I chose this path No, no one else did just me No one else did So why do I want to blame it on them I told myself I wouldn't cry I told myself I shouldn't lie I told myself these but, I do this anyway I like to break the boundaries Skipping stones across a forbidden lake But I wouldn't listen to myself when I said stop I grasped my memories; nothing else then I stormed out that door I want you to believe it was your fault I wanted you to hate yourself for it To come to me before I left this door or.... at least to regret it all But, I couldn't even be honest with myself until it was over. I wanted so bad To have some way of knowing you weren't just going to forget forget about me But I lied to myself we were never a "we" It took me forever to realize You didn't even care much less remember me So I take my memories, my blames, tears,and lies and will disappear before your very eyes.
Why do you pretend to love me? Why do you pretend to care? Don't you know that it hurts, Because now, you're never there. You're never there to talk to, Or see, Or hug, Or love, You're gone. You lied. You don't love me anymore.
