As the Tantric goddess
dominates her lover
A monk
With her eyes.
With passion and fierceness
with the intent
To ****** him
And to see his soul.  
They kiss softy.

Near the town of
Kuqa
There is a tower
Built in the Han dynasty
Ledgend has it that
After the loss of her love
A Buddhist monk
To a mysterious plague
She jumped of the tower
To what
Should have been her death
When she awoke
She starved herself to death
At the tower
Until she became
A ghost
Now and then
At dusk
You can see
The appreciation of
A female figure
Jumping off the tower.

I am a human
Butterfly
As I mature
As I wise up
My wings
Emerge from my
Shoulder blades
And grown
Soon as I age
The colours
Of my wings are
More colourful
Intense
And strong.
Readying me to fly.

As I
Make eye contact
Something
I **** at
With someone
Does that mean spirit family
Soul mate
That
Maybe Bull
Or maybe not Bull.

Reasons why
Want to climb
Himalayan mountains
To show that
Mentally ill
Are not **** happy
To show that
Emotions are normal
For a mentally ill person
To should the normies
That they themselves
Create stigma and ignorance.

Some disabilities are not visible
For you never no the cause
Of them.
Some scars and injuries are not visible
For you never see the wounds
Or the cause of them.
Al I have to say
Is this....
Treat others
The way you desire
To be treated.
Human.

As I watch the news
And witness the hate
I enter the death zone
My being
And
My body
Slowly die
As if I am in an
Extreme environment.

I am DNA
I am either a
Source of hate
I am either a
Source of celebration
It all depends on
How you look at
Me..... human DNA.

The planet Jupiter
The solar systems pearl
As I see a picture
Of that planet
I am reminded
Of my mother
And her immense love
Love you Jupiter.

As I see
A set prayer flags
My heart sores
For their story
Is the story of my DNA
For Tibet
Is my ancestorly home land.

J. Edgar Hoover...
If he were to awake
From his sleep
He would shocked at
The horrid conditions of
The world
Genocide in Tibet
War
Injustice
The horrors of ****
What would he do??!!

As I walk into a dark cave
I am not able to see
Until I turned on the torch.
I am confronted
By the sight and presence
Of fierce deities
The energy
Demonic
I realize
Am
Looking at my own demons.

Romance is dead
This generation is lost
Corrupted morally
By online dating
Fast women
And Tantra

What ever happened
To romance
And love
They were murdered
The perp
Capitalism.

I remember
A nightmare
That I had
Of my doppelgänger
Only she was wearing all black except for the head
She tried to cut me
Up with a kanata
How did I know she was
My doppelgänger
She was also part Tibetan
She looked like me
Exactly
She was my weakness
My fears
And everything dark.

There once was a woman
Who came back
From beyond
The grave
As a shape shifter
Though she
Can only shift into
A peacock
Whenever she wants to find love

When the jack o lanterns
Are lit up
Like a demonic
Christmas tree
My undead heart
Sores
Like a dove
For this is My night.  
Every day
Is Halloween
So
Happy halloweeen!

Unfortunately
Some scars
Are
Not
always
Seen
By
The
Naked eye
Or glasses.

As the artist
Kicks and punches
And strikes the air
With fierce creativity
Their moves
And body
Create a beautiful
Image
Only seen
But the imagination.

As the medical examiner
Examines the human
Brain
Does he/ she
Notice the deep dark cravases
And ridges  
That some one can
Fall into
Not coming back
As trekking it
Is dangerous.

Himalayas of
The mind
Waiting to be conquered
It takes day by day
Minute by minute
Hour by hour
Look at them with beauty
And not as an obstacle.
Then
Only then would
You have conquered them.

The chief concubine
Enters the room
Flowing gowns
Beautiful colourful
I mistake her for
A butterfly
Though with
A ***** look I
Know that I shouldn’t
Mess with her.
She is fierce.

Art
I am able to
Digitally
Make images

Art
Am able
Draw
To make images
With a pencil

Art
With I kick or punch
I form patterns
And images
With my moves
Yet protecting my self
Alas my back.

The day that
I
Become
A ghost butterfly
I will
Break free from
The crytaless
I shall take of
Have a flight of fancy.

Dear Shawna
I want to thank
You for
Taking me to the French shop
Now I can recognize
Tantra
And it’s ****
And it’s immoral intents.
Yes I can smell rats.
You may have saved me
From a fate worse than death.  

Dear mom
Thank you for training
Me to smell
*******
I will be carful
You may have saved me
Though
You saved me again
From a fate worse than death

Dear miss turner
Thanks you
For helping
Me find a bad
Situation and
That’s it’s ok
To go to the police
When needed.
You may have saved me from a fate
Worse than death.


I guess you
Guys were meant to cross
Patches for a reason

Now

I have some hard and huge
Questions to think about
That may even save me.

I'm a yakuza!
'Cause every time I write a from time to time
These people think it's a crime
To tell 'em what's on my mind
I guess I'm a Yakuza !
I don't gotta say a word
I just flip 'em the tattooed bird and keep goin'
I don't take crap from no one.

I have integrity
I have feelings
I had dreams.

My morals went (pfff) when I heard of Tantra.


I'm a yakuza!
'Cause every time I write a from time to time
These people think it's a crime
To tell 'em what's on my mind
I guess I'm a Yakuza !
I don't gotta say a word
I just swirl 'em Baodings and keep goin'
I don't take crap from no one

I was caring
I was loving
Now I am traumatized
And hateful

I'm a yakuza!
'Cause every time I write a from time to time
These people think it's a crime
To tell 'em what's on my mind
I guess I'm a Yakuza !
I don't gotta say a word
I just kick their tantric ***** and keep goin'
I don't take crap from no one


I had friends
I had hopes
But those pervert
Monks.


I'm a yakuza!
'Cause every time I write a from time to time
These people think it's a crime
To tell 'em what's on my mind
I guess I'm a Yakuza !
I don't gotta say a word
I just get the sword, chase and keep goin'
I don't take crap from no one

“A lot of people ask me, stupid ******' questions
A lot of people think that, what I say on record
Or what I talk about on a record
That I actually do in real life or that I believe in it
Or if I say that I wanna **** somebody
That I'm actually gonna do it or that I believe in it”
Said my music
After I have
A bad day
These words float in my
As function through
The day
Barely functional
A dream hanging
On a string
And my integrity
****** up
**** I hate Perverts.

Fidelity
Bravery
Integrity
Courtesy
Perseverance
Self control
Indomitable spirit


You don’t have to be
FBI to live by these words

You don’t have
To be tae kwon do
To live by these
Either.

Dear Yeshe
I say that the love knot
Is untied
By me as
That I am tired
You should have
Thought of
The consequences
Of betrayal.

ཨོཾ་མ་ཎི་པདྨེ་ཧཱུྃ


Om
Mani
Padme
Hum

Hail! To the jewel in the lotus.

Coloured women
Ethnic women
Asian women....

There is no
Better source
Of universal beauty
Than these
Goddesses.

Dear fellow
Tibetan woman
Who are
Ignored over whites....

You are better than them
You are beautiful
Unique
Strong and
You’re a tantric goddess.

Dear  fellow ethinic woman
Who
Is rejected
For whites.....

You are artistic
Creative
One of a kind
Lovable
Emotional


To the African American woman
Who is cheated on
By your boy friend
For a blond.....

You’re strong willed
Passionate
Loyal
Beautiful

Love your self first.

With every
Detail
Ridge
Swirl and lines
This makes us one
Of a kind
For fingerprints are unique
And delect
And people should be treated them same.

As I hear
The roar
Of a jet enegine
I look up and
See a Boeing 777
Take off
The ultimate freedom.

If I was
A ghost
I would be free
To be me

If I was a ghost
I would be free
Desire
And possible romance
That causes suffering

If I were a ghost
I would be free
From my
Background
Even though I was good looking

I would become
An exotic butterfly
Appreciated for its
Beauty.

Have
You
Ever
Cried
Because
Hated
Whites
And undeamed
Unattractive
By your own
Because
Of your
Background

I have been many times.

Moving the Himalayas asap.
Stuck in Ottawa ****** up Canada .
I hate it.
I hate everyone.
Everyone but my parents
And workers
For I am not free

What the hell is you ******* problem?!! I know you have a ******* job and need to eat. But make it an obsession??

What the hell is your ******* problem??! Sweet nothings and empty promises??!! I am not a **** psychiatrist so you better ****** off.  

What the hell is your ******* problem??!! (To the Tibetan guys) you have bad taste in women’s ethnicity. Have we traveled to the cononial USA where it’s wrong to be ethnic.  

Up yours.

‪As the snow‬
‪Falls in the‬
‪Sun light‬
‪I imagine ‬
‪Living in a perfect‬
‪Snowglobe‬
‪Even though‬
‪I hate winter.  ‬

‪Diamonds in ‬
The Dipper
Please
Shine bright
Like the rest
In the night velvet

For diamonds are forever!!!!

‪Thuk-je-che amaala‬
For loving me
Thuk-je-Che amaala  
For protecting me
Thuk-je -che amaala
For raising me properly
Thuk-je-che amaala
For comporting with hugs
Thuk-je -che amaala
For being on idiot watch

‪When I ‬
See the circular
Diamond in the night
Sky

Everything glows
Snow and all

I have an enlightening experience

Worship me
Acknowledge me
Love me
My love

Eat me
Breath me
Drink me
You yeti

Making love to me
Pleasure me with you tongue
Other parts
As I scatter my self
Around you
Darling.

As you have you way
With me, my Yeti
I want you to love, pleasure
I hope you’re in the mood
To blow my mind
Tantrically

As I lead you to my bed
As I wear a Latex suit
I unzipped the bottom zippers
So you can
Massage and kiss
my womanhood
And the other regions
Please have your way with me
My Yeti

My loving Yeti
As I scatter
Myself
Inviting you
You tattoo my heart
Like no one else
Family/friend or in
This case...lover.

When we both signed
Off on kik
I said that I
Will be thinking
Of you
My darling Yeti
Of a man.
All that I desire that you
Make love to my flesh
With your tounge and mouth.

Shine bright like a diamond
Like the diamonds in
The Dipper
Like the diamonds in
Black velvet

I am a young woman
With a more bubbly
Personality
Than
Beer

I am a young woman
With more advanced
Intelligence
That a PC computer

I am a young woman
With exotic and classy
Beautiful
That of a lotus

I am a young woman
Who is unique
, eccentric and nerdy
And
Not ashamed of it.

As the winds blow
They stir up
The snow
Revealing a
Small but resilient lotus
That was composed of
Crystals
Changing colours
How beautiful.