Connected Is what I want us to be I should give us the chance No running away
The confidence we'll need We'll find If this is what will happen. I just want to trust In your eyes I will meet my fears And go beyond
It's gonna be worth it To show you my tears Fall into your arms I want this But it only will happen If it's supposed to. I can't force it, you know. Though I can stay present for us And believe in the best outcome. I'd never want to hurt you ever Trust me How you feel does matter To me
I am afraid And shaking insecurely Can you bear my unaware times Can you hold me when I am almost breaking in 1000 tears... Biting together my teeth Caring about what every body thinks..
I am honestly afraid To get lost in somebody else's eyes But if that's what is supposed to happen Then I guess it will ... Guess there's a part of me That's searching for someone else To fall for And that part I have tried to ignore But I'll try and accept it after all Otherwise it'll always be there... I know it's hard to trust When I tell you these things When I share everything.... Is it fair?
I still think I could get to know you better Every time I tried to listen to you You showed your true self Opened up I guess.. I might be too confused and distracted by my own self all the time..
I won't be sorry but I struggle on the inside. Will I be able to transform myself? Though then it won't be for you... Nor for nobody else. I have to do it for myself. Cause otherwise the lesson will come again... It will repeat itself.
She believes herself to be broken, but what is broken anyway? Aren't we all a little broken? A daily battle with her inner demons, she is never at rest. How can she fight back? She doesn't have the energy to, she is just trying to survive. She is consumed by all the doubts she has placed on herself, confirmed by the critiques made by the crowd she surrounds herself with. She always seems to choose the wrong kind of love, because that's all she knows. But she herself is love... and she doesn't know that yet.
I think we all have somebody who we wish could love themselves the way we love them.
Silence I’m trying find the words to say I’m trying to figure out the words to write I need to say something I feel it in my chest It’s a pressure that’s weighing me down It’s a rag in my mouth Silencing me Something is bothering me Something is making me uneasy Something is affecting me Something is changing me Is it for the better? I don’t know yet Growth happens when your uncomfortable Is that why I’m so anxious? Is that why my mind is racing Is that why I’m shaking Something triggered me I’m thinking back through my routine I went to work I was listening to loud music Ahhh Now I remember The protesters triggered me Looking at each one of their faces as they called me a murderer Lined up one by one Condemning me to hell Screaming blood is on my hands I work at a women’s clinic I’m helping women I’m helping Right?