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Sillo Anderson Jan 2021
Tribulations reign over my faith
And what is right has no longer any wrongs
But awareness of an ending has left me stranded
Substituting happiness for a little love
And that’s how I know,
Life never really knows
Sillo Anderson Mar 2019
For the love you want is just a leafless boat
Drifting amongst shore lines
Too shallow to be of course
Too many, to be of knowing
For ships have drown all hopes
Barricading all views of a soulful rescue
Taunting creatures within the mind
Only to force love, out of its own world
Sillo Anderson Feb 2019
Seize all feelings
Crystallized upon defeat
For what rewards
Have I in jealousy
Mocking emotions
Rawly made.

Even from a trade away
Obscure shame feeds reality,
Polling upon moments
Shallowed by pain.

For time seeks my heart
And patience,
Molts my soul
For, I am done

If I continue on
To love thee.
Sillo Anderson Aug 2021
Let’s fly up high
For why should I be shy
To fly above my society height
Why should I be ?
Extradited from failure
I’m a woman in multiple sheets of flesh
I’m a woman with more than one hurt
I’m a woman with endless believes that I should be
And I’m a woman still
I’m a woman not fighting depression
But trying to show it love too
I’m a woman who hopes that a new day will bring some sort of miracle
I’m a woman. And that’s wonderful enough
So let’s fly up high
Even if the world says you’re a *****
Define you’re world
For you have sold every part of yourself for others to survive
So please fly
Up high
And if a tear should fall behind
It will be loved by me and every woman that survived
Sillo Anderson May 2020
There’s no better or worst
There’s no greater of a lost
In saying life isn’t yours to own
An autumn feel
For a blooming tree
A sweet dream for reality  
A guru in its sea
Lives are pearls in those seas
spiritual until it lays on land
Sillo Anderson Nov 2020
Faulty hope embarks on fools
Many wealthy individuals
Sourcing truth from below
Taming hate by repeated faith
And calling life a game to be denied
Waltzing behind red curtains
Even I have taken a bow
If I don’t make it
Know that the little thoughts of regrets burnt warmly at night, and every pillow that held my soul witnessed love.
If I don’t make it
Know that words built more towers than a mason, and beautiful were my designs engraved upon every corner.
If I don’t make it
Feel at peace, in knowing that I once lived before life came.
If I don’t make it
Tell my creations, I’ve know their greatness before their conception.
And if by chance, when I don’t make it.
Bury sweetly my fortress, away within the wind
Let it be, free.
A wonder that I never fed.
Sillo Anderson May 2020
Love hurts, but not like the simplicity of the 5 letter word it is. It feasts on your mind and makes it way down to the heart. Burns your memories, only to play it all back like a magic trick. And at the end of a day, you wish for it to be your last of every days. But love is wicked, it never kills. Taunting your soul, your body knows no hope. Fragile and unaware of what road it may take. Love hurts in many ways. It’s ironic way of making you brave only to say, it was all a mistake. But there’s a naked hope we all fail to hear. A feeling of relief and supreme ecstasy when this roller coaster called love is over. And with all scars and broken hearts we stand high and say “What a lesson to learn”.
Sillo Anderson Nov 2018
My evolution surrounds your reasons
Anticipating sins to be more exquisite than feelings
Only pronouncing heartbreaks as the best of solutions
Why !
Do you please so faultless, so profound.

A dreadful wish, to take whats not mine
To make you, my own
For pleasures knows not of partitions
And my love burns through all expressions.

But yet I stand, awaiting moments
For chances to fall abundantly,
Despising the scorn of reality
And denouements more unpredictable than fantasies.
To make you my one and only.
Me
Sillo Anderson Mar 2019
Me
Emotions pounce upon reality untwined
Suckling dry the little left of time
Differing opinions that wonders alone
And taking charge the hate that grows
As I plead with a heaven around
To heed my cries and undried wounds
I’m without faith
In this life I own

So be of need for me
And waste not the patience I crave to be
Sillo Anderson Jun 2019
It’s not easy going crazy on your own
Praying for insanity to find another home
Hoping courage would heal all wounds
But breached by the reality of being lost
I need you
More than I should
How have I become so unknown
Stitching memories up
It’s not easy going crazy on your own
And I have tried all there is
I need you
More than I should
Sillo Anderson Nov 2018
A weather can do a lot, it can bring you down and raise you up
It can ******* sorrows and feed your heart
It can take vows instead of warmth.

So many changes from nature alone, has done a lot

And ever since God made mornings,
I’ve wept every month for nature to be understood
To see seasons appreciated by all folks.

But storms dwell not, on wanted floors
And satisfaction knows not of fallacy untold.
So deviance's are paid by skint souls

And human nature forgets its role.
Sillo Anderson Mar 2019
Everything's got a moral, if only you can find it
If only examples came with more than life did
If only my many if's knew of second chances
And if significance had more than time embedded within it.

But lessons are taught without reasons to back it
And that has made man the ruler of his own death
Only to sing the tunes of the righteous rhythms, left to try with

And sacrifices drew the winning line
From deep inside faith.
Sillo Anderson Dec 2018
A product of disciplinary mounting anger for shameful pleasures.
Saturated by agonizing defeat, plastering the souls of humanity.
Solely for self assurance of days being free, without subsidies replacing traditional beliefs
Nurturing concealed possessions soon to be free
Upon a dynasty we all fail to feel.
But sanity knows of me
And sacrifices taking places of serenity.
Though struggles grow profoundly
An instinct isn’t considered a gift
My
Sillo Anderson Jun 2019
My
I'll try the other
To please my inner
To set free that feature
So life can be called the winner
I'll try the other
To please my sinner
To set free that winner
So life can be called my inner
I'll try the other
To please my failures
To set free what shame hurts, without me to consider
So I can be something more than someone's vision
Below beloved, vanity and prosperity.
Anger and tranquility.
Foraged by emissaries of lies and deceit.

Below beloved, fables and reality.
An unwanted pregnancy,
For whose judgment should be used ?

Below beloved
A life without sentence,
With only pleasure’s grown bountifully.

Below beloved, desolation as time goes.
Has life been lost ?
Or has pain gutted from within its home.

Knackered to the bone, yet I say,
Below beloved.
Let the numen be in sovereignty
Let this life have its own merit,
My beloved.
Sillo Anderson Jul 2020
Some days I love my body
Wanting to enhance it
Making more stretch marks
Adding to the overloaded cellulites
Some days I’ll keep it all
And some days I wish for another
With porcelain skin
And molded firm as a sculpture of perfection as fitted by social approval
And then some days I care less of what it may look like
Whether overworked or fully aware
Or lacking extras
But most days
I’m adding cellulites as if they came with my delivery into this world
And I’m loving it
Sillo Anderson Jul 2019
No differ have thee
In the air I breath
Nor is there any guilt to sink
A humans rage is as tranquil as the sea
For yet there are ways in which pain must be
But beneath ocean beds
Lies secrets kept far from thee
Leaving floaters in pain and agonies

No differ have thee
In the acceptance of defeat
Reaching for thin lines to save thee
In shallow dreams
One must know of anxiety

So no differ have thee
In the eyes that meet
Amongst love and beliefs
That subdue our feet
Sillo Anderson Nov 2018
Management of a heart becomes
Futile by the loftiness of emotions
Claiming blessings upon its actions
For only sins are formed,
And precautions take shelter under disrelish of a soul.

For whom, must one seek comfort from
When filiation has not cavort upon its own
And insanity feeds bigly, the needs for love.

But time swirls in wonders,
And doing right becomes heavier
Leaving ashamed the stature of being here.
Sillo Anderson Feb 2019
Excuses are perfect
Purging behind innocents
Leaving relentless, the shame of forgiveness
For what rewards can be reaped
From holy deeds ?
When sins form more roads to see
And youth sways bravely,
In
The painful words of hatred.
And only age knows of Nor’s
Of whether time was spent with love
Sillo Anderson Apr 2019
I’m not afraid anymore
When thoughts wonder on
I’m not afraid
When time spells more, than my feline course
I’m not afraid
For what is it that one needs
To be complete in this life I own
Giving full everything I hold
Teaching me to live without it
I’m not afraid anymore
I have nothing more to pour
The universe has began to change
And what we all grew comfort to has become distant
Confusion of what and where one should go has beautified itself
Some are pouring, but I have nothing more to pour
I know of love and I know of hate, I know of regrets and I know of free will.
But I’m bare.
Empty.
With nothing more to pour
Gifted with the chance to be delusional of what my happiness will be
But cursed with having nothing more than that
I want to say I’m done, I want to say I have done my best,
But even these words I cannot trust.
I have nothing more to pour and yet life keeps me around
No more free shows I say but pleasing others just seems to be my way
I have nothing more to pour and this life will continue to grow
So why lie about purpose and hope
When without nothing to pour, life still grows.
Sillo Anderson Feb 2019
Excuses are perfect
Purging behind innocents
Leaving relentless, the shame of forgiveness
For what rewards can be reaped
From holy deeds ?
When sins form more roads to see
And youth sways bravely,  
From
The painful words of hatred.
And only age knows of Nor’s
Of whether time was spent with love
Sillo Anderson Apr 2020
I’ve known such places
Collected memories from its embrace
Felt love from every word it played
And with that, I knew it could never die
But as life evolved, so did hurt
And paradise no longer felt like a hike
Nor did its embrace built me a home
So I struggled to never call on the devil
To never crave his powers
To remain holy and a little lucky
But hurt got me !
And shuffled through my heart all the way up to my memories
And now I’m lost
Wandering through lust and envy
Searching for someone
To love me
Sillo Anderson Mar 2019
The windmill rattles around
Saying
‘the weather here is really nice, the sky is good-looking, and there are a group of happy friends’
So hey, buddy.
Come down to earthly heaven
Enjoy the very best of every minute
Relax in the midst of reality
And succumb when one chooses only to.
Sillo Anderson Mar 2019
Respect or Fear
Have I to reason with hope and faith
Only to single out the obvious path to gains
Must I sell my soul
For profits to be bountiful
Or have I been dumbfounded by the time’s
Growing beyond my life
Sillo Anderson May 2022
You want positivity
You want a happy ending
You want revolution without evolution
You want so many things
But what have you given
Have you given hope
Have you given trust
Have you given room for every lust
Maybe I have lost the touch
The rhythm that made you see my worth
Maybe I have placed too many pressure on my pen
And soil the paper I have for my own
I hope my emotions find every letter and place them within a perfect home
And I dream for the day that every pain, pay’s it’s due.
And if not for wealth, maybe comfort to want to stay
So no pity on your Cheques
Nor any guilt from your debts
Sillo Anderson Mar 2019
Peace and Justice are two sides of the same coin
Binding actions of human minds
Edging barriers known to fight
For creation has no life without lies
Only
Pledging dignity against pride
And forcing rights to be kind
But !
Peace and Justice have always been alike
Never rotting from within minds
Sillo Anderson Apr 2019
Esteem plagued the pretense of reality
Fitting firm, a reason to be happy
Wavering diligently the courses daunted by society
As innocence fight for a place in moralities.

For whom must one seek
To be free from stigma and defeat
And claim triumph on red metal seats.
Sillo Anderson Aug 2020
Perpetually I stand, amongst foes and friends
Amongst enemies and blood
Searching for doubt or strong hope
And with reluctance’s in an every day life
I’m bound to lie for faith
For hate knows of a place
Where comfort sheds no tears
And with all efforts racing towards a dead end
Stranded perpetually I am.

But life salvages thrusted emotions
And vaults erects from actions blinded by lost
So stand perpetually,
And look over a horizon in hope of less hurt
Sillo Anderson May 2020
Pity me with understanding
Leave all sorrows unattended
Voice your sadness upon my existence
But place happiness unto my living,
For only then
A helping hand may be accepted.

And even though doubt shades all from Hardships
I’m without fault in being in denial
That time still leaves a scar
And mistakes still builds empires
So for all that takes life without permission, even from reflections.
Pity your assumptions with undue bias
And just live.
Sillo Anderson Sep 2018
Placates of serenity, colors these walls
Chasing evolution leaping on
Bravery stings at layers of innocence, even time has lost its healing aid.
Hunger for love, sweeps clean the dirt upon lust
Seizing facades guarding what was once ours
As shepherds dream of moralities and bright days
Humanity satiates where all wrongs should lay
Even delicate fools know of shame,
Racing for happiness upon colorless pain.
Away with hope and nightly praise
Leaving placates of serenity to colors these rays
Sillo Anderson Jun 2019
Poems you fool
Isn't synchronized only by what you choose
It's emotions and outputs you fuse
Binding reality by a fantasy we all wish we knew.
Poems you fool
Isn't only happy lies and good times in due
It's sadness and pain we hide with shame
So eyes will think of life as gay.
Poems you fool
Is more than rhymes and well known authors only known from riches they spooned
It's life being watered freely without repayments held by you.
Poems you fool
Is just like this one you cringed at
Pleading with ignorance to give you a say
So you can do away with the 'fool' I have sent your way
Sillo Anderson Nov 2018
Sing me the poetry of the world
With hyphens and bona fide verses
With simplicity conveying secrets of beauty
And gratitude's in every full stop aroused.

For what music, should ever please the God's ?
To have them say
'Mankind has found its way'
To show them the justification of keeping us never astray
And playing sweetly, the mistakes we make.

Forgiveness we gave.
In perfect sequence and shade
Only to abstract,
The sweet song
of poetry in faith
Sillo Anderson Aug 2020
Poverty never dies in time
Neither does it want to
It grows faster than sun rays
Faster than fun times
Believe me as I say
I’ve seen it in the day
Clear without fade
Frail with more hate
Poverty never dies
For wealth has always stayed in its prime
And power made it, the one
So poverty will never die
And wealth will never cry
Sillo Anderson Jun 2019
Apathy grooms what little faith I drew
Awakening firm, the fitted ground where my love should have known
Meek shame beams throughout my fears
Home is where I ought to be.

Dwelling within a house of gold, and yet I feel no core
Why so low on happiness
Why so masked by forgiveness
Why so ?

Born into moralities of false hope
It's treachery to be your own
And yet god has not pitied my soul.
Sillo Anderson Dec 2021
They choke when they're through
By then, you'll be dead
Comedy has been built, from a foundation of sarcasm
To cover pain and lost of faith
A moment for a life story in every black man's book
Wish me luck, ends a prayer
Every night, through every day
R.D
Sillo Anderson Apr 2019
R.D
Many people don't deserve to hear a word that you say
Rendered unworthy by their very lack of compassion and sincerity to even listen to the sense that you're making.
Their choice?
To be defiant and fake.
To be defiant of morals and dreams
Lacking fear for disparity of means
For even as humans
Change sense it’s way
So many people don’t deserve to hear a word that you say.
And truly they have rendered unworthy by their lack of acceptance
Sillo Anderson May 2020
I slept and dreamt life is beauty
I woke and saw life is duty
It’s every strung made time more greedy
And reality went With every hope I ever desired
Sillo Anderson Dec 2018
Jasmine tears went with the sea
Drop by drop, filled streams of lust
Spectacular aroma made gay the shores
And Agendas of menage stained the world.

For surely one must have seen reasons for elongating the times retained
For wants and needs to be renamed human greed.
But songful sins gambol on, upon sea beds
Merging ardour with the emptiness of lofting lust.

Never contrary to the man made shows of happiness.
Staining visions of innocence.
Untouched by misunderstandings, tasking greatly aversions pouting from reality.

But exceptional as it all stands!
Dire momentums retreat reasoning’s, conceiting the flares of hurt
Elevating progressions through revelations aloud
Sillo Anderson Dec 2018
Sunny lanes crawl high up, upon my face
Watering steadily the flesh covered by faith
Leaving germination of the thoughts to sway
From winds that have not bent its way.
Soothing recklessly the times of gain
While earthly dependency grows crooked again
But contentment of fruits bared
Have fed more hearts in days
And rainy stairs replaced
Many sunny lanes every day.
But!
Greed knows its vein,
Its stream that flows from within
It carries all needs,
Even ones of desolation
And grim
Towards a root
Unable to stay anew.
Sillo Anderson Aug 2019
Got a Spider pet named crept
Saw me wept
Said don't let you make me fret
For I am not lost as yet
So here I am
Waiting in hiding that you might say
"I am your best proof of faith"
Sillo Anderson Apr 2020
I’ve shafted beauty
Neatly and precise, with faith and freshly picked guilt
For you, I have shafted beauty
With honesty and newly made belief
Wrapped calmly with ribbons from the finest dreams ever made real
All placed upon a tray of pride
And that I know has made mankind happy
For every Saint lived
Has worn beauty shafted by me.
And today I witness payments made of demise
Sillo Anderson Aug 2020
She hoped for one day to never pray
To never see dawn again
To have life taken from faith
For never was she ungrateful for breath
And never was she happy with it
Many saw what assumptions allowed
And many judged for what she ignored
But purpose began to wither
And dreams did it’s bid
And throughout every new day
She wondered why the gods would let her stay
But morals never made a way
And she lived only on that day
Acceptance in my shrine,
Finally the devil has dine.
I’ve wounded love and forgiveness from both my fathers.
Oh ! heavenly is the earthly trials.
No waste to the wrongs I’ve made, no loss in regrets I saved,
Whether in good or bad days, I still hope for a cool day.
The comfort it gives, dying in peace, with the wind at your feet.
Acceptance is my shrine
With no doubt of what I’ve cried.

No troubles to worry, no care to give.
For knowledge isn’t great,
When death roams never away.

Seek the help you feed
Let the heart sabotage its greed
For acceptance is all our shrines
And the devil will forever dine.
Sillo Anderson Jul 2019
Comfort spills the truth
Of me and you
Breaking me down, silence becomes you.

No !
I need not you to save thee
But let honesty cover us at night
Say something to save what has been done
Do nothing expecting everything
Have you not seen what it has done to you
What it has done to us.

Comfort spills truth
And silence steals beliefs
It has become part of me and you
Don't believe something cause it sounds right
Sillo Anderson Apr 2022
we’re close
we talk about *** every chance we get
she doesn’t know that we’re friends, but I do
I’ve told her my fear of ***
and she says you’re not weird
she tells me this is normal
but her definition of normal is as firm as wet paper
she is a funhouse
a haunted one too
I don’t know how to tell her that she can be just a house
one she isn’t afraid to live in
she writes poetry too
in them, I don’t see her, but the words belong to her
her poetry is confetti at a funeral, out of place
it is beautiful
I believe she is poetry
her mouth, a shotgun of emotions
sometimes too sad, too truthful
how can I tell her not to love the apathy?
we tell jokes too
laugh at our sadness
skydive in our happiness
all to make the lonely go away,
at least for me
I think she might love the lonely
she wears it like armor.
Sillo Anderson Jul 2019
Build a road accident
Have havoc celebrated within shrines
Season the combinations we hide
Bless profoundly the saints that wear blood on their smiles
And for simplicity
Lay your head upon a tomb
Without the engraving of a valid soul
And preach of dead doers, pleading for remembrance
That's the simplicity of this life
And yet we **** up in pride
Sillo Anderson Dec 2019
The many souls I've mated with
Has left a craving I long to chase
It's many pleasures has made me shallow
Pleading with faith to give me comfort.

And with little hope of hiding from efforts
My deeds make wild my bill of life
And to no avail have I question my despairs
While sins I commit in open fields.

My worth as a woman has decline
By presumptuous acts and desires  
But the shape of a future, fits perfectly within my dreams
And it's existence becomes profound in my eyes
Allowing I,
To want more of sins I shouldn't crave.
A home had been made
Where comfort wasn’t near
Mingling strangers gave solace, and a head was laid.
Not a single sureness of whether night would fall, drop by drop,
but the breeze knew before it all.

Torn down, destruction was made, more beautiful than what was laid.
A blissful loss, when companionship has no runt.

So let the noise disrupt this life
Cause a head could lay wherever a home had been made.
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