaming greens birth in sea like Aphrodite my descent is perfect timing
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Jul 10, 2023
Jul 10, 2023 at 9:38 AM UTC
Perfect Timing
I’m a righter – not a fighter. Things will end how they may But I securely believe That some day You lot will leave; Every mismatched rhyme And unknown connection Will have its time Shrugging off all signs of affection Therefore dismissing any reason That might reside in that mind And I will ease on To erase all memory of your kind. I won’t choose this as my battle Because I know where it ends – It’ll inevitably shatter And these shards don’t tend To smooth themselves out, Nor will you take it Upon yourself to try a differing route – A new escape – but the same **** So I’m left wondering why It’s always my job to make it right.
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Feb 8, 2023
Feb 8, 2023 at 6:48 PM UTC
Word Play
A baby from Burundi sits next to me today. He coos and drinks and swallows his mother’s milk. His father speaks Swahili. Smiles, tells me that his last son Is going to grow old in Rochester, NY, Where I sit in a white-walled waiting room, watching Mothers drag their babies by the armpits to be weighed. A boy with braided beads holds up four fingers and tells me he is five. He is too skinny. His pants are sagging and his iron is low. His mother takes his vegetable checks, stuffs them into the back pocket of her jeans. What the little **** needs is two percent milk, she says, Her gold hoops fluttering. Her son struggles with the small wooden chair he is carrying. It drags along the carpet, hitting the high spots, and his tiny biceps flinch. He sits, facing me, while a name is called. And another. Another woman’s son hands me a book and waits. He is watching my face and I watch his mother kiss her boyfriend in the first row seats. He tucks his chin to his chest when I ask his name. Whispers, tells me Jayden. First page. What color is Elmo, Jayden? Shoulders shrugging. His lower lip, puckered out and innocent. What color is he, Jayden? The color of Jayden’s skin slaps me across the heart when he says he doesn’t know. He was born in Rochester, NY, With trash bags and Burger King wrappers wrapped around the fence That separates his house from the street on which he will grow old Too soon. He starts kindergarten in the fall and I tell him Elmo is red, like his t-shirt. Like his mother’s fingernails. Like the tomatoes and bell peppers and beets he has never seen. A girl who went to my High School carries in her youngest child Who is old enough to walk, but wobbles. She calls her daughter “thunder-thighs” instead of Jazmyne And strips off her shoes. Her belt. Her gold bracelets. The scale says Jazmyne is too heavy for food assistance. The state says her mother isn’t poor enough for welfare. The girl I used to know leaves without her daughter’s shoes or the food checks she came for. In conversations of pretension We talk about first and third world. Pretend that America is the land of second chances Where a baby from Burundi can grow old in cashmere sweaters, Even when his parents couldn’t pay. The father who speaks Swahili looks at his shiny watch and his family’s vegetable checks. Smiles. Tells me his last son is going to grow old and full In Rochester, NY.
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Jun 10, 2010
Jun 10, 2010 at 12:51 PM UTC
A WIC Clinic Waiting Room
A baby from Burundi sits next to me today. He coos and drinks and swallows his mother’s milk. His father speaks Swahili. Smiles, tells me that his last son Is going to grow old in Rochester, NY, Where I sit in a white-walled waiting room, watching Mothers drag their babies by the armpits to be weighed. A boy with braided beads holds up four fingers and tells me he is five. He is too skinny. His pants are sagging and his iron is low. His mother takes his vegetable checks, stuffs them into the back pocket of her jeans. What the little **** needs is two percent milk, she says, Her gold hoops fluttering. Her son struggles with the small wooden chair he is carrying. It drags along the carpet, hitting the high spots, and his tiny biceps flinch. He sits, facing me, while a name is called. And another. Another woman’s son hands me a book and waits. He is watching my face and I watch his mother kiss her boyfriend in the first row seats. He tucks his chin to his chest when I ask his name. Whispers, tells me Jayden. First page. What color is Elmo, Jayden? Shoulders shrugging. His lower lip, puckered out and innocent. What color is he, Jayden? The color of Jayden’s skin slaps me across the heart when he says he doesn’t know. He was born in Rochester, NY, With trash bags and Burger King wrappers wrapped around the fence That separates his house from the street on which he will grow old Too soon. He starts kindergarten in the fall and I tell him Elmo is red, like his t-shirt. Like his mother’s fingernails. Like the tomatoes and bell peppers and beets he has never seen. A girl who went to my High School carries in her youngest child Who is old enough to walk, but wobbles. She calls her daughter “thunder-thighs” instead of Jazmyne And strips off her shoes. Her belt. Her gold bracelets. The scale says Jazmyne is too heavy for food assistance. The state says her mother isn’t poor enough for welfare. The girl I used to know leaves without her daughter’s shoes or the food checks she came for. In conversations of pretension We talk about first and third world. Pretend that America is the land of second chances Where a baby from Burundi can grow old in cashmere sweaters, Even when his parents couldn’t pay. The father who speaks Swahili looks at his shiny watch and his family’s vegetable checks. Smiles. Tells me his last son is going to grow old and full In Rochester, NY.
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you cannot finish need. it fiends in wretched globes of dwarf swelling to tremendous steam a Bacchanal of vineyard borscht a moonlit morsel of demolished dreams... we serve at the pleasure of the absurd gilding shadows with clay confetti and the nictitating membranes of blue crocodiles. and blank verse. felling the Yggdrasil, by all means; you maraud the larder in the night kitchen; nicking blackbird-pies and pinky-russet salamanders [ the loose farthing ] and the hard liquor... all gone now your potato sack, rakishly slung from the shoulders of an Atlas, entitled ' Promised Land; betrayed '. a new map shrugging off old kings from dead valleys revealing the hour of your worthless estate, in-lieu of the boundaries of your lost holdings. unhappily - you inherit the unripe peach in a hound's mouth. you slouch rough, slowly to your beast of a couch: there, to remain unholy and due South. there, to remain unknowing by all account.
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Feb 11, 2013
Feb 11, 2013 at 10:13 PM UTC
Yearn Like a Puppet
Sun draped across her legs crossed beneath her like folded wings, The Carnivore watches. Satan said, 'stay naked as you came,' so here she sat, white as mushroom, raw as shrimp. She leans, a sifted sack of flour, against her wall; love rising within her like a cloud of mosquitoes, for here comes her Plant Eater. In her nakedness she hides, watching him trot across the floor, his movements thoughtful and slow as cooling lava, shrugging on his brontosaurus suit like an old bathrobe. He has vegetarian ankles, his bare feet are splashed with mud like an old truck. Carnivore that she is, she bursts out of hiding naked as Satan, and she demands her heart. “I do not love you,” she lies, and points to the cedar box in his soft hands. “Now give me back my heart.” “No.” he cries, and runs from her. She knows the box is locked and has no key, though the brontosaurus has not been told that there is no hope for this particular heart. He hides from her behind a tree, but the tree puts down its other leg and walks away leaving him exposed as the naked Meat Eater who catches up to him now. This time, before she can get to the tying by the wrist to the chair, he swallows the box and holds it in his belly.
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Oct 3, 2016
Oct 3, 2016 at 8:59 PM UTC
The Carnivore's Heart
Dust on the mirror distorts my face Yellow sun slithers across the floor Long since have I been to this place I will come here no more Sheets cover the furniture Dried brown roses resist gravity A petal here and there The facet in the sink is dripping No concern have I anymore You cleaned the kitchen spotless Thinking I might come by That was snowy months ago Now rain beats on the panes I always wanted shutters I thought you felt the same Our love making was stale at the start It finished with lots of blame We seemed so compatible Please don't ask me why I spy my old umbrella Leaning against a chair I pick it up and turn around Shrugging at this mundane affair I put the key in the mailbox A weight lifts off my brain In another month, my dear I won't remember your name
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Dec 18, 2010
Dec 18, 2010 at 5:26 AM UTC
Finished Affair
Stop! Stand there in that yellow line That line, yes, painted in yellow Extending relentlessly in horizontals Dividing our world and will keep me away from you Now I can see you, and so do you You are just 10 steps away from me But 1 more step and you'll break that line, which is yellow No, not the yellow line, your shoes should not touch its edges Oh my poor yellow line Just an old habit, intoxicating myself in the wonders, Now I wonder, wondering if once you stepped in that yellow line You might see the oddities of my world revolving in solitudes Plain gray celestial bodies and dull stars It's simply really boring there you know..(while shoulders shrugging) My way of stopping you is such an abomination! Diabolicaly unacceptable! Causing this whole fiasco to be more catastrophic, you can rebuke me if you please How could I? Forgiveness should not be given right? Its too much to be deserved by the person behind those yellow lines which is not you Now you are walking away I'm just there gazing at your back then back to my precious yellow line I just noticed now, why does the flute i'm playing produces no sound? It looses its voice, must be broken for the first time No, not in the melancholic blues again I've been too much indulged there Maybe I should paint my moon green? A touch of blue in my sun, Then a little red in my stars Orange in the asteroids then Rainbows in the planets Of course, yellow in my whole universe Now it's so bizzare and confusing but I love it But nope not to call him back Nor the other shoes to step on that yellow line No shoes should touch my yellow line Now, there i'm sleepy but before that I just realized, Monsters inside you simply be awaken and unleashed through playing with poetries And again, the line which is painted in yellow
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May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 10:34 AM UTC
Don't step on the yellow line
Stop! Stand there in that yellow line That line, yes, painted in yellow Extending relentlessly in horizontals Dividing our world and will keep me away from you Now I can see you, and so do you You are just 10 steps away from me But 1 more step and you'll break that line, which is yellow No, not the yellow line, your shoes should not touch its edges Oh my poor yellow line Just an old habit, intoxicating myself in the wonders, Now I wonder, wondering if once you stepped in that yellow line You might see the oddities of my world revolving in solitudes Plain gray celestial bodies and dull stars It's simply really boring there you know..(while shoulders shrugging) My way of stopping you is such an abomination! Diabolicaly unacceptable! Causing this whole fiasco to be more catastrophic, you can rebuke me if you please How could I? Forgiveness should not be given right? Its too much to be deserved by the person behind those yellow lines which is not you Now you are walking away I'm just there gazing at your back then back to my precious yellow line I just noticed now, why does the flute i'm playing produces no sound? It looses its voice, must be broken for the first time No, not in the melancholic blues again I've been too much indulged there Maybe I should paint my moon green? A touch of blue in my sun, Then a little red in my stars Orange in the asteroids then Rainbows in the planets Of course, yellow in my whole universe Now it's so bizzare and confusing but I love it But nope not to call him back Nor the other shoes to step on that yellow line No shoes should touch my yellow line Now, there i'm sleepy but before that I just realized, Monsters inside you simply be awaken and unleashed through playing with poetries And again, the line which is painted in yellow
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I'm trying to survive This life without you I'm just a blade of grass in the dew. Drowning in the mornings Shrugging it away Staring in the night Stepped on in the day A simple organism Dull and afraid A speck in a field I'm just a lonely blade
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Mar 8, 2013
Mar 8, 2013 at 1:57 PM UTC
Grass
Darkness has pressed up against our lattice windows. Classes start again in the morning. I’m being reabsorbed by college life. I’m a planner. I’ve been going over my syllabuses, repacking my bookbag, charging my power banks, checking and rechecking the assignments due tomorrow. After watching me prep for hours, Peter said, “You’re not going to the MOON.” Peter asked me last Friday, “Are you excited for Monday? (I’ll find out if I get my fellowship.) “I’m more excited about tonight,” I said, “I like going out on the town.” “Wow,” he said, “you’re so different - not like the other girls at all.” “No!” I said, laughing, “We’re stuck in a rut, we only go to one or two places, ever - if we go out at all. When people come to New Haven, I need places to take them - places besides pizza. At home, in Athens (Ga), I know twenty places - this is RESEARCH.” I assured him. Peter settled back into his doctorate-fraternity-house yesterday. Tonight (Sunday), there’s music in the suite, the crazy noises of people and the comfort of returned friends. All the roommates are back, greeted with hugs and kisses, as they dragged in their luggage. Lisa arrived with dinner, for 10, from Dominick's, in Manhattan. Spaghetti, salads, rolls, extra sauce - in six, small, suitcase-sized insulated bags. It was a logistical marvel. It’s only 90 minutes from Manhattan to the residence - we didn’t need to rewarm anything. “I KNOW we could have just eaten in the dining hall,” she said, shrugging, “call it zany - one last hurrah.” Everyone seemed happy to be back. There were travel stories, questions, and laughter. Oh, and Zeppole, little powdered sugar custard desserts that seemed the worst for travel. Everyone seemed to have an eye on the clock though. By 11pm the suite was quiet. Très unusual.
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Mar 27, 2023
Mar 27, 2023 at 1:42 AM UTC
The last supper
Darkness has pressed up against our lattice windows. Classes start again in the morning. I’m being reabsorbed by college life. I’m a planner. I’ve been going over my syllabuses, repacking my bookbag, charging my power banks, checking and rechecking the assignments due tomorrow. After watching me prep for hours, Peter said, “You’re not going to the MOON.” Peter asked me last Friday, “Are you excited for Monday? (I’ll find out if I get my fellowship.) “I’m more excited about tonight,” I said, “I like going out on the town.” “Wow,” he said, “you’re so different - not like the other girls at all.” “No!” I said, laughing, “We’re stuck in a rut, we only go to one or two places, ever - if we go out at all. When people come to New Haven, I need places to take them - places besides pizza. At home, in Athens (Ga), I know twenty places - this is RESEARCH.” I assured him. Peter settled back into his doctorate-fraternity-house yesterday. Tonight (Sunday), there’s music in the suite, the crazy noises of people and the comfort of returned friends. All the roommates are back, greeted with hugs and kisses, as they dragged in their luggage. Lisa arrived with dinner, for 10, from Dominick's, in Manhattan. Spaghetti, salads, rolls, extra sauce - in six, small, suitcase-sized insulated bags. It was a logistical marvel. It’s only 90 minutes from Manhattan to the residence - we didn’t need to rewarm anything. “I KNOW we could have just eaten in the dining hall,” she said, shrugging, “call it zany - one last hurrah.” Everyone seemed happy to be back. There were travel stories, questions, and laughter. Oh, and Zeppole, little powdered sugar custard desserts that seemed the worst for travel. Everyone seemed to have an eye on the clock though. By 11pm the suite was quiet. Très unusual.
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Shrugging your words You left, racing away on your bike While your curfew chased you down the road Gone in the blink of an Eye, And often I wonder Why? Semi-tragic chords Mixed with your words Build harsh, dissonant sounds… Words that often assured me In times of doubt and misfortune, Such that plagues me now, Muddling my words… No entiendo Your intentions No entiendo
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Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 6:45 PM UTC
"Short, but sweet"
He catches me in lovin-- *liking him* and it's always striking how my body acts on whim. He always looks the best not wearing any clothes, makes my ***** point west with their ***** woes. He makes me think in lovely and dresses me in kisses: purple, black, red and bruised up kisses (he never misses). I have a necklace ringing all around my skinny neck, I wear his love like a trophy, do I look a-wreck? I make him wreck my body night after night after night because I want his gaudy, pale and beautiful might to come down all at once and bury me in flesh; to fill my ears with grunts and turn my soil threshed. Thresh me, thresh me hard, my beautiful man, my body's prettier marred with your harmattan breezes blowing on my sands; how I really, really, really like my man because he buries me in hugging and hides me in his warmth; he always has me shrugging the yeses from up north in the epicenter of all pleasure rooted in my mind; it's the greatest measure of our loving time. He spanks me 'til I moan, I **** him 'til he's dry, his touch turns me to stone and his stroking makes me cry. Though it may be sore after a day or so my heart is always hurting from the constant flow of his body's beautiful fluids, white and clear and true; who needs a beautiful blue when I have my like, my really, really, really like; it's better than number two. (I really, really, really like you)
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Nov 3, 2012
Nov 3, 2012 at 5:00 AM UTC
He catches me in loving
Don't understand why universe took you away Bits of you seen in all surroundings in some sort of way Anyone observing wouldn't notice something wrong Crumbling under a surface that is strong I attempt to hold head up high Shrugging off wounding emotion Repeating routine robotically Earth's rotation slow-motion I send deepest regrets with the wind to be lifted into the sky Whispering words never said before Worst of all: "Goodbye" Accepting absence as permanent obstruction Leaves me teetering on edge of destruction There are moments I wish ground would open up and swallow me whole Touching not one drop of water yet I'm drowning in the depths of my soul You always did best to protect me throughout the years In return I have let you down Victim of my greatest fears It might not have been my responsibility to keep you safe and sound I could have poured out some of those shots you would pound It was my duty keeping your secrets locked up out of sight Over and over again I told you no so you responded with a fight Rather than be at odds I would give in to your spiteful remarks You ultimately would win and I would fetch your bottle of Monarch Now I'm haunted by those countless simple mistakes Forced to bear weight of the fact I didn't have courage it takes I want to rewind life so I could get another chance to show That you mean much more to me than I dared to let you know I'd rather be who's held in the reaper's embrace Than stuck here tears running down my face
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May 17, 2023
May 17, 2023 at 6:56 AM UTC
The Universe Took You Away
Don't understand why universe took you away Bits of you seen in all surroundings in some sort of way Anyone observing wouldn't notice something wrong Crumbling under a surface that is strong I attempt to hold head up high Shrugging off wounding emotion Repeating routine robotically Earth's rotation slow-motion I send deepest regrets with the wind to be lifted into the sky Whispering words never said before Worst of all: "Goodbye" Accepting absence as permanent obstruction Leaves me teetering on edge of destruction There are moments I wish ground would open up and swallow me whole Touching not one drop of water yet I'm drowning in the depths of my soul You always did best to protect me throughout the years In return I have let you down Victim of my greatest fears It might not have been my responsibility to keep you safe and sound I could have poured out some of those shots you would pound It was my duty keeping your secrets locked up out of sight Over and over again I told you no so you responded with a fight Rather than be at odds I would give in to your spiteful remarks You ultimately would win and I would fetch your bottle of Monarch Now I'm haunted by those countless simple mistakes Forced to bear weight of the fact I didn't have courage it takes I want to rewind life so I could get another chance to show That you mean much more to me than I dared to let you know I'd rather be who's held in the reaper's embrace Than stuck here tears running down my face
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Why can't I disrespect her situation and utilize manipulation!!!?  ****  (Agitation)  How can I make her lacerate Leaving him to **********  While her and I gravitate (Aggravation)  Am I wrong for trying to captivate?  To cause a tragedy  So that I can place her in my cavity  Count on their delinquency  So that I can hit the jackpot like treasury  I must put a result to their destiny  When I see their pictures  My jaws quiver  She needs to be hither  I'm thinking I should be sly  And slither  Or should I be blatant and invite her to dinner? Right in the face of her mister  Excuse me ma'am  Have you ever seen otters afloat the waters?  When I see it in my studies  I always get cuddly I have a California king with only blankets to cover me  I have no buddy  I have friends  But no ones lovely  Can we hover the lake  Holding hands so that we won't  Drift away  You will be cute as the otters  I don't know why would I even bother  No groom; I'm all scruffy  I look ok alone But you gone make me look ugly  Or  Come here  Hug me  Is this your hubby?  That's why his shoulders is shrugging? And his face is mugging? He know if you escape his disgrace and come to my cubby  He'll be in the hole  Ain't that right man? (Directed to him) What's your name?  Stan?  Hey how are you doing Stanley  I'm digging your girl like my last name is Yelnats  And I'm trying not to disrespect  But it's testing  You have the great big book of everything  And a queen who can be on the cover of King because she's ****  But look at you  How'd you do it?  Here you go take my number down and dial whenever he's around so he can know where you're about to go  See you later  Which approach is better?  I like both  Should I be smooth or rude?  I have to make up my mind soon so that I can make my move
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Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 10:39 PM UTC
My way
Why can't I disrespect her situation and utilize manipulation!!!?  ****  (Agitation)  How can I make her lacerate Leaving him to **********  While her and I gravitate (Aggravation)  Am I wrong for trying to captivate?  To cause a tragedy  So that I can place her in my cavity  Count on their delinquency  So that I can hit the jackpot like treasury  I must put a result to their destiny  When I see their pictures  My jaws quiver  She needs to be hither  I'm thinking I should be sly  And slither  Or should I be blatant and invite her to dinner? Right in the face of her mister  Excuse me ma'am  Have you ever seen otters afloat the waters?  When I see it in my studies  I always get cuddly I have a California king with only blankets to cover me  I have no buddy  I have friends  But no ones lovely  Can we hover the lake  Holding hands so that we won't  Drift away  You will be cute as the otters  I don't know why would I even bother  No groom; I'm all scruffy  I look ok alone But you gone make me look ugly  Or  Come here  Hug me  Is this your hubby?  That's why his shoulders is shrugging? And his face is mugging? He know if you escape his disgrace and come to my cubby  He'll be in the hole  Ain't that right man? (Directed to him) What's your name?  Stan?  Hey how are you doing Stanley  I'm digging your girl like my last name is Yelnats  And I'm trying not to disrespect  But it's testing  You have the great big book of everything  And a queen who can be on the cover of King because she's ****  But look at you  How'd you do it?  Here you go take my number down and dial whenever he's around so he can know where you're about to go  See you later  Which approach is better?  I like both  Should I be smooth or rude?  I have to make up my mind soon so that I can make my move
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In little coffeeshops By the back corner, far from the exits But near the little hall leading to the bathroom At a time set by a large window The poet, his soul filled with words and reasons to say them But unsure how to convey them Can observe the nerves and synapses Converging in this single axis The windowside throne, the great looking glass Provides a view of every soul to pass Through the door to the core of any good café The front register Where they serve the junkies Their first no cream no sugar fix of the day The register girl on this sunrise shift stands tall and wears A pleasant smile Like a suit of armor For the fractures frayed and loosened pieces Of her 65 hours a week between two jobs psyche From his back corner vantage point The poet sees this early morning warrior And watches her adversaries approach The sleep deprived and the caffeine dependent The men in suits with leather briefcases Hustling and bustling through self inflicted exhaustion Work force revenants who begin to shamble through the door Out of the early morning mists at about 5:30 just as the world is shrugging of the shroud of night In his seat of power, the poet, lord of the room Can see, despite the dim lights of the coffeeshop These early birds, gaunt and hungry like vultures Standing shoulder to shoulder with the last of the night owls Shabby old things with ruffled feathers Too tired to sleep or simply without a roost. Their re rimmed eyes provide a window Through which a sovereign of the word May glance upon their tired souls Yes from that lovely back corner The poet is a king, a lord in noble regality Reshaping reality Sitting in the back of any coffee shop In Phoenix Arizona In America In the world In this whole great evergrowing span of universe And turning people into words.
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 10:47 AM UTC
The king in the corner
In little coffeeshops By the back corner, far from the exits But near the little hall leading to the bathroom At a time set by a large window The poet, his soul filled with words and reasons to say them But unsure how to convey them Can observe the nerves and synapses Converging in this single axis The windowside throne, the great looking glass Provides a view of every soul to pass Through the door to the core of any good café The front register Where they serve the junkies Their first no cream no sugar fix of the day The register girl on this sunrise shift stands tall and wears A pleasant smile Like a suit of armor For the fractures frayed and loosened pieces Of her 65 hours a week between two jobs psyche From his back corner vantage point The poet sees this early morning warrior And watches her adversaries approach The sleep deprived and the caffeine dependent The men in suits with leather briefcases Hustling and bustling through self inflicted exhaustion Work force revenants who begin to shamble through the door Out of the early morning mists at about 5:30 just as the world is shrugging of the shroud of night In his seat of power, the poet, lord of the room Can see, despite the dim lights of the coffeeshop These early birds, gaunt and hungry like vultures Standing shoulder to shoulder with the last of the night owls Shabby old things with ruffled feathers Too tired to sleep or simply without a roost. Their re rimmed eyes provide a window Through which a sovereign of the word May glance upon their tired souls Yes from that lovely back corner The poet is a king, a lord in noble regality Reshaping reality Sitting in the back of any coffee shop In Phoenix Arizona In America In the world In this whole great evergrowing span of universe And turning people into words.
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Pattern the ice with your collarbones. Showers of lavender hidden in your hiking boots. Hang stamps from your doorframe, the snow will melt someday. The taste of words bounced out of your mouth last Sunday evening. Shrugging off the sun from the duck pond to the sand caught between your sock and shoe. I’ve been memorizing deep breaths and the way hair curls. The keyboard knows your v-neck and the cocoa powder park. Strong perfume can’t be appreciated under the milky way. I fixed blue green eyes on New Year’s, one side of the collared shirt turned in, steam rolling hair and too much straw. Old shoes filled with cinnamon sit on 4:17pm with an unmade bed of sour green vertebrae. The city at night, a crescendo, explodes in silence, hot tea and warm mugs tuning campfires built from matches. Thursday sunrises balancing on wool sweaters and the smell of fabric softener. The early morning hurricane over worn wood and wet pavement sounds of winter. The snow’s just trying to be human.
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Nov 2, 2012
Nov 2, 2012 at 12:19 AM UTC
Alaska in a green house