How can this be
Is it just who I am, is it me?
How can this be?
Questions are lined up
Spinning my head around
Answers nowhere to be found
How do I still crave
To walk into the oldest of caves
The one that whispers inside
How do I still want more
When I have everything I could possibly adore
How and why? Is this just a part of my core?
Wild and free ain't all it sounds to be
I don't want wild, I just want set free
From this taunting voice inside of me
Begging to be fed
And I want it as heavy as lead
But I hide it under the bed
Should I indulge again
Or, sweep it under the rug
Head up, eyes forward
Don't move, stand strong
Hold on to what you have
But the silence is so loud
My heart can't be proud
Turn it off turn it off
Make it stop calling out to me
How can it be?
That I still crave
What lies within that cave
They say there are storms in
There like a summer breeze,
to the tsunami
of caffeine denial.
upon the shores of my
day washing everyone away.
I need my Jave, like I need to breath..
our lips will never meet
nor our fingers intertwine
and so bless my dreams
for indulging what's not mine
Have an easy day
Relax and eat some junk food
Be big and happy
Some days u just got to go with the flow
and indulge :-) xxxx
As the time drags on you can absorb all that surrounds you in a time much different than all others.
You look at the clock and it may choose to go forwards or even backwards, strange.
It is absolute madness I know; but it is also something to make you think. If time is straight forward then why can we feel it bend so easily?
The rules are twisted and manipulated, something as concrete as time is then changed.
It drags on though, like that last drop of syrup from the glass bottle. So sweet and decadent you must indulge in it before it is gone; time that is.
"So I steal your shadow from the sheets
And it lays breathless beneath the
Stars with me."
At last the sun is out and about
indulge in your piece of summer.
Today London in bloom
white clouds, white swans
roam out to the sky.
Welcoming the punters
the sun is rolling down.
Come never wonder,
for once, what they're worth.
Hop on, pop in, drop by
bask in London summer!
i have a crush on a boy
but i’m afraid of hurting his feelings
because ever since late january
i feel like i don’t really have any myself
just logic to judge
no emotions to indicate
he says he needs to be careful with his heart
and being cautious may pay off in the end
you may end up with less
fingerprints and teeth marks on your ribs
but right now i have no interest
in anyone who doesn’t
want to let feeling consume them
to chase their impulses
into the dark, by the pond behind my house
maybe you should have kissed me
from my book, 'please don't go before i get better'
read here: http://bit.ly/pdgbigb
Cracked kitchen tiles
Send chills down my back
Is this too sinful of an act?
His toned body against my own
warms my anxious bare chest
Will this prove too hard of a test?
As if they know every inch,
his fingertips began to trace my spine
But I am not his and he is not mine
My eyes meet his in the dim light
My hands decide to messy his hair
Our mouths indulge; we no longer care.