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Sep 2019 · 135
beautifully broken
Rose Cliff Sep 2019
Its an estranged place of beauty
Magnanimous cruelty marks its face
the land of such awe screams mutiny
pleading for a safer place

desert oaks tenaciously grasp the ground
lightning struck gums an effigy to protest
the cataclysmic weather reigning down
the incongruities perpetually contest

spurious clouds pass over head
mocking the parched plants, they ****
despite the drought amongst the dead
orange melts a sunset onto every hill

the beguiling desert offers many wonders
surely it will draw many in
but it only takes one that ponders
to see it represents our brokenness within
Sep 2019 · 186
lost souls
Rose Cliff Sep 2019
we're all just lost souls
looking for more
looking for
more ways to feel the pain
more way to make it go away
Sep 2019 · 79
who really knows
Rose Cliff Sep 2019
maybe the earth isn’t round
and the stars they are made of sound
Sep 2019 · 171
the sky is falling
Rose Cliff Sep 2019
He got her hopes up, up so high
believing their love belonged to the sky
but now the sky’s falling,
falling all around them
Sep 2019 · 462
be lonely with me
Rose Cliff Sep 2019
they played with fire
because they wanted to get burnt

sad eyes blown away with smoke
sadder smiles drinking false hope

playing spin the bottle
trying to kiss the brokenness in each other

they were so lonely
but at least they weren't alone
Sep 2019 · 351
You never deserved me
Rose Cliff Sep 2019
I feel sorry that you left
Because you thought I wasn’t enough
So, you settled for even less
With someone I’m above
Sep 2019 · 417
Approve
Rose Cliff Sep 2019
I know you never approve
I always disappoint you
But this is my life
And I have a point to prove
Mood
Sep 2019 · 133
Divided attention
Rose Cliff Sep 2019
Wine coloured lipstick
and leather boots
divided attention
Cause my minds on you
Aug 2019 · 201
Fellings for you
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
Drowning in the ocean of your eyes
you leaned in just too far away  
Your lips taunting me
You had me playing mercy
I was begging you to take me
Aug 2019 · 199
Regime
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
I don't even even care anymore
I just want to escape
This repressive regime
We call the world
Aug 2019 · 154
Feeling
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
It's hurts so much
To feel everything
But nothing
All at once
Aug 2019 · 146
Falling apart
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
And so my tears they fell
As I sat and watched my world
Fall apart
Aug 2019 · 136
Fighters
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
In the glow of the fire
Everyone knows your a fighter
How knows Maybe one day
We'll all wake up without pain
Aug 2019 · 462
Walk on water
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
With tears in her eyes
And nicotine in her mind
She stares out into an ocean
And wishes she could walk on water
Aug 2019 · 180
Memories
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
I spend my nights
Making the kind
of memories
that turn into the stories
trees will breathe
For centuries
Aug 2019 · 164
Don't worry
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
Don’t worry about our lives
Were doing just fine
So don’t worry when we cry
Or get high
Because we all want to touch the sky
Sometimes.
Aug 2019 · 231
Empty promises
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
As she drained the bottle of wine
She realised
It was empty just like
Everyone's promises
Aug 2019 · 329
Stars in your eyes
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
You said my eyes sparkle
To the stars they are tethered
Like the night sky
You could get lost in them forever
Aug 2019 · 463
Nothing
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
Your words mean nothing
Because if they meant something
They would mean everything
Aug 2019 · 224
Orchids
Rose Cliff Aug 2019
Every where I go
Orchids they grow
In the known unknow
Orchids they grow

I can't pick which path to chose
I don't know which road to use
Into the know unknown
The roads they go
Jul 2019 · 232
Wedding speech
Rose Cliff Jul 2019
When we were kids
We used to dream about
Finding love
Our first kiss
Having somebody to miss

You would dream about
Finding a love that encapsulates your soul
As It cascades down your body Trickling through each fibre of your being
Each heart beat sends a melody
that drips through your blood stream
Now your heart beats differently
entwined with another's
Infinitively
Both Love and blood share the same descendant,
The colour red
Maybe because they both flow through our veins
Maybe because they are the same
Indistinguishable

For a long time we dreamt about this day
But what if it wasn't a single day
It was a perpetual journey
You found yourself loving this person more each day
in ways that are undefinable
this kind love was indescribable
You find that your cracks are filled by their imperfections,
mending each other with your flaws
You find their presence is a kindling fire of comfort and warmth
Their smile fixes every inequity
Their eyes melt into a million memories
You find this person is home
Jun 2019 · 369
Well of depression
Rose Cliff Jun 2019
You are the well my depression is drawn from
Never ending your shaft runs in my veins
Forever flowing, you ignite my pain
Jun 2019 · 111
What we are
Rose Cliff Jun 2019
You called me hot
But now my name is gorgeous
There’s something in that shift
That makes this so dangerous
May 2019 · 314
Back
Rose Cliff May 2019
I lost my black dog.

Today he came home.
Apr 2019 · 561
My mind, my beauty
Rose Cliff Apr 2019
I want you to open up my mind
Look past this life’s lies
Ask me what colour did I paint the sky
What does wind look like through my eyes
And what is this force that binds us together
Is it the same force that compels the earth and moon to dance forever
Ask me and I will describe the way the sky bends
They way the moon mends
Each and all of my wounds
You see my mind is a beautiful place
It’s a shame to see you let it go to waste
Apr 2019 · 246
I’d wait my life for you
Rose Cliff Apr 2019
How long do you want me to wait
20 minuets 3 years
I hate myself
Because I know I’ll wait for you until death appears
Mar 2019 · 246
When you showed me you
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
We thought we kept our secrets well,
so on the past we dwelled
exchanging stories, memories and realities.

Our broken currency.

We wished we could drown
these pasts is the ever-present
sound of our
background.
But they never left us.
So when you spoke,
my heart broke.
I denied it, tried to hide it,
tried to confine my mind
leave these feelings undefined.

But you gave me a apart
of your heart
which was broken into shards
and yes, it was sharp.
But from that night,
no shattered hearts
would ever tear us apart.
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
I know ending us was mutual
so am I being cruel
when I think of you with her
and it still hurts.
Yet I know I flirt
with other guys
and I've moved on with my life.
But late at night
I think of your eyes,
how they held my universe,
how our sweet memories hurt
and how I just realized
your always on my mind
and I miss having you by my side.
Mar 2019 · 182
A
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
***
addiction
breathe in, breathe out
open the bottle pour a glass
breathe in, scream and shout
how long did I last
drinking oceans hoping to drown
smoking fires hoping to choke
I am spiraling down
I won’t admit that I can’t cope
Mar 2019 · 225
i dont even know
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
I am so confused.
Confusion is a precarious state.
I feel so depressed
into the oblivion of a thousand lethargies I plummet.

I don’t know how to let it out
From sadness I cannot rest
so it rolls on for perpetuity.
It rolls on unexpressed

I could slice my flesh
Paint a beautiful artwork with red
but I’m so tired.

I could eat my feelings, then purge,
Until my stomach aches, hands shake
but I’ve already done that.

I could lash out in an epoch
of hidden rebellion
but I can’t escape my fortress of living hell.

There are no ways out

I don’t have the motivation to exist.
I don’t have the motivation to breathe
But I’m too tired to sleep
I’m too tired to die.

I am supressed  
I am oppressed
I am depressed.
Mar 2019 · 766
if only it was that simple
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
I opened up to you,
about my struggles, my destructive behaviors
and you said just don't do it.
If i could "just not do it",
I wouldn't have any secrets to be sharing with you.
I wouldn't be so depressed that I needed you.
Mar 2019 · 174
I miss my old life
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
I sat
       staring,
           at the wall.
                   Pleading,
                             for how
                                   life was
                                           before.
Mar 2019 · 843
your target
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
I am the Target that is placed on a wall
You are the arrow shot from a bow
Mar 2019 · 234
devoid and voids
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
I am devoid of something,
I am a void of nothing.
Mar 2019 · 300
Autism
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
Among the grass there is a rose
Beautiful and intricate
He lives in a world of his own
Be he will never be picked
You see
Because he’s different
He’s labelled as a freak
"Touch him and you get a disease"
But they don’t get that
He is just a little boy
Not some dysfunctional toy
That can be sent back
To the factory
With a stamp saying
Broken
Reject
Spaz
People say kids can be cruel
I don’t know why they do what they do
But by saying this you condone it
So they never own it
when they’ve made a little boy question
"What is wrong with me"
When my little brother
Looks me in the eyes saying *****
"Why can’t I be normal?"
A part of me will die
As if normal is something you want to attain
If normal is taking the knife from your back
And stabbing someone three times harder
I'll refrain
His differences change
The way he sees the world
He would never deceive you
Incapable of malice  
He would never be mean to you
His differences will change the world
Albert Einstein
Where do you think he was on the spectrum line
Still people don’t see him
He loves everyone
Still people choose to beat him
To tear him down
Not all of this has happened now
But another part of me will die
When he goes to school
And I look into his eyes
Black and blue
Because he didn’t understand
that what he did was little strange
so, some kid raised their hand
and tried and rearrange
his beautiful face
the thought makes me physical ache
a person with autism is not disabled
no
they are enabled
to see the world for what it is
my brother
I would die
if it meant
Those big brown eyes
Are never made
to cry.
Sorry this is a bit off a long poem, but I feel that this issue really needs to be addressed. People with autism suffer in silence and on top of that they are being torn down and bullied for something that makes them beautiful for the way they were born.
Mar 2019 · 1.2k
old habits
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
old habits die hard

and when he doesn't die
he craws up next to you at night
arm on your waist
voice in your ear
"why haven't i seen you lately
my dear"

old habits will be the death of me
every time i get free
he knocks me down
onto the floor
he screams just do it
old habits has opened his door
just complete the ritual
just do it
no one will know
it's our secret
old habits
please keep it

old habits, old prisons

old habits die hard
i thought it would be fine
i gave into his lies
just one more time
but this time
i thought i was dying
i felt like i was dying
hunched over crying
i knew he'd never let me free
old habits has enslaved me
Mar 2019 · 257
i need change
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
i am consumed by the overwhelming urge
to up root and change my world

i am sick of seeing
the same things i always see

i am sick of being
the same contempt me
Mar 2019 · 132
you
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
you
my heart stopped again today
my stomach dropped again today
i saw you at the shops today
Mar 2019 · 184
where did the humans go
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
hello
can anyone see me
please save me
from insanity
from humanity
humanity
     manity
             ity
they’ve lost the humans
where did all
the humans
go
Mar 2019 · 326
Sleep
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
Sleep is an elusive shadow that I will forever chase
Mar 2019 · 327
Oppressed
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
We are supposed to express whatever lies deep with In this chest
But as soon as it get too much
It’s end is abrupt
And it is hushed
And it is shoved
Back into the recess of depression
Of which it was born
Of which oppression
Will finally adorn
Us who’ve been silenced
Us who mourn
Mar 2019 · 90
You said
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
“wouldn’t your parents be proud of their little girl”
You said to me
“I would be ashamed if you were my daughter”
You said to me
“It’s a joke how easy you are, how could anyone take you seriously”
You took advantage of me
Mar 2019 · 167
Light
Rose Cliff Mar 2019
The soft drumming of rain
The soft glow of the lights
Why can I feel pain
Why can’t I get through the nights

The soft whisper of the wind
The lights are now out
Why can’t I ever win
Why can no one hear me shout

The soft hum of distant cars
The darkness comes alive
How do I go so far
That I can longer see any light
Feb 2019 · 151
I know
Rose Cliff Feb 2019
I know there are things I haven’t known
I know there are pleasures unexplored
Feelings in excess unexpressed
I know there are desires hidden I this chest

And then there’s you
You know the things of this life
You make me precariously careless
U set me on fire, I’m burning with interest

But its not just the knowing of knowing
There’s something about you
Your words make me a mess yet caress  
The way you look at me makes my morals less

I know we’re falling in deeper
I know that there’s no turning back
I’m still convalescent from the present
Our past and future I’ll come to resent

We know that it’s now inevitable
Since that first step we’ve been running
Since that first attraction, first reaction
We’ve been each other’s distraction
distraction

I know what we are, our intentions
I know you don’t want a relationship
I know we are only ephemeral not perpetual
I know that what we have is only ******

But…

I know that I’m plummeting
Into feeling and affection for you
Not matter how much I lie and deny
I know for you I would lay down my life.
Feb 2019 · 176
its broken
Rose Cliff Feb 2019
A bird flies into a window it can’t see
Until it hits the glass it doesn’t realize its not free
That it can’t be who it wants to be
That it can’t sing its melody

Now its broken, its shattered
Now nothing mattered
How can lives so simply just shatter
How can it be, the spider web fracture

Once and twice three times now
The rule of three follows me around
If I scream will it make a sound
Does anyone notice I'm going down

Like a bird needs to fly
Like a widow needs to cry
Is how I need to say good bye,
to cut off all my ties

A bird flies into a window it can’t see
Until it hits the glass it doesn’t realise its not free
That it can’t be who it wants to be
That it can’t sing its melody

Like a bird I am confined
Nothing not even my thoughts are mine
In here there is no such thing as time
I am slowly losing my mind
Feb 2019 · 271
Shattered glass
Rose Cliff Feb 2019
Why does one
Look at shattered glass
And assume
It failed to last

Rather
Wasn’t it failed by us
To be looked after
And loved
Feb 2019 · 256
Saving my life
Rose Cliff Feb 2019
It’s hard to imagine that by being yourself
You could save someone’s life
You don’t have to imagine
Because you’ve done it so many times
I know now you can’t understand
But when your older I will take your hand
Look you in the eyes
And tell you because of you
I am alive
Feb 2019 · 295
What I would give
Rose Cliff Feb 2019
Oh what I would give
To be oblivious and innocent
Oh what I would give
To undo the things I did
Oh what I would give
To go back to being a little kid
Feb 2019 · 481
Trees
Rose Cliff Feb 2019
What is this tree
It is out in the open
But is it free
Is it hoping
To breathe
Feb 2019 · 320
Thoughts
Rose Cliff Feb 2019
At night my mind wanders
I think about the bareness of my legs
The soft rubing of the sheets against them
I think about my underwear the way it feels to wear it
I think about the way it feels to take it off
Then I think about you
Laying here in my empty bed
My empty pillow adorned with your head
Your breath dancing onmy neck
I think about the bareness of my legs
the way they feel against yours
They way your smell encases me
How your eyes melt into an million memories
And a million more emotions
How the thought of you causes such a commotion

Yet I’ve never told you I love you
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