I cannot describe it
This black substance, holding on to me like a rusted hook
It's all around me when I think of you
It's everywhere I look
I'd wish to be untied
To be forever free
But it seems impossible
I see myself down on one ****** knee
It tugs on me
I feel too weak to stand my ground
I know there's light still
I feel too vigorous to make no sound
I leave it up to you, give you power over me
I let it be
I close my eyes
This you is all I see
Still I won't break
My soul is my own and it is free
You will always lose
For it belongs to only me
I see you proudly entering this room
Vanity your most precious trade
A thirst for eminence, for appreciation
Telling of honorable intentions but the truth follows you like a shade
Ruining strangers bodies like a persistent disease
Laughing at them for speaking true
After cutting their insides with poisonous knives
But you're never really listening, are you?
But remember, no lie lives forever
And I can already see you, see you vanish from all sights
And all your knives blunt-edged,
You, merely an unlovable memory, like a dying sea disappearing with all it's tides.
And we will all turn away
Forget you like you weren't anything but a bad dream
Woeful creature
All this useless self-doubt, nothing but hot steam
And I will remain
With one ****** knee on concrete, still surrounded,
The me will prevail and I will heal, get up and leave,
For I will no longer be wounded.