Washed up memories, aching body
What has become of me
In this fading reality
Torn out wings, unspoken secrets
Nevermind
This deafening silence
Beware, beware
Demons and puppets everywhere
Up high, down low
Ready to place your heart
Upon the altar

Soul shining bright
Forever shrouded in darkness
So here I'll remain, regardless
Of the pain.

Floating through life
While flopping my arms helplessly
Look at me go
Ain't I lovely?

The light is there
But it's so far away
I don't know what went wrong
Time went so fast
I thought I was strong
But I lost my way
Now I don't know
where I belong

Twisted mind, corrupted soul
Sacred heart
I have a lot to learn
in this life of mine
Which is ever so dark.

Can't tell you what went wrong
I've tried so hard, but in the end
The darkness was too strong
Now here I am
Sitting in a thunderstorm
I don't mind it
And honestly
I think it's where I belong
Or maybe not
Maybe I really like both
The sun in all its glory
And the rain with its melody

Balance
Duality
What a wonderful thing
Wouldn't you agree?

Cast aside the shining light
I am here to win this fight
Bound by blood, soul shrouded in darkness
I've got the strength
Ready as ever to make amends
For the upcoming success
No more nightmares
No more regrets
Just little o'l me
Preparing for a conquest

It's something I've accepted
Something I've embraced
But I'm truly stranded
Just another youth gone to waste
So little thought given
So many souls caged
And too much blood drained
Tell me
Will we ever be saved?

No answers given
No prayers heard
Watch as our mind gets altered
Watch as we spiral downward
You can't save us
You're outnumbered
And I'm sorry..
I'm so, so, sorry
But this is the way it has to be.

I lay here with my mind expanding
And ignore my body
As it starts aching

Cloak and Daggers, masks and all
I begin laughing
And stand tall
Even with this pain
I will overcome them all

The secrets I keep
The masks I wear
I will succeed, It might not be easy
But is a load that I'm willing to bear
Even in this hellish nightmare

A sinner
A thinker
Brought in hook, line, and sinker
Now just a prisoner
Who is free to do what I please
It goes deeper
But there's no treasure
Not down here at least.

I shut my eyes to these trying times
Cover my ears from the numbing silence
And bite my tongue from the those lying
So here I am
Dancing and singing with fallen angels
Turning a blind eye to my problems
It's just that time again
Where I run in circles

Cheering with blood-filled cups
Speaking with many devils
This is the time where I rise above
This is the time to do what I please
A new destiny
A new reality
So mote it be.

Fading reality in the midsts of a rising fantasy
It's a dream come true
To those who dared to continue

There they walk on a path to nowhere and somewhere
For they are the ones who will save those in despair and anger
An incredible feat to some
An undesirable disaster to others
It matters not to those chosen few
The chosen few who are forever cursed

To sacrifice is to have a light guide your way
Guide your way on a road that is dark, awful, and dreadful
But it's beautiful
To those out there, remember that
Always.

Dear you

It's going to be okay
It's going to be fine
It's something that you'll understand
Someday

The world you were in has ended
And the one you see before you
Has been infected
Neglected
Molested

Earth filled with those blinded, twisted
And desperate  
Maybe things are still the same
Those wicked are still in control
And those sleeping
Are still in a panic with no money
No sanity
Just wasting away - still
On their T.V

A great tale, a great epic
Twists and turns everywhere
But it's still your story
So make something of yourself
Create a melody
Plot a story
Or write some poetry

Don't rot away
Because you WILL succeed
Trust me, you'll see

Sincerely,
Anthony.

This is goodbye
I won't say why
Because I don't wanna die

Nothing will ever be the same
Not with what's taking place
But it's something we must embrace
However
Don't obey
And don't be enslaved
Not to those snakes

And one last thing
Don't trust Q
Or do
Because it might just be true

Walking through a fantasy
Some lies
Some truths
Seeing what you wanna see
Only to lose your sanity
Ain't
That
Funny.

So many emotions wash over my body
You just sit there, laughing
Mocking me for all these feelings
Feelings that I feel ever so deeply
It's mentally straining
Nevermind the anxiety
That I've been feeling recently

Some days I wish I could fade away
Become a total runaway
And leave this place behind
That would be a good day
But I can't
Because everyone I love would be sad
Which would also make me sad
And mad
Too many emotions honestly
And I'm glad
Because if I didn't feel anything
Then I would be hollow on the inside
And nobody wants that

But if you do
Then I'll just steal your cat
And give you a big o'l slap
And then run away
With a great big laugh
Because I'm crazy
And there's too many emotions
Going through my body

Oh, and don't worry
Your cat is alright.

Walking in the school hallways
A living hell to me
People staring
Or is my mind
Playing tricks on me?

I'm losing my sanity
My anxiety kicks in
I can bearly breathe
I stumble around the corner
And see the exit
But there's a group standing there
WHY THERE!?
I'm being tested by god
And I'm offended

I try to find another way out of here
I see an open window
Guess this is a Goodyear

I climb through the window like a total ******
And as I look up
I see 4 busses packed with kids
Looking through their window
Straight at me
Oh god
Why me
Why today?

I'm bored outta my mind
Wish I could rewind time
So I can eat that sandwich again

WOW, So poetic, so relatable
Thanks for this poem!

Yeah, I know
And your whalecum.

Quiet tears and silent prayers spoken in the night
Walking through darkness to reach the light
Then back again and the cycle repeats
It's been like that my entire life
And I'm ok, I'm alright
Doing just fine
Alright?

Walking through this deserted land
Feeling ever so weak
I just want to get home
Back to wonderland

My hearts bleeding
Hands shaking
Don't you see
I'm dying here
But there you are smiling happily
Even as I lose my sanity

My reality is dissolving
A problem that cannot be solved
It's funny
I was once a superstar
But all I have to show for it
Is a bunch of scars

So many scars
And so much tears.

Going through the motions
Doing what I can to stop this silence
It's numbing
Just like the secrets I keep
Which are ever so deep

I do my part, they do their part
We are one
Even as we drift apart
It's a wonderful thing
A meaningful thing
And it makes me think
Are we doing the right thing?

So many questions
So little answers
It's what I must blindly accept
In order to become perfect
Because the perfect me
Is what I want to be
Especially in this world
Filled with the dead.

Walking through smoke and ashes
This is what I've become
No purpose, no conscious
Just pure madness

There are too many emotions honestly
I don't know what happened exactly
But deep sadness fills my body
Nevermind the anger in my mind
It's hard to figure it out, but it's making me crazy

I've been working out on how to fix this
But nothing has seemed to work
I've been devoured
So here I am, in the abyss
But I'll try my best
To keep positive because bliss
Bliss Is something I cherish.

Faded memories
And sleepless nights
Look in my eyes
And tell me  
Am I even alive?
Please, do not lie
I've done so much in this life
And I honestly can't tell if I'm alive

There's so much going on inside
A lot of light and dark colliding
I'm backed into a corner
And it's so frustrating

It comes and goes
Then comes back again
I wish I would overdose
So I can finally be a freeman
No more shadows
No more me
What a lovely place
It would be.

Here I lay
In my bed crying
I'm okay
But not from what I've seen

There are people on the streets
Who never chased their dreams
They could have achieved something great
But it's too late for them
As their body begins to dissipate

There are homeless people with families
Who were dealt a bad hand
Which nobody understands
Not all of them are junkies
They were just dropped in the wrong reality
Wrong body
And it makes me sad

Then there are the children
With abusive parents
Don't even get me started on those strict parents
Who force religion on their children
You're oppressing them
Making them victims
Do you think you're a savior?
You are no better than the snakes
Just appreciate them for who they are
For christ sakes

Then there are the animals
Which needs no explaining
The people who abuse them
Should be shot
Yeah, I'm over exaggerating
But I hate them a lot
Almost as much as snowflakes
it is what it is
But it's something I've embraced.

Climbing up the mountain
To who knows where
It's been tough
But I'm getting there

It's been ages since I last saw hope
I thought the darkness swallowed me whole
But I'm finally there
And I feel like a millionaire
I'm not afraid anymore
Nothing is going to stop me
Not even those who are in control
I'm not going waste my time with that rabbit hole
But you understand what I'm saying
At least I hope so

I'm on top of the world
But I've still got much to learn
Much to see
Guess my next stop
Is the galaxy
Where I'll be filled with light
And everything in-between
Pay no mind
I'm outta my mind
Just like those
Who are hopeful
In their sad, pathetic
Lives

I said I climbed the mountain  
When in reality
I was only halfway there
Not a millionaire
But I'm sure I'll get there.

I have something to say to you
Yeah you
The one who is all boohooing
Cheer up if you will
You'll pull through
I know that's something I shouldn't say
Because I know I can't change your worldview
Not like that anyway
I'm just here to let you know that you've got this
Don't let them control you
You know, the voices
If you ignore them
And listen to the ones that are like cheese and ham
Then you'll feel like superman!
...
Yeah, that's a weird way of saying it
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY
right?
Listen to the ones that are positive
Then you'll get out of the abyss
It'll take a quick minute for your scars to heal
But you'll feel alive
Like, actually alive
Then you'll start to realize
And say to yourself
"Wow, thinking about negative things, what a waste of time!"
Then, later on, you'll read this poem again and say
"Wow.. this poem is actually kinda cringy"
Yup, but at least it's giving off good energy
Helping those who really need it
You know, the ones who want to end it

I've been there, but it got better
AND YEAH
PEOPLE SAYING THAT IS ANNOYING
seriously, I get it - but it's true
Don't end it now, you've got a whole life ahead of you
Who knows what awaits when you decide to continue
It could be a large barbecue
You love barbecues
Doesn't that sound wonderful to you?
No?
Well how about you having your own statue
Because you did something great
And you saw that statue
Because you decided to continue

Listen, some might say that  you've got value
When actuality, you're priceless
So don't waste it
And chase your dreams
You may never know
What things you'll  achieve
You know
The things in the future
Where it's brighter

I'm going to be honest here
You've got a choice
So do what thou wilt
And rejoice
But please
Believe in yourself
And you will succeed.

What's with this fixation on isolation
During the coronavirus outbreak
Is isolation such a bad thing?
I think it's a great thing
Maybe it's because I'm introverted
Maybe it's because I'm gifted
My house is locked and loaded
Want food? I'll gift it to you
Not just you
But your friends too!
Because that's just me
Giving to those in need
Anything for humanity
I ain't letting some Chinese virus
Take away the good in me
Do I look like some Winnie-the-pooh looking fool
Who kills those who speak the truth?

Nah, my names Anthony
You may have never heard of me
But let me tell you how  I'm feeling
About China's president
I'm frustrated
I'm devastated
I wish I could help those in tragedy
You know, the ones who are forcefully locked away
By those that be
He sent people to **** those who spoke out
"There's no virus!"
But people kept speaking out
No more hiding
Now it's all over the world
All because of Xi Jinping's silence
During the first couple of weeks
And for that
He must pay

Such an awful president
How many deaths are on your hands?
How many people suffered?
It's all your fault Xi Jinping
Should be charged
For crimes against humanity.

Dear friends
It's me, Anthony
I took you all for granted
And for that
I'm sorry
Though I have good memories
Things could have been better

I wasn't really there some days
Anxiety filled my mind
I don't know why exactly
But I had to getaway
And stay at home some days
I guess me being traumatized
Is what made me more closed off
I should of went to a therapist
But I was too stubborn
Haha
I guess that isn't too surprising

I haven't seen you guys in years
But when I do
I break into tears
Well, that isn't true
A man crying is weird
So I hold it in
You guys don't know that though
But you do now
...
Nevermind, I have no emotions
But if you do ever see me cry
It's actually because of invisible onions
...
It's true I say!
No laughing!!
...
I've been thinking about you guys recently
Due to the amount of dreams I've been getting
And it has me thinking
Why not make a poem
To write about my current situation
I'm kidding, I just wanted to write about you guys
No specific reason
.....
What I'm trying to say
Is that I love you guys
And I miss you all so much
I've said that so many times
But when we were all together
I never said it enough times
So I'm saying it a billion times
Otherwise
I'll lose my sanity

Anyways
I don't know what hallway I'm in
But I really need to find the exit
I hope to become a millionaire when I do
So I can bring you guys to a big barbecue
Because that's what adults do
Right?
We're so old.. time flies
...
I just wanted to say this
And I'm sorry for all of this
I'm also sorry
For what I'm going to do
After saying all of this
Oh, sorry for the mess too
...
I love you guys
And I miss all of you so ******* much
I'll keep you all in my mind
Forever
And always
So goodbye
And farewell
See you all
On the other side

Sincerely,
Your friend who is sorry
Anthony.

Meditating where darkness and light meet
Its something I long for to feel complete
During the long session
I keep my thoughts discreet
Where my heart sounds like a drumbeat

Finding the thing inside of me
To feel like a whole new being
I suppose it isn't new
It's always been in me
If only society were able to see
The world will probably be less evil
We will all live happily
Or maybe that's just a theory
Ah well
I'm sure we'll get there eventually

I'm not a perfect being for meditating
But it helps me realize that we are something more
Something more then what we see in this reality
I wish I found its true meaning
My true reason for existing
But I haven't found it yet
Surely it isn't to give out my energy
When it comes to poetry
Because I know it won't last
It'll just fade away
Just like a distant memory

I'm sure my purpose in life will be found
I hope it's something for the good of humanity
Raising its vibrations or something like that
Ah well
I'm sure I'll figure it out eventually.

There are so many ways to die
So don't try to hide
And please
Be sure to say goodbye
Because you may never know
When it's your time
It isn't sad, if anything
It's scary
Because you never actually die
What is truly sad is being dead
While still alive
So, please
Help those who are dead on the inside
Because you may never know
What blessings they will bring in your life.

I've got a thousand words to say
But when you come near me
They become unclear
And drift away

My mind becomes unstable
It's uncontrollable
And I go on and on
In a ramble

I'm sorry for it
But I can't help it
It's your presence
It does something to me
It's an unstoppable force
Which I find
Absolutely wonderful

I'm over here while you're over there
I wish things were different
But it isn't
Not in my world
My crazy, magical world
Filled with so many twists and turns

It is what it is in this life
And I hope things are different
In the next life.

Sleepnights nights drowning my thoughts
What has become of me
In these nightly storms

I hold all these secrets
All of which I accepted
So I beg of you, bring me my casket
I'm a total basket case
And I'm tired of it

Just a poet
Writing and writing
Only for it to bring nothing
Just wicked beings demanding worship
I thought I was gifted
But it got complicated
So here I lay
Watching my blood
And my tears drip

I was told I was an infinite being with talent
And the nightmares became vivid
It left me twisted, It left me corrupted
So here I am
Addicted to the darkness

All this poetry Is heavenly
But not to me
I'm stuck in a cage
And losing my sanity
I beg of you
Please help me
I-I'll be in your debt forever and always
That isn't true, but I'll be thankful
Always.

Dancing to the melody of those that be
The wolves came out to set me free
They all began grinning
And doused me in some milk and  honey
Now my soul has gotten *****
Anything for a little money

They gave me a blindfold
And started to lead the way
Because they are the ones
Who are in control
Now I'm in a tub
Filled with blood

The trauma
The rituals
It wasn't worth my soul
So here I lay
Just another youth
Gone hollow.

I've got the inspiration to write
But can't find the passion
When looking inside
What is wrong with me?
Will it ever ignite?
Or will it go up in flames
Just like everything else
In my life

I've tried many things for long periods of time
But haven't got the talent
For any of them to succeed
So here I lay alone
In my dark little room
Fatigued and incomplete
Not knowing what to do
With my life

I'm just an introvert in my early twenties
Sure, I'm an oddball at times
But I'm starved
Starved for something more in this life

Don't know where to start
But my bank has pennies
So I guess I'll do anything
For the money
A sacrifice I must do
to run away from a life I don't want
Or need

I wish I was in paradise
I wish I was free
But all I can do right now
Is fantasize.

Midnight skies above
It's beautiful
It's wonderful
It lets me forget
About yesterdays struggles  

I forget about feeling numb
Forget about my soul being poisoned
Perhaps that isn't true
Perhaps my vision is blinded
By the light
The light those wicked
Or maybe both
I don't know

I wish I was out there in the stars
Exploring many different possibilities
But here I lay on Earth
Stuck with a bunch of zombies
Who never chased their dreams
Their mind brainwashed by screens
Spending all day on their i-phone
Until its too late
When their family gathers around, crying
Right next to their gravestone

Gone are all possibles
As well as dreams
Just like that.
How tragic.

Yeah, this poem is ironic coming from me
But it is what it is
And that's how it's gonna  be

From me to you, the one who sees
In the dark, In the light
And everywhere
In-between.

My mind breaks away as I fade away
Going from one place to another
Such is the life
Of a castaway

I really really hate this
I don't know how many times I've said that
It is what it is
And I can't handle that

They tell me to get over it
But I'm tired of it
Please, no more
I don't want to do this anymore

The wolves circle around
My body begins to numb
They start chanting
As I speak in tongues
They continue chanting
Continue laughing
And watch me
As I die young

Please, no more
It's living hell
To be enlightened.

I've got no clue on what to do
Guess I'll make due
By talking to those who are doomed

Hey there person who is surely doomed
I hope you're feeling okay today
If not, then that's alright
Sometimes I wish I can fly away
But I look at what good I can bring on those days
And I hope you can too
Or at least give it a good o'l college try
Anyways, I hope you have a wonderful week
And please
Keep your head held high
I'm positive you'll succeed
Maybe not today
But someday.

Here I am again
With another poem
Yeah, it's a snooze-fest
But I can't stop writing
Because I'm obsessed
Will I ever stop?
...
Hell if I know
I'm sure I'll figure it out
Whenever my body decides to checkout
Who knows, I might suddenly **** myself
For speaking out the truth
Will that really happen though?
...
Probably not, I'm not in the mainstream
But if I was
Then I'd probably sell out
...
Nah, nevermind - I don't like being controlled
Depends on the situation of course (wink, wink)
I've seen those who sold their souls
And I've gotta say, what a bunch of fools
I don't blame them though
I'd be down to receive a billion dollars
For wearing a blindfold
But I'd also be down to join a revolt
A revolt against those who are in control

Metaphors and symbology
Which go round and round the world
**** all those one-eyed clowns
And glory to the people
Who wants to cast them
Out of this world.

when all I am
Is a man with a thousand faces
Do I take the ****
And just end it?
Or do I continue
And commit more sins?
The road to hell is paved with good intentions
And the ones you love
Little the roadside
I've seen it all, I've done it all
And yet
I still have more questions
All of which will never be answered
Not with my current existence

My mind has been all over the place lately
And it's driving me crazy
I think it's because I'm meat-rotting at home
Been doing nothing but writing
It's bringing me nowhere
But I can't stop writing
Even though I want to
Because I want to go somewhere - anywhere
But here

Guess I'll just have to deal with it
Like I always have
I am infinite after all
Sure, the state of my soul
Is a bit complicated
And I might be a bit corrupted
But I still won't let my light fade

I'll keep it burning because of a promise
A promise I made before coming into existence
Its what I must bear
And I hope it'll bring me somewhere - anywhere
But here.

Here I am with my head held high
Leaving this deserted land
Straight towards those mesmerizing gates
Of wonderland

I don't know how many times I've been through this
These traumatic events are intense
And the pain from electric shock is immense
But the drugs they give
They are truly pure bliss

I never asked for this
But here I am
Without the help of my friends
And it's just me
Dealing with all of this
It's okay though
I'm too selfless
And I didn't want any of them
Brought into my life's mess

I love them
And I miss them so ******* much.

I feel lost in this world with no sense of direction
Where am I to go
When all I am is a mass of imperfection
Never winning, always losing
In this magical world
Filled with corruption

You stand there
And watch me cry out like a symphony
Don't you see, I'm falling
And I want you to help me
Not **** me
I hate this
I don't want to be like this
But there's no bliss in my role

I rolled the dice and sacrificed a lot In order to survive
Now I'm stuck, I just wanna escape
And head into the afterlife
Because I'm tired
I'm so, so tired
I don't think I've ever been this tired
In my ******* life

Hypnotized
Traumatized
What a way
To be alive.

Hey humankind, how are you feeling today?
Are you prepared for doomsday?
I hope so because it's almost time
Almost time for that great surprise

I know not all of humanity can see
But you all will eventually
Just think, no more misery
No more tragedy
Just the world living happily
Wouldn't that make you happy?
If not
Then you're no better than the Illuminati
You know, the ones who want tragedy
The ones who want misery
False flags every so often
What's 2, 977 dead people?
Whats a million dead people?
Billions? sure, they are corrupted
They don't care, they're just here to use you
Until you kick the bucket

I can go on and on all day
But I have a role I must play
So I'm gonna meet halfway
And say this
Cheers to those who are heading to the pearly gates
And cheers to those
Who are heading to hellish gates

I'll be sure to meet up with both groups
Not today, not tomorrow
But someday.

Feeling overwhelmed with what's going on
Don't ask me how I handle this
I just do what needs to be done
Yeah, I've got my reasons
But don't be mistaken
This isn't bliss
Not from what I've done

I should have listened to my intuition
But it's too late
Now I'm numb
And there's no exit
Just me in this closet
With so many secrets

Metaphors all around
Which go round and round
You'll never understand
But I'm sure you will
One day

How long will this last
How long will I survive
Who knows
Certainly not me
Just a nobody in my twenties
Who has a knack for poetry
Writing and writing
Only for it to bring nothing
Nah, it makes me forget about reality
So I guess that's something

Where is this going?
Who knows, certainly not me
Just a nobody in my twenties
Who lives in poverty
Hey, have some money?
I'll write you a lovely story
With a man named Johnny
Who has a girlfriend named Lucy
She's real juicy
BUT WAIT
She's a zombie
That's pretty filthy
I'm sorry

This poem turned out pretty bad
But it is what it is
Insomnia at it's finest
Anyways, I hope you have a splendid day
So goodbye, farewell
See you in hell.

It feels like an eternity
Keeping my mouth shut
I don't think I can go on like this
Its too difficult
Its too stressful
I don't know what happened
But it's potent
The blood that sits
in my stomach

The secrets I keep
The things I know
Is keeping me hollow
Nevermind the demons
that follow
During the day
During the night
They are always there
And There's no way out

I've done so much good
Done so much bad
But hey
at least I had a good childhood
And  2 loving parents
And few Loving friends
God I miss you all so much
I wish you guys can help me
Escape this nightmare
But it is what it is
And that's how it's going to be
To keep you safe
From those that be.

I think it's time for me to let go of yesterdays worries
Throw away all those awful memories
And journey on into tomorrows fantasy

I can see it now
No more empty me
No more misery
Just the new me
Filled with heavenly energy

I was once suffering
But now I'm smiling
Because tomorrow
Tomorrow is a new beginning.

Hey there, I see you've been empty
Let's go to the bar and drink whiskey
Where we can dance around freakily
It's alright if that's not your thing
We can just hang out at your place
So that you're not so lonely
Yeah, this nobody hates seeing you in misery
And yeah, I might be crazy
But I see your beauty and love your freaky mind
No, I'm not blind but I do love weird minds
Like you, who are far out from society
Would you mind if I be your somebody?
Both of us crazies
Away from society
Wouldn't that be funny.

The things we do
The things we must
Has come at a cost
Now we're among those
Who love drinking blood

We have a long way to go
So keep on screaming
Ignore the bleeding
And numb the feelings
We can do it
Just keep on believing.

The road to hell is paved with good intentions
And the ones you love
Litter the roadside
That may sound sad
But please, do not cry
Just stay positive on the inside and outside
Because in the end
You'll be alright

Who am I kidding
That's just a lie
I don't know if you'll ever be alright
But I hope you won't think about suicide
I've been through that
And won't ever go back
Because it got better
As I got older
Those memories will stick with me wherever I go
In this life and the next
Forever and ever
And that's okay.

There lays a man
In a shallow grave
He's Alone, cold to the bone
And there's nothing remarkable
On his gravestone

The dirt all around him smooth
He wants out
But is unable to move
He tries to speak
He tries to scream
But his body refuses

His mind starts racing
Am I alive?
Did I already die?
Am I here for an eternity?
Will I ever be free?

Memories begin to fade
Bones become colder
Vision darkens
And he begins to sleep

Years later
He awakes and finds himself alone
He's cold to the bone
He wants out
But is unable to move
He tries to speak
He tries to scream
But his body refuses
His mind begins to race
Am I alive?
Did I already die?
Will I ever be free?
Am I here for an eternity?

The cycle repeats
Such is the life
Of humanity.

Angels crying
Reality fading
Just little old me
Trying for perfection
It's hard enough as it is
I don't even want to do this anymore
But I have to
So I can impede my possession

A dark connection was made years ago
Its eyes were filled with darkness and corruption
I see that every day in my reflection
Once upon a time, it was bliss
But now
Now I must get out of this mess

I've been doing really good
But they tell me there's no escape
So what is the point
If that part of me cannot be destroyed
My hands are tied and I'm really annoyed
Forget those times where I was overjoyed
Guess I should just deal with it like I always have
God, I'm such a *******
But I'm sure I'll have the last laugh.

I broke free from being empty so I can see the real me
I can't think properly now that I've seen my full potential
I've got so much to learn
So much to see on this journey
I can't believe the things that are to come
It makes me rethink my decision to hang myself for being apart of humanity
Good job guys, I guess this isn't goodbye!
Finally got my energy to continue into the future filled with glory

There's so much that I've gotta do in this world
The underworld seems so far in the distance
Glad I'm not going there
Glad I'm away from the silence
Just need to shine the light on millions of victims
Show everyone that they've got a mission on this planet
And become more successful than the men who invented religions
I might not make a difference
But I sure as hell will wake up millions

This is my story and this meat suit will expire eventually
But I'll come around time and time again
To help humanity fulfill their destiny
To hell with secret societies
They will wither away as if they never existed
Not today, nor tomorrow
But eventually
Humanity will live on exactly as planned
While the industry becomes nothing more than a fantasy
A long lost dream
A memory.

You have always been selfless and done good for others
Even when you were the one that needed rescue
You've helped those in pain
Helped those in misery
Tell me
How is that going for you?
You've done so much
Helped so much
And for that
Thank you

Please don't be sad
You're legendary
You've done pure things, great things
So things will come around Eventually
I hope your future is a little less crazy
And a little more heavenly

Thanks again for losing your sanity
Just to make someone else's day happy
You deserve more praise
And maybe a raise too.

This land built off lies
You've got Hollywood filled demons
And The Vatican keeping secrets
Billions of people following blindly
Never asking questions
Look at society
Look at humanity
We were meant for so much more
What a tragedy.