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4.3k · Nov 2014
failure leads to contentment
Samantha Nov 2014
sometimes you need to fall
for you to know what's in all
you also need to roll
for you to find them all



(samber)
11/13/12
3.8k · Nov 2014
suffocating chains
Samantha Nov 2014
I have this chain around me
my hands are tied together
I cannot move so freely

I have this chain around me
my mouth is encrusted with power
I cannot shout so loud

I have this chain around me
my ears are full of order
I cannot hear so clear

I have these chains around me
so tight, so heavy
I cannot breathe so fully



(samber)
11/11/14
3.3k · Jan 2015
useless
Samantha Jan 2015
you have eyes
you have a sight
but you didn't see

you have a mouth
you have a voice
but you didn't speak

you have ears
you could hear
but you didn't understand

you have a head
you have a brain
but you didn't think

you have a heart
you could feel
but you didn't let it beat
not even a little bit, not even at all




(samber)
1/28/15
3.1k · May 2015
waiting in vain
Samantha May 2015
it is past your curfew
and I can't stop thinking about you
I'm just here, sitting on my bed
reminiscing everything
the good and the bad
as I wait for you,
to finally come home




(samber)
5/29/15
2.7k · May 2015
she was betrayed
Samantha May 2015
he held her hand so tight
    like he'd never let her go

he hugged her with all his might
    like he'd never let her be hurt

he kissed her lips so passionate
    like he'd never get to kiss her again

            and so he was right
                because he left
                    and she was hurt





(samber)
5/29/15
1.5k · Nov 2014
night coaster
Samantha Nov 2014
There is something inside
Don't know if it's right
But do enjoy the ride
I can tell you, it glows at night.


(samber)
1.3k · Dec 2014
acceptance
Samantha Dec 2014
there's this heavy thought
that doesn't want to leave
whatever I do, it just won't
making me want to grieve

tried to deceive myself
but no matter what I do
truth always reveals itself
giving me no clue on what to do

thought of changing routines
but I was already too comfortable
and I just can't change scenes
I don't want to make it dull

acceptance is the only thing
that needs to ring
at least for once
for you to call it a "romance"




(samber)
12/5/14
1.2k · Jul 2015
too much space
Samantha Jul 2015
she gives him space
he gives her space
now, what's their case?
too far to meet in the maze




(samber)
7/27/15
1.2k · Jan 2015
6am
Samantha Jan 2015
6am
bottles on the table
broken glasses on my sole
laughing as I stumble
thinking what's my role

after one final chug
brain's nothing but a mess
turning me into a ****
in my black cute dress

I could see the sun rising
as your hand go over my side
trying to stop me from falling
ending up with your arms so wide




(samber)
1/11/15
995 · Dec 2014
lately
Samantha Dec 2014
weird* is what *you are
making me want to drink in a bar
'cause heart & mind are in a war
and thoughts are running so far

interest isn't there anymore
trying to know what's the lore
trying to sense what's in your door
is it a yes or a no more?




(samber)
12/14/14
863 · Dec 2014
unreadable statue
Samantha Dec 2014
the moment your lips started to move
your voice echoed all over the place
I became a statue that cannot move
nor turn to look at your pleading  face




(samber)
12/13/14
794 · Nov 2015
a breathing corpse
Samantha Nov 2015
from her eye she pulled a wool
she is not blind, only a fool
she let her fears ruined her life
and finally taken over with a knife

she got stabbed a million times
and no one knows all these crimes


(samber)
11/8/15
759 · May 2015
will this be the end?
Samantha May 2015
don't ever let the day **** you
like how your brain eats you
but how could a person do that
when everything seems like falling apart




(samber)
5/28/15
727 · Mar 2015
I already did
Samantha Mar 2015
wishing you'd never met me
because that way
I won't be able to hurt you*





(samber)
3/15/15
727 · Nov 2014
Sometimes
Samantha Nov 2014
you need to put all in disguise
try to take and roll the dice
let the sun shine and rise
but protect yourself in pretty lies

most people see me like a stone
strong that no one can get my throne
that I can't feel anything once one call my phone
but they don't know what I own

I've been in a pain
wanna go and take the train
run and cried in the rain
I'll be back if I found the lane

I'll keep on being this cold
so cold that no one can hold



(samber)
11/20/12
654 · Nov 2014
inconspicuous self
Samantha Nov 2014
those times when no one's around
my voice's the only one I found
my cry's the only one that sound
and my heart's the only one that pounds*



(samber)
11/23/14
607 · Nov 2014
why lie?
Samantha Nov 2014
why did you tell me?
that there was no one in the past
when there were so many
it won't even last

why did you tell me?
that it was a guy
when it was a girl
you even said "hi"

why did you tell me?
that you haven't seen her
in a very long time
when it was even the first time

why didn't you tell me?
just a little bit truth
even though it will bring me tears
even though it could make me mute

why lie?
when it will just bring you nothing
when it will just ruin you
when it will just take everything from you



(samber)
11/9/14
571 · Dec 2014
deceiving self
Samantha Dec 2014
a feeling that's starting to rise
so tight, so rare, yet so special
what is this and what's the price?
hoping its something that isn't crucial

now, it is there and cannot be explained
wishing that it is not real, it cannot be real
making scenarios you could never imagined
which makes you feel nothing but ill

you're making yourself believe
something that is not in your gut
and you lose 'cause only yourself is who you deceive
and there's nothing worse than that




(samber)
12/5/14
535 · Nov 2014
no more tears
Samantha Nov 2014
I need something to try
That can make me fly
But  cannot make me cry
So I can stay being *dry




(samber)
12/6/12
508 · Dec 2015
obnoxious boy
Samantha Dec 2015
I discovered the untold
only because you let me
I don't know how
I don't know why

I wanted to believe
but I think I was deceived
I wanted to stay sane
but you've made me insane

I've seen you at the beach
happily holding your cigar
with a girl who's like a witch
and then head out for the car

how could you do that?
after you've said those words
you even brought her to the club
while on the shore, you left me drunk




(samber)
490 · Nov 2014
why write
Samantha Nov 2014
"why do you write? they ask.
So I can take my love for you
and give it to the world,
because you won't take it from me"

why do I write? I wondered.
To take my voice, maybe?
and give it to the world,
because I am afraid
that you won't take it seriously



(samber)
a friend of mine wrote the first one :)

11/18/14
478 · Jan 2015
stuck in searching
Samantha Jan 2015
finding something might be tricky
so as looking at a picture
not my intention to be picky
but then again, here comes this lure

the want of having this best
hardest of all, I guess
oh just help me pass this test
for me to lessen all the mess



(samber)
9/30/14
464 · Feb 2015
lost
Samantha Feb 2015
the other day, I was myself
yesterday, I was different
today, I couldn't tell at all
tomorrow, I hope I'll be back

I know I'm losing it
but I'm still trying to save it
cause I know in my heart
it's not yet late to remove the dart*




(samber)
2/11/15
453 · Jan 2017
the bee
Samantha Jan 2017
you’re always buzzing like a bee
that’s why you do not see
the care done by me

no, you tied me down
as I grow, you locked me out
can you give back my crown?
and just shut your mouth?

you’re the fool in the sea
the fool who consumed the honey
the fool who is so greedy
now please open your eyes, bee



*(samber)
1/17/17
431 · Nov 2014
what i want
Samantha Nov 2014
I want to change the past
I want to meet the cast
I want to save the best for last
but I think I was getting so fast*



(samber)
12/6/12
428 · Nov 2014
untie
Samantha Nov 2014
don't hide and regret
show it for everyone can see
and the past you must not forget
or else you could be like me*


(samber)
7/14/13
416 · Feb 2015
guess what
Samantha Feb 2015
I think your mouth should be quiet
cause it never tells the truth now
and I think your heart should stop beating
cause it makes my heart beat fast
so fast that it could make it stop



(samber)
2/22/15
414 · Nov 2015
hey you
Samantha Nov 2015
you're not alone
i'm here
open your eyes
i'm just here
standing right behind you*


(samber)
11/11/15
406 · Nov 2015
it's already done
Samantha Nov 2015
her mind is like a bouncing ball
she doesn't know what to do with her wall
now that she is ready to tear it down,
he already made a decision
and let go the one he once own

she cried herself to sleep
and she woke up with tears
nobody knew that she wanted to keep
that man with she had the same ears



(samber)
11/8/15
374 · Nov 2014
so sudden
Samantha Nov 2014
I was in an open door
everything was a perfect score
all gone in a count of four

so sudden I got torn
to move on or to mourn*




(samber)
11/21/14
363 · Nov 2014
7pm
Samantha Nov 2014
7pm
you see nothing but red lights
at this hour of the night
stuck in this beige seat so tight
with a wheel in front as guide

you do not have a choice
but to hear all the noise
that is always his voice
running like his toys

you feel like a villain
with your trick too plain
thinking without your brain
not your intention to give pain

now, you are old
and you know it's your fault
but you still hide in your vault
like a kid who likes salt

after you got "k"
your face started to turn grey
you don't want to say hey
but he is so game to play

the end might be near
and there's a drop of your tear
you do not want another beer
you do not want anything to hear

you just hope that he will be here
for a never ending year



(samber)
11/12/14
353 · Sep 2015
Unusual Tree
Samantha Sep 2015
Found a tree to shade on
So high that I cannot reach
So big that I want to own
And never ever want to ditch

Everyday I got under it
Veins are somewhat connected
No one can ever break it
Hoping until it became haunted

So sad that it will never be back
Crushing my inside into pieces
Starting to get issues to pack
Ending up with blurry faces

Better to go than to be left
Or it will chase you forever to heft



(samber)
346 · Jan 2015
midnight
Samantha Jan 2015
bright cold silver moon
tonight alone in my room
thoughts could now make a tune
can't go to sleep anytime soon

everything's heavy I can't get up
phone's ringing I picked it up
eyes are burning, oh crap
can't there be anymore gap?

there will be no such thing
help will be nothing
cause insides are already* rotting



(samber)
1/16/15
304 · Nov 2014
oh pains
Samantha Nov 2014
What a mess it is to feel what you felt
It's choking my neck with a belt
You know what I want
Oh pains, when are you going to burn nor melt?



(samber)
11/20/12
285 · Nov 2015
for-never
Samantha Nov 2015
Forever
Is never
Today, as long as you're here
Yesterday, has long been gone there*



(samber)
11/12/13
273 · Jul 2018
which is which
Samantha Jul 2018
it’s better if things are left unsaid
it’s better if things are out spoken
both could be right
both could cause pain
oh, heart or brain
which one is better
which one do i follow


(samber)

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