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"blackmailed" poems
I know of just too many Cyclopes, Let me describe one of them better, The one who preys on values of men. So miniature he is - mere few inches, So often in our pockets he is found, So crooked he is with a single eye. When among beautiful babes & gals, He is active getting used in clicking, Also used up is he sometimes by fishy men for fishier purposes. This Cyclops was filming one such similar affair with a lady unaware, Stripped naked was her body exposed to that bare, Trick or truth, clothed or naked, she thought not about this cyborg Cyclops filming her **** ever in her wildest of fears. The young lady is then blackmailed by the Cyclops's master, "Be quiet about it and serve us in our industry," Threatened with publishing publicly of the moments - she gives in to this blackmail.
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 12:54 AM UTC
The Dwarf Cyclops
I'm on Urge; Do not Judge; I love Fudge; With all my Grudge; ~ Like Such; Wanted so Much; But i was Clutch; Ate on a Brunch; ~ On a Saturday; Like in May; Let me Say; Was in Clay...; ~ It was Good; Like my Mood; That i Could; Send a **** ~ And in Despair; I had a Flair; But to be Fair; I didn't Care; -------- I'm Lost; What's the Cost?; I got Exhaust; By the Frost; ~ I've Failed; Got Jailed; It Scaled; Blackmailed...; ~ They're Blind; Can't Find; And Bind; Got no Mind; ~ Left a Mark; In the Dark; Like a Quark; Instable as a Shark; ~ In this Blend; I Attend; She my Friend; Brings the END.
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Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 7:13 PM UTC
The Rule Of GPVS
*Women have rights, Right to life and right to speech Rights to love and be loved* **Feelings and emotions running wild, Right to vote and be voted for Feelings of happiness running high** *Not to be harassed or blackmailed, Not to be abused and relegated Women think too Respect the girl child, And tender her Give her the right words And build her ego* **if a man can lead the world, A woman can heal the world** Professor Marylyn-dolly©
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Aug 29, 2016
Aug 29, 2016 at 12:15 PM UTC
WOMEN HAVE RIGHTS...
Speak Power to Truth, but watch out for Lie Poem 3/01/2014 Sometimes we are afraid to speak Truth to Power. Have you ever heard that phrase uttered by some token card pushing sack of potatoes? I want to know : Who are these Truth and Power characters? Why are we afraid to speak with them? Fear not, I'll break it down, I met Truth in 8th grade, watched friends steal candy from a store, then they shouted, "Wynn go take some more." Egging on persistent - I couldn't ignore. I snuck the snack in to my pocket, pretended I dropped it. left enough change on the counter to pay for my friends and more, high hived my friend Truth as I walked out the door. I met Power high up in a tower of offices. That's right, Power is a bureaucrat who stamps a time clock. Every single weekday, as a weak single, like you and me, maybe. Power worked for my university signed my paychecks, and didn't like me at all. Power threw a power trip, extorted, blackmailed me and all, I got was secret meetings behind closed doors, Power threw me out said Wynn we don't need you anymore. I met Truth a 2nd time when I fell in love and had Truth tell me, Wynn admit it, this isn't the stranger you've been dreaming of. But I didn't follow Truth's advice, Instead I listened to Lie, and continued to suffer until emotionally I wanted to die. Lie, is another character you will tend to get involved with. Each day in a mirror Lie reviews your clothes, whispers in your ear you should starve, need to become beautiful, to lose weight, and change french fries for grapes. Lie wears a funny suit and shows up at your door, will try to sell you **** on silver platters, as if you needed anymore, Power came again to me, at a protest in the mall, said freeze, put your hands in the air, don't move, stay where you are. Power wields handcuffs, forged from metal, emotions, or money. Power is tall and attractive. Can be so friendly, sweet like honey. Power is secretly a business partner of everyone in your life. Power will be there for those who afford to buy its might. Lie is the friend who your parents say you should kick out of your house, but instead you awkwardly end up inviting to dinner. Lie timed their visit strategically. To dine at your table for free. (Lie doesn't identify with gender pronouns by the way). So speak Power to Truth, but watch out for Lie, because Truth needs Power most, and Lie will try to hide, not caring for reasons why.
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 6:31 PM UTC
Speak Power to Truth, but watch out for Lie
Speak Power to Truth, but watch out for Lie Poem 3/01/2014 Sometimes we are afraid to speak Truth to Power. Have you ever heard that phrase uttered by some token card pushing sack of potatoes? I want to know : Who are these Truth and Power characters? Why are we afraid to speak with them? Fear not, I'll break it down, I met Truth in 8th grade, watched friends steal candy from a store, then they shouted, "Wynn go take some more." Egging on persistent - I couldn't ignore. I snuck the snack in to my pocket, pretended I dropped it. left enough change on the counter to pay for my friends and more, high hived my friend Truth as I walked out the door. I met Power high up in a tower of offices. That's right, Power is a bureaucrat who stamps a time clock. Every single weekday, as a weak single, like you and me, maybe. Power worked for my university signed my paychecks, and didn't like me at all. Power threw a power trip, extorted, blackmailed me and all, I got was secret meetings behind closed doors, Power threw me out said Wynn we don't need you anymore. I met Truth a 2nd time when I fell in love and had Truth tell me, Wynn admit it, this isn't the stranger you've been dreaming of. But I didn't follow Truth's advice, Instead I listened to Lie, and continued to suffer until emotionally I wanted to die. Lie, is another character you will tend to get involved with. Each day in a mirror Lie reviews your clothes, whispers in your ear you should starve, need to become beautiful, to lose weight, and change french fries for grapes. Lie wears a funny suit and shows up at your door, will try to sell you **** on silver platters, as if you needed anymore, Power came again to me, at a protest in the mall, said freeze, put your hands in the air, don't move, stay where you are. Power wields handcuffs, forged from metal, emotions, or money. Power is tall and attractive. Can be so friendly, sweet like honey. Power is secretly a business partner of everyone in your life. Power will be there for those who afford to buy its might. Lie is the friend who your parents say you should kick out of your house, but instead you awkwardly end up inviting to dinner. Lie timed their visit strategically. To dine at your table for free. (Lie doesn't identify with gender pronouns by the way). So speak Power to Truth, but watch out for Lie, because Truth needs Power most, and Lie will try to hide, not caring for reasons why.
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When gullible fools held a party Wisdom was not invited that's 'wise' all the fools agreed...... Oh...he's so grumpy, says the snail as the cheetah calls 'hurry up please' for the thousandth time A gentleman never tell tales so let's hear the one sided story And always the teller has not a single hint of guilt Loyalty is a virtue But do not expect it to be present In nine year olds or the blackmailed
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Dec 21, 2018
Dec 21, 2018 at 3:01 PM UTC
Can't Stop Laughing......
-to be human is to sin you tell me that good people are everywhere but where are all these good people when the facts are screaming "emergency, emergency" "alert, alert" when the facts say that almost every girl on this planet has at least once in her life been touched in a way she didn't consent to the facts say that most ****** predators are known to the children fathers; fathers have ***** their daughters while mothers cry silently because the world does not want to hear the stories under the blanket the guilt and the shame the pain. the pain. you say there are good people show me show me that boy who gives to charity his hand rode up my skirt last week that girl who prays five times a day she watched as her boyfriend called me a ***** my five year old cousin knows what it's like to be penetrated i lost my virginity before i got my period my best friend doesn't want to be touched because she sees her rapist's face in every man i was blackmailed by a boy who said he wanted to marry me my mom; my mom and i have bonded over what it feels like to have a man inside you who doesn't doesn't belong there what kind of god wants an empty heaven? because the kind of people on this earth the filthy **** who carved their names between my thighs there are too many there are too many men who have done women who have watched silent observers silent thieves murderers no one says anything then they pray to god but their sins their sins are on my skin see me see me as i burn see me as i burn because if these repenters who have lived their lives hurting others who say their grace then stuff their ***** in my face if these repenters are who i will find in heaven then i do not want to go i do not want to go to a heaven with them i do not want to go to a paradise that looks a whole lot like hell but if god chooses to not forgive these repenters then heaven will be empty because we are sinners we are all sinners we ask for forgiveness then do it again i have lied i have cheated i have wished ill upon another tell me; am i good person? was he a good person? when he ***** me then apologized when he ***** me then prayed when he ***** me then cried and said he made a mistake when he ***** me said sorry and did it again. if he makes it to heaven i'll take the other train if he does not then none of us will because our devils are too clean and our angels too ***** i'm not quite sure if i'm looking for repentance or for revenge i have done wrong and i have been wronged is there a place for me in heaven? what kind of god wants an empty heaven? what kind of god wants a heaven full of sinners? where is the god that will love me? where is the god that will forgive me?
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Dec 7, 2016
Dec 7, 2016 at 10:26 AM UTC
what kind of god wants an empty heaven?
-to be human is to sin you tell me that good people are everywhere but where are all these good people when the facts are screaming "emergency, emergency" "alert, alert" when the facts say that almost every girl on this planet has at least once in her life been touched in a way she didn't consent to the facts say that most ****** predators are known to the children fathers; fathers have ***** their daughters while mothers cry silently because the world does not want to hear the stories under the blanket the guilt and the shame the pain. the pain. you say there are good people show me show me that boy who gives to charity his hand rode up my skirt last week that girl who prays five times a day she watched as her boyfriend called me a ***** my five year old cousin knows what it's like to be penetrated i lost my virginity before i got my period my best friend doesn't want to be touched because she sees her rapist's face in every man i was blackmailed by a boy who said he wanted to marry me my mom; my mom and i have bonded over what it feels like to have a man inside you who doesn't doesn't belong there what kind of god wants an empty heaven? because the kind of people on this earth the filthy **** who carved their names between my thighs there are too many there are too many men who have done women who have watched silent observers silent thieves murderers no one says anything then they pray to god but their sins their sins are on my skin see me see me as i burn see me as i burn because if these repenters who have lived their lives hurting others who say their grace then stuff their ***** in my face if these repenters are who i will find in heaven then i do not want to go i do not want to go to a heaven with them i do not want to go to a paradise that looks a whole lot like hell but if god chooses to not forgive these repenters then heaven will be empty because we are sinners we are all sinners we ask for forgiveness then do it again i have lied i have cheated i have wished ill upon another tell me; am i good person? was he a good person? when he ***** me then apologized when he ***** me then prayed when he ***** me then cried and said he made a mistake when he ***** me said sorry and did it again. if he makes it to heaven i'll take the other train if he does not then none of us will because our devils are too clean and our angels too ***** i'm not quite sure if i'm looking for repentance or for revenge i have done wrong and i have been wronged is there a place for me in heaven? what kind of god wants an empty heaven? what kind of god wants a heaven full of sinners? where is the god that will love me? where is the god that will forgive me?
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Don't cross the street until the light is green. Hold hands at the crosswalks & parking lot. Keep poison out of reach of children. Don't cuss or swear. Don't smoke or drink. Don't speed above the speed limit. Don't lend out cash. Don't get conned. Don't drink alcohol & drive. Don't do drugs. Don't sell *** for money. Don't take bribes. Don't get blackmailed. Don't play with fire. Don't use explosives or firearms. Don't vandalize. Don't be a ****** stripper, **** drug dealer, bank robber, killer, ****** carjacker, kidnapper, or shoplifter. Wear your seat belt. Check your motor oil & fluids. Drive on a full tank of gas. Clean your windshield. Flush the toilet. Brush your teeth & hair. Never use electrical things near water. Never lie. Never hire an attorney for anything. Never sign a stripper contract. Don't dance naked for money. Use mouthwash.
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 1:02 AM UTC
Common Sense is Absent
Sometimes I just want to give up on life These past 3 years have blasted me with so much strife No one truly understands what it's like to be me They talk down to me and that makes me so angry Saying whatever they **** well please I'm forced to just put up with it; geeze! Since life is so unfair I think to myself "Why should I even care?" Nobody else does and its warped my mindset I no longer give the benefit of the doubt. I assume the worse of everyone. So many of my "friends" had shown me their true colors And I hate that I gave them my friendship in the first place. They certainly didn't deserve it. Giovanna, Olivia, Melissa You three girls affected me the worse. I wish I had never met any of you. You did me so ***** when you unfriended me. I constantly wish you regret your decision but it's not likely. I don't even want to mention the women that scammed, extorted and blackmailed me. They are not worthy of still being in my head I keep them there tho so as not to repeat my mistakes.
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Nov 2, 2021
Nov 2, 2021 at 1:53 PM UTC
My Mistakes
my finger tips bleed for you pouring out confessions blackmailed by my betraying heart sscraping your leftovers closer, hoping you can see through the bright lights and encryptions that the vicious remains of our love still circles like a vulture and I, so desperate to be tasted offer to you in this mangled mess of loveliness my soul scratched in wretched gliphs for an endless time in a language that could only be deciphered by your cruel love.
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Feb 15, 2014
Feb 15, 2014 at 12:15 PM UTC
tips circle the pain
Inspector Fox felt emotionally blackmailed his eyes blurred the first time in his life the man cried pitifully to have the suspicion dispelled there was motive for him to have killed his wife. *I picked her up almost from the street you can call it love at first sight whose fragrance in heart I always carried showed me the way her love’s light. If you ask if she was always faithful to me she was and not a moment she left my side laid herself bare and so happy were we years passed like an endless joy ride. Never ever, never once, I have to say she set her eyes on any other man happy as she was in my love all the way as I was in my loveliest woman. She loved not me but only my money so would the tongues roll in mischief how they envied that I was so lucky our devotion to each other was beyond belief. Behind me she slept with other men I had to bear with many such gossip two love doves we were crazily insane our love was true and fathomless deep. It hurt me Mr. Fox and I couldn’t take it anymore those ******** spreading canards about her so I started to love her more than before and now must have killed her some jilted lover.* The inspector noted each word in his book thanked him and got up to go to give the note a good look at home in his table lamp’s glow. He read it once and then again and again each line in isolation and with the rest till he pieced together only the first lines arrived at the confession cleverly crafted!
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Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 6:18 AM UTC
A Confession
Colours. The Arc is a contrast to the stark, overcast sky. There are, two end and there are two sides. Meeting means to collide. Box emptied of vacation memories, blossoms of plastic, frozen faces. Broad smiles, hid the lies behind the lines and teeth, bits of sand, those once were hot, Between the ugly toes, grains now discarded, But no more enjoyed, the mind is blind to the litter. what was toyed, with blackmailed emotional *** of gold. The Colour has drained away, rummaging in this, in the dark is too damaging, with gritty fingers, on delicate nerve tissue, softly, please, mind the Grey matter.
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Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 1:31 PM UTC
Rainbows and Happy Places
Somethings, do just happen? But not an affair. Many are planned, manipulated and calculated to occur. Many just toss get caught into the air. The chase, the conquest is important more than anything. As away, there are excuses to come. More so from the women. And a few from the man. Some blame it on ***** Some chalk it up to being fools. So certain things happen that's out of our control. But not an affair. Excuses that seem to given. If just as stupid than many saints they are going to heaven. When they are masters of pretend. Oh, it was a good job. Oh, they blackmailed me. When in truth, you showed complete interest. Yes, many things happen. Except, not an affair. We know things we want to act upon. Over looking the danger. Less concern about the harm.
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Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 12:04 PM UTC
Not An Affair
Embracing my pain🖤 [I always wondered what it was to be cared, loved and be petted. I grew up in disgrace, scolded and treated unwell. I was blackmailed, bullied and forced beyond my limits.] The childhood which was sweet for everyone was not for me! Neither appreciated nor saw me as a young girl. All I was a trash. I really feel guilt and was I burden always. Why did you give me birth in this earth? As days passed by, I was not recognised by any one. I felt I was a shadow submerged in this dark. I had no value, and felt like an extra. Sometimes thought I should have made a full stop long back. To me childhood was full of responsibilites. Why did not god gift me with love but pain, no smiles but fakes and at last a life when i didn't ask an one??? Responsibilites and priorities snatched my years of joy till now! I don't know what its to be a kid nor to be loved by. I always gave but not got anything in turn neither did I expect cause love can be also one side. But, all I can feel as days flew by was nothing but emptiness, numbness, no emotion, simply pain but covering them with a fake smile so ppl around me don't get hurt! Sleepless nights, but no one knows why pillows are stained, sometimes neither I do. No one knows, how I plead for love, but is forced to act not and strong always. No one knows how my mood swings but called rude cause I don't wanna hurt anyone at that moment! No one tries to know cause they think I am cool and my life is perfect which I pretend the most. Now days are getting slower and nights longer. I don't know where I belong. I feel like nothing. Though people love me, I am scared to trust, that I neglect them and move afar so they wont be hurt because of me. My heart is into pieces and I know that I can still pretend stronger and fine. Why, where and how did I come to this miserable world which should have been so simple. Can no one hear the silent cries Or is this the fate of us. I am being a ghost alive and the shadows so deep in me are leaving behind. Even I don't know who I am/ for I am suppressed and not moulded, for I am snatched and did not live. Maybe the curse of birth is the cause and its ok cause its not ok! Why me? When all i did and still do is place rest of the people first before me. Why me? Cared to fix people heart from my own flesh Why me? Thought people were true when they just used and manipulated me Why me? When my childhood was a grave but still choosing to find peace. Yes, I lost my HOPE. And the desire to LIVE. Just breathing, for the sake of my family ~Varsha Srinivasan 🖤
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Nov 3, 2024
Nov 3, 2024 at 2:11 AM UTC
EMBRACING MY PAIN🫀
Embracing my pain🖤 [I always wondered what it was to be cared, loved and be petted. I grew up in disgrace, scolded and treated unwell. I was blackmailed, bullied and forced beyond my limits.] The childhood which was sweet for everyone was not for me! Neither appreciated nor saw me as a young girl. All I was a trash. I really feel guilt and was I burden always. Why did you give me birth in this earth? As days passed by, I was not recognised by any one. I felt I was a shadow submerged in this dark. I had no value, and felt like an extra. Sometimes thought I should have made a full stop long back. To me childhood was full of responsibilites. Why did not god gift me with love but pain, no smiles but fakes and at last a life when i didn't ask an one??? Responsibilites and priorities snatched my years of joy till now! I don't know what its to be a kid nor to be loved by. I always gave but not got anything in turn neither did I expect cause love can be also one side. But, all I can feel as days flew by was nothing but emptiness, numbness, no emotion, simply pain but covering them with a fake smile so ppl around me don't get hurt! Sleepless nights, but no one knows why pillows are stained, sometimes neither I do. No one knows, how I plead for love, but is forced to act not and strong always. No one knows how my mood swings but called rude cause I don't wanna hurt anyone at that moment! No one tries to know cause they think I am cool and my life is perfect which I pretend the most. Now days are getting slower and nights longer. I don't know where I belong. I feel like nothing. Though people love me, I am scared to trust, that I neglect them and move afar so they wont be hurt because of me. My heart is into pieces and I know that I can still pretend stronger and fine. Why, where and how did I come to this miserable world which should have been so simple. Can no one hear the silent cries Or is this the fate of us. I am being a ghost alive and the shadows so deep in me are leaving behind. Even I don't know who I am/ for I am suppressed and not moulded, for I am snatched and did not live. Maybe the curse of birth is the cause and its ok cause its not ok! Why me? When all i did and still do is place rest of the people first before me. Why me? Cared to fix people heart from my own flesh Why me? Thought people were true when they just used and manipulated me Why me? When my childhood was a grave but still choosing to find peace. Yes, I lost my HOPE. And the desire to LIVE. Just breathing, for the sake of my family ~Varsha Srinivasan 🖤
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*she was a gift to the world but words silenced her the only escape she had* was a gun to the person who made her feel that way you've just killed an angel *he walked in confidence he was on the right track nothing could stop him* **except the fact that he was christian and gay** do the church that made him bleed to bleed out the different in him you've just killed an angel *she had the voice of an angel she didn't let anything hold her down her spirit filled the room with happiness but the only thing they cared about* **was the size of her body bringing down the size of her love until she couldn't even love herself** to whoever told her she wasn't skinny enough *you pulled the trigger on an angel **she was only in 7th grade when her life was taken away but she tried to hold on longer an angel who did nothing but make a mistake when she turned 15 she decided she couldn't hold on any longer** *her name was Amanda and she was only a girl but her story lives on because she's still in the world suicide is still yet to be stopped and though we cannot turn back the clock for Amanda we can save those who live like her* and to the man who blackmailed her with her own picture to the girls who beat her up over a guy to the parents who didn't see to all the different schools that didn't do anything to the friends who freezed her out** **to the people who harassed her on Facebook after she tried to commit suicide the first time to the people who commented on her story video telling her she "deserved it" to the ones who never cared enough to ask if she was ok you tortured beat and slowly killed an angel**
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 4:34 PM UTC
you've killed an angel
*she was a gift to the world but words silenced her the only escape she had* was a gun to the person who made her feel that way you've just killed an angel *he walked in confidence he was on the right track nothing could stop him* **except the fact that he was christian and gay** do the church that made him bleed to bleed out the different in him you've just killed an angel *she had the voice of an angel she didn't let anything hold her down her spirit filled the room with happiness but the only thing they cared about* **was the size of her body bringing down the size of her love until she couldn't even love herself** to whoever told her she wasn't skinny enough *you pulled the trigger on an angel **she was only in 7th grade when her life was taken away but she tried to hold on longer an angel who did nothing but make a mistake when she turned 15 she decided she couldn't hold on any longer** *her name was Amanda and she was only a girl but her story lives on because she's still in the world suicide is still yet to be stopped and though we cannot turn back the clock for Amanda we can save those who live like her* and to the man who blackmailed her with her own picture to the girls who beat her up over a guy to the parents who didn't see to all the different schools that didn't do anything to the friends who freezed her out** **to the people who harassed her on Facebook after she tried to commit suicide the first time to the people who commented on her story video telling her she "deserved it" to the ones who never cared enough to ask if she was ok you tortured beat and slowly killed an angel**
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Had a party today And emotionally blackmailed me into baking cake. Had a problem with his cell. Emotionally blackmailed me into taking mine.. Ohhh brother !!! You know how much I hate you. But then again I have to love you as well. Huhhhhh life and my brother, They both are so tiring !
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Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC
My brother
I used to be trapped. I used to be watched Like a bug under a microscope. I used to be judged. And blackmailed. Alone, there was no way I could cope. This was a war for love, However wrong, However crushed. But it was an ant against a flood. I cried so hard, So long. All because of my own flesh-and-blood. And finally, a ray of golden sunlight Broke through the clouds, The rain, And kissed the untamed waters That surrounded my home. Your warmth made the water evaporate - But she wasn't gone. Instead, she rose up to join you, There, in the sky. As soft white cloud beneath your golden eye. Yet however far she was from me, There was a closeness that would last forever. There are days in which You weren't feeling so hot. She was there, But she was distraught. That little cloud, She cried and cried. Once again, the flood swirled around me. She needed you, But you really couldn't be there. That little ant on the ground - She understood. So I asked her to come back down to Earth, Flood my life again, But this time, I would ride the waves. And I would look up And I would see you Still shining, beaming down at your true love. You came back, And lit her up again. Once again she evaporated - But she wasn't gone. She was with you - Where she should be. But if times got tough, She would be with me. Thank you, my golden sun, For kindling that bond Between the ant and the flood.
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Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 1:36 AM UTC
The Ant, the Flood, and the Golden Sun
If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have cried over your farewell message I wouldn't have thought of regret I wouldn't have thought of the days without you as a waste If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have thought of giving you forgiveness Or seeing you again face to face Nor talking to you casually as if nothing happened If I loved you a little less It wouldn't have been painful seeing you talk to him I wouldn't have smiled as if I felt nothing I wouldn't have felt glee when you turn your phone's mode to airplane If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have felt anxious as the end gets nearer I wouldn't have felt the urge to hug you closer I wouldn't have asked that little favor If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have stared at your lips And asked for that one final kiss I wouldn't have felt my love was being reciprocated If I loved you a little less That night wouldn't be flashing back repeatedly I would've slept well entirely I wouldn't have wished you with me If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have chose you over her Her, with the love, future and security that she offers I wouldn't have the guts to hurt other people If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have stomached being a third party I wouldn't have accepted you after what you've done to me I would have cared what others think about me If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have agreed to this kind of setup Like on a death row queue, I voluntarily line up Except that this is a slow torturous death with a heads up If I loved you a little less I would've forced you my beliefs I would've blackmailed you emotionally And tied you up just to be with me If only I have loved you a little less Just a little less But I only love you a little, More and more each day If only I have loved you a little less But my love for you was beyond everything Beyond time, pain, risks, judgment and common sense Even beyond death, I think If only I have loved myself a little less I wouldn't have decided to fight a handicapped game I wouldn't have swallowed all the hatred and curses thrown at my name I wouldn't have been able to love you all the same Curse my stubborn heart for not knowing how to love a little less It only knows of love that is always at its peak With only one choice between all or nothing And it always chooses all, if it's you, right from the very beginning
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Nov 20, 2017
Nov 20, 2017 at 3:55 AM UTC
Stubborn Heart
If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have cried over your farewell message I wouldn't have thought of regret I wouldn't have thought of the days without you as a waste If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have thought of giving you forgiveness Or seeing you again face to face Nor talking to you casually as if nothing happened If I loved you a little less It wouldn't have been painful seeing you talk to him I wouldn't have smiled as if I felt nothing I wouldn't have felt glee when you turn your phone's mode to airplane If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have felt anxious as the end gets nearer I wouldn't have felt the urge to hug you closer I wouldn't have asked that little favor If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have stared at your lips And asked for that one final kiss I wouldn't have felt my love was being reciprocated If I loved you a little less That night wouldn't be flashing back repeatedly I would've slept well entirely I wouldn't have wished you with me If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have chose you over her Her, with the love, future and security that she offers I wouldn't have the guts to hurt other people If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have stomached being a third party I wouldn't have accepted you after what you've done to me I would have cared what others think about me If I loved you a little less I wouldn't have agreed to this kind of setup Like on a death row queue, I voluntarily line up Except that this is a slow torturous death with a heads up If I loved you a little less I would've forced you my beliefs I would've blackmailed you emotionally And tied you up just to be with me If only I have loved you a little less Just a little less But I only love you a little, More and more each day If only I have loved you a little less But my love for you was beyond everything Beyond time, pain, risks, judgment and common sense Even beyond death, I think If only I have loved myself a little less I wouldn't have decided to fight a handicapped game I wouldn't have swallowed all the hatred and curses thrown at my name I wouldn't have been able to love you all the same Curse my stubborn heart for not knowing how to love a little less It only knows of love that is always at its peak With only one choice between all or nothing And it always chooses all, if it's you, right from the very beginning
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What were the temples Of the tribes, Judea Brothels of slave Shepards Of child lovers And Christiandom was it's continuation, post revolt Back it all goes back to Rome Further back than that To Greece But ultimately the nomads who settled In the land we call Egypt These are the freaks The monsters throughout history Who eat of their own young and Lay with them Who manipulated what were the Pagans Who continued on slavery, after the End of its practice. Cybele & Attis, The cults that taught Drugging as a tool To manipulate behavior Bend the rules, in their favor Far off in Europe and since The civil war, in America And it was Truman's gang That hijacked us They have been hijacking Various belief and countries, For as long as there have been them. We got back control With some of us Americans getting in And then they shot that young man Going through Dallas, Texas And ever since, it has been Foreign elements pulling strings Foul false Americans Because they made of us Of our conservative society One of shame, one of privacy Where normal people like you and me Are afraid to speak out for what is right In the face of ignorance In the stead of savagery They blackmailed and extorted our politicians Right before our very eyes I tell you, wake up Be political, and only trust Americans Including our southern siblings Common people like us Who merely wish to live free lives
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Mar 5, 2024
Mar 5, 2024 at 8:17 PM UTC
A Cult Element Among Organized Religions
You took what was rightfully mine forcing words into my mouth pulling at these limbs like I was a puppet turning me into something not human making me believe I was utterly worthless I became the problem as the blame fell on me all our misfortunes and failures were my fault I was the monster hiding under children’s beds howling into the dead of night You restricted my growth forcing me to kneel at your feet there I begged for your forgiveness time and time again filled with guilt and shame watching the broken mess we had become wondering where it all went wrong how we wandered so far off this path getting lost in the bitterness and anger our hearts turned cold veins filled with each-others poison Fighting fire with fire striking a match and standing by as everything we had burnt this thing that we created was not the product of love but of hate and resentment We turned green eyed in this feeding frenzy hungering for one another’s flesh viciously tearing down these walls infiltrating each-others vulnerable minds You had my slowly beating heart in your hand but instead of nurturing it you blackmailed me forcing this mind to become tethered to your own Whenever I looked over my shoulder I saw you those cold eyes scrutinising every single action and interaction filtering the words that came out of my mouth I could feel your nails digging into my flesh as you forced yourself on me your warm breath still lingers here I have tried running but these chains prevent me from ever getting far a truth I cannot escape and a past that refuses to let me go The scars you left behind are a permanent reminder of all that transpired here the sins we committed hand in hand ensuring each-others demise You broke me and I am still trying to pick up the pieces rummaging through the rubble trying to find something beautiful again a piece of this canvas left blank Your shadow will always linger at the corners of my mind but I have found a new strength within a resilience emerging from the broken and heaven forbid you try and take that from me This story is still meant to be told
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Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 4:56 AM UTC
Burn
You took what was rightfully mine forcing words into my mouth pulling at these limbs like I was a puppet turning me into something not human making me believe I was utterly worthless I became the problem as the blame fell on me all our misfortunes and failures were my fault I was the monster hiding under children’s beds howling into the dead of night You restricted my growth forcing me to kneel at your feet there I begged for your forgiveness time and time again filled with guilt and shame watching the broken mess we had become wondering where it all went wrong how we wandered so far off this path getting lost in the bitterness and anger our hearts turned cold veins filled with each-others poison Fighting fire with fire striking a match and standing by as everything we had burnt this thing that we created was not the product of love but of hate and resentment We turned green eyed in this feeding frenzy hungering for one another’s flesh viciously tearing down these walls infiltrating each-others vulnerable minds You had my slowly beating heart in your hand but instead of nurturing it you blackmailed me forcing this mind to become tethered to your own Whenever I looked over my shoulder I saw you those cold eyes scrutinising every single action and interaction filtering the words that came out of my mouth I could feel your nails digging into my flesh as you forced yourself on me your warm breath still lingers here I have tried running but these chains prevent me from ever getting far a truth I cannot escape and a past that refuses to let me go The scars you left behind are a permanent reminder of all that transpired here the sins we committed hand in hand ensuring each-others demise You broke me and I am still trying to pick up the pieces rummaging through the rubble trying to find something beautiful again a piece of this canvas left blank Your shadow will always linger at the corners of my mind but I have found a new strength within a resilience emerging from the broken and heaven forbid you try and take that from me This story is still meant to be told
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for the longest part of my life my mother said she would be "better off dead" for the longest part of my life i had to hear, "if you dont do what i say i might as well be dead" for the longest part of my life i heard "you will miss me when I'm dead" for the longest part of my life i was blackmailed, emotionally. One cannot make a person want to live. One cannot make a person except what they have done. One cannot take the blame, if you are only a little child.
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May 18, 2021
May 18, 2021 at 5:46 AM UTC
for the longest part
He's beautiful A lot of my friends disagreed Said why **** a guy who isn't **** But I don't see him that way I guess you could say "love makes you blind" Though I'm not in love, and I can see just fine But I miss him Obviously Or else I wouldn't be in my room right now crying about leaving But I made a choice A decision That no matter what happens I wasn't happy with him I'm gonna look back and remeber the hard times too I  will remeber the times the left me And the times he broke me When he toyed with my sanity Just to watch me squirm Blackmailed that he would tell my family If I didn't stay with him longer Our relationship was complicated But he did call me pretty Or beautiful I was his little ray of sunshine And his diamond in the rough He sang to me on the good days And hugged me when I was having a bad one He invited me out with his friends When none of his other girls could come He cared for me More than most people do And I needed that I wanted that And your crazy if you call that a abuse maybe I couldn't see it Maybe I still can't see it But I made a choice A decision That no matter what happens I wasn't happy with him I will get over it And find somone new Just maybe they will love me As much as he use to
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Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 12:08 AM UTC
Moving on
Love Huh, How do one get over this trick? That has deluded me for ages The meaning I misinterpreted for decades Lies……… All lies!! Scammed of my innocence And didn’t even realize, Broken, pitiful, self-depreciating Still, I cared less Longed for that affection I knew I would never get You’re clingy, I was told Like a fiend I craved, hungered Worse from addiction Truly, I was blind From the signs that carelessly lingered From the sovereignty I lived with for years Oh 'Empty smiles' I could wear them so well Hoping it gets better, it never did One language ''Hurt'' More Hurt, It really did hurt I swear The Tears, PAIN Memories, They just keep coming Blackmailed my emotions Tormented my conscience. The blankness, abandonment, Stillness Blossoming pain with every beat I lost my self I lost me, But held on hoping for more No! Begging for more A tiny bit…… yea Praying it gets better Then I fell hard in cupid An abuser I choose It’s all a secret, such a fool No one would ever know. Dire for help but would not accept any, I need time I say, for what exactly? Love is blind I guess, It will turn out well I hoped It’s all good Through it all I got a gift The best of its kind In the 'New' I find solace, Experience laughter, peace Though the word 'love' still eludes me, Still I stand holding on, Expecting a contrary force To whisper in my ears as I behold it "It's no trick, it’s no lie, it's no mirage, and it's right here... Looking straight into my eyes" Finally, I overcame Wait! did I?
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Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 6:34 AM UTC
'' Heal Me ''
Love Huh, How do one get over this trick? That has deluded me for ages The meaning I misinterpreted for decades Lies……… All lies!! Scammed of my innocence And didn’t even realize, Broken, pitiful, self-depreciating Still, I cared less Longed for that affection I knew I would never get You’re clingy, I was told Like a fiend I craved, hungered Worse from addiction Truly, I was blind From the signs that carelessly lingered From the sovereignty I lived with for years Oh 'Empty smiles' I could wear them so well Hoping it gets better, it never did One language ''Hurt'' More Hurt, It really did hurt I swear The Tears, PAIN Memories, They just keep coming Blackmailed my emotions Tormented my conscience. The blankness, abandonment, Stillness Blossoming pain with every beat I lost my self I lost me, But held on hoping for more No! Begging for more A tiny bit…… yea Praying it gets better Then I fell hard in cupid An abuser I choose It’s all a secret, such a fool No one would ever know. Dire for help but would not accept any, I need time I say, for what exactly? Love is blind I guess, It will turn out well I hoped It’s all good Through it all I got a gift The best of its kind In the 'New' I find solace, Experience laughter, peace Though the word 'love' still eludes me, Still I stand holding on, Expecting a contrary force To whisper in my ears as I behold it "It's no trick, it’s no lie, it's no mirage, and it's right here... Looking straight into my eyes" Finally, I overcame Wait! did I?
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By; Cedric McClester They had seven years to prepare To abolish Obamacare So there’s enough blame to share Cos’ in the end how did they fare? And ya know they went for broke But their efforts went up in smoke Now they’re the **** of the joke For tryin’ to take it away from folk At the cost of the average man’s health They were tryin’ to increase the wealth Of insurance companies by stealth And the rich if nothing else So let Obamacare be hailed Cos’ they plotted planned and failed Though the Freedom Caucus is assailed The president shouldn’t be bailed They put together their A team And tried everything it would seem From a whisper to a scream A Twitter attack to a meme See it hadn’t been scored or scaled So in the end God Almighty prevailed When no one could be blackmailed Ultimately the whole thing failed In their districts constituents arose And some elected officials froze Cos’ come election time everyone knows It’s the recalcitrant one who goes So the president could say what he wanted But the membership remained undaunted None of ‘em wanted to be haunted By a vote that wouldn’t be vaunted Cedric McClester, Copyright © 2017. All rights reserved.
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Mar 26, 2017
Mar 26, 2017 at 9:09 AM UTC
THEY HAD SEVEN YEARS TO PREPARE!
Let me see, do a man make a woman be his mistress? Or is it in her interest in being one? To get her physical thrills. While knowing she doesn't have him , except for a moment or two. Is the role she playing for her rent, car notes and bills being paid? So her perspectives of morals means not a single thing. Yes, it takes two to play that game. And best believe money controls everything. Let me understand this? Simply because he made a request. Intimidated her into connecting constantly with him in bed. Unless she were blackmailed, did he place a weapon to her head? Only when exposed is when the real story's told? Than instantly it falls upon him. But in some folks eyes, it falls upon her too. She profit from the thrill of lust as did he. So only one person's deserves our sympathy. Guess who?
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May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 7:54 AM UTC
Let Me See