When we say goodbye
  doesn't mean we won't see again.
Not for a while.
Not forever.

When we say goodbye
  it means farewell for now.
We'll meet again.
Someday.

Whenever I need to clear my mind
I think of the fresh Spring
But everything just starts falling down
Like the leaves in Autumn
Everything starts withering
Then it becomes cold and dark
Like that one Winter
Where hearts turn to ice
But soon everything will come melting
The scorching hot sun will come
Like that of Summer
But everything's bright again at least

Inside these walls
is a girl afraid.

She does not trust.
She does not hope.
She does not believe.

But one day,
A spark of light came down on her

The walls that hid her
came crashing down.

Her eyes were opened
To a place of new beginnings.
A place were she can start fresh.
A place she can call freedom.

Spent our days
With the freedom we're given
The boring days
Faded away
Just our group
And our stupidity
In this holiday we had
And the fun we shared
Until when will we do this again
Our friendship time

Words that could bring fruits
And words that could bring poison
What kind of poison have I brought to you
They were sugarcoated poisons that sought to be fruits
Kept feeding you on this
However clueless can you be
You've grown fat with all this sugar
You took surprise and anger when you found out
I laughed at how long it took
Now you're dying from the poison
And the fruits lay near rotting

I have a prince
She has a prince
My prince was captured by her charms
My tower stood low compared to hers
It shaded over mine
I'm left alone inside this tower
I don't even care about such fairy-tale anymore
But will I ever find my happily ever after?

You've come your way to find me
You've come your way to love me
You came ten thousand miles just to search for me
I've missed you
I love you
Please just stay by my side
I'll try to be the reason of your smiles

I got frightened
By the movie's end
To where I screamed loud
It reached the cloud
Some parts where funny
It was kinda sunny
But most were scary
No signs of being merry
The fatality it had
Made me sad
Wishing I'd never go online
But I'd always whine

If only I was a bit thinner
If only I got a bit taller
If only I didn't have to wear glasses
If only I got nice clothes
If only I could put a bright smile on my face everyday

If only I have enough confidence in myself
To show you how much I can be
In front of you

you're all that i think about,
            all that i dream about.
one day,
  you'll leave,
  but it'll give you a better day,
                                a better girl.
sometimes, i think
you're too good for me.
i'm too plain to be yours.
yet you'd say otherwise
and get mad at me
because you're so kind.
but your kindness is my problem
and the reason i distance myself from you.
i'm sorry for being stupid
but stupid is what i do best.
i don't deserve you,
  don't deserve us.
so i'll be the girl,
one day you'll hate
and could finally be relieved,
                               be happy.
while i, for you, would be happy,
                                         be sad.

whenever i see a worm
i feel like ten years of my life was taken
i used to be okay with them
but now apparently not
they seem to look gross
i cant seem to be not afraid of it
then i loose my cool
and start freaking out
this is why i hate worms

Do not cower
For I'll be your power
Your strength and guidance
For your absolute brilliance
Even if I stumble and fall
while you're having a ball.
You are my only one
Even when you are gone.

I always go incognito
But I still get scared though
That someone would creep behind
And then they would suddenly find
The things I wouldn't dare
It's too much for them to bear
The reality of this internet-freak
She wouldn't dare speak
As she is ashamed
For the lewd stuff that can be named

I need you
Why did you leave me alone?
I need you
Was everything really nothing?
I need you**
You're my everything

I already proved I'm innocent
Yet you say I'm guilty
Sometimes I don't get you
My mind's messed up
And it's all because of you

How should I say this
I'm a bit strange?
Nope, not a bit
To be exact.
Just entirely strange.
But the strange is my nature.
The weird is my home.
Insanity is my sanity.

I feel so tired
when I'm not inspired.
Mind's got no fuel
it feels cruel.
I need to make
at least something fake.
The exploration of my mind
is what makes me find
the best of the world
and creations are swirled.

Many people coming in
Should I even say they come here daily
Faces new
I don't even know who
How should I act
With these strangers
Not even given time to
Settle down with the first group
Then comes the other groups
Keep saying "hello" then walk away
I know it's rude
But I just can't interact

The fear of letting go
The world becomes a different place
The time I was in your arms
You who held me tight
The world felt safe
I loved the feeling of your warmth
But now
Everything's different

It's true I am your friend
And I know that is just the end
Of what we should be
Instead of what we would be
There is no "would be" in us
'Cause in the end,
   there would be broken trust.

I no longer care about us
You're the one who threw me away
If you wanted it for us to last
Then make it so
So I can believe you

You scoop me up
And tell me I'm perfect.
But sometimes I feel like
You're too good for me.
Like maybe,
  you're just a dream.
A dream I'm stuck in.
But even so,
  even if you are,
I'll fall in love with you.

I want to be loved by you**
Were the lyrics sang by Marilyn Monroe

I wondered whether I should've told you these words

But then again you won't take me seriously

But that wouldn't stop me from loving you

'Cause loving you is an activity matter in my life

And so I wish that you would feel the same for me too

If I had told you these words, would something have changed?

It's not my fault
You looked at me
I never had anything to hide
And I don't have anything to share
But you seem to be tempted
And I can say
I want you too
But I think I'll tease you
And let you wait a bit longer
Rather than rushing time

For just one day
Let me love you
I'll show you what I've got
I'll take you to another world
Let's be together

Mondays should never be used for exams.
You get distracted
By the so many things in life that makes you want to jump out of your seat and ***** studying.

He noticed me.**

And later we talk.
End up becoming comfortable,
And then comes my assumptions.
Not telling him,
These feelings of mine
   end up unrequited.
I thought there would be
But I'll just be lying to myself.
I keep up my usual act
And hide away the frown there should be.

You were first a friend
But now a lover
You used to call me by "Hey!"
But now you call me by "Bae"
I'm still getting used to it
But I'm glad we've stepped up

You told me once,
  " I love you."

At first I believed it.
But when you turned your back on me,
I saw what you've been hiding.

The hurt that washed over me.
The shattering sounds I hear in my heart.

The words you spoke
  I no longer believe.

Your love was a lie
I can not defeat.

Enjoy the beautiful moments of your life
Leave all your regrets
And face reality with a smile
You're not alone
There are people to lean on
They'll be the cure for your heart
*You need to survive

I've cracked codes
Upon many men
But yours was the hardest riddle
Probably an unsolvable riddle
You wouldn't let me into your heart
You were a locked door
I had to give up on you
You gave me sorrow
But then again
Sometimes
Love will bring you pain

You in love with me
Then play with my tricks
You ain't getting there easily
I'll make it hard for you
Just watch
You'd regret falling for me

Sadness is present
But tears won't come out
I stay cooped on my bed
But doing so won't fix anything
It's over

I've been warned
That love always ends painfully
Even if you grow old together
One of you leaves first
Or the loss you gained after the death of a loved one
It's all losing something

A part of your heart would tear any moment
This vacant space
It feels so weird without anyone in it
Why did you go
Why did we even make promises

Between friends
There is always a talk of
LOVE
I don't know why
But we came to talk about it
Discussions on who we like
Though I have no one in mind now
But it seems like I do
And I just don't know who
Love talks like these
Never end without a bittersweet feeling

I love you too much
That I can hate you
That I can cry about you
That I can worry about you
You're too much to handle
But the one I love most

You were curious as to what lies in store
But when you started I was more curious about you
You were a natural
A talented and bright person
I was lucky to have taught you
But my luck ran out when you became far away

When you think about it,
It's not us
Travelling on this world
on a bus.
It's the world
travelling on us.

It  revolves at us
And look for clues
For everything that involves us
And even the blues.

Though one may hate it
But it can not be changed
Because this world
is just full of strange.

I was a cold person
Never bothering anyone
I took everything solemnly
Not letting anything out of order
Everything had to be perfect
Then you came to my life
Told me to get out of my shell
You had to force me to get out
You showed me new things
And took me to great adventures
You showed me not everything has to be perfect
And sometimes
  things should be messy

In a good way.

Not knowing what to do
Feeling so down over you
You just misunderstood
Nothing was happening
You left so quickly
I regret whatever I've done
So please
Come back