You were my love, my life.
You were my girl, maybe someday my wife.
But then you hurt me,
You used me,
And that cut like a knife.

I see you across the room, looking over.
Looking remarkable.
My limbs go weak, my heart goes limp.

I try to focus on you, it's like I've been dazed.
My body has stopped co-operating with my brain.
The room is spinning.

I stand up slowly,
my legs go numb and I try to look normal.
I walk towards you, stumbling over now and then
I feel myself smiling sheepishly.

I fall accidently, I fall and hit the floor.
Guess I've fallen for you then.
I see you run over
to see if I'm okay.

"Yes, I'm fine" I try to say,
but you've taken my breath away,
my words slip the tongue
and I speak in an unknown language.

But I look into your eyes,
and notice your soft lips moving
making sweet words that I can't read.
before everything goes black.
------
I went to my  friend's party today,
there were a lot of attractive guys there as well.
I looked over to the couch and see this man staring back at me,
smiling.

He can't maintain focus, his head slowly rolling.
He tries to get up and starts walking towards me...
but then he falls and hits his head.
This is embarrassing.

I walked over and bent down near him,
he tries to say something but it comes out slurred
so I say,
"Go home, mate! You've drank too much, you're ******!"

He ended up blacking out, ****** drunks!

Oh hey!

Hey.

What did you say?

I said Hi

Oh, I see, so you're that type of guy.

What? What do you mean?

Come on man, lets not make a scene!

Wait, are rhyming my words??

Well of course not, that's just absurd!

You just done it again!

I done what Ken?

My name isn't even Ken, will you just shut it?

I don't know what you mean? Am I being a ***?

Yes you are, what's up with you? You're normally shy??

Don't say that you'll make me cry.

***, if you don't shut up I'll punch you!

How rude!

Erm, that didn't even rhyme?

Awh crap!

Me man,
Me strong,
Me work you all night long.

Me no fear,
Me not queer,
Me is primal
Me is....

Argh, no WIFI!!

It follows through iridescent dreams.

It stares and it lingers.

It watches with saddened but dead eyes.

Sometimes you'll see it, most times you won't.

But either way, it is always there. Even when you awake from the nightmare, it remains.

Can you remember holding it?

Do you remember smiling as it giggled in your arms?

Do you think of it staring back at you as you lightly feel its soft skin?

No. Because you never did.

You never watched it take its first steps.

Heard it cry in the middle of the night.

Clean up after the mess that it had caused.

Or hear it call for you.

And now you never will.

Do you regret that day? That choice that you made?

Do you wonder to yourself what might have been?

If only that child was here today and you could tell it that you would love it and protect it.

Would you?

I tried to look into my dreams but was quickly led astray.
Bright colours, bright objects that would show and then fly away.
But I looked past the brightness and saw the prettiest thing, I have to say.
I saw you, and that's why I awake every morning and smile everyday

My father was a great person.
Tall, thin and strong.
He thought before acting,
He knew his right from wrong.

He was a man of very few words.

He was a mysterious person,
always hiding away.
He and my mother were never in the same room together
I though this was weird until last May.

Something was about to change.

It was time for bed,
and I was almost asleep.
My father crept in to my room while I was under my covers,
He told me a secret that I won't forget in this life or other.

"Your father left me a while ago...
and I am your mother."

My frightened friend once said to me:
"I'm scared... I think I'm gay, no longer straight!"

To which I replied:
"I do not care, I like you for who you are, and to me you're still my mate"

Smooth and soft,
Like dough in my hands.

Cold yet sometimes so warm
So small yet so much.

The way you're so easy to spread,
You're an obsession that I must use daily.

Doesn't matter the time of day or night,
I can always depend on you to be there.

Your fair light yellow...
Light Yellow!?
Wait! This is margarine!!

I can't believe it's not butter.

Hi, I am a normal person,
My name is Adam Bell.
I am 17 years old
I believe in a heaven and hell.

I have beliefs in New Age spirituality.
I try to forgive and love all,
even those who hurt me
whether the amount is big or small.

I hope that you read this,
of course, I hope you read all of my work.
But, I'd rather you'd just take in my words,
even if they have a slight quirk.

I want to make is simple,
I want to make it clear,
this is no poem,
This is a message that you can choose to read or hear.

If the Eagle did not fly,
The mouse would not crawl.

Is my reason to be alive, to survive?
Even when I don't breath, I don't want to leave.
Am I alive, to help humanity thrive?
Even if most of those I help, would never help me.

Was I born, to help the world that we have torn?
Meant to be a lover, especially to the Earth which has to suffer.
Was I born, to live my life until I am worn?
If so, I will live them if that is my need,
for this is the life that I've been given to lead!

Everyone has their own story,
but when you sing, run, dance, love or act with someone,
you become part of theirs.

Never have I ever kissed!
Drink.
Never have I ever hugged!
Drink.
Never have I ever hurt my wrist!
Drink.
Never have I ever been mugged!
Drink.

Never have I ever had ***!
Drink.
Never have I felt dim!
Drink.
Never have I ever stayed in contact with an ex!
Drink.
Never have I ever got back with her or him!
Drink.

Never have I ever smoked!
Drink.
Never have I ever been in a fight!
Drink.
Never have I ever felt provoked!
Drink.
Never have I ever punched out someone's light!
Drink.

Never have I ever drank!
Dri- wait what?

Never have I ever, the best game to play when you're alone.

I am not perfect
I know I am no saint
I say things behind people's back
I get jealous of those who are better looking.

But admitting I am not perfect is a step closer to becoming who I want to be.

Feeling crushed,
forced to be what society wants me to be.
Posters show something I should be.

Not healthy enough,
Not fat enough,
Can't win,
never how someone wants me to be.

I am placed alone or with others
but am always different in some way.
In the end,
Society will eat me anyway.

I wish I could say how I feel,
but I cannot...

I am a burger.

I don't understand why,
we all speak different languages
and it takes so long to just learn one,
There are about 90 languages in this world.

Personally,
I think it would be easier,
if we all just shared one language,
The language of the mind!

Mind. Mente. 分。min. νου. esprit. sinne.

I'm bad, you're good.
I'm tall, you're short.

I'm loud, you're quiet.
I smile with my mouth, you smile with your eyes.
I hug, you kiss.
You squeeze, I hold.

It's funny how different we are yet we are also so similar.
but the best one is:

You love, and I love you right back.

"You want to hit me, fight me, kick me or bite me.
You think you're tough, you aren't.
Come, try to fight me, you won't succeed!"

"Oh yeah, why?" He hissed.

"Because, my friend, I'm a pacifist".

You turn off the light and the candles are aflame.
The air is smooth and sensual with their smells.

You look nervous, don't worry, just relax and come to me.
It will only hurt at first, but then you'll be in heaven.

You eyes glide over  and you slowly shy closer,
You close your eyes and lower yourself till you're just a little above.

Lowering your trousers carefully before sitting on top of me.
After a minute, you start to pant, I recognize your expression.

You grunt and moan, your body getting tense with hotness.
Your half-naked body sweating.

You're grunting louder now
You bite your lip,
It's only been a few minutes
Yet I know it feels like hours.

Here it comes, I know you feel it.
Your face is full of pleasure.
And then, it happens.

Your breathing is slower,
Your face is relaxed.
A smile flutters on your face as your relive the last few minutes in your mind.

But then you stand,
Where are you going?
Stay here with me just a little longer.

Your trousers slide up.
And the feelings are gone.
You blow out the candles,
Then leave the room...

I am in love with you.
In love with the woman,
Who only sees me...

As her toilet.

Wet mud and soil
and in the fray,
in the barrage of bullets,
He stands triumphantly.

His allies are dead,
His family are lost to him.
Behind him a flag waves and
Between the stripes and stars,
Splatters of blood soak the cloth.

Over the ocean, they hold the flag high.
For as the father of their country sits in an office
young men and woman die for him.
The flag of red, blue and white.
A symbol of patriotism to some.

To others though,
The flag waves blood, suffocation and bone.
Even those that hold it high.

For as the saliva of the war-hungry man
Drips from his lips,
And as the rotten words sprout from his pungent tongue,
Soldiers die with guns at their hips
And now the clock with hands on 12 is finally rung.

From Youtube to fame,
The first to play a new game.
Doesn't mind being put to shame,
None of his videos are ever the same.

On a hunt for his Senpai,
On games with Ken, Jack and Cry.
He's just a fabulous kinda guy.

This man called Felix,
I hope you know.
His great name "Pewdiepie",
is one worshipped, if you are a Bro.

One day I will die, as is what happens with all.
   But I'm no longer scared. I won't be forever gone.
       Just like the Phoenix, I will come back, reborn onto this world.

Vanity maybe when you see into a mirror, and love your body.
Self gratitude is when you look into the mirror and see your soul.
True love for yourself is when you no longer need a mirror to see yourself.

I've never really had a girl,
Sad isn't it? I know.
I've had relationships don't get me wrong,
But all were long distance, which makes me feel low.

Am I ugly?
Am I too happy or sad?
Or am I too good,
And girls only like boys who are bad?

I know I'm still young,
But it still hurts inside.
I just want a girl to protect, to love and care for,
People have said "You will one day!",
But what if they lied?

Life is important.
I know it's stressful.
I know it's hard.
I know it's upsetting...
But! It's yours.

I'm a pacifist,
I don't believe that violence is the answer,
You only live this life once,
So why waste it, ruining others?

Say no to Violence, respect life.

Hello, Becky Watts.
I didn't know you and you didn't know me.
I know my words can't bring you back,
But I hope that they will inspire people to think about you and your family.

The story of this 16 year old girl broke my heart,
but I can't imagine how much her family is going through.
Young, beautiful and kind are three words that I have read about you.
You are a great loss to this world.

To the family of this beautiful spirit,
I pray for love, luck and hope for your family.

You may feel that you have lost a big part of your life,
but she is still there with you,
In mind and spirit and in the hearts of us all.

R.I.P Becky Watts

I live on the streets;
poor and cold.
Once so young,
now so old.

My wealth is gone
as are my clothes.

I wear nothing but a rag.

But all of this does not matter to me.
There's only one thing I really need..

Just a nice, hard ****.

She's just like the wind.
Slow and breezy.
The wind blows me away...

And so does she.

We dream, don't we?
Of a place that we can belong?

A place of love, peace and grace.
A place of white clouds upon blue sky,
Lush fields,
And endless sunshine.

If Heaven is a place of purity and love,
why must we die to live a dream?

While I sleep,
I pray that an Ascended Master comes to me.
Just to tell me that they're there,
I just need to open my eyes truly and I'll see.

While I sleep,
I pray that my friends and family alive or dead.
Are happy where they are,
While I am happy in bed.

Before I sleep,
I'll write a poem wishing a good tomorrow for the reader.
Tomorrow you'll no longer be in another's shadow.
Tomorrow, you'll be the leader!

Sexism, Feminism, ******, Racism, Athiesm...
There's only one we all need

Are you paper to be folded?
Are you a piece of clay being molded?
Or are you a energy, ready to shape your own existence?

Young body with an open mind.
My spirit wasn't to hard to find.
But there will always be a hole,
until I fully connect to my soul

Upset, broken, hollow inside
One little insult made me want to hide.

At 3:00am in the morning I greeted the morning sun,
and asked it what I should do.
He told me "To find someone spiritual" before lighting up the sky.

How do I do that?
Would that not be hard.
I thought that what the sun said can't be true
but surprisingly that was when I found you.

He wipes the moisture from his brow
The colour of a tomato fills his face,
as soon as we heard "GO!" he was gone,
doesn't he know that slow and steady win the race?

I don't run, I just walk slowly
I see my mother in the crowd, telling me to hurry.
Hasn't she realized that I am the Tortoise
and he is the hare.

I know I am right,
it said so in a book
we are racing around a circle
I see him and give a smug look.

For I am clever,
and he is nearing the finish line now.
haha how foolish!
He should've walked like I am,
now he'll have to rest his head in shame,
and just allow me to win this.

For he is the Hare,
but I am the tortoise.
And even the famous book says
"Slow and steady wins the race".

I am no-one.
You don't know who I am.
To you I am an alien.
To my friends, I am a man.

I come from somewhere you haven't been,
I live where you don't.
You don't know my background
even some of my closest won't.

I walk past you in the street,
and you don't realize,
I am just another stranger,
a stranger with strange eyes.

I don't stalk the night,
I am it.
I am not a predator.
I hunt them.

I do not fear the light,
I blind it.
I am not a monster,
I scare them.

My skeleton is my body
and Su-Fan is my name.
Beware it!

That summer day,
Looking at the white clouds drifting away.
The sky is large and blue,
All problems are away from you.

The sun beams down it's light,
Oh, what a sight.
The air is clear,
So clear that you may even shed a tear.

Ok and that's it.
Summer is over...
Cant wait for next year for that one day of summer again!!

Open your mouth wide,
Feel it in your hand.
Put it in your mouth,
And try to close your mouth.

Don't Bite, Don't spit!
Make sure the liquid is in your mouth for a while before you swallow.

Notice it slide down,
down your throat,
And feel better now that it's over.

That's the proper way to take pills!

I looked at the body sprawled out on the ground.
I saw people run from all directions as soon as it happened.
As soon as the car crashed, and the driver landed.
People screamed, people cried, People gasped.

I looked at the body sprawled out on the floor.
Someone was calling for a doctor, someone was calling for a medic.
Everything was hectic after that brief few minutes when everything slowed.
At first, all people could do was stand in disbelief.

I looked at the body sprawled out on road.
The ****** corpse with a distant look in it's eyes.
Made me remember what had happened.
Just the look it the eyes gave me the memory.

Before I was carried away to Heaven.

****, but don't ******,
Be hidden in plain sight,
No matter where the evil lives,
How powerful the evil may be,
The night shall come to slay the body of evil and banish it's soul to Seclum.

The Deadly Race is young and tiny,
Weak beyond measure.
Not in physical or in mental,
But they take everything for granted.

Life is no longer a gift as they slay their own breed,
Then from the meat of the corpse they just killed,
They slice it up and feed.

This race look quite normal,
2 arms, 2 legs and a face.
But I tell you now, they are monsters,
The savages calling themselves
"The Human Race".