Do you know the agony of yearning every second for someone you loved fiercely, while he has obliterated even the faintest echo of your name from his heart?

The most perilous person you associate with is a friend knowingly masquerading as a sheep

He the Aquarius (air) and I the Sagittarius (fire)  meant to be the true soulmates in our astrology,
He was the air to my fire as fire can't spread without air;
.
But, everything is so changed now that nothing matters at all now.

My bare feet bled on sands untread,
Leaving fragile imprints in pursuit of love long dead.

I recall the day I first saw you, amid the frigid depths of winter, as I sought even a trace of warmth from the sun. My gaze found that warmth in you. When you drew near, you stunned me, clasping my cold hands in yours, imbuing them with warmth. I remember, too, the day I waited in that same chill for one final glimpse of you—only to be left, forsaken, my hands still cold, yearning for the warmth you once brought.

Come, take your place beside me, let us recount the love we cherished,
The tender care we offered, the soft touch that nourished.
The pleasures we embraced and the pains we endured,
The separation we faced, our hearts steadfast and assured.
Let us commence with a smile, a gesture of grace,
And conclude with the bittersweet ache that time cannot erase.

Oh love, do you still linger, harboring affection for me, or is it but a delicate deception—a sanctuary crafted to shield a love that dwells more profoundly within me, an enduring presence woven into the intimate depths of my being?

True depth of pain one cannot claim,
Until they’ve walked through sorrow’s flame.
To feel its weight, to understand,
One must be touched by life’s own hand.

While flipping through the pages of our memory book,
I found those dried flowers, and with them, your memory bloomed once again…
That even after all this time, my heart, still aching for you,
Surrendered its fragile hope of living in your yearning and crumbled, drop by drop.

The easiest: Expectations The most difficult: Acceptance
and when you get the guts to have the latter one, you spontaneously stop having the former.

When they point out you being a female;
Reply them that they can't bleed monthly.
When they comment on your outfit;
Then you revert back to them that there are exceptions and uniques all around.
When they put you under their shoes;
Reply them that they can't bear labour pain.
When they left and abandoned you;
Reply them that you are very happy and moved on from them.
And when they come back again to put you more down;
Show them that you no longer cares of them so they don't need to retort.
Cuz you never give up at all,..
You never give up that all.

Being that we belong to the same sky, we certainly will encounter each other often despite proceeding on our separate paths, pretending that we have never before witnessed those eyes and glimpses.

Do you remember that frosty dawn when we both fell for each other..?

The flowers you once planted in the garden of my heart blossomed in the gentle cascade of your love, their vibrant petals reaching toward the light of your presence. Yet now, abandoned by the nurturing hand that gave them life, their leaves grow weary, their vitality fading. Only a few fragile petals remain, trembling on the edge of oblivion, clinging to the memory of a home where they once thrived in radiant efflorescence.

After his exit from my heart and my life
No contact no text nothing from his side
Suddenly met him after so long
My heart skipped a beat when I hugged him a long
My hands trembled when I held his hand and looked into his eyes
I got frozen when I looked him just tears rolled down from my moist eyes
Heart asked; so what did you come back with
I replied; his fragrance in me

AND WHENEVER THIS COLD
BREEZE TOUCHES MY SKIN.
IT REMINDS ME OF YOUR
WARM ARMS THAT ALWAYS
WRAPS ME INSIDE THEM
AND MAKE ME FEEL SECURE

Was it a bid adieu, or merely the beginning of an infinite rendezvous? A quiet vow, sealed in silence, to wander back into the refuge of dreams where our moments linger—beneath the timeless tree that sheltered our whispers, on those solitary benches, along endless paths where our footsteps etched fleeting eternity, as if echoing our own unfinished story. To trace the delicate decay of fallen roses, decipher the faded whispers of “miss-you” notes, and relive the quiet intimacy of entwined hands. To seek the warmth of embraces and rediscover the timeless rhythm of those coffee-laden moments, where losing ourselves in one another was the only truth we ever needed.

The more I endeavor to expunge every trace of you, the deeper you inscribe yourself upon my soul, leaving indelible memories that even time cannot efface.

What hurts more?
Is it the void of your absence,
Silent, consuming, endless—
Or the torment of dreams,
Where I hold you, only to lose you at dawn?

Along the same roads where memories reside,
I saw you again, and something inside died.
As if my soul has never moved, still tethered to the past,
And my heart, open wide, waits steadfast,
To cradle you again, to mend what’s torn,
To find the quiet solace where love was once born.

The loudest silence, felt by one yet unheard by others, is the quiet tremor of a heart splintered in solitude.

They asked so how are you living without him..?
And I replied:
with those lovable texts, those unforgettable memories, and remembering those insane feeling of touch.

They said; nothing last more than three days..

And i happily replied;
"Some names and some beautiful memories are unforgettable"

I miss that day when we got locked into each other's eyes
The feeling of love, true love at first sight
We had no idea to what extent we would love each other
That our first step of love will be a pure and deep hug
You were a dream come true to me
Like a beautiful twinkling star in the sky to me
Day by day our love goes on stronger
By passing months and years we were coming closer
I dreamt for you and luckily I met you
You were my true love and will always be only you

What do I love more—the moon, or him?
I looked at him, and without a word,
My heart had already chosen—
He eclipses all, even the moon...

After you left, I came to understand,
That you were the one I craved beyond touch, beyond desire.
It was your warmth, the comfort of holding you tight,
Falling asleep in that embrace, finding peace in the night,
To look at you endlessly, until my heart overflowed,
And still, to gaze more, wanting never to let go,
To love you so fiercely that, even as years pass by,
Your memories cling to my soul, refusing to die.

One day I suddenly opened my personal dairy and a letter dropped from it...
I took it from the floor and opened it...
The statement written on it made me burst out with tears....
And the statement was....
       "YOU AND ME FOREVER"
     (And I scream out please come back)!!

I ache for the serene warmth of your face nestled in my lap, a quiet refuge where time halts, and peace gently carries you into a fervently awaited, contented sleep.

When you be depressed and feel alone
Just be with yourself give time to your own company and.... when u start enjoying yourself  that you will be the strongest among all the rest.

So many talks, so much to share
All she can do is to ****** her gear
That was not ensuring her to leave
& also not giving her a single relief
Sometimes she use to completely give up
And on the next use to boldly stand up
It was all deep within broking her down
Like a termite damaging the wood all round
Things weren't changing even after struggle
On the way she was having a lot of trouble
She was giving her best to cope up with her pain
As the situation had become more and more insane
Neglecting from her life all the false blame
She never gave up and didn't quit the game

Was it so effortless for you to cast me aside,
As though I had never dwelled within your heart, nor walked by your side?
Have you forgotten the beauty of the moments we shared,
When our souls intertwined, and nothing else compared?

Stopped drowning in your memories
Started living happily in my own dreams
Because being stable and self loving
That's the spirit of a happy human being

Were you beside me, I’d wish time to stand still,
With only us, untouched by the world’s will.
Enveloped in your arms, where peace could be found,
Listening to your heartbeat, a cadence so profound.
As if it were the lone sound the cosmos would weave,
A quiet symphony, only we could perceive.

My skin trembles with pleasure and pain—pleasure in every tender way you loved me, yet torn by the agony in the way you unraveled me.

The moment where I caught you being completely with me,
The moment where I found you doing
Something for the sake of my happiness,
The moment where we both were lost in the view of each other's eyes,
The moment where our hearts found peace close to each other,
The most beautiful moment of "US".

Your traces of love on my heart and skin still do yearn for your presence...

"After so long "
.
.
They asked what's true love for you..?
and I leisurely replied ;
I'm still waiting for his come back...

She languishes in silent grief, feeling unloved by the one to whom she bared her heart's every tenderness.

I am those shed flowers of that tree under which we were use to meet ...

Why ain't I able to move on from you and your memories, Why you always makes me yours through my dreams, Just wish me once, to be like you, and then perhaps I'll lead an ecstatic life like you.

Do only I need to put a step towards you?
Do only my fingers need to intertwined with yours not yours with mine?
Do only I need to remind you that you're mine and I'm yours? Do only I need to wake up till 3.am just to know that you're alright?
Do only I need to look at you with love?
Do only I need to call you whenever I feel alone?
Do only I need to say that I miss you?
Do only I need to put a step forward to hug you?
Do only I need to apologise just
to save our relation?
Do only I need to offer
you a
rose to make you feel special? Do only I need to request you to meet?
Do only I need to make you realise that we're perfect for each other?
Do only I always need to remind you that "WE" love each other?
Not only "I"...
Not only I.. Not only I.

I plucked flowers for him from someone's garden and text him how much he loved them..?
.
he merrily replied...
I'm no longer owner of these flowers...

Let us abandon the wounds we inflicted in our distance and embrace the quiet joy that once united us. Forget the anguish, and remember the love that first sparked and sustained us.

Drowning in your memories,
After getting abandoned.
Unstable by my mind,
As you remain persistent in my thoughts.
Dreaming about you,
As waiting for your retort.
Started believing in unimaginable things,
Just to make you forever mine.
Loosing my smile my goals,
Since you shattered me the most.
Started hating from bottom of my heart,
Thus, can't be loving you anymore.
Though I won't be able to;
As I become stable and happy with what you have left for me.