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"demoted" poems
Shopping outfashioned hunting and gathering, Processed beats fresh, Groceries replaced fruit trees, Malls superceded forests, Churches outnumbered temples, Countries dissolved to territories, Places devolved to areas, Paths broke down into highways, Commodity converted to currency, Laborers submit to machinery, Masters engage in humbug, Apprentices reduced to students, Knowledge downgraded to education, And education is deducted to a show of grades, While schools are the stages, And the corporate world is the bigger runway, With work slumped to employment, Wisdom demoted to profession, Where in jobs are the only future, Careers are the only success, Clicking and pressing buttons are skills, Computers are correspondent to brains, Information refers to news reports, Intelligence means up-to-dateness, Browsing is preferable to reading, Studying is in demand more than learning, Viewing things flashed on screens yields awareness, Transportation is to traveling, As buying is to the three basic needs, And needs embody worldly possessions, Worldly possessions define happiness, Happiness is due to selfishness, Selfishness is traced to the lack of love, The lack of love draws from the lack of faith, Because faith stands for religion, And religion stands for membership, Where politicians are the gods, Celebrities are the preachers, And the preachers are the enemies, While networking is equal to friendship, And connection equates to communication, Experiences require photos, Memories necessitate uploading, Souvenirs can be downloaded, Smartphones are substitute to pets, Gadgets are toys, Holding controllers is playing, Watching TV is exploring the great outdoors, Internet is recreation, And technology is a way of life; While humans are scientists, Nature is a guinea pig, And the earth is a laboratory, Where prices are misidentified for worth, Processes are miscalculated as progress, Impoverishment is confused with improvement, And getting more is mistaken as getting better; And then we wonder why Homes have become houses, Family members have become boarders, Nations are separate species Composed of tired and hungry citizens, Children are monsters Who are biochemically rascals, Teenagers are zombies Whose adventures lead to delinquency, Adults are robots Who just clang when touched, And life is not so simple As how it is said to be.
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Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 5:40 AM UTC
The Nth Trial-and-error
Shopping outfashioned hunting and gathering, Processed beats fresh, Groceries replaced fruit trees, Malls superceded forests, Churches outnumbered temples, Countries dissolved to territories, Places devolved to areas, Paths broke down into highways, Commodity converted to currency, Laborers submit to machinery, Masters engage in humbug, Apprentices reduced to students, Knowledge downgraded to education, And education is deducted to a show of grades, While schools are the stages, And the corporate world is the bigger runway, With work slumped to employment, Wisdom demoted to profession, Where in jobs are the only future, Careers are the only success, Clicking and pressing buttons are skills, Computers are correspondent to brains, Information refers to news reports, Intelligence means up-to-dateness, Browsing is preferable to reading, Studying is in demand more than learning, Viewing things flashed on screens yields awareness, Transportation is to traveling, As buying is to the three basic needs, And needs embody worldly possessions, Worldly possessions define happiness, Happiness is due to selfishness, Selfishness is traced to the lack of love, The lack of love draws from the lack of faith, Because faith stands for religion, And religion stands for membership, Where politicians are the gods, Celebrities are the preachers, And the preachers are the enemies, While networking is equal to friendship, And connection equates to communication, Experiences require photos, Memories necessitate uploading, Souvenirs can be downloaded, Smartphones are substitute to pets, Gadgets are toys, Holding controllers is playing, Watching TV is exploring the great outdoors, Internet is recreation, And technology is a way of life; While humans are scientists, Nature is a guinea pig, And the earth is a laboratory, Where prices are misidentified for worth, Processes are miscalculated as progress, Impoverishment is confused with improvement, And getting more is mistaken as getting better; And then we wonder why Homes have become houses, Family members have become boarders, Nations are separate species Composed of tired and hungry citizens, Children are monsters Who are biochemically rascals, Teenagers are zombies Whose adventures lead to delinquency, Adults are robots Who just clang when touched, And life is not so simple As how it is said to be.
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Lost faith sometime ago Scooping you up In those planes Where moon touches earth Found an angel riding shotgun Pearly white grin Cleanse me of my sins Wanna be devoted Don't wanna be demoted Trying to be small Sneak into your heaven -JCM-
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Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 1:53 AM UTC
Thief
Don't be enticed by the attraction of a crowd. It's more important to walk alone, than to show-off, be rude and loud. Don't allow your peers, to constantly pressure you, because they say you're not their friend. Watch the amount of trouble they cause, especially, in the end. Life is given, to gain much knowledge, in this very large world. Not to mess around, and be funny, impressing every boy and girl. Don't get left behind, watching your so called "Friends" get promoted. They will be the ones to laugh at you, while you are being demoted.
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Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 3:19 PM UTC
Peer Pressure
Disillusionment encompasses the night. Your warm breath tickles my ear, Firm hands caress my skin leaving no part of my body untouched. All other distractions, extraneous characters, everything else is irrelevant. It is just you, with your smooth dark skin, comforting embrace, and those entrancing brown eyes, and me, with my silky pale skin, soft curves, and sad but hopeful eyes. It is just us and our apprehension in this room, isolated from reality. You indulge in my coquettish laugh, and I take solace in the warmth of your touch. The contours of my body complement yours as we both try to savor this feeling of ecstasy. But the hourglass runs out, and this moment is fleeting. The illusion is shattered when the protagonist reappears, and I am demoted to understudy. I am left to replay this scene in my disillusioned mind hoping to one day again feel the softness of your lips pressed against my bare skin, but until then, I will replay these events, ignoring this void in my soul and embracing the momentary nirvana.
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Oct 31, 2010
Oct 31, 2010 at 7:07 PM UTC
Disillusionment
Hi, nice to meet you, I'm Me And this is Ana, who is also Me There was a time before Her, but it was so long ago that the memories are fuzzy around the edges She was so quiet, I didn't even hear Her come in I turned, and She was simply there She was so soft Her voice a mere whisper among the surrounding chaos When I floundered, drowning in the dark ocean of My reality She was there powerful, capable, calm I am Her, and She is Me We were powerful, capable, calm So powerful, so capable, so calm victory over oneself Where She was once quiet, She became thunderous once soft, now unyielding It happened so fast, I didn't even notice I was no longer steering That I'd been demoted by a jury of Me We live together in this prison of Ours; swimming endlessly in the turbulent waters that is Our stream of consciousness like a boiling *** The vessel that We inherited through no choice of Our own is in a constant state of disrepair And there is One Thing on which She and I can agree: I am Her, and She is Me, and She and I will die as We. Et tu, Brute?
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May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 2:42 AM UTC
Ana
I was happy Yes, I thought I was the messiah I thought I was a celebrity I thought 'gee how every one looks at me' Now I know my thoughts were wro.g And I have been demoted to Nothing. No one. I am more interesting since being locked up, 'it must have been scary' They ask me I say yes But I mean no.
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Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 6:22 PM UTC
Insanity
The Master Corporal said to me "I'm gonna do a show" "Don't worry what I say to you" "I just thought you should know" Injured, badly two weeks gone I was set to be held back My knee was torn apart and that, was not something I could hack The day I was demoted My Master Corporal came to me He said "Turner, I hate to do this" "But, it's for the best...you'll see" I waited for inspection With the others all on line They were standing at attention Me on crutches the whole time "Turner, is there anything" "That I should hate to find" "Is there stuff inside your locker" "of a non-military kind" I stood there at attention Waiting for the end to come As he looked all through my kitting Found dust upon my gun He opened up the locker And a moth came flying out It flew past the Master Corporal And then it danced upon his snout The yell...was heard in England "A pet...you've got a pet" "Who said that you could have one?" "It's not allowed...A PET" The moth found the first window flew back towards him once again Left some moth dust on his beret And he flew away right then The Master Corporal's outrage At being "mothed" by my new pet Was one I don't think many In our platoon would soon forget He started throwing clothing Chucking boots around the room I knew it was all acting But, those boots can really zoom When finished he stood waiting For a response, I stood and stared I could not break out a smile I had to show I didn't care He moved on through the others Looking for more moths on the way But, that first one and it's face dance Well, it surely made my day He drove me to my barracks Up to my new platoon "I hope you liked my show today" " I know I'll see you soon" "Just do what you are ordered" "And one thing don't forget" "When you next have an inspection" "Don't have an insect for a pet!!" I remember fondly that last visit He knew it hurt for me to leave But, every word in here is truthful You can choose to not or to believe.
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Aug 4, 2013
Aug 4, 2013 at 9:22 PM UTC
The Master Corporal and The Moth
The Master Corporal said to me "I'm gonna do a show" "Don't worry what I say to you" "I just thought you should know" Injured, badly two weeks gone I was set to be held back My knee was torn apart and that, was not something I could hack The day I was demoted My Master Corporal came to me He said "Turner, I hate to do this" "But, it's for the best...you'll see" I waited for inspection With the others all on line They were standing at attention Me on crutches the whole time "Turner, is there anything" "That I should hate to find" "Is there stuff inside your locker" "of a non-military kind" I stood there at attention Waiting for the end to come As he looked all through my kitting Found dust upon my gun He opened up the locker And a moth came flying out It flew past the Master Corporal And then it danced upon his snout The yell...was heard in England "A pet...you've got a pet" "Who said that you could have one?" "It's not allowed...A PET" The moth found the first window flew back towards him once again Left some moth dust on his beret And he flew away right then The Master Corporal's outrage At being "mothed" by my new pet Was one I don't think many In our platoon would soon forget He started throwing clothing Chucking boots around the room I knew it was all acting But, those boots can really zoom When finished he stood waiting For a response, I stood and stared I could not break out a smile I had to show I didn't care He moved on through the others Looking for more moths on the way But, that first one and it's face dance Well, it surely made my day He drove me to my barracks Up to my new platoon "I hope you liked my show today" " I know I'll see you soon" "Just do what you are ordered" "And one thing don't forget" "When you next have an inspection" "Don't have an insect for a pet!!" I remember fondly that last visit He knew it hurt for me to leave But, every word in here is truthful You can choose to not or to believe.
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*grew my hair too long, watched it get cut and all the snippets fell to the floor, decided my hair had not been long enough started all over again, longer longer deeper longer, pasting the snippets together hoping the parts are greater than the hole I am forever filling with Haagen Daz vanilla buttermilk, wise choices of words, the satisfactory completion of finishing and the joyous anticipatory of starting all over again undecided if today will be a day where I tend my love, or, need more being attended to every poem I every writ is just a snip snip snip of instant instances seconds capsulated that run on into one long sentence my gorgeous blonde 5th grade teacher, who had a crush on me, (and vice versa) would red ink wink critique as a run on sentence and I could not agree more snip snip snip becomes a life of one run on sentence to living larger and longer, want a becoming life, life becoming comely, only commas and no periods, period exhausting the indecision of living so pasting snippets seems more manageable but not so much fun, indeed, in deed, too much **** work, this cutting and pasting, so gonna give you the rough and tumble of my words as they pour out and as long as they keep coming back, I'll keep on pouring and ******* and godpraise this word well that runs dry never my poems are not too long - if you have learned to taste wisely - how to taste gloriously languorously language my poems are not too long, life is too short to leave all these demoted spaces of empty, in between the raging and the loving, the aching, fretting and the heaven sending thrills of thanking the powers to be for everything I got blessed with, even my curses are just the flip side of* ***snip snip snip so much from just one cup of coffee*** <> six minutes of Aug 13, 2016 life, something you might call a snip snip snip SIP
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Aug 13, 2016
Aug 13, 2016 at 6:43 AM UTC
snip snip snip (every poem I write)
*grew my hair too long, watched it get cut and all the snippets fell to the floor, decided my hair had not been long enough started all over again, longer longer deeper longer, pasting the snippets together hoping the parts are greater than the hole I am forever filling with Haagen Daz vanilla buttermilk, wise choices of words, the satisfactory completion of finishing and the joyous anticipatory of starting all over again undecided if today will be a day where I tend my love, or, need more being attended to every poem I every writ is just a snip snip snip of instant instances seconds capsulated that run on into one long sentence my gorgeous blonde 5th grade teacher, who had a crush on me, (and vice versa) would red ink wink critique as a run on sentence and I could not agree more snip snip snip becomes a life of one run on sentence to living larger and longer, want a becoming life, life becoming comely, only commas and no periods, period exhausting the indecision of living so pasting snippets seems more manageable but not so much fun, indeed, in deed, too much **** work, this cutting and pasting, so gonna give you the rough and tumble of my words as they pour out and as long as they keep coming back, I'll keep on pouring and ******* and godpraise this word well that runs dry never my poems are not too long - if you have learned to taste wisely - how to taste gloriously languorously language my poems are not too long, life is too short to leave all these demoted spaces of empty, in between the raging and the loving, the aching, fretting and the heaven sending thrills of thanking the powers to be for everything I got blessed with, even my curses are just the flip side of* ***snip snip snip so much from just one cup of coffee*** <> six minutes of Aug 13, 2016 life, something you might call a snip snip snip SIP
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My mind seems to wander aimlessly As the clock ticks away Chips away at my shame that was built up from yesterday It pains me to see you this way But if time is our only healer I'll see you in the future And hope that your pain has washed away But until then let me introduce you to today He is my dear friend The last of his kind I hope you don't mind that I'm taking the time to write this out I only have one doubt And that's life in it of itself But why not take the time to thank all of the haters It sounds cliche but you made me greater Took every ounce of hope I had and destroyed it You wanted to feel 10 feet tall But ended up demoted So you can take my words to heart Better yet Take your words and shove it I write better when I'm sleep deprived But with the dreams that I'm having I'll be eaten alive Never waste time sleeping when I can be forming words that help bring meaning to everything that had no explanation Sign this form its a written notation of everything you've taken away They're not special rights if I'm fighting for the same ones that you already have It's called equality idiot As in equal We're all the same We might look different but our blood runs the same way But you must not get enough to your brain It's sad isn't it When people would rather be exactly like everyone else in order to be accepted They give up feeling in order to make others happy I remember when I was like that Here's a secret fact I grew up being told that if I did everything right The man of my dreams would one day find me 7th grade I looked at a girl and thought I did everything wrong What was going on in my heart Was not okay I didn't know what people would say Punishing myself Thinking I could change fate Lead me away from my faith And brought me nothing but pain It's safe to say I didn't understand anything about life Or that caring about what other people thought only brought people to their knees So please Just be you I'm through trying to make excuses for why I'm not happy I accept the fact that I've let life drag me down But look at me now I can say out loud that I love a girl People say that when you find yourself you will know it I think I'll go to bed now Wake up and look around Because I've figured everything out
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Jan 4, 2014
Jan 4, 2014 at 11:11 PM UTC
Smarter than Before
My mind seems to wander aimlessly As the clock ticks away Chips away at my shame that was built up from yesterday It pains me to see you this way But if time is our only healer I'll see you in the future And hope that your pain has washed away But until then let me introduce you to today He is my dear friend The last of his kind I hope you don't mind that I'm taking the time to write this out I only have one doubt And that's life in it of itself But why not take the time to thank all of the haters It sounds cliche but you made me greater Took every ounce of hope I had and destroyed it You wanted to feel 10 feet tall But ended up demoted So you can take my words to heart Better yet Take your words and shove it I write better when I'm sleep deprived But with the dreams that I'm having I'll be eaten alive Never waste time sleeping when I can be forming words that help bring meaning to everything that had no explanation Sign this form its a written notation of everything you've taken away They're not special rights if I'm fighting for the same ones that you already have It's called equality idiot As in equal We're all the same We might look different but our blood runs the same way But you must not get enough to your brain It's sad isn't it When people would rather be exactly like everyone else in order to be accepted They give up feeling in order to make others happy I remember when I was like that Here's a secret fact I grew up being told that if I did everything right The man of my dreams would one day find me 7th grade I looked at a girl and thought I did everything wrong What was going on in my heart Was not okay I didn't know what people would say Punishing myself Thinking I could change fate Lead me away from my faith And brought me nothing but pain It's safe to say I didn't understand anything about life Or that caring about what other people thought only brought people to their knees So please Just be you I'm through trying to make excuses for why I'm not happy I accept the fact that I've let life drag me down But look at me now I can say out loud that I love a girl People say that when you find yourself you will know it I think I'll go to bed now Wake up and look around Because I've figured everything out
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as a whole I have {been listening to your godawful racket} ruminated for an entire rehearsal number {though it felt like six} and have a few things I would like to address as a {brutal bandslaughter} kindly input for your improvement flutes {come on now, have we ever heard of a tuner} great job, watch your pitch on the A, though again {scratch that, where's the shotgun} ...right. clarinets first parts play {no, stupid, you are SECOND part you got demoted last week when you couldn't play the riff in measure nine} wonderful, now could we take it from letter B just first clarinets, okay {FIRST clarinets FIRST FIRST FIRST god where's my coffee} right. let's just move right along, shall we oboes oboes, I-- right. let's have that F again {you're flat you're sharp and both of you just plain **** okay, one at a time {oh my LORD my ears are bleeding who the hell invented this thing} you're a little sharp can you fix that ...your reed is old {you bought it last week} ...you've got spit in it {you just took an entire twenty measures of the last movement to pull out your swab} ...someone broke your horn. right. okay French horns let's hear the G
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Apr 27, 2010
Apr 27, 2010 at 1:44 PM UTC
to stifle the voices
Hollow-minded without a thought, A numb mind assesses the world. Amongst a static hiss of sound Against feet untouched by ground Demoted to the empty void of blue An empty mind impotent of thoughts A happy mind blissfully ignorant An unconscious mind rendered numb A dumb mind assesses the world
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Jul 5, 2010
Jul 5, 2010 at 5:49 PM UTC
Impotent Mind
An abundant blessing becomes over-used Becomes an economical powerhouse For those who exploit its insignificance. Largely significant to individuals who hurry nature Rapid growth aided by toxic substances Forcing nature to suffer a life full of exploitation. Humans put price tags on nature. Something priceless in its natural state gets demoted in value. But, its value to humans - priceless. Without sustainable and artificial growth of stand-alone insignificant pieces, a whole species of intoxicating humans will be eradicated. Luscious greenery and growth follows the death of a human.
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Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 2:58 PM UTC
Revaluing Nature.
Her veins have deteriorated Narrowed and not ameliorated With every pungent pulsating pump Her quality of life she does expunge To a beating that is crepuscular And will gain no life from any stabilizer It is bleeding desultory diaphanous crimson Demoted by her own visceral volition Until one day it ceases As the walls to her capillaries deceases Until a cardiologist by a different name Imposes on her grotesque game To replace these decrepit pathways That does mellifluous passion decay Until these capillaries are replaced Through the bypass of an ethereal nature embraced To heal such a slaughtered souls defeats Until a her hearts ephemeral beats Coalesce with the tranquil thundering Of her shamans pulse that dominates over her demons plundering.
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Mar 19, 2014
Mar 19, 2014 at 1:14 AM UTC
Bypass
You’re feeling depressed so you head home early. Your mom asks if you’re okay the moment she sees you walk in the door. “Just tired,” you mutter half-heartedly. Sooner or later, you start to believe it. The “just tired”s build up slowly and quietly until you are legitimately fatigued. You can’t sleep at night but you can’t bring yourself to get out of bed and do something productive in the morning. Your grades drop. A teacher eventually calls home. You start going in again, but you are reluctant enough to leave the sanctity of your bed each morning; school is another obstacle entirely. You scrape by with average grades. Your parents are just happy to see you “functioning” again. You get a job. It ***** but the hours are decent and allow you plenty of time to sit alone at home. Eventually your minimally active drive begins to taper off. You stop trying hard; your manager notices. You eventually get demoted after being late one too many times. You drag through the hours, watching other people move by in a blur, and you come to point where you stop in the middle of the freezer aisle with your shopping cart. (You can only bring yourself to make microwavable food these days.) The children in the seats of the other carts stare like they can tell something is amiss, something is different, perhaps your aura or your face or the way your clothes are hopelessly wrinkled. You can’t bring yourself to finish your shopping after that, so you leave your half-empty cart there in the middle of the aisle and walk back out to your car empty-handed. This is your life, you think. This is your mediocre life. And you are tired of it.
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Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013 at 3:44 AM UTC
mediocre
You’re feeling depressed so you head home early. Your mom asks if you’re okay the moment she sees you walk in the door. “Just tired,” you mutter half-heartedly. Sooner or later, you start to believe it. The “just tired”s build up slowly and quietly until you are legitimately fatigued. You can’t sleep at night but you can’t bring yourself to get out of bed and do something productive in the morning. Your grades drop. A teacher eventually calls home. You start going in again, but you are reluctant enough to leave the sanctity of your bed each morning; school is another obstacle entirely. You scrape by with average grades. Your parents are just happy to see you “functioning” again. You get a job. It ***** but the hours are decent and allow you plenty of time to sit alone at home. Eventually your minimally active drive begins to taper off. You stop trying hard; your manager notices. You eventually get demoted after being late one too many times. You drag through the hours, watching other people move by in a blur, and you come to point where you stop in the middle of the freezer aisle with your shopping cart. (You can only bring yourself to make microwavable food these days.) The children in the seats of the other carts stare like they can tell something is amiss, something is different, perhaps your aura or your face or the way your clothes are hopelessly wrinkled. You can’t bring yourself to finish your shopping after that, so you leave your half-empty cart there in the middle of the aisle and walk back out to your car empty-handed. This is your life, you think. This is your mediocre life. And you are tired of it.
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A soldier is stripped of everything but his will to live I nuzzle my head into your chest like a child You ask if I'm okay "Yes. I just wanted to hear your heartbeat." A human being is stranded in the middle of the sea, forced to watch a comrade stop fighting to live. You run your fingers through my hair, Cradle my hand in yours We are still lovers, still breathing He makes it to the shore of the enemy Is immediately demoted to POW I wonder if you know that I'm a prisoner of love; it is quite the wonderful setup. We kiss with the lips first, and you ease into tongue because you are patient; you are okay with waiting Beatings Torturous conditions And then-- He is liked and wanted Is allowed to leave camp to tell his parents he's still alive And in that building he sees "a woman for the first time In two years" you whisper Something I hadn't thought of And I wonder if men need women more than I recognize
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Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC
"Unbroken"
A day you never wanted to remember A day you always wanted to get off your head A day you got bullied right in front of your wife by people you are better than A day you got demoted at work after putting your 120% to save your job A day your kids were sent home because of school fees A bad day A day your wife asked you to sign a divorce paper after trying to be a faithful husband A day your landlord served you a quit notice even as u tried to be a faithful tenant A day you are called for a very lucrative job interview but you are in coma in the hospital A bad day A day you never wanted to remember Bad day A day you always want to get off your head A bad day A day you are kept in the mood of despondency A bad day A day you never wished for
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 11:28 PM UTC
A BAD DAY
*Buried deep within teenage romance And wit and strife and philosophical musings and --* He'd nudged my foot, His face is a gorgeous grin over these pages. I glance back to them. *The love interest rose up now Handsome and beautiful Charming, clever, humorous, and deep (But did he have to be oh so middle class American?? And did she? Or I, first person as it is?) --* He's started to stroke my toes now, Gently, just how I like it. I'm not kidding when I say "If you touch my feet I'll fall in love with you" It's almost instantaneous. *A heroic act of selfless love: Amsterdam snows confetti Virginities are lost or traded or gifted Heroes are demoted --* He kisses my head now, My cheek, my temple Interrupts with a story, Hilarious I am sure "What was that? Sorry, I'm distracted" I giggle Engrossed in the 'other land' *Love blooms on the wings of angels (And all those other cliches) He is perfect, yet flawed, as they all are. As we all are. They click and rebound and discuss They laugh, they cry: They try to fill a part of themselves with The Other --* I glance up, spying on my own lover His soft glance on the laptop Beautiful lips Gorgeous style Our own joking, rebounding, enthused exchanges. Our own supporting, caring, deep meaningfuls. And I'm not jealous. Not of them. Or anyone. Not one bit. *Yet tragedy is ever present! And our handsome and perfect lover Is tossed into Oblivion: Or to a Something's Somewhere --* "He's dying!" I cry to beautiful brown eyes Framed with long wavy black. The darkness holds amusement and affection. *Their perfect and tragic love is ever more so For its fleeting 'forever' Its lessened 'infinity': Beautiful and fragile --* His arms are around me tight Why am I affected so? Too easily invested? But it's not that. The emotions are too close. It had been described so well. Loss. So accurate. And these feelings not completely healed - But healing. Slowly. Time heals all wounds, But maybe some are forgotten, sealed away This one. This one slowly eases. Some infinities are larger than others. And his love surrounds me As emotions leak from some deep place Let out to the Universe Hopefully to never return.
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Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 10:37 PM UTC
The Fault in our Stars (Spoiler Alert)
*Buried deep within teenage romance And wit and strife and philosophical musings and --* He'd nudged my foot, His face is a gorgeous grin over these pages. I glance back to them. *The love interest rose up now Handsome and beautiful Charming, clever, humorous, and deep (But did he have to be oh so middle class American?? And did she? Or I, first person as it is?) --* He's started to stroke my toes now, Gently, just how I like it. I'm not kidding when I say "If you touch my feet I'll fall in love with you" It's almost instantaneous. *A heroic act of selfless love: Amsterdam snows confetti Virginities are lost or traded or gifted Heroes are demoted --* He kisses my head now, My cheek, my temple Interrupts with a story, Hilarious I am sure "What was that? Sorry, I'm distracted" I giggle Engrossed in the 'other land' *Love blooms on the wings of angels (And all those other cliches) He is perfect, yet flawed, as they all are. As we all are. They click and rebound and discuss They laugh, they cry: They try to fill a part of themselves with The Other --* I glance up, spying on my own lover His soft glance on the laptop Beautiful lips Gorgeous style Our own joking, rebounding, enthused exchanges. Our own supporting, caring, deep meaningfuls. And I'm not jealous. Not of them. Or anyone. Not one bit. *Yet tragedy is ever present! And our handsome and perfect lover Is tossed into Oblivion: Or to a Something's Somewhere --* "He's dying!" I cry to beautiful brown eyes Framed with long wavy black. The darkness holds amusement and affection. *Their perfect and tragic love is ever more so For its fleeting 'forever' Its lessened 'infinity': Beautiful and fragile --* His arms are around me tight Why am I affected so? Too easily invested? But it's not that. The emotions are too close. It had been described so well. Loss. So accurate. And these feelings not completely healed - But healing. Slowly. Time heals all wounds, But maybe some are forgotten, sealed away This one. This one slowly eases. Some infinities are larger than others. And his love surrounds me As emotions leak from some deep place Let out to the Universe Hopefully to never return.
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to be compressed beyond all thought to nothing singularity by guilt that pursues all preferences and destroys. decimates you when you wake up from the dream the dawn comes and you deem all things as problems Cause things you try for are destroyed things you love are void all passions are forgotten and nothing but: pain, torture, derelict, are left. a consuming hold strangles you to complete restriction of vein all weather is told to stop all your brain begins no calculations standstill of formal sis decease the quandary of feeling just. so much pain just so much problem just so much manipulation of self telling you that you will be ok and knowing. it is a lie just like the things you've always felt the things you've always been through car washes that laser you to nothing to nothing of worth like dirt. yet lower. demoted promoted from **** and compiled to none divided enjoyed and summed to the sum of nematodic prevalence that ***** with your modesty we must ****** this feeling of warmth for if we don't take all the heat then the cold will never come and we will be like them.
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Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 1:01 AM UTC
Single Error Grief
I am not exotic But I am ****** I’m not this flesh Or these bones This body is My home, My temple, For I am ****** Mother and Sacred Crone I am not exotic But I am ****** I am the fire Of Holy Desire I am kundalini Shakti Sacred Power Life Force Energy What you cannot See in thee You project Onto me I am not your Mother Wound Projection nor The cause of Your demonised ******** Open your eyes To the lies You cannot Cage me By category Tick me off your list Make me invisible Divisible by What is not true For I am Another you. Reclaim your Desire This Holy Fire This creative force You're not seeing Is what birthed you Into being Embrace your Passion Let your tongue Kiss the truth With compassion Proclaim your name Without shame You are not toxic You are ****** Let your desire Flower Own your Power! We need to change The conversation Between this nation Of women and men Generations of trauma Perpetuated In the name Of some sod They call their god Defy the lie Don’t comply With temptation They control Our needs To spark their Insatiable greed. Don’t cage Your longing To feed your Belonging This individualistic creed Consuming Subsuming To fill the void Left by the ban On Pan Earthy deemed ***** Horn scorned Turned into **** Scapegoated Emasculated Devil Demoted Goddess Demeaned Rise up Open your heart Resist the force Tearing communities apart Face your fear Shed those tears Cause a commotion Release that emotion Lets change the agenda That segregates Our genitals From gender Refrain Unchain Shiv Shakti Eros Aphrodite Mars and Venus Liberate your ***** Own your passion Penetrate compassion Don’t measure Your Pleasure By some prescriptive Fashion Embrace your Inner lover Honour our Earth Mother Stop blaming Shaming the other Let’s form a union Let love be the sacrament The Holy Communion For we are ****** We are the fire Of Holy Desire Let Compassion flower Let the power of love Banish the love of power
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Nov 23, 2024
Nov 23, 2024 at 6:10 AM UTC
This Holy Re-loveution
I am not exotic But I am ****** I’m not this flesh Or these bones This body is My home, My temple, For I am ****** Mother and Sacred Crone I am not exotic But I am ****** I am the fire Of Holy Desire I am kundalini Shakti Sacred Power Life Force Energy What you cannot See in thee You project Onto me I am not your Mother Wound Projection nor The cause of Your demonised ******** Open your eyes To the lies You cannot Cage me By category Tick me off your list Make me invisible Divisible by What is not true For I am Another you. Reclaim your Desire This Holy Fire This creative force You're not seeing Is what birthed you Into being Embrace your Passion Let your tongue Kiss the truth With compassion Proclaim your name Without shame You are not toxic You are ****** Let your desire Flower Own your Power! We need to change The conversation Between this nation Of women and men Generations of trauma Perpetuated In the name Of some sod They call their god Defy the lie Don’t comply With temptation They control Our needs To spark their Insatiable greed. Don’t cage Your longing To feed your Belonging This individualistic creed Consuming Subsuming To fill the void Left by the ban On Pan Earthy deemed ***** Horn scorned Turned into **** Scapegoated Emasculated Devil Demoted Goddess Demeaned Rise up Open your heart Resist the force Tearing communities apart Face your fear Shed those tears Cause a commotion Release that emotion Lets change the agenda That segregates Our genitals From gender Refrain Unchain Shiv Shakti Eros Aphrodite Mars and Venus Liberate your ***** Own your passion Penetrate compassion Don’t measure Your Pleasure By some prescriptive Fashion Embrace your Inner lover Honour our Earth Mother Stop blaming Shaming the other Let’s form a union Let love be the sacrament The Holy Communion For we are ****** We are the fire Of Holy Desire Let Compassion flower Let the power of love Banish the love of power
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We are going to move soon. Mom says we are going to California. Fear and discontent; ghosts of old memories coming back to haunt us. Sun-baked cigars lose their precious scent like once-joyful families lose their only redeeming qualities in times of hardship and abandonment. Swallowed tears hurt my throat and my sisters are lost, lost even more than I am, and that hurts my soul. Moving without knowing where, tossing our lives up into the air to see where it takes them. Tumbleweed flying through towns abandoned, irrespective of its previous path, Where will it come to a halt? Blood-leaking hearts screaming giant black bold words at eachother to see who will leak out first. Tumultuous times a rhythmic pattern in life’s depressing story, which at best is witty—never happy. Love and crushes demoted to mere memories glazed-over by more pressing ones. Piercing judging eyes spot the handcuffs of my arresting shame and seize them; from there they can take me anywhere. Stories of death, doom, destruction on the news, but to them I am cold and indifferent. Heart calloused by self-punishment I see no good, no evil. Oppressive overcast sky mingling with rambunctious sea forming holy alliance, beautiful horizon infinite and superb. Perhaps there is hope in constant chaos.
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Feb 10, 2013
Feb 10, 2013 at 7:15 PM UTC
Hope in Chaos.
You can't have two best friends. You can't have two best friends. I don't know how else to say it. It's basic physics, the law of the land. Einstein would agree. You can't have two best friends. Which means, I've been fired. Demoted, fired, busted down, left for dead. Remember when we use to play Left For Dead? You better not ******* play it with him. You better play a new game, you traitor. Brutus, Judas, Benedict Arnold. You pancake, flip flopping mother ****** You front and back stabber. Do you tell everyone you met him on the first day of Kindergarten? Bet he's the one you went to summer camp with. Or jumped the fences at Blink 182 concerts. You can't have two best friends. Remember when you asked me to be the godfather? Remember when you asked me to be the Best Man? I do. If our brotherhood wasn't dead already, it sure is now. You Not-My-Brother-From-Another-Mother-Mother-Fucker. You buried it, not me, but really I don't blame you. God knows what a burden I've been, always was. Be nice to have a best friend right now, more than ever. Must be nice to have a best friend. Mine went with the more expensive brand. Do me the courtesy of admitting you got bought out. At least then I'd forgive some of it. Tell me he's a better friend, I won't believe it. You. Can't. Have. Two. Best. Friends. ******* That shit's in the bible, remember? When we were in Catholic school from Kindergarten to High School together? I guess not. Jesus would not be happy with you. You can blame me all you want. I know you do, because I know you better than your real brothers. Don't believe it? Challenge me, I dare you. And if I ever get married? You'd still be my Best Man. There's no one else. You're still my best friend. Even if I don't want you to be. Even if I'm not yours anymore.
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Aug 19, 2017
Aug 19, 2017 at 1:39 AM UTC
You Can't Have Two Best Friends
You can't have two best friends. You can't have two best friends. I don't know how else to say it. It's basic physics, the law of the land. Einstein would agree. You can't have two best friends. Which means, I've been fired. Demoted, fired, busted down, left for dead. Remember when we use to play Left For Dead? You better not ******* play it with him. You better play a new game, you traitor. Brutus, Judas, Benedict Arnold. You pancake, flip flopping mother ****** You front and back stabber. Do you tell everyone you met him on the first day of Kindergarten? Bet he's the one you went to summer camp with. Or jumped the fences at Blink 182 concerts. You can't have two best friends. Remember when you asked me to be the godfather? Remember when you asked me to be the Best Man? I do. If our brotherhood wasn't dead already, it sure is now. You Not-My-Brother-From-Another-Mother-Mother-Fucker. You buried it, not me, but really I don't blame you. God knows what a burden I've been, always was. Be nice to have a best friend right now, more than ever. Must be nice to have a best friend. Mine went with the more expensive brand. Do me the courtesy of admitting you got bought out. At least then I'd forgive some of it. Tell me he's a better friend, I won't believe it. You. Can't. Have. Two. Best. Friends. ******* That shit's in the bible, remember? When we were in Catholic school from Kindergarten to High School together? I guess not. Jesus would not be happy with you. You can blame me all you want. I know you do, because I know you better than your real brothers. Don't believe it? Challenge me, I dare you. And if I ever get married? You'd still be my Best Man. There's no one else. You're still my best friend. Even if I don't want you to be. Even if I'm not yours anymore.
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There’s a Ken doll in the back seat of my car; He’s been demoted from passenger. My parents bought him for me one Christmas as a joke – “Ken Perfect” they called him… The boyfriend that will always listen with a smile on his face and a sparkle in his eye. I thought it was a cute token of my single-ness, But of course it didn’t last. The men came and went, And poor Ken roasted through the summer And froze through the winter. Always with a smile on his face And a sparkle in his eye. Why is it that nice guys Always finish last?
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Apr 11, 2012
Apr 11, 2012 at 11:59 PM UTC
Ken Perfect
give me a man willing and devoted ill crush him so his loves demoted render me a hope and find it maimed lost for good, thought not where I had aimed unashamed so proclaimed, by the loser of the dreams destained to walk the earth giving in to loves new birth kiss it bye for its all forsaken and see it go, its already taken strongly shaken always mistaken, this is the killer of the dreams a new year comes full of hope no shame could be washed away by soap itself is so warped and harshly distorted and no sings of love may be rewarded possibilities aborted new leaf contorted, for the spoiler of the dreams make up could never transform this face so false emotion has to fill up and it’s space the others look on never knowing while she holds them up their hearts are growing smiles a glowing keeps on going, secretly I am the builder of their dreams.
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Sep 24, 2010
Sep 24, 2010 at 9:08 PM UTC
Of the Dreams
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately About college People I love Careers that might interest me Too much thinking can make your head hurt. So I let my thoughts dissolve dissolve is the wrong word. I let my thoughts expand through my music Through my pursuits, my passions We never know where we will end up tomorrow It could be anywhere, really We could never see the people we are familiar with again; today could be the last day. I hope this phrase never is demoted to cliche status; it is far too important for that sad fate. The point I'm getting to is Live tomorrow, today, whatever time you are in With as much soul, as much class, All your strength and all your love As you will. Leave nothing unsaid, leave no story unwritten. Lest it be forgotten.
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Nov 21, 2010
Nov 21, 2010 at 4:41 PM UTC
Future?
Princess Diana came back last week She wore all her pretty clothes And looked stunning in her hats She went about her ways as best she could But there was no hiding all the sorrow in her eyes. The luckiest girl in all the world Chosen to one day be the Queen And then demoted to a brood mare By a Prince who was secretly a **** Her fairy tale had not even got it’s start When she found out how it would end, And she was trapped by tea towels With her face imprinted on them. She delivered all that was required of her And even though the song was ended Managed to write a second verse Which the conductor wasn’t keen to play. Yet the music gave her legs to stand on And the tune grew to a symphony As she performed it for the World Who found the melody delicious And her solos so profound. Lady Di is back again, That simple girl who saved herself To become the lamb for royal slaughter By a horde of calculating courtesans Who knew she didn’t matter from the start. Left to slumber peacefully, On her private island Lo these twenty years, Safe from flashing cameras And the machinations of the Crown Diana may be dead but her legend is alive. ljm
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Sep 11, 2017
Sep 11, 2017 at 1:57 PM UTC
RESURRECTION