This soul isn't as beautiful as it once was, my soul has been burned, beaten, and buried beneath the betrayal, and hurt this world has cast upon me.

Hands locked, and held down,
lips kiss, soft and passionate,
bodies close, sweaty and hot,
eyes gazing at the other.

Soft moans and loud groans,
lip biting, and neck kissing,
hands touching and feet rubbing,
both bodies, become one.

Pleasure divine,
hearts racing,
minds blank,
sweet aroma fills the room.

Bodies tire,
and become two again,
with a gentle kiss,
and cuddling bliss.

This once beautiful soul, is filled with sorrow, fear, depression... My spirit glows dim, no longer bright.

Scammer!!!! warning another scammer going by Linda Derry..... the email for each scam artist is almost exact..... Each person has their email with a different first name but derrick as the last.

(ex. lindaderrick@Hotmail.com)

I am not who everyone expects me to be,
some think I'm a ditzy blonde who can't think for herself,
some think I am one to be pushed over, repeatedly hurt,
some know I have a brain, but expect too much from me.

I do not even know myself anymore...
always compared to my brother,
my aunt, my cousins....
newsflash, I'm not them!! I am who I am.

I am a teenage girl...
I love classical music, I don't just hear the music, I feel it.
I love the opera, there is so much emotion in these.
I love the fine arts, music, museums, art.

It's true I don't love reading, but yet my favorite book is 'To **** a Mockingbird'.
I am homeschooled, so what? Homeschoolers are some of the most brilliant people out there, no one should call us dumb.

I am a blonde, I'm not ditzy, I don't need everyone to tell me things I already know.
I love nature, and photography.
I am great at math, I love it, along with science. I have a 4.0 GPA.

I'm not mall, gossip, and makeup.
I am, sports, cars, weaponry, and music.
I don't wear dresses, and skirts.
I am gym shorts, jeans, tees.

I am a fantastic cook, but I ain't no "house wife" type.
I clean, but if I didn't who else would?
I love kids, but not in my life until after college, and marriage.
Do you get it yet?

I am one of the most honest, trustworthy, kind person there is.
I love easily, but I do not trust as easy.
I trust no one, but I love, and get hurt.
I am a broken spirit, I love, and I forgive too much, I am too trusting.

No one knows me,
like they think they do.
I am who I am,
not who everyone wants me to be.

Favorite color: (Neon) Green
Favorite food: Sushi
Favorite movie: Mama or Legion
Favorite movie genre: Horror/thriller
Favorite actor: Jackie Chan
Favorite musician: Michael Mangaroo or Kenny G
Favorite song: Sail by Awolnation
I play guitar and alto sax.
My passions are poetry, music, cooking, and nursing.
I'm Single <3

Take a look,
A good look,
And tell me what you see...
What DO you see when you look at me?

Do you see beauty?
Do you see intelligence?
Do you see hope?
What Do you see?

Take a look at me,
I bet you don't truly see me,
The person I try not to be,
Do you see?

See the scars on my wrist,
See the brokeness of my heart,
See the fear in my eyes,
Do you see?

See the hurt that's left behind,
From years passed,
To years to come,
Look at me.

See me for who I truly am,
Because who I am...
Is a fighter,
And a warrior.

I fight everyday,
To keep from what people say,
I fight to keep myself here,
I fight to live another day.

I fight the urge to cut,
To over dose,
To drink,
To smoke.

I'm a warrior,
I have been through hell,
Breaking inside,
A little each day.

I've fought for escape,
I've fought for love,
I've fought for forgiveness,
I've fought for understanding.

So look at me,
And tell me,
What do you see?
Do you see the real me?

I miss you, I truly do...
I miss talking to you, hearing your laugh, and seeing your smile...
I miss your kisses, and warm embraces...
I don't get jealous to see one with another, but yet with you it's different, I'm jealous, I miss you, I love you...


.... I'm sorry.... For everything ); </3

Nothing really phases me no more.... I don't trust anyone anymore, not even my family, I don't care about anything, life is done.