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"unresolved" poems
A sigh in the dark. Past my jaded lips it rises like a ghost, and I the host of thoughts enamoured but unwanted, unresolved. Night takes my sight and unleashes vision I watch (not my decision) the memories bloom to life. Ethereal and hazy, those lazy summer days Of hasty plans, promises, platitudes made; childish to dream it could have stayed the same. Polite and awkward we shuffle in the light of day, you think before you act and mind what you say and if lucky enough you might get away without blurting a thought from your head gone astray. Why do eyes so bright bring such dark thoughts? Why do we fear to take what we want? A sigh in the dark. Across chilled skin it spreads like fire, this unspoken desire between whispering sheets. Fingers grasp and twine, I feel hers, she feels mine, as we search in the dark together. This night air we’ll share; it's vice, and with vigour, seeking the trigger to release. To resolve.
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Aug 9, 2013
Aug 9, 2013 at 12:43 PM UTC
Seeking
Entry ~ I know you're scared. You should be scared. You're taking a huge leap of faith leaving the only "home" you've ever known. But that home you built isn't four walls, and a solid tin roof. It's your soul. It's that thumping in your chest that keeps you awake at 2am. It's the memories you've stored, locked away tight behind steel bars, because god only knows if those bars weren't there those memories would hit you like the eye of a storm. Calm at first, sweet, but then painful, like shards of glass beneath your feet. And I know how much it hurts to leave. To walk away from so many unresolved things. To remove yourself from the lives of people you rely on, that rely on you. But part of living is knowing when to leave. It's knowing when your environment no longer suits the shell you're in. It's easy to tell when that chapter of your life begins. It starts with a slow depression easing its way in, and an unexplained restlessness. I know how much you fight it. The warning signs telling you it's time to go again. You are so afraid of being free, but your curiosity has its own needs. It was never a choice being free. It's always been a part of your destiny. I know you've felt that unexplainable presence easing your anxiety. And it's okay to breathe. It's okay to just be. To not know where you're going to be next spring. It's all a part of the plan. You need to have faith that those guiding you won't lead you astray. You are being protected, and I know you aren't religious, but when you feel like you've lost your way, fall to your knees, and pray. Look for the butterfly, and have faith that one small act of courageousness will set your life in motion. But you have to be willing to take action first. So flap your wings, and don't be afraid of the tornado that follows. You created your fear, and only you can survive in the wake of it.*
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Sep 8, 2017
Sep 8, 2017 at 2:14 PM UTC
The Butterfly Effect
Entry ~ I know you're scared. You should be scared. You're taking a huge leap of faith leaving the only "home" you've ever known. But that home you built isn't four walls, and a solid tin roof. It's your soul. It's that thumping in your chest that keeps you awake at 2am. It's the memories you've stored, locked away tight behind steel bars, because god only knows if those bars weren't there those memories would hit you like the eye of a storm. Calm at first, sweet, but then painful, like shards of glass beneath your feet. And I know how much it hurts to leave. To walk away from so many unresolved things. To remove yourself from the lives of people you rely on, that rely on you. But part of living is knowing when to leave. It's knowing when your environment no longer suits the shell you're in. It's easy to tell when that chapter of your life begins. It starts with a slow depression easing its way in, and an unexplained restlessness. I know how much you fight it. The warning signs telling you it's time to go again. You are so afraid of being free, but your curiosity has its own needs. It was never a choice being free. It's always been a part of your destiny. I know you've felt that unexplainable presence easing your anxiety. And it's okay to breathe. It's okay to just be. To not know where you're going to be next spring. It's all a part of the plan. You need to have faith that those guiding you won't lead you astray. You are being protected, and I know you aren't religious, but when you feel like you've lost your way, fall to your knees, and pray. Look for the butterfly, and have faith that one small act of courageousness will set your life in motion. But you have to be willing to take action first. So flap your wings, and don't be afraid of the tornado that follows. You created your fear, and only you can survive in the wake of it.*
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Things can only disrupt you as much as you allow. If this seems hard to see or needlessly abstract, consider the Factor that is Self-Discipline: If any factor equals Zero, the product is also Zero. - I mean this in a general sense; applied over time. Things can be extremely bothersome in any given moment but once those bothersome moments reach forwards (and maybe even backwards) in time ******* up a perfect good "Now" then, I say that it's a bothersome burden which is (most probably) a result of unresolved internalized conflicts or Shadow. This is where Self-Discipline becomes a Factor and my analogy takes flight, in context. Maybe it's only true for me, but I have my suspicions that I am not so unique in this way.
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May 30, 2013
May 30, 2013 at 9:42 PM UTC
Self-Discipline as a Factor
#An Exegesis on the Humiliation of the Word The world is ruled by darkness. What appears as harmless is theater, what pretends neutral is already bent. The macrocosm corrodes; and in the microcosm, its reflection gleams.. even in places meant to be sanctuaries of truth. A poetry site, born as refuge for broken voices, becomes another stage of control. Here too the phrase resounds:   neutralize the threat. But neutralization is not annihilation. It is paralysis. It is psy-ops. It is the removal of anxiety.. not a side-effect, but the aim itself. Darkness builds its stage for this alone: that the  "angel of light" may drown his own reckoning beneath a world of deception-built self comfort, so he need never feel the truth he already knows. Comfort is his curtain, numbness his crown..   *the removal of his own anxiety;       his game.* This is why the world is his theater-- *Darkness does not destroy at first.. it sedates, comforts, smothers.* Hence.. The whole world is his fully gaslit stronghold,     ..for now. Fade back into the moment-- The young poet arrives, bringing her unspoken pain, her hope for words to heal. Instead, her very wounds are seized as footholds. Hearts. Reposts. Endless affirmation. Not to strengthen her voice, but to redirect it. She is seduced into  belonging, and her trauma becomes currency. Unresolved, her ache entwined with lust-- a sacrifice prepared  for false altars. The angel of light  has done his work: offering inclusion without transformation, belonging without responsibility, “light” without source. The poet is neutralized. Her searching silenced, her voice absorbed into fog. Those who carry this fog cling to cowardice. Unable to face the judgment within, they align themselves to the herd; envy-filled, they only know to mock. Yet they replicate themselves, so their refusal of Light is never revealed-- *Perfectly exemplifying their "Great Example" the most envy-based mocker  of all.* The microcosm mirrors the macrocosm. What nations suffer, individuals now endure--    Comfort without clarity.    Belonging without truth.    Safety without healing. Yet the living Word endures. Every attempt to humiliate it only makes its fire burn clearer. Carriers of darkness can swarm, ****** and smother.. but they cannot create. The true word cannot be erased. Unfiltered, unedited, spoken from a reconciled temple, it pierces fog. It reveals. It heals. And so we speak.. not for ourselves alone, but for those who come searching, hoping that poetry might still be a place where pain can meet truth, where silence breaks, where Light is not withheld   but revealed. #
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Oct 3, 2025
Oct 3, 2025 at 10:59 PM UTC
On the Macrocosm of Microcosm
#An Exegesis on the Humiliation of the Word The world is ruled by darkness. What appears as harmless is theater, what pretends neutral is already bent. The macrocosm corrodes; and in the microcosm, its reflection gleams.. even in places meant to be sanctuaries of truth. A poetry site, born as refuge for broken voices, becomes another stage of control. Here too the phrase resounds:   neutralize the threat. But neutralization is not annihilation. It is paralysis. It is psy-ops. It is the removal of anxiety.. not a side-effect, but the aim itself. Darkness builds its stage for this alone: that the  "angel of light" may drown his own reckoning beneath a world of deception-built self comfort, so he need never feel the truth he already knows. Comfort is his curtain, numbness his crown..   *the removal of his own anxiety;       his game.* This is why the world is his theater-- *Darkness does not destroy at first.. it sedates, comforts, smothers.* Hence.. The whole world is his fully gaslit stronghold,     ..for now. Fade back into the moment-- The young poet arrives, bringing her unspoken pain, her hope for words to heal. Instead, her very wounds are seized as footholds. Hearts. Reposts. Endless affirmation. Not to strengthen her voice, but to redirect it. She is seduced into  belonging, and her trauma becomes currency. Unresolved, her ache entwined with lust-- a sacrifice prepared  for false altars. The angel of light  has done his work: offering inclusion without transformation, belonging without responsibility, “light” without source. The poet is neutralized. Her searching silenced, her voice absorbed into fog. Those who carry this fog cling to cowardice. Unable to face the judgment within, they align themselves to the herd; envy-filled, they only know to mock. Yet they replicate themselves, so their refusal of Light is never revealed-- *Perfectly exemplifying their "Great Example" the most envy-based mocker  of all.* The microcosm mirrors the macrocosm. What nations suffer, individuals now endure--    Comfort without clarity.    Belonging without truth.    Safety without healing. Yet the living Word endures. Every attempt to humiliate it only makes its fire burn clearer. Carriers of darkness can swarm, ****** and smother.. but they cannot create. The true word cannot be erased. Unfiltered, unedited, spoken from a reconciled temple, it pierces fog. It reveals. It heals. And so we speak.. not for ourselves alone, but for those who come searching, hoping that poetry might still be a place where pain can meet truth, where silence breaks, where Light is not withheld   but revealed. #
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This fits nicely into the story of my life A nice chapter leading up to the ****** The ****** that wasn't as long and steady as it should have been A ****** that took a vertical drop to an unresolved conclusion This fits nicely into the story of my life It took up a few pages But I'll have to wait for the publication of the sequal to find out what happens next This rough draft of Part II is a bad sketch There is grammer errors and mispellingz My punctuation. Is off as, well as my punctuality But the sequal will be released in time As the author of my story, I'm not sure any words will start with the letter you.
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Nov 27, 2011
Nov 27, 2011 at 9:08 PM UTC
******
Hear your voice in every note, Feel your breath in every phrase, As my fingers dance on the keys, It's you I want to amaze. But you are not here. See your smile on every stave, Sense your hands embracing mine, An unresolved suspension, Betrays what's on my mind: You are not here But then, in the reflection of that ebony grand, I glimpse a moving figure, I see your eyes looking back at me, My music fades to a whisper. You are here. I turn to face you and you take my hands, You place them gently back on the keys, "Keep playing," You tell me, "Let me hear more, please." I take a breath, "Now you are here, I could play you my soul."
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Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 2:11 PM UTC
Alone at a piano
"Contentment is a synonym for loneliness, cool loneliness, settling down with cool loneliness. We give up believing that being able to escape our loneliness is going to bring any lasting happiness or joy or sense of well-being or courage or strength. Usually we have to give up this belief about a billion times, again and again making friends with our jumpiness and dread, doing the same old thing a billion times with awareness. Then without our even noticing, something begins to shift. We can just be lonely with no alternatives, content to be right here with the mood and texture of what’s happening." "it allows us to finally discover a completely unfabricated state of being. Our habitual assumptions — all our ideas about how things are — keep us from seeing anything in a fresh, open way… We don’t ultimately know anything. There’s no certainty about anything. This basic truth hurts, and we want to run away from it. But coming back and relaxing with something as familiar as loneliness is good discipline for realizing the profundity of the unresolved moments of our lives. We are cheating ourselves when we run away from the ambiguity of loneliness." "Cool loneliness allows us to look honestly and without aggression at our own minds. We can gradually drop our ideals of who we think we ought to be, or who we think we want to be, or who we think other people think we want to be or ought to be. We give it up and just look directly with compassion and humor at who we are. Then loneliness is no threat and heartache, no punishment. Cool loneliness doesn’t provide any resolution or give us ground under our feet. It challenges us to step into a world of no reference point without polarizing or solidifying. This is called the middle way, or the sacred path of the warrior." by Pema Chodron from "When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advise for Difficult Times"
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Mar 28, 2023
Mar 28, 2023 at 6:17 AM UTC
about loneliness
"Contentment is a synonym for loneliness, cool loneliness, settling down with cool loneliness. We give up believing that being able to escape our loneliness is going to bring any lasting happiness or joy or sense of well-being or courage or strength. Usually we have to give up this belief about a billion times, again and again making friends with our jumpiness and dread, doing the same old thing a billion times with awareness. Then without our even noticing, something begins to shift. We can just be lonely with no alternatives, content to be right here with the mood and texture of what’s happening." "it allows us to finally discover a completely unfabricated state of being. Our habitual assumptions — all our ideas about how things are — keep us from seeing anything in a fresh, open way… We don’t ultimately know anything. There’s no certainty about anything. This basic truth hurts, and we want to run away from it. But coming back and relaxing with something as familiar as loneliness is good discipline for realizing the profundity of the unresolved moments of our lives. We are cheating ourselves when we run away from the ambiguity of loneliness." "Cool loneliness allows us to look honestly and without aggression at our own minds. We can gradually drop our ideals of who we think we ought to be, or who we think we want to be, or who we think other people think we want to be or ought to be. We give it up and just look directly with compassion and humor at who we are. Then loneliness is no threat and heartache, no punishment. Cool loneliness doesn’t provide any resolution or give us ground under our feet. It challenges us to step into a world of no reference point without polarizing or solidifying. This is called the middle way, or the sacred path of the warrior." by Pema Chodron from "When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advise for Difficult Times"
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All along that grey draped zig-zagging shoreline The men sat or stood in resolute silence Each trying to reach back into minds Scrambled like eggs by the fear of impending violence Soon the hard faced men will open the gates As the race will start as hearts will change pace Then by push and twist they load like cattle Into great grey hulking hearse's barely floating Plunging through grey roiling seas toward thunder Echoing across the channel quotation marks of the battle That rages ,engages not turning ÷ripping out pages of history When the water turns red punctuated by the floating dead.... ........The question marks and periods Exclamation marks in the book thats still being written ...         ......to what end? That is what makes any plot a vagrant thought With a premise being an unresolved mystery Such are ..... The vagaries of the ever repeating chapters of human history!
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Apr 22, 2018
Apr 22, 2018 at 12:40 PM UTC
Resolute silence
Many things in my life, unsorted many thoughts in my life, uncategorized many mysteries in my life,unsolved many potentials in my life, untested many emotion in my life,unlabeled many problems in my life,remains unresolved many days pass away, unnoticed                           and still, my life continues...
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Mar 5, 2017
Mar 5, 2017 at 10:06 PM UTC
Life continues
Eyes closed to a fading light The last beat of a tired heart Muffled voices, a murmured prayer A pathway unresolved What lies ahead? Endless slumber? A new beginning? Not knowing is what I fear.
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Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 7:45 AM UTC
A Fear Of Death
"Shelter From The Storm" Bob Dylan 'Twas in another lifetime one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue, the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness a creature void of form "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." And if I pass this way again you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death and men who are fighting to be warm "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Not a word was spoke between us there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." I was burned out from exhaustion buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes and blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile ravaged in the corn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Now there's a wall between us something there's been lost I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Well the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker he blows a futile horn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." I've heard newborn babies wailing like a mourning dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question man, is it hopeless and forlorn? "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." In a little hilltop village they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence, I got repaid with scorn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Well I'm living in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm."
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Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 10:20 AM UTC
For Florida: Shelter From the Storm
"Shelter From The Storm" Bob Dylan 'Twas in another lifetime one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue, the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness a creature void of form "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." And if I pass this way again you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death and men who are fighting to be warm "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Not a word was spoke between us there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." I was burned out from exhaustion buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes and blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile ravaged in the corn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Now there's a wall between us something there's been lost I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Well the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker he blows a futile horn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." I've heard newborn babies wailing like a mourning dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question man, is it hopeless and forlorn? "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." In a little hilltop village they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence, I got repaid with scorn "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm." Well I'm living in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born "Come in," she said, "I'll give you shelter from the storm."
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I let him in Through the back door He alone Holds the password. Seldom knocks But often enough; Through the tiny peephole Of the unresolved, I take the chain Off the door. I keep my skirt While he unbuttons my heart That door policy is rough But he earns my trust; That love hurts 'Til a gentle push. Unlock The secrets to my core; The fissure Of pleasure For a full-frontal Of my soul. He sneaks In the back door Only he knows The password; No one is welcome But one.
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Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 3:59 PM UTC
Back door
while the debate goes on and on, as to which country has the longest, continuous democratic parliament, have it on on good authority that the subject above, is it better to love your kids too much than not enough? was the first among all temporal discussions ever held, despite periodic tabling, the debate remains unresolved, the question unsettled even after 1000 years+ of argumentation when over time, Universal Adult Suffrage finally came to be, the debate became renewable, enflamed, divisive most contentiously, various coming down on each side of a point of view topically since mother, father and child, i.e. pretty much everyone, definitionally, claimed total expertise, and sparing the rod was deemed by most to be illegally, no plebiscite, amendment or ballot initiative was resolved resolutely, the beat goes on continuously as new children reach voting age, sagaciously repeating their view, personally my view? I’ve tried both and failed equally so I’ve little to contribute, so let it be stated in manner unequivocally, the sweet sensibility says too well, but helicopters crash and monied snowplows run over other both their own and others better deserving, leaving all of them buried in snow piles street side, while those who blame their faults on insufficient love, are later most demanding more attention than any, having becoming painfully hardy, by being treated hard about, hard on themselves and worse to others everyone knows the answer to this question for themselves but I’ll leave you with this, permitting a child to fail is a winning strategy, as long as there is no legal limit regarding the amount or frequency on lifetime hugging
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Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 2:14 AM UTC
is it better to love your kids too much than not enough?
while the debate goes on and on, as to which country has the longest, continuous democratic parliament, have it on on good authority that the subject above, is it better to love your kids too much than not enough? was the first among all temporal discussions ever held, despite periodic tabling, the debate remains unresolved, the question unsettled even after 1000 years+ of argumentation when over time, Universal Adult Suffrage finally came to be, the debate became renewable, enflamed, divisive most contentiously, various coming down on each side of a point of view topically since mother, father and child, i.e. pretty much everyone, definitionally, claimed total expertise, and sparing the rod was deemed by most to be illegally, no plebiscite, amendment or ballot initiative was resolved resolutely, the beat goes on continuously as new children reach voting age, sagaciously repeating their view, personally my view? I’ve tried both and failed equally so I’ve little to contribute, so let it be stated in manner unequivocally, the sweet sensibility says too well, but helicopters crash and monied snowplows run over other both their own and others better deserving, leaving all of them buried in snow piles street side, while those who blame their faults on insufficient love, are later most demanding more attention than any, having becoming painfully hardy, by being treated hard about, hard on themselves and worse to others everyone knows the answer to this question for themselves but I’ll leave you with this, permitting a child to fail is a winning strategy, as long as there is no legal limit regarding the amount or frequency on lifetime hugging
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His fingers wrap tightly around his cup, shaking, tingling, raising it to his lips often, the white frothy coffee drink steaming while his tongue ignores the intense heat. She plays with straw and the cardboard cup, letting the heat of the black coffee ease the tension between her fingertips and seep down to each of her toes. She smiled at him, observing each detail that she loved about his appearance. He sincerely laughed at every word she said, looking deeply into her ocean eyes at every chance. His white drink remained in his cup as he carefully took sips to relax his nervouseness, but she slopped her dark grinds, spilling them over the edge and permanently staining the white. The cups, at first sight, seemed to describe their personalities. And yet, at a deeper second look, described their demeanor. On the outer appearance, he was put together and cautious, with a plan for his entire future, while she was messy and without a care for what's next, oblivious to her own wreckage. But on the insides, both were bitter-sweet coffees, happy to finally see eachother after so long, but nervous because of their unresolved last encounter. He was pure, curious white. She was dark, mysterious black. Totally opposite and yet perfectly compatible. Neither admitted one missed the other, yet they promised to meet every summer and winter forever.
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Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 4:18 PM UTC
Coffee Stains
The thing is, you can’t ignore that graceful lament- The teal heaving of your chest- The wash of questions in your head That exquisitely hold pinpricks of the future. There’s a brand of groan you know well That belongs to feeling unresolved. That noise you make when you’re a painting without a face, When you’re two lines of a song that’s lost to the breeze, When you’re a cup of water dribbling through careless hands, That noise is the growl of restless dreaming. There is a struggle to unpin yourself From the avalanche of time That has pooled thickly around your legs. You try to kick, but it moves like molasses. Slower than a hard thwack to a non-newtonian fluid. Pointless as collecting antique doorknobs. There is an urge to catch a destiny by the tail Like you’re somehow prepared right now, Like there’s nothing left to learn. How fortunate you are that perceived linear realities Can curve the hubris of your linear fantasies. And yet there’s that gnawing need, A craving that demands surrender, That all too graceful lament, Of being forced to take the smallest of steps on the greatest of adventures.
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Nov 28, 2012
Nov 28, 2012 at 4:06 AM UTC
The Graceful Lament
Have you ever watched a wild horse’s rage when they try to tame it in? Or ever watched a wild leopard fight back, when they Try to steal it’s skin? Have you ever watched a lion’s fierce roar, when they try to cage it in? Like the wild, leave me.wild child. My love flow like  rivers, It comes deep as the seas. My emotions can be contagiously calming but can change like the ties of a raging sea. I don't know where I am going, but I know where I been, I desire to live like the wild, I rebell when cage in. Living to be free, Independent spirit of a loner wolf. Jane to Tarzan? yea... I would live like them if I could. Wishes to be unconstrained by society.  How could I be put in a box. When you have courage like a lion an strength of an ox. Can not be compared to a thing, or an ordinary human being. Gypsy by heart, obsession for freedom, born bohemian Queen. Though control over others can be a blessing, more of a curse. When flesh and ego bound by unresolved past, turns me into the worse. But my awareness of it all, picks me up from the fall. and leads me back to soul, when I hear divinity call. Ancestors guide me,Truth in the stars. Moon child in chart. Pisces in sun. scorpio by ascendant, Venus ram thrives, I see God in the sun. My soul is undefined, Old fashioned and style. Mind me like nature and love me like the wild. Have you ever watched a wild horse’s rage when they try to tame it in? Or ever watched a wild leopard fight back, when they Try to steal it’s skin? Have you ever watched a lion’s fierce roar, when they try to cage it in? Like the wild, leave me.wild child.
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Jan 22, 2016
Jan 22, 2016 at 10:59 PM UTC
WILD CHILD
Have you ever watched a wild horse’s rage when they try to tame it in? Or ever watched a wild leopard fight back, when they Try to steal it’s skin? Have you ever watched a lion’s fierce roar, when they try to cage it in? Like the wild, leave me.wild child. My love flow like  rivers, It comes deep as the seas. My emotions can be contagiously calming but can change like the ties of a raging sea. I don't know where I am going, but I know where I been, I desire to live like the wild, I rebell when cage in. Living to be free, Independent spirit of a loner wolf. Jane to Tarzan? yea... I would live like them if I could. Wishes to be unconstrained by society.  How could I be put in a box. When you have courage like a lion an strength of an ox. Can not be compared to a thing, or an ordinary human being. Gypsy by heart, obsession for freedom, born bohemian Queen. Though control over others can be a blessing, more of a curse. When flesh and ego bound by unresolved past, turns me into the worse. But my awareness of it all, picks me up from the fall. and leads me back to soul, when I hear divinity call. Ancestors guide me,Truth in the stars. Moon child in chart. Pisces in sun. scorpio by ascendant, Venus ram thrives, I see God in the sun. My soul is undefined, Old fashioned and style. Mind me like nature and love me like the wild. Have you ever watched a wild horse’s rage when they try to tame it in? Or ever watched a wild leopard fight back, when they Try to steal it’s skin? Have you ever watched a lion’s fierce roar, when they try to cage it in? Like the wild, leave me.wild child.
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Our fragile lips never touch. Forbidden fruit. Poisonous pain. As you go up               I must come                         Down. I gaze at your perfect reflection. I try to linger for you. Do not weep dear we have a job to do. My opposite obsession. A contrary coincidence. My unfortunate state leaves me watching lovers- Who could be us.   I’m left with unresolved dreams at twilight. You may seem dreaded by most but I count down the stars disappearing in my presence. I’ve never seen your rays. Your flaming passion holding our world together As I fall apart. You take pieces of me with you. Have them. Keepsakes of our nonexistent love exchanges. For how funny a fairytale for our children. When the moon fell- In love with the sun.
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Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 3:08 PM UTC
Star Crossed Lovers
"he's not yours" is what i tell myself when the jealousy and unresolved emotions bubble up inside me soon to overflow into the already existing puddles of self-pity. "he's not mine" is what i tell myself when i want to cross over the line to the other side even though i know it's illegal. "you shouldn't care" is what i tell myself when i play tug of war with my heart against my mind and my heart always fights to the end. "you're not allowed to" is what i tell myself when electric charges pulse through my veins and take over my body. "it's not going to happen" is what i tell myself right before i take my fist and punch it through my own body.
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Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 12:55 AM UTC
"he's not yours"
Its every man for himself Humanity has unresolved issues Usually I take the brunt Of every wrongdoing Because Apparently its always me We all know One day We shall perish Leaving behind A legacy How you choose To remember me or Someone else Is your choice But.. If we all are to perish Why not quicken up This process That can take A whole century.. Why not quicken it??
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Jul 19, 2013
Jul 19, 2013 at 10:04 PM UTC
Its one for oneself
Argue, if you feel you must, Of matters unresolved, As shades of innuendo Flavour differences devolved. As points of view diverge Despite the rational discourse, And the heat behind the eyes Injects invectiveness’s force. When the fire in the belly Raises tension to extreme And the beads of perspiration On the brow... engage the spleen. Catch your breath for just a moment, Smile into the tiger eyes, Engage the low slung counter punch With a sidestep that belies. Your firm control is of the essence A cool restraint... your mortal tool, You can argue, if you feel you must, But you’ll seem a shallow fool. For your finesse will make the difference In the playing of the hand... To keep a nemesis at bay With your level gaze... as planned. Marshalg Victoria Park Tunnel 5 January 2010
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Jan 5, 2011
Jan 5, 2011 at 7:26 AM UTC
Argue, if you feel you must....
I am fragile as glass, fragile as silk. You could but look at me And I might crumble, a sculpture made of sugar. And yet I have stripped away the layers of myself Going on, always going on Trusting you To foolishness, to distraction, (to destruction?) And I keep on shedding my disguises. I keep tearing them down Each after each and /oh!/ I am so small inside, The universe pressed into a pebble And trembling with its unresolved might. And what if you touch me And I shatter? And what if you touch me And find I'm not what you were hoping You would hold in your palm? (And what if You recoil And don't touch me at all?) What if My shivering gravity Meets your soft light And muddies it somehow, makes it less? Sometimes I fear I am Untouchable By nature. At once delicate (the way a butterfly's wing will crumple and wilt If your fingers touch it) And devastating, For there is so MUCH in here So much that wants out. So much that /bends/ toward you when you come too close Like glass heated to smooth billows Where once it was sharp and brittle (and will be Again.) Don't you see? You could take me in your hands and shape me, Make me different forever, And walk away to leave me cold and cutting again. You could, And I would leave such burns on your palms And you would create Such edges in me Such fingerprints Such caverns of space where the light gets in and won't leave, trapped and pressing and empty, Unfillable. You could do all of that. And I could let you. And I could let you close, knowing this And... I /do/ I do and it amazes me. I do, I tear off my many masks with eager hands And smash them at your feet. And I don't know Why.
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May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015 at 1:03 PM UTC
Requiem Nine: Untouchable
I am fragile as glass, fragile as silk. You could but look at me And I might crumble, a sculpture made of sugar. And yet I have stripped away the layers of myself Going on, always going on Trusting you To foolishness, to distraction, (to destruction?) And I keep on shedding my disguises. I keep tearing them down Each after each and /oh!/ I am so small inside, The universe pressed into a pebble And trembling with its unresolved might. And what if you touch me And I shatter? And what if you touch me And find I'm not what you were hoping You would hold in your palm? (And what if You recoil And don't touch me at all?) What if My shivering gravity Meets your soft light And muddies it somehow, makes it less? Sometimes I fear I am Untouchable By nature. At once delicate (the way a butterfly's wing will crumple and wilt If your fingers touch it) And devastating, For there is so MUCH in here So much that wants out. So much that /bends/ toward you when you come too close Like glass heated to smooth billows Where once it was sharp and brittle (and will be Again.) Don't you see? You could take me in your hands and shape me, Make me different forever, And walk away to leave me cold and cutting again. You could, And I would leave such burns on your palms And you would create Such edges in me Such fingerprints Such caverns of space where the light gets in and won't leave, trapped and pressing and empty, Unfillable. You could do all of that. And I could let you. And I could let you close, knowing this And... I /do/ I do and it amazes me. I do, I tear off my many masks with eager hands And smash them at your feet. And I don't know Why.
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MEMO FROM:  Mr Phil Indifrence,  Strategy Chess Insurgency  Corps. Space Headquarters, Castleview Avenue, Dunstable XY10 TO:  Ms Petal  Dontrun,  Crimson Chess Federation. De la Wigan Headquarters, Wigan, United Kingdom,  SM00 Dear Ms Dontrun, Please accept my greetings. I write to clarify my stance on our outstanding matters and hopefully to deter further speculation, gossips, rumours, distortions, misinformation and sensationalism by the media. As you are aware I contacted you on the day as arranged only to be confronted with a response that was astoundingly unethical, un- professional, rude, inconsiderate and totally uncalled-for. It was so below expected standard that it raised doubt about your suit- ability to be seen as a matured adult much less an intelligent being. Still in the reverberations of this seismic occurrence I called again in the hope it was a momentary loss of composure and yet again I was subjected to a deluxe version of the first onslaught. To say I was flabbergasted is putting things mildly, most especially as it was totally unwarranted and underserved. It was obvious you lacked any sense of decorum and had become an affront to common human decency and an embarrassment to your status. In all fairness you did call some weeks later, but it had become apparent that the ethos, protocol and cordiality that my Organi- sation works within may not be relevant to your Organisation, hence my unavailability to your contact. I write to primarily reiterate that my position on this matter and the present status quo is not based on some immature Ego play, stubbornness, power-play or pride, rather it's in all truthfulness it's a belief in upholding standards in ethical considerations. I do not believe that bad manners, ill-considered behaviour, ill-judgement and a lack of sensitivity and good grace are matured and progressive trends to interact cooperatively within. In conclusion, this is my stance on this matter and I hope it helps your understanding. I believe a formal Apology from you and your Organisation is appropriate in this regard and will instigate a return to cordiality between our Organisation. If you however feel this is unnecessary I will respect your decision and the situation will remain unresolved. I thank you for your attention. Regards, Phil Indifrence. C.E.O.
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Feb 23, 2019
Feb 23, 2019 at 5:18 PM UTC
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MEMO FROM:  Mr Phil Indifrence,  Strategy Chess Insurgency  Corps. Space Headquarters, Castleview Avenue, Dunstable XY10 TO:  Ms Petal  Dontrun,  Crimson Chess Federation. De la Wigan Headquarters, Wigan, United Kingdom,  SM00 Dear Ms Dontrun, Please accept my greetings. I write to clarify my stance on our outstanding matters and hopefully to deter further speculation, gossips, rumours, distortions, misinformation and sensationalism by the media. As you are aware I contacted you on the day as arranged only to be confronted with a response that was astoundingly unethical, un- professional, rude, inconsiderate and totally uncalled-for. It was so below expected standard that it raised doubt about your suit- ability to be seen as a matured adult much less an intelligent being. Still in the reverberations of this seismic occurrence I called again in the hope it was a momentary loss of composure and yet again I was subjected to a deluxe version of the first onslaught. To say I was flabbergasted is putting things mildly, most especially as it was totally unwarranted and underserved. It was obvious you lacked any sense of decorum and had become an affront to common human decency and an embarrassment to your status. In all fairness you did call some weeks later, but it had become apparent that the ethos, protocol and cordiality that my Organi- sation works within may not be relevant to your Organisation, hence my unavailability to your contact. I write to primarily reiterate that my position on this matter and the present status quo is not based on some immature Ego play, stubbornness, power-play or pride, rather it's in all truthfulness it's a belief in upholding standards in ethical considerations. I do not believe that bad manners, ill-considered behaviour, ill-judgement and a lack of sensitivity and good grace are matured and progressive trends to interact cooperatively within. In conclusion, this is my stance on this matter and I hope it helps your understanding. I believe a formal Apology from you and your Organisation is appropriate in this regard and will instigate a return to cordiality between our Organisation. If you however feel this is unnecessary I will respect your decision and the situation will remain unresolved. I thank you for your attention. Regards, Phil Indifrence. C.E.O.
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**Shelter from the Storm by Bob Dylan** 'Twas in another lifetime, one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness, a creature void of form Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm And if I pass this way again, you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her, on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death, and men who are fighting to be warm Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Not a word was spoke between us, there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm I was burned out from exhaustion, buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes an' blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile, ravaged in the corn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Suddenly I turned around and she was standin' there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Now there's a wall between us, somethin' there's been lost I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Well, the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much, it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker, he blows a futile horn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm I've heard newborn babies wailin' like a mournin' dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm In a little hilltop village, they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence I got repaid with scorn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Well, I'm livin' in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge, someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm
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Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 2:20 AM UTC
shelter from the storm
**Shelter from the Storm by Bob Dylan** 'Twas in another lifetime, one of toil and blood When blackness was a virtue the road was full of mud I came in from the wilderness, a creature void of form Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm And if I pass this way again, you can rest assured I'll always do my best for her, on that I give my word In a world of steel-eyed death, and men who are fighting to be warm Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Not a word was spoke between us, there was little risk involved Everything up to that point had been left unresolved Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm I was burned out from exhaustion, buried in the hail Poisoned in the bushes an' blown out on the trail Hunted like a crocodile, ravaged in the corn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Suddenly I turned around and she was standin' there With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Now there's a wall between us, somethin' there's been lost I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Well, the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount But nothing really matters much, it's doom alone that counts And the one-eyed undertaker, he blows a futile horn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm I've heard newborn babies wailin' like a mournin' dove And old men with broken teeth stranded without love Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm In a little hilltop village, they gambled for my clothes I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose I offered up my innocence I got repaid with scorn Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm Well, I'm livin' in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line Beauty walks a razor's edge, someday I'll make it mine If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born Come in, she said I'll give ya shelter from the storm
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