I was so afraid,
my whole life passed by
like the million man parade.

Somewhere through the absence of positive role models,
love, support, guidance, and dependency
between thirteen schools, ten different homes,
different faces and many places
She lost her way.

But, she found they.
She lost her trust in the world
At the very moment she exploded
Into many different girls
One specialized for every situation
In which she, young & alone, was bravely facing.

Idle inspiration
Poems for you
Daring dedication.
Never been in love
But I loved your hugs
Hershey kisses too
Chocolate jazz
Brown girl’s blues!

Long way from home
time lost in your smile
Wanting to stay forever
plus a longer while.
Not having you
Is a romantic's oppression
you’re all I feed on
Obese obsession.

I
Should not remember you
Respect for me
You forgot

I
Should not think of you
Meeting your selfish needs
Inconsiderate of my deeds

I
Should hate you…
My heart you broke
But with kindness
I shall **** you..

Slowly you choke

People
Openly
Express
Themselves
Skillfully

You don't know my rage,
Or my age.
My name
does not define my game.
U can't feel my pleasure,
Or know my pain.
Days I'm yin,
Night I'm yang.
Earth inflicts me,
But in space I reign.

they tell me to come out and play
but I like it in my head
it's safer this way.

they want more of me
they claim, it's not enough
poker faces, I still don't bluff.

I was once in danger, with no place to go
but my imagination was there
now's it's all I know.

what they don't see is, I like my fantasy world;
it allows me to be free,
reality brings too much misery.

I used to be so weak
Only strength I had was to lie and weep.
I cried alone, until the noises collectively made a song.
Melodic lullabies as if I were once a baby.
I never was though,
and that's so crazy.

Fire signs should we press rewind?
You moved too fast:
In competition with time.
You touched my body,
Made love to my mind.
But you burned my heart,
You could never be mine.

Water signs should we start again?
Emotions you play and always win.
Your love is perfect, beauty a ten.
But there is some emotional reason I can't let you in.

Earth signs, you're the king of crossing the line.
It's never your fault; deaf, dumb, and blind.
Greedy, selfish, manipulaters who I bet are just fine.
Of all the bad guys, you're the worst kind!

I am LIBRA, daughter of KARMA
*She said never again shall another one harm her

Your body type wasn't my type
But your charisma was all the hype.
Doe Eyes made my soul cry.
But we failed : my deceit | your lies

Your femininity was never real
After your makeup a stranger was revealed.
Your confidence was fickle,
But your humor kept me tickled.

You had potential to be the one
For a split second I thought I had won
Found my soul mate or twin flame
But you were the master of mind games.