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Earl Jane Aug 2015


                                                I hold your hand tight,


    And let you soar with me,

                                    Into the lofty skies,

                                                         ­ Spending time together,

                                                      ­                           Under the illumination,

                            Of the romantic moon and stars,

          Throwing all worries and sighs of life,

                                                     And leaving the world behind,


'Cause just being there by your side,


                                           Is already my everything.




                                  We ascend higher,


Above the clouds and played into the paradise of our love,

                    Our laughs echoed into our world,

                A world were only you and me existed,

                           A world of peace and love,

                                 A world of our own,

                        A world with no distractions,




                                               ­                                   Just you and me,

                             A perfect world more than we can imagine.






                                                 ­                                            We dance along,

                                                         ­                 Into the rhythm of our love,

                                                          ­       We sing along,

                                                       The music of our hearts,

                                                        ­                                      We shout along,

                  The happiness that just freed it's cage,




                                 We just praise God,


                                                        ­                  That it's just you and me,


                                         Together!






                        Those love and promises that we enunciate,


Gives us more strength,

      To keep a firmer grip,

                And hold unto each other,

                           But holding hands isn't just enough!

                                                 And so we enfold each other,

                                      Into the arms that assured the security of our love,

With the ablazing endearment,

         That gives us warmth,

                                                        ­  Gives us hope,

               That gives us life,

                                                          ­  And that lift us higher and higher,


                     Into the periphery of our bona fide love.





                                Having nothing in my life but you,

                                     Is already more than enough...




                                                  ­                                 © Earl Jane
                                                            ­                         ♥ E.J.C.S.
Earl Jane Aug 2015



When I saw you crying,

My heart was crushed into smithereens,

Your sobs reverberated into my world,

And gives the most disconsolate euphony within me,





All I ever desire,

Is for you to be happy,






Oh how I really wanted to hug you,

Comfort you and wipe away all those tears from your eyes,






But I knew we are far from each other,






So let my genuine love enclasp you,

And give you the best console.








with love <3





© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3
Earl Jane Feb 2016


My king's smiles and laughs,
Are my daily dosage of beatitude.





with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3 <3

i love you so much my king,, your happiness is my happiness, i can't lose you ever, i cherish you lot !! I only love you!!!!! I love you more than i can ever scream, shout, say, do, by all means of showing my love is never enough... coz i love you ssoooo ssooo much and i do see all you do for me !! I can't thank you enough for all you do, you are just amazinggg , genius, sweetest, most romantic, PERFECT for me !! I love you a lot !! I know we will meet soon. God is already preparing bigger plans for you and me, i am NEVER giving up on you!! You are my love, my peace, comfort, refuge, my happiness, my inspirer, motivator, the one that draw me closer to God , my king, my soulmate, my preordained one, MY ALL !!! You are my all and i am sooo overly attracted to you and i never get bored of you, that's so nuts !! Coz I am so NUTS of YOU!!! you have no idea !!! I love you sooo much!!!
Earl Jane Oct 2015


Oh my precious king,
My life and my everything,
Yes!I cherish you!
You create heaven in me,
And bloom flowers in my world.


You are that angel,
Filled with bright gleam and glory,
Blessing everyone,
You're divine and celestial,
And you're my soulmate, my all.




Oh my cherished ethereal king,
You're all I need, in rapture I sing.









with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3


long time i have not written anything, i have been sooo busy with school since this week is exam week for me,.. i have been stressing a lot with school work , super tiring life!

although we always chat with Brandon, i still miss him every single second! i feel really sorry that I am not writing lots like before for him, i am just sooo stressed and soo confuse on what work will i do first, especially those school stuff, then my surveying make up classes wore me out a lot and makes me so tired a lot and let me just sleep directly at night, really soooo busy and soooo tiring life...

engineering life never easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i still try my best for Brandon, to show him how i love him, i might not write lots of poems for him, i always try my best to chat him ALL the time even in my classes,.. i really cherish him a lot, he is my everything and he makes my life complete! i could not ask for more, i am more than blessed!!! <3 <3
Earl Jane Aug 2015


You are the sole yellow rose that I see,
In the amidst of this wicked and vexatious wilderness,
You've captured my heart,
With your bright, delightful and auspicious hue,
My eyes are affix to your alluring nature,
And a picture of you I keep dearly in my heart.



I walk into the hellacious pathway,
The pathway that draw stripes on me,
I did try to endure all throe and grief,
'Cause after this endeavor,
You'll fill me with beautitude and love,
And my triumph I will lavish upon you as I hold you in my arms.



Now I have succeeded and hold firm grip on you,
All aches been covered up with my overwhelmed soul,
Your thorns I've eliminated and put end to your excruciation,
I hold you so close to me and keep you safe in my chest,
I will never let you go and I'll bathe you with my love,
We will conquer the world together, forever 'til eternity.




with love <3




© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For you Brandon <3 <3
Earl Jane Aug 2015


You are a firefly,

That goes into the infinitesimal holes of me,

Holes that leads to my pitch-black self,


Then you gleam me up.




with love <3






© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3


I am really so glad, you just made a big difference in my life.. you just brighten my life... you made me happy a lot, encourages me when i feel so down in life, you are just my everything, my all!!! <3 <3 I AM SO MUCH BLESSED GOD GAVE YOU TO ME. :) <3

i love you so much king,, a lot... me moosst!! <3
Earl Jane Jan 2016


The heaven open it's window,
An angel descended slowly with glory,
It's  luminescence struck me,
I could hardly see his visage for it's radiance shine in it's utmost state,
He landed upon me with his palms on my shoulder,
Then he enfold me tightly as my shoulders dampen,
His tears gush through his eyes,
As a sudden bright light shine extremely to his whole body,
It's too enormous that I fell on my knees with my eyes close,
The light gradually disappear after awhile,
I opened my eyes and there right in front of me,
The angel disappear but an ethereal being stood by,
He looks so perfect and as he start talking,
It mend my lacerations, it calms my soul,
He said God sends him, to be here for me, to protect me,
To make me happy and to forever love me,
As those words penetrated to my soul,
My tears fell down,
My elation extended widely throughout the universes,
I am beyond happy,
Days are brightest when he came,
All excruciation are easy to carry for he is there always, all the way,
He is my happiness, my best friend, my peace and comfort,
My all.
I lifted my thanks & praises daily to God,
For he had given me the one preordained for me



with love <3

© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
for Brandon <3 <3


Long time i have not written any poem, i was just busy with exams, also doing calligraphy and now i am doing zentangle and i really love it,,,,

sorry brandon not really that beautiful!! i love you a lot!! <3 <3
Earl Jane Aug 2015


My love for you,


                  Is as unfathomable,
                                                  ­        As the MARIANAS TRENCH,


                                That even I myself,

               Have insufficient words,

                             To utter,

                                               Of how much I truly love and care for you.




My love for you,

                                Is as lofty as the SKY,

                                      
It's like if I could collect,

               All the helium gases in my world,

                                                 I'll let you soar high,

                                                          ­   And feel how skyscraping,

                      My love is, like the lofty sky above you.




My love for you,


                                    Is as wide the universe,

                    Immeasurable,

And indescribable.





with love <3





                                                    © Earl Jane
                                                      ♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3
Earl Jane Jan 2016


Satan's trying hard,
To break us apart my love,
But just remember,
God is mighty, He'll help us,
Let's do our part, DON'T GIVE UP.


And no matter what,
Let our hopes be burning bright,
That Satan will flee,
Let our knees be kneeling long,
He trembles when we're praying.


Remember my king,
I understand it's so hard,
Yes, I am aware,
But my hopes are in great shape,
And it will lift you up.


I am fully yours,
My love will be your carriage,
To heavenly realms,
I'll be your mighty refuge,
I'll keep you safe all the time.


Let's hang up our love,
Like the little stars at night,
That though in darkness,
We still are scintillating,
Bright ornament in the sky.


Trials and torment,
Are great and many my love,
Satan multi-task,
To successfully break us,
But that won't happen, too bad.


Lean our hopes to God,
And He will make it bigger,
Big enough to last,
Lay our patience to the Lord,
And He will make it wider.


I am sure my king,
That God is blessing this love,
And with all of that,
I knew He is finding ways,
For us to be together.


Soon my dearest,
We will be rewarded great,
'Cause we wait on God,
For His perfect time for us,
We will be beyond happy.


My dear, I love you,
And I will never give up,
I'll be by your side,
And will hold on tight to you,
I'll always do all for you.



with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3 <3

i love you soo much my king.... soo sooo much!!!! I won't give up and we will overcome this,, we will... i have full hope on us,,, God is blessing our love ans He is finding way for us, i am sure of that,,.. I will always stay positive,, i love you most !!!!
Earl Jane Sep 2015


I love you so much,
I am happiest with you,
My soulmate, My King.




with love <3



© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3


Our first monthsary was Sept.9, we have different time now, mine is Sept. 10 morning now and to him is Sept.9 night. But even though we are just 1 month, I felt like I have known him forever. And with that I do believe we are really preordained. Oh how i love him a lot!!! I wrote so many like a letter form but I am just so busy with exams and have not finish it... I am already so stressed with my mathematics, but I am doing my super best to make time for him. Just even have 2 hours sleep now and that we talk early morning at 1:00am my time onwards.. I am so glad to talk to him. I really love him so much. I might not write a lot of poems for him, but I do chat him lots and make time for him even with my busy life as engineering student. I am most blessed to have him. I love him sooo much, my king, my soulmate, my all, my husband. ayeheeeee <3 ME MOOOSTTTT KING!! ME MOOSSTT!!
Earl Jane Aug 2015


                                                            I­ close my eyes and dream of you,

                                  'Cause only there you say things true....



                           © Earl Jane
                             ♥ E.J.C.S.
Earl Jane Jul 2015


I've known an extraordinary lady,



                'Cause I wrote poems in HP,

                                                        Well, I thank HP a lot,
                                                That I have the opportunity,
                                       To know a person like her!

                And found out  we have the same nationality,

Not only that, she write these exceptional and amazing poems!!

          I was overwhelmed!

                And blithesomely chatted her,
                            She replied,

We have a good talk,
                 I was so broken into splinters those times,
             I could hardly remember the throe,
        But her words glare brightest in my heart,



She inspired me,
         With the hurting truth,
                   Well, I knew truth hurts,

Then we always chat,

    We exchange phone numbers,

                 And texting even not in HP,
'Cause I knew she is so much busy,

But I'm still texting her telling,
                     "I'M SO GLAD TO BE Your FRIEND."
And that,
"Ohayou Gozaimasu, konnichiwa & konnbanwa"
             "Kiotsukete kudasai Roan-chan!"

Oh yeah!
           We love Japan, and their language,
                 That made me love her even more.
                       (Love as friend okay?!)


    We exchange google+ & fb,
        And saw her angelic face,
            Scattering over her timeline,
                 I saw a beautiful soul,
                       Dancing and gleaming inside of her,


      She's indeed a very good friend,

                             When I have heartaches and tribulations,

                                     I share her my pain and sorrows,

She's like the sun in the noon time,
                  Heating me up with her love and care,


                    But even though I have not met her personally,
                I knew for sure that I'm so much blessed,
            To know such a golden spirit,
                              Such rare being in the amidst,


And I do knew,
                             That God will lead us together,
                         To spend time personally as friends,


Together with Ma'am Sally,

                        As what she told me,
          "We should have this ~poetess date~ "


How I long for that day!



I really pray to God,

                      That He will give you,
                         The best of the life,



   Give you good health,
          To continue enjoying life to it's fullest,



To have many more birthdays to come,
                 For you to see more,
      Of the beauty of God's creation,



                            And to find,
                     That very right man,
            That your heart longs to find,
                For quiet elongated time.



I pray also,
          That you will remain,
                 To be light to all people,



            And be that very good friend,
Everyone longs for,




In this beautiful day,
                   I pray you will be the happiest person alive,
                            And celebrate this marvelous day,
                                          God had given you.

      "Maligayang Kaarawan Aking Kaibigan."




                          © Earl Jane
                            ♥ E.J.C.S.
Earl Jane Jan 2016


For this moment I still breath,
It is a precious gift from God,
Birthdays are not only the days to thank and praise Him,
But daily should be a birthday to bring Him back,
All the glory and honor He deserve,
A birthday of a new us for the past no longer exist,
There should be renewal of self each day,
A self so worthy in God's sight.

I could not really ask for more,
For when I look at the sky day and night,
It always shows me God's great love for me,
A love unfathomable to man's knowledge.

I already got my precious gift,
The treasure that I cherish a lot,
He is my king, my soulmate, my lover,
With him in my life,
I am already complete,
I could not ask for more,
For God already gave me,
The person that truly fill the spaces in my life,
The man I truly wanted and needed,
The one who is my all,
And for that this is the best Birthday ever,
Thank God, Praise God, Glory and Honor to Him!!!!



with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
HAHAHA, this is not really that nice,, I just really wanna thank God for giving me another year.. a year to praise and thank Him.. seriously He is ssoo good to me,, He gave me Brandon and I could not ask for more.. I am just beyond ssooo blessed~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Brandon, thank you for your gifts to me, though I told you no need to do lots of stuff to me for you are already my greatest treasure,, i love you so much and can't thank you enough,, Praise God for you my king,,, I am beyond happiest... love you most!!! <3 <3
Earl Jane Aug 2015


It's true my life change,
Since the time you enfold me,
With your love I yearn,
You're the sun that gleam me up,
My ornament stars at night.


This love is so rare,
Rancor eliminated,
My silver lining,
Beatitude ascertain,
Into your tender warm arms.


Hundreds and thousands,
Butterflies in my stomach,
Just this direct look,
In your aesthetic eyes,
Sent me straight to paradise.


We gaily unleash,
Our long imprisoned echt love,
And our hearts so chuffed,
With this invincible love,
Binds us with peace and surety.


This soul dance in joy,
As I finally found you,
My cherished soulmate,
I am truly so convinced,
God preordained you and me.



with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3


I did try my best in this one, long time I have not written my favorite TANKA, heheeee.... Hope you love this.. :) :)

A TANKA is a 57577 poem for those who don't know :)
Earl Jane Jul 2015


                                              I enfold you closer to me,
                      And let you feel every melody,
That my heart produces.


Suddenly you got enervated,


                            Because of my monotonous euphony.


                                            I wonder why would you feel like that?


          When the only harmony my heart generates,

                 ~> Are the tone of the sweetness of your name,
                                 ~> And the music of your love,
                                                That carries me into the paradise land,
                  Which everyone dreams of?



      I only love you,

                                                 That's why,
                      
                        I will never mix others musical genre,
                Into the rhythm that maintains the circulation,
                                 Of love and felicity,

  
                                                                ­                            Into my life.
  



                            © Earl Jane
                              ♥ E.J.C.S.
Earl Jane Jul 2015

                                                If you are a tree,

Bombarded by extreme winds,


                                            In the amidst of a typhoon,


                                                      ­                     I'll sacrifice to be your roots,
                                                          ­       To diminish your agony,



OH, I cannot manage seeing you suffer!

                             In carrying on in a big tragedy,
                                                        ­       With utmost throe alone ,





Let me be torn and broken into fragments,
                 And be cut in combating and holding for you,




That's how much I love and care,

                                          I wish you only knew...



                       © Earl Jane
                         ♥ E.J.C.S.
Earl Jane Jan 2017


I bathe you with my tears of love,
Hoping that it will overflow,
And that someday,
It will sail you next to me.


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon ❤
Earl Jane Dec 2015


Oh my soulmate and king,
This soul is lamenting prodigiously,
I stretch my spirit's breathing,
And clasp tightly into my heart,
With my other hand outstretching to the sky,
Begging for mercy to end my utmost torment,
But I end up crouching in extreme pain,
My eyes are swollen, tears dried up,
Voice are hoarsen for hours of shrieking,
To lavish pity from above.


Oh my Lord and Saviour,
Extend this life for my lover,
I could not afford to rest in peace from my torture,
If I won't see a glimpse of his empyrean countenance,
Oh my God, my Lord,
These knees are bruised in genuflecting for my unceasing prayers,
Beseeching for your miracle to enfold me,
I am conquering, taking aching breaths at a time,
Rolling my eyes, biting my lips and tearing in this throe,
Oh Lord God,
Give me wings just for a day,
Give strength to it and help me to spread dauntlessly and fly to where my Brandon is,
I need my king's love and comfort,
I need to tell him how I cherish him,
I need to tell him how I love him so much,
I need to hug him and let him know I will always be with him,
Though the earth be shaken and the universe disintegrate,
He will wear my love like a crown,
And my love's assurance I will settle in his ring finger,
I will secure him for a queen should protect her king,
Though I won't be physically with him for long,
For I only have a day to keep breathing,
With agony I keep holding unto my hope,
To pull me up when I arch in hurt and grief,
But my psyche will be with him 'til infinity,
Oh My Lord, I will forever be with him.


Oh my Saviour,
Just PLEASE,
If I won't make it today,
And I won't be able to tell him all I want to say,
And do all I wanna do to him,
Just please my God,
Just please remind him always that I love him alone so much,
If he shed tears in lonesomeness when I am gone,
Please wipe his tears for me,
For I won't be able to hold him physically and comfort him,
Please my God, let him feel I am always with him,
Awaken his happiness oh Lord when am gone,
Rekindle his mind to read  the poems I made for him,
Lord God, shelter him with your love,
I don't wanna see him shedding tears for me,
I want to limn smile in his mouth,
But I know it will be mourning for sorrow when I am no longer in this earth,
I am fighting hard to survive for him,
But I am so weak, my strength evaporated,
My voice disappeared and my hope almost relinquish,
Just please Oh God,
Let me rest in peace knowing he is safe in your arms,
Envelop him with console and exhilaration,
Just please be with him together with me always,

Oh Lord God, I love him so so much!




with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3 <3


Brandon made the title for me,,

This is my come back poem, loolll since I wasn't able to write much,, and my last poem is still 7 days ago, just wanna write good for my king,...


i love you my king, hope you like this, not really that amazing but just hoping u love this,, :)))
Earl Jane Sep 2015


Sleep now my sweet king,
I'll sing 'til you fall asleep,
And will stroke your hair.




Sleep now my sweet king,
Let me stare at you tonight,
You look angelic.




Sleep now my sweet king,
Oh, let me touch tonight king,
Your dear countenance.



Sleep now my sweet king,
I'll kiss you passionately,
Oh king I'll not stop.
(HAHA)



Sleep now my sweet king,
I will hold your hand tightly,
And I won't let go.




Sleep now my sweet king,
I'll warm you in cold seasons,
Make me your shelter.




Sleep now my sweet king,
I'll put my head in your chest,
Your arms around me.




Sleep now my sweet king,
My hair will be your blanket,
My arms your pillow.



Sleep now my sweet king,
The grasses will be our bed,
And the sky, our roof.




Sleep now my sweet king,
And together we will dream,
Under the moonlight.



Sleep now my sweet king,
Tomorrow when you wake up,
I'll be by your side.




with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3


Though it's morning there for you king, i just think of making this for you.... like you are just beside me... i really wish we are not so faraway but I understand God has a purpose for the both of us.. and i do believe God will make a way for you and me... and remember I am not leaving you , always remember I am waiting for you king, PATIENTLY. I love you sooo much !! And i love you alone.. me most my sweet king,,,
Earl Jane Jul 2015


Sometimes,


                       People just disregard each others value,



                                      Throwing dirt at each other,

                                                 Pointing fingers to one another,

                           Bashing words that doesn't even exist,



They just don't understand,

                        That somebody are breaking inside,


But those shattered people,

                                                   They just don't show it,

                                          'Cause they want peace and harmony,


                                                      ­       But they are crushed,

                                                     More than you can imagine!






Sometimes,

                        People are just so selfish,



Doing things that just benefit their own selves,

               Not even thinking of the consequences it may turn,




                              But for those people who are breaking inside,



Whom they have bombarded with pain and sorrow,



The coin seems to not favor to them,

         But time will come,

                 It will just flip to theirs.








Sometimes,

                           People are just so watchful,



Of the mistakes of others,

           Even though they have not known them,




Like a dog barking on complete strangers,


                                          Then just like a blinking of an eye,



Overlook all the good side of those people,


                                  'Cause of their own "observing wrong" habits,



They just can't even observe,

      About how people sees them?



Are they pleasing or not?

But sadly,



They aren't admirable,


   'Cause what they are doing,

            Are never gratifying,







Sometimes,


                    People just look into this worldly pleasure,


Wealth and FAME,


          And can sacrifice every dignity they have,

                  All the friends they have,

    And all of the good they have,


                                         Just to obtain this stuff,


The world devoured them,



But remember,

                                No matter how much WEALTH AND FAME,

       That we will possess in this world,

                             If we don't have a heart,

                That loves all humankind,

                         That loves appreciating people,

                 And that has God inside it,




Remember,

All are just nothing.






Sometimes,



                          Peop­le lack these words


LOVE, PEACE, and RESPECT.




                                                  S­adly,

Sadly....







                                  © Earl Jane
                                    ♥ E.J.C.S.
I know people are not perfect,.. i knew that there are just factors that contribute and that push them to do those to others...

Indeed, This is what I just observed, and I am not pointing to anyone,..

and note: when people start calling and talking about GOD, it doesn't mean that they are showing themselves as SELF RIGHTEOUS. It just mean that they are sinners, and they accepted the fact, that's why they draw near to God.


This just breaks my heart, as the first stanza, just happened to me..

Let's have harmony and peace people... start appreciating people no matter how we don't like them, or hate them... just being positive won't hurt... we need to consider others feelings, too... we are humans, i knew it, and we does feel HURT, TOO... :(
Earl Jane Nov 2015


As time passed by,
And so the spaces between us are drawing nigh.


And in pulchritude, our love will illuminate exceedingly,
As we kiss our fears away so passionately.








with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3


yes, my king,, time is running so fast,, and the spaces between us are drawing near,,, i am sooo excited to meet you so soon,, and we'll enfold tightly unto each other, as we'll eradicate those fears away and manifest love unto the world,,,i love you sooo much my king,,,i love you alone,,, i am waiting for you, i won't leave you,,, i love you soo much!!meeee most!! <3 <3 :*

sorry for this ****** one :(
Earl Jane Jan 2017

You've filled my cup with your love,
That's why I spill my love over you.


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon
Earl Jane Mar 2016


Oh my sweet darling,
The moment I taste your love,
I got addicted.


Daily I savor,
Oh how you satisfy me,
This tang I indulge.


I only yearn this,
Your love penetrate in me,
Eternal delight.


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3 <3

I love you ssooo muccchhhhhh your love is the best that I ever received... i love you ssooo much and i love you aloneeeee.... thank you for everything.
Earl Jane Feb 2016



The best way for me to die is DROWNING. So people won't see me cry, while I die.



© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
Earl Jane Jan 2017

I left a trail of blood from my bleeding heart,
Praying that you will follow & mend me,
But the depth of my aching overflow & my river of tears erase it,
Now I am left with a track to my death,
A death of utmost throe, lonesomeness & dejection.


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
Earl Jane Jul 2015
note: i heard somebody said this and i will just re-share to you of how karma repays,.... it just made me teary coz i always ask myself if karma does really exist, and this time, i believed it really does exist.....




in a conference, (it is not mentioned what place) there was a very loyal and very good person, who is the treasurer in that specific conference. he is so good, kind and nice to everyone... everybody likes him and he is so good in keeping the money and he is such a very trustworthy treasurer...




then, one day a woman approached the president (who happened to be a part of the family) , and told him to excommunicate him in being the treasurer and let the woman take his place instead but the president refuses 'cause that man is such a good and trustworthy person...


then the woman had a bright idea



she went to the office of the man ahead of him and hide... the man went in his office and the woman wait for her turn to show off her idea to take away the man in the position.. then, when the man went out, after a minute she went out and declared,


"****, ****! HE ***** ME! LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME, THAT STUPID MAN!!"


the people were all shock to what they witness, a woman, with stripped clothing went out and pronounce


  ****


and the man being accused stood there, frozen in fear and doubt, confused of what to do,



then suddenly he explained himself hardly,... but the woman is just so good in acting, people believed in her, and she was successful with her plan...




the man wife's was so angry, and crying, she can't believe what just happened, she question her husband a lot for what reason why'd he do that, the man explained a lot but nobody believed in him,,,"



the man's family suffered a lot... he don't have work anymore to support their children,... his children went school as a working student in college, they studied hard 'cause nobody will support for them anymore....


on the other hand, the woman, happy with her big amount of salary, she was able to send her children without anything to worry about,.... she can just send money, send money, and send money to her children...



AFTER 10 YEARS



The woman got guilty a lot and this time * SHE SUFFERED.  her children got addicted to drugs, was not able to finish their studies and other made a girl pregnant... she said she never knew how hurting it is to suffer like that, she maybe had money to support her children but they just wasted it for other stuff..



while the man being accused, his children all finish in their studies and was able to earn money and repay back to their parents...* (he still has a happy ending)
note: i am just sharing this and i am not stabbing anyone... i heard this 2nd week of july, i was just so touched and gives me a lot of realization...





i heard this storyfrom a teacher, . . . this is true and the place and name was kept secret...

by the time i heard about this, it punch me hard... i then believe karma does really exist.... karma is really painful especially when you did painful stuff to people too... i always wonder, would the person who hurt me last february be able to get his karma? but by the time i heard about that story, i realize karma don't exist when you want them to , it exist in the future where everyone already forget the incident..... and it happened, not necessarily the same as what they've done but something similar and it is not directly to them but sometimes it is to the children and to the people around them,,,,


i knew my time will come, he will be realizing it in the future that, "this is what i did to her before", the consequence to every act..

realization: just be like the man, being silent and just continue life... just let the problem passed


lesson: karma, the horrendous revenge
Earl Jane Aug 2015


                                      I give you  love and loyalty,





And you give yours  to others.




                          © Earl Jane
                             ♥ E.J.C.S.
What a beautiful give and take relationship, :D haha
Earl Jane Aug 2015
Note: Not a poem at all, just wanna share this like an fb status.. ahaha


Oh well, am here, in our library, sitting in front of this PC, really, like urrrggghh, i regret i did not bring my laptop, really!! i was just in a hurry this morning for my engineering surveying quiz and yeah, i forgot... huhu. now am making MPP for my engineering economy report, like all parts of my body so aching, head aches, back aches and sleepy eyes,... I hate it when things are getting serious, specially next week will be our exams, like oh my stressing me out a lot... engineering really kills me slowly, haaaha,... but i love it, challenging maths, busy life, .. i just love school... friends and classmates just made me happy a lot :D hahaha, so much about sharing,.... just wanna say hi to all :)
i was just amazed, when i open my hp account, many notifications just pop out like storm, haaha, thanks for the likes and comments.. appreciate it all..



and wanna say hi to "WATASHI NO AI" <3 <3 <3
Earl Jane Aug 2015


Sometimes,

All You need is just shut your mouth,

To prevent yourself,

From hurting other people.








© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
Am not perfect. I am dumb, too.
Earl Jane May 2016
Life is totally unfair. One second you are soooo happy, next minutes you are sad and crying. And has left alone again in the dark with nothing but your whimpering self, pitying self surrounded by the melancholic sound of silence. Even your shadows left you when you are in the darkness, so how can you expect someone to be there with you in that darkness?? you only got yourself to go on. come on, don't be stupid...
Earl Jane Jul 2016
"My king"
Ohh my precious king,
How I hunger for your touch,
How I long for your fingers brushing through my hair til I fall asleep, How I long to hold your hands and hold it tight,
I will never let you go,
How I long to engulf you,
Feel your heartbeat as I lay my head on your chest,
Lift my head and look at you,
Looking at each other's eyes,
Be in trance, Ohhh how wondrous!
And I will go near you and will kiss you,
Ohh i will kiss you for eternity my love,
I will never stop, Your breath will be my air and as mine to you,
Ohh my king I will never ever let any time to be in waste,
I will indulge every single second with you,
I will cherish it and memorize every time I spend with you,
And every night in my sleep, I will replay those memories and savor it, i don't want the time to go on,
I want it to stop and just enjoy every moment with you forevermore.

Ohh my precious king,
Can you feel my deep yearning?
Ohh how my pillow wet from my tears of missing you, i desire you, I miss your voice,
Your voice is my music,
I miss your laugh,
Your laugh is my sunshine,
You lighten up my life,
I miss your songs,
Your songs are my nourishment,
You always fill me with your love,
My empty cup runs over with your love,
I miss looking at your angelic face,
I miss YOU, YOU!
How I really ache to be beside you,
No more video chatting, no more phone calls, no more voice clips, no more singing songs over internet, no more technologies,
Ohhh i just wanna enjoy you,
Be alone in a forest,
Enjoy the wonderful nature our God has given us,
Live a simple life with you,
Away from all troubles,
I WANNA BE WITH YOU!
I only want to be with you!
I need to be with you!
I never dreamed life without you,
You are my life,
My future,
I can't go on with my life without you.
I can't, i just can't !

My brandon,
Soon when I see you,
Even before you ask me I will say "I do",
I want us to have God's heavenly seal,
A bond infrangible,
I wanna spend my entire life with you,
And for eternity in that heavenly realm,
I wanna serve God with you,
I wanna be a godly woman for you,
I wanna enjoy my life with you,
With God as our guide and refuge,
Ohh my king,
No words can express how I long to be only just with you,
Only YOU,
You are my life,
My breath,
My very best friend,
My soulmate,
My preordained,
My husband,
My ALL.
You are to me.
Ohh how i yearn for you,
This throe is so hard to bear,
But I will my love,
Because only you are there in my future,
Only you in my dream,
I will certainly & patiently wait til God's perfect time.
'Cause you are my only love, my chosen one,
And I want you, I need you, I long for you, and I love you.*

"Mine queen"
"Mine Reyna, O' darling Reyna,
As the sun doth ariseth in the east
And set in the west; thy heart wilt
Be in mine palm's, as a baby in caress.
Best of amour, the best is yet, for when
We meet, ourn lip's wilt be wet.
Wet with kisses of the morning
Celestial dew, O' heaven's much
Better, when it's thee with me;
I with thou to. Queen how I long
The approaching hour, when we
Shalt be warmed by Glowing
Angel's within their hand's-
Testimonies of God and his
Unending love, and his throne
Of power. In pearl attire, view of the mountain's
Unknown, mine lass, mine lady, I shalt embrace thy
Lonesome bones. None earphones needed, for we'll heareth
All to hear, we'll seeith creatures only the creator's aware, of the majestic being's of beauty. Hold me, closer mine Jane; lock me up into your Filipino rose Bud's, I want to drink of thine love, I want to taste thy nectar's touch. Mine chosen meed, thy hair of satin wilt I smell it's world to breathe. In and out I fulfill the seed's of prophecy, in ancient manner. Across ourn foreheads Yahweh's name, inside ourn spirit's the word's the same. The word's to read "preordained", unafraid to a venture new. Coconut queen of tribal moves, baby flower of romantic brew. O' indeed I needeth thee, just come closer and be, as one we art. We shalt giggle in streams wherein the night is nought, love can't be bought, nor sold in form, love is god, god is love; with one another, we shalt overcome. Seraph's, cherub's, and messenger's surround us. For we art preordained, O' with thee I'm verily blessed. O' with thee Jane mine love, I've been given the best.



© Earl Jane - Brandon Collaborations
♥ Lovers Incorporated
Its been like more than a month since I have written any poem for my king.  I have just been so busy being a 5th year engineering now. And my structural designs subjects are killing me a lot,... My goodness...

I am so happy to make another duo poem with my love. The italics are mine (as you know its so ******) the bold ones are from my king.. He always write soo amazingly... I love you sooo much. I want you to know that I really love you sooo mucchhh... And you are such a big blessing to me..!! I am soo blessed to have you... I love you a lootttt. . I really appreciate all of your efforts, all you do for me are amazingg .. And i thank God for giving you to me my chosen one, my soulmate my preordained one .. You are all to me.. And i only want and need you alone. I love you mmoossstt.. Happy 11 months + infinity ... I love you ssoo doo muchhh!! Meee mmoossstt!!!!
Earl Jane Apr 2016


I.
Wake up my darling,
Your eyes I want to behold,
Empyrean turquoise.


II.
Wake up my darling,
Your ears I want to whisper,
Listen to my love.


III.
Wake up my darling,
Sway with me as I kiss you,
Your lips I'll indulge.


IV.
Wake up my darling,
Feel me as I enfold you,
Feel my warmth, dearest.


V.
Wake up my darling,
It's another new bright day,
To show you my love.


VI.
Wake up my darling,
Let me lock figers with you,
Jointly, we stride brave.


VII.
Wake up my darling,
Let me sing my love to you,
Feel peace in my song.


VIII.
Wake up my darling,
Wake up and savor my love,
This bond we relish.


X.
Wake up my darling,
Yesterday, now, forever,
Our love will not end.

IX.
Wake up my darling,
Together let's praise our God,
For blessing this love.




with love <3



© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3 <3

wake up peaannuuuttttt !!!!! ♥ ♥ I miss you a lootttt !!! Aaaaa lloootttt !!!! Thinking of you lots !!!! I love youuu ssoo ssooo mucchhh!!! God bless our love.. I cherish you a lot !!!!! A looottt!!! I am patiently waiting for you!! I love youuuu mmmoosstt!!! Mmmeee mmmoosssttt!!
Earl Jane Dec 2015


My love will always,
Be with you my dear soulmate,
All the time my king,
Forever, it's infinite,
My all revolves around you.


I know we have fears,
Fears of losing each other,
Though in fact no one's leaving,
And it's normal my darling,

'Cause we're in realms of TRUE LOVE.


No matter how long,
Oh, my loyalty won't fade,
I will just be here,
Patiently waiting for you,
For God is blessing this love.


I only want you,
I only need you, Brandon,
My love's forever,
I'll risk all just to keep you,
I'll protect you my dear king.


Remember my love,
That I will never give up,
Even with trials,
I will stand firm and fight hard,
I'll do whatever it takes.


'Cause I truly love you so eminently,
And I'll demonstrate you my love endlessly.




with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3 <3

I love you so much brandon,,, i am trying my hardest for you,, and no matter how long, i will wait for you,, i love you alone,, i only want you, i only need you,, the only man i want to spend my forever with, i love you so much!! me most!!
Earl Jane Oct 2015


Let my love hold you,
We will overcome this test,
A test of patience,
And I'll be patient for you,
I will wait for you, my king.


You're all that I need,
You're all I ever wanted,
No matter how long,
Just know I will just be here,
Waiting, even forever.


Let me kiss your tears,
Oh, dear, let my love fill you,
Exhilaration,
Let my love envelop you,
With assurance that I'll stay.


I'll hold on to you,
And I will never give up,
No matter how hard,
Oh we will overcome this,
With God's help, we will, my love.



with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3

I will wait my king, no matter how long it will take, I will wait! And I am not leaving, I love you alone.. i love you most! <3
Earl Jane Dec 2015


Where are you my love?
This soul is looking for you,
My heart is crying,
I'm praying everything's fine,
God bless you, I miss you lots.






with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3 <3


It's been a day since we last talk,,, it's not normal anymore he didn't leave me any message,,, I don't know what to do... I am praying unceasingly hoping everything's fine.... I wanna cry hard, I miss him sssoooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i am ssooo worried,,,, But i lay all my worries to God, He will solve this for me... I know he will chat me soon... though it might take days, coz I don't know what happened, I will still wait..... I will wait Brandon!!! I love you ssooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Earl Jane Dec 2015


I don't understand,
Why people would say I am good,
I am not good,
I've been bad,
I am just trying to be good.

I don't understand,
Why people would say I am beautiful,
I am not beautiful!
When did I even become beautiful????
I never was,
And will never be!

I don't understand,
Why people would say I have a good voice,
Did they even hear me?
I sing only in my room,
My voice should only be heard by me,
'Cause never in my life did I have had a good voice.

I don't understand,
Why people would say I am smart,
I am never smart,
Never did it happen,
I am dull,
I always fail.

I don't understand,
Why people would say I am lucky,
You don't know my life,
You don't know what I have been dealing with,
I am not lucky,
I am dying and it's not lucky.

I cannot see the good in me,
'Cause I never have good in me,
All are bad with failures,
All are just trying,
But they never work,
All are not enough,
In all I do,
There's always people who look down on me,
And step me hard down to hell,
'Cause I don't do enough,
And never did I do enough.


Sometimes I always feel,
For many years,
That I just wanna hAng myself,
Or cut my throat,
Or overdose myself,
Drink toxic stuff,
Jump from a high building,
In any way I could **** myself,
Just to be free from pain,
It's ironic I am good giving advice to other people,
They said I helped them,
Never did they know,
That I never helped myself,
I guess it's better,
We can help other people,
Though honestly,
I am never good at advising,
Since I can't even hear my own words.

I don't understand,
Why life is just so unfair to me,
I can only see darkness,
Where's the light?




© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
Just wanna save this... :) I am okay, I am just overacting.....
Earl Jane Aug 2015


Would I matter to you,



If my feet are inches above the floor?


                  © Earl Jane
                             ♥ E.J.C.S.
just a thought, not bitter :D nyeheeee
Earl Jane Aug 2015


I
         saw    

   you,




                                            Bringing a bunch of yellow flowers,

                                                     Which I eminently love and adore,




Then, you were

                                c
                       ­               r
                                        y
      ­                                      i
                         ­                      n
                                                  g,


        ­w   o
     I           n
                 d
              e
             r

         w  h
           y,







And felt your tears

                                  F
                    ­                    A
                                           ­ L
                                         L
                                      I
                        ­        N
                          G.....


                   ­                                      on me,



My heart was

                  C      R       U        S         H           E           D !



I don't want to see you in that way,



                                                        ­   I tried to hug and comfort you,











                           But I was locked in this box,


                                                  With a glass in front of my face...




                           © Earl Jane
                             ♥ E.J.C.S.
Earl Jane Sep 2015


I will forever,
Be there by your side my king,

Yes! No matter what.




with love <3




© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3


Just wanna say belated happy birthday to him again.. I am glad to make him happy on his birthday... He said he was happy with what I prepared and that nobody have ever done it to him.. I am soo glad of that.. I am doing everything to make him happy.. I love him soooo much! <3 <3 :) :)


so sorry Brandon if I have not written any poems.. I have been feeling sick lately... I am trying my best... i love you soo much. me most! <3
Earl Jane Aug 2015


All the beauteous and delightful words in the world,
Being integrated all together,
Can never be in equilibrium,
Of how much happy I am,
Of how much you mean to me,
And of how much I love you.
  (hahaaaaa)




Your words of love,
Are just like a firefly in my pitch-black times,
You’ve enlighten me with your luminescence,
Just that little wonderful light that you’ve showed me daily,
Being put all together,
Just made a delightful gleaming sun,
In a noontide,
That glows up my darkest corners,
That gives me warmth in my numbing days,
That gives me hope,
That gives me the strongest feeling to be the best I can be,
And that gives me a better vision for tomorrow.





You make my world an orchestral arena,
Just the most wonderful tunes are played,
The tunes of bona fide endearment, care and with hope,
You’ve surrounded me with your fervid love songs,
I have absorbed all of it,
That together circulates into my body,
As an energizer,
And as supplier of all good nutrients.





You’ve created a dance hall in my world,
That I uses,
To sway and undulate away,
All the love and happiness,
And let exuberance consume,
All deleterious hormones that is in me,
Into your phenomenal, auspicious dance steps,
Steps that keep our love healthy and in perfect shape,
And steps that carries me all the way to heaven.





You are indeed my serotonin,
My happiness hormone,
That keeps me smiling,
And keeping me away from depression.


My endorphin,
That always make me feel good,
The one that reduces my apprehension.


My dopamine,
That keeps me mentally alert,
That you,
The source of dopamine,
Just provide me,
All inspiration I need,
Keeps me concentrated on good stuff,
And that takes away all bad moods in me.


My ghrelin,
That takes away all my stress,
And replace it with peace of mind,
And relaxing state.



My phenylethamine,
That gives me such gaiety,
In this love that envelops me,
A love that always put spark in my countenance.





In my engineering life,
You are just the perfect solution,
In my engineering truss problems,
And the truss as our love,
You are the identification,
Whether our love,
Is statically determinate, or indeterminate,
Statically stable or unstable,
And finding the reactions of our love,
Taking all the summation of forces,
From the vertical to the horizontal axis,
And the summations of all moments needed,
In order to have strong and firm truss,
A truss that would last,
‘Till eternity.




You are the calculator in this path of mine,
I could just be staring in blank space,
Without any hope of solving any mathematical problems without you,
You are the calculator that we call,
An addition to our intestines,
Without you my life will not be successful,
And with your love as motivation and inspiration,
It made me more successful in my career in life.



And for the most important thing,
You are the answer,
To my earnest and lachrymose prayers,
Prayers that are dearly uttered,
During my detrimental moments,
And just up to this day,
I have understood,
How God,
Can allow throe to be planted into our lives,
How a devastating incident,
Will turn into propitious aurora,
I knew from this day on,
My life will completely change.



with love <3

© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
okay, i just tried my super best to put that up together...like seriously :3 i dig deeper a lot. hahaha, and even apply my engineering life there with my PAST DREAM which is to be a doctor, LOL, well, i search for that a lo. :D i poured all my heart to that. hahahahahahah,....


http://www.2knowmyself.com/Hormones_that_make_you_happy


God indeed has a purpose to everything.... We wont understand it quickly, a time will come that we will just realize that we are blessed that those throe happen, well, Great is the Lord, Thank God a lot. <3
Earl Jane Aug 2015

                                                               ­           I called out for a king,








    .........You came to me,







                                                 And rescued my heart.





                           © Earl Jane
                             ♥ E.J.C.S.
Earl Jane Aug 2015


You are the feathers in my wings,


                              Without you,


                                                          ­      I could never ever fly.




And your love is my inducement,


                                  Without it,


                                                           ­                    I will never have the will,

                                                      And the valor,

                To learn how to fly.





with love <3





                                                    © Earl Jane
                                                      ♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3
Earl Jane Nov 2015



Dazzling turquoise eyes,
Windows to heavenly love,

Your love is heaven.





with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3


i love you my all, my life, my happiness, my peace, my comfort, my love, my home, my refuge, my soulmate, my king!!! Meee mooosssttt!!!! <3
Earl Jane Sep 2015


I found my soulmate,
He defines my worth in life,
My star in darkness,
That celestially gleaming,

His pure love, my sole refuge.





with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3

tanka for you.
Earl Jane Oct 2015
.


(Earl Jane Nagley)

i.

My sweetest king,
I am here waiting for you,
I clasp on to our love.

ii.

All my life I’ve been searching for you,
Now I have you in my arms,
I’ll never let you go.

iii.

Don’t be weary my love,
Let my love kiss your fears away,
My warmth as assurance I’ll stay.

iv.

My eyes wander in the skies,
As my heart shouts your name,
I’ll wait, I knew we’ll meet.

v.

Oh my darling,
No matter how long it will take,
I’ll take all risk, just to be with you.

vi.

So soon my soulmate,
Our patience in love will be rewarded,
We’ll be together, forever.

vii.

When we’ll meet,
I’ll enclose you tight,
Nothing will ever take us apart.





(Brandon Nagley)

viii.

Mine saccharine select
I'm here mine pet;
I grasp thy breath.

ix.

All mine day's
I've groaned in pains;
Now thou art mine, a meteoric grace.

x.

Now thou art here
Mine eye's hath dried, I'm over mine tear's;
For comfort hast given me a home in thee.

xi.

O' love, lover, queen
O' verily we shalt, we shalt meet;
Whilst conquering the demonic beast's, with armour divinity.

xii.

If it takes a thousand light year's
Please knoweth mine soul, mine spirit is near;
As tis eternity I wilt be with thou.

xiii.

On the many moon's, in a kingdom high room,
Where there's no need for a tomb, nor the news, no deathly hellion there, Mocker's nor baboon's; just ourn swoon.

xiv.

We shalt meeteth
O' we shalt meeteth;
And when we do, may the heaven's open and the ark showeth it's gold, mine queen Jane, mine soul.



© Earl Jane - Brandon Collaborations
♥ Lovers Incorporated
third collab with my king Brandon <3
awwww, i really love your part my king, soo amazing!!! i love you soo much! sorry for my ****** part

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