I opened my eyes and saw nothing but
Chaos, screaming, arguing, fighting
Until I saw you
And the mere sound of your voice
Brought silence to my world
And only then did I find peace

There is something pure about the way the soft white city lights flicker in the dark unbearable night

Every letter you type, every word you say
I can feel you pushing away
I **** and I plead
For you just to talk to me
I want you to know Im there
I want you to know I care
I try to be there for you
But there is only so much I can do

I lay down begging sleep to come
But as usual my emotions came first
Thoughts of what we used to be, of you, of love, of everything hit me
It hit me hard until I was left with nothing but my ragged breaths to lul me to sleep

You tore down my walls
Brick by brick
Wrapping me
In your love, compassion, tenderness
But then you left..
Forcing me to remember why it was up to begin with

A sense of pleasure rippled through me as I felt him hug my skin
kissing me softly, caramelizing my pale outer exterior
Even though you are too bright to see  
I could feel you constantly watching me

-EC

What so strongly desired
Had already belonged and was sired
It hurt like hell to see she had no chance
But his happiness is worth more than her selfish romance

-EC

On the edge of slumber
My frame started to crack
Half heartedly, I made it to my quarters
And I gave into my limb's screaming demands

When we see our reflections, we see what others expect
We do our best to try and fit into society,
body shape, clothes, makeup, hair...
But in that process we lose ourselves
Forgetting our true beauty lies within
We are told we won't make it in life if we don't fit the mold,
That its not okay to not be okay, but it is
It's hard to be who we are in a plastic judgemental society
But without us the world's diversity would be nonexistent

The day the words no longer made sense
The day when the world lost its color
The day you lost hope
Was the day you lost your breath and the sky lost a star

Protector of the night,
Lighting our paths as we venture in the shadows
A comfort of beautiful tranquility
Almost angelic with its dim white milky silhouette
Hovering over with unearthly eloquence*

-EC

Protector of the night,
Lighting my path as I venture in the shadows
A comfort of beautiful tranquility
Almost angelic with its dim white milky silhouette
Hovering over with unearthly eloquence

Touching me with silvery grace
Engulfing me in a winsome embrace  
Glaring into my soul, caressing it with godly elegance, as
Lovely little embers of affection burned through your skin
Sorrowful distance separated us, leaving an unfillable void

Half of the day you are nowhere to be seen
But I never am alarmed
Feeling ever so calm because I know your insightful presence is near
Never leaving me in the dark of the night
You are my soft light- a promise

-EC

Vicious black rage enveloped his eyes
Electric hate cycled through him
Naturally he resorted to the action he knew best
Graphically and meticulously he planned his revenge  
Enhancing his weaknesses into strengths
Forward he went, ready for bloodshed
Undoubtedly he went for is first five on the list  
Letting his cold vexation take over

-EC

Admiring the vibrant landscape
As the sweet earthy scent drowns my senses
Observing tree leaves flirtatiously dancing with the wind,
The flowers parading their colors to the sun, And the vivid green grass continued to spread

-EC

I vanished into a sleeping state
Possessing recurring dreams
Nightmares
Containing viscous killings, ****** deaths, and savage murders
But my worst and most frightening dream was watching,
Our love story again from the first "hi"

-EC

Who am I?
Who are you?
Who are we?
I don't recognize us from who we used to be

My hair is longer
Your eyes are older
We are stronger

Who am I?
Who are you ?
Who are we?

Your vibrant sea eyes burned through me
Caressing every inch of my soul
Embracing my past and the hardship that follows

You accepted me for who I was
Which was more than I could ask for
Picking up my shattered pieces in attempt to make me **whole again

Drops of sweat trickled down her spine
Her arms started to crack
her legs began to bend
And her shoulders started to tighten
She wouldn't last much longer
Until she would come crashing down
Defeated by the weight of life

You gave me your eyes
With which I saw your past
Both the love and hate you have endured
And the wisdom you obtained

You gave me your hair
With which I saw the years you have lived
And the damage done to your soul

You gave me your arm
With which I saw the strength you have gained
And the lengthy scars that cut deeper than the flesh

You gave me your heart
With which I saw your shattered pieces taped together
I saw the pain that strained your vulnerable heart
But most of all I saw your ability to love after all of the heartache

-EC