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"patters" poems
The slight twist of weather Rain, sunshine, and clouds Whispers in the air To increase gradually or calm down The rain pitter patters on the tin roof The clouds scurry over in a **** Continuing on just for a short while And then trails along the sun shining with a smile April fades and May swings by Then summer comes, June and July
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May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 9:50 PM UTC
Spring Air
Grandmother Willow said listen to your heart, you will understand but when it pounds all I want to do is run my heart says so many things one minute it's telling me to climb a tree as high as the branches let me the next it says hook line and sinker and when I'm with someone beautiful, it says nothing, it just flutters and pitter patters Mulan was always my favourite because she had her heart broken and still She Saved China all on her own my heart breaks like twigs and crumbles like dry stiff leaves in Autumn and my heart is also a rubber ball that bounces from one place to the next too rapidly, I forget where I am and where I just was a moment before I ended up wherever I ended up my heart is like ice and sometimes if you are the right temperature, it will melt for you my heart is aware of fallacy and sometimes if you try to coax it, everything I ever felt for you won't exist anymore a few months ago I was sitting at the back of a midnight bus in my hometown, with a hippie headband on, accompanied with braids, a long dress and moccasins of black suede when a drunk teenager pointed and hollered directly at my face, "you look like Pocahontas, how many John Smiths love you?" I don't get angry anymore I just get tired my heart goes to sleep for days and wakes up at the sudden gong of recognition in eye contact that lasts longer than just a few seconds; my heart awakens at sunsets, when I am sitting in a tree alone and it awakens each time I successfully skip a stone I've always thought highly of the two disney cartoons and it's not just because they can fire a harpoon it's something like embodying the female self-assurance, strength of the soul, embracing solitude like wind on a stroll heart strong from a softening, heart loved from singing just for singing heart open like eye contact that lasts longer than just a few seconds
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Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 3:33 AM UTC
pocahontas & mulan
Grandmother Willow said listen to your heart, you will understand but when it pounds all I want to do is run my heart says so many things one minute it's telling me to climb a tree as high as the branches let me the next it says hook line and sinker and when I'm with someone beautiful, it says nothing, it just flutters and pitter patters Mulan was always my favourite because she had her heart broken and still She Saved China all on her own my heart breaks like twigs and crumbles like dry stiff leaves in Autumn and my heart is also a rubber ball that bounces from one place to the next too rapidly, I forget where I am and where I just was a moment before I ended up wherever I ended up my heart is like ice and sometimes if you are the right temperature, it will melt for you my heart is aware of fallacy and sometimes if you try to coax it, everything I ever felt for you won't exist anymore a few months ago I was sitting at the back of a midnight bus in my hometown, with a hippie headband on, accompanied with braids, a long dress and moccasins of black suede when a drunk teenager pointed and hollered directly at my face, "you look like Pocahontas, how many John Smiths love you?" I don't get angry anymore I just get tired my heart goes to sleep for days and wakes up at the sudden gong of recognition in eye contact that lasts longer than just a few seconds; my heart awakens at sunsets, when I am sitting in a tree alone and it awakens each time I successfully skip a stone I've always thought highly of the two disney cartoons and it's not just because they can fire a harpoon it's something like embodying the female self-assurance, strength of the soul, embracing solitude like wind on a stroll heart strong from a softening, heart loved from singing just for singing heart open like eye contact that lasts longer than just a few seconds
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(this one is about a piece of cloth) The said attire is not common wear no suit and tie or gown needing no further introductions or additional instructions Its layers are abstruse It is of certain quality of tension resembling clumsy bodies trying to meet and greet each other   talk about belonging to someone   Reserved and refined restricted they cannot rewind Ornamental is what they are And you          you are judgmental  Ready to look at the attire again? One layer got lit by a precedent match which led to an arson you could not even start that with the fire you drew up your leg Everyone is promised to someone who lives in another country, and will break their heart and turn them into a pillar of salt for looking back to the tragedy Forever drawn too impulsively to those Daria is not supposed to look at She touches them as often as possible Only few times she's been able stop   Those times retain a repetitive pulse, same in its essence but, alternating on the patters and pace I can see you are listening to me right now, I  should probably want that Listening is a beautiful thing, a blessing in disguise and acting on the details of your acoustic research  is a physical translation of affection Tell me that you are not unable to translate I at least need to feel you again Laugh at you even though our situation is dead serious I scrutinize the piece of cloth for any signs of damage You see I wouldn't want it to get ripped off anytime soon Although I'd gladly tear off the rest of your clothes next time I see you
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Apr 14, 2022
Apr 14, 2022 at 6:23 AM UTC
a pilar of salt
(this one is about a piece of cloth) The said attire is not common wear no suit and tie or gown needing no further introductions or additional instructions Its layers are abstruse It is of certain quality of tension resembling clumsy bodies trying to meet and greet each other   talk about belonging to someone   Reserved and refined restricted they cannot rewind Ornamental is what they are And you          you are judgmental  Ready to look at the attire again? One layer got lit by a precedent match which led to an arson you could not even start that with the fire you drew up your leg Everyone is promised to someone who lives in another country, and will break their heart and turn them into a pillar of salt for looking back to the tragedy Forever drawn too impulsively to those Daria is not supposed to look at She touches them as often as possible Only few times she's been able stop   Those times retain a repetitive pulse, same in its essence but, alternating on the patters and pace I can see you are listening to me right now, I  should probably want that Listening is a beautiful thing, a blessing in disguise and acting on the details of your acoustic research  is a physical translation of affection Tell me that you are not unable to translate I at least need to feel you again Laugh at you even though our situation is dead serious I scrutinize the piece of cloth for any signs of damage You see I wouldn't want it to get ripped off anytime soon Although I'd gladly tear off the rest of your clothes next time I see you
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you are the raindrops that patters through my rooftop, gently sliding on my window creating a short-lived ripple that slowly goes away if only I can make you stay. I, on my window watching the pale sky, with winds and clouds so dreary and a soul starting to get weary It's been a dark, lonely day, and I've been waiting for the sun to come out and stay you are the raindrops that gone away no words or sound as you fall to the ground I, on my window watching you vanish without saying goodbye.
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Jun 28, 2015
Jun 28, 2015 at 9:41 AM UTC
Raindrops~
if life is a perception let my eyes be the illusion that pitter patters on your skin all over your body into your mind then soul opening the door to your reality
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Jul 18, 2018
Jul 18, 2018 at 5:03 PM UTC
let me in
Move me Fast through the winding roads The tumbling winds The deepest valleys And the highest peaks Settle me nowhere Move me Across fields of gold Azure skies And silver linings Because no one Drew a line I would not cross Settle me nowhere Move me Pick me up and throw me Over the sleeping bodies of water And the restless hearts of the sands I am closing my eyes now Settle me nowhere Move me Weave me Within the greenest trees Tousle my hair When the ride gets too calm Settle me nowhere Move me Let the skyscrapers scrape sky Let the towers tower Let the roads twist and turn And let houses be houses Because I am not far from my own Settle me nowhere Until the rain patters And the beach plays with sand-less shores Settle Me Nowhere Until I am home
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Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 3:06 PM UTC
Settle Me Nowhere
You sit daintily on her lap And everything’s a frenzy Not a sunset fiesta But an angry cataclysm of molecules Ricocheting into hysterical radioactivity And I sit quietly Warily I watch mine become hers During brief moments Of searing mania and the pit Of my core is unraveling And my heart is two patters too quick In the most sedated of ways On days when the wrinkles of your hands Match another’s And when you are no longer my own.
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May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 6:09 PM UTC
radioactive
White walls washed with winter mingle with a breeze born from ocean spray and wind sails. There is a smell here. Familiar, unique. It smells clean. There is a bugambilia tree in the center with arms outstretched like Moses a splash of pink that pitter patters through streets built by Dr. Seuss. Delectable delights demand your senses there is white on white, a deep white of many coats with white doors and white walls and white houses and white sand and white wine and white people next to the blue sea.
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Feb 2, 2012
Feb 2, 2012 at 12:58 PM UTC
Mykonos
Laying in bed on my back. My head resting on hands, cushioned. The dark ceiling with a black asterisk in the middle. My windows casting shadows of light across my room. The rain outside silencing me with shhhhhh continuous shhhhhhhhhhhh. Listening closely I hear the lone pitters and single patters. The nearly not noticeable rustling of branches. Tempo of the rain quickening, slowing, quickening- almost like a heartbeat. A drip drip of droplets delving into a puddle. The rushing of a shy, shallow, stream; Its rare gurgles. The ominous bass of thunder, deafening. Natures own orchestra- For me to fall asleep to.
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May 1, 2011
May 1, 2011 at 5:55 PM UTC
Orchestra
what makes the sound of lighthearted rain flow through me once more what pitter-patters in the heart and in the brain let the lighthearted rain fall gently upon the window panes in spain once more i am still sure i want more
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Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 3:17 PM UTC
Lighthearted Rain
The glass patters in the darkest hours of the night Exponential reverberations resemble that of a radical earthquake Disrupting the peace; serenity. The erratic patter splatters, exemplifying works of Jackson ******* A stain on the cloth of happiness, it spreads, Disrupting the normal pattern degrading matter Corroding, yet it creates. Feeds, but it drowns. Creates smiles, and forces frowns. So simple, although complex Dark patter.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 6:56 AM UTC
Dark Patter
what's this liquid falling from the sky with its pitter-patter, pitter-patter? to the drought of summer, it says "goodbye" with its splitter-splatter, splitter-splatter! look and watch as the world grows vibrant as it pitter-patters, pitter-patters! oh, thank you, dear clouds, for being our hydrant as it splitter-splatters, splitter-splatters! watch as the parched lives are finally quenched by its pitter-patter, pitter-patter! the once dry earth at last is drenched by its splitter-splatter, splitter-splatter!
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Oct 22, 2015
Oct 22, 2015 at 10:46 PM UTC
Pitter-Patter Splitter-Splatter
. *Music written to the sound of the rain, patters of notes upon slick windowpanes mesmerizing a day of reminiscence, when two hearts danced between the steady drizzle Drenched in the key of lost moments playing over and over in the saturated symphonies of my mind’s harmonic sadness un-tuned melodies echo through puddles collected within a cappella fingers*
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May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 3:21 PM UTC
The steady drizzle
*I think about *** I think about *** It's that kind of thing you're not supposed to think about but everyone already expects that you do It's the thing you hear in whispers and shouts which people mask with humor. It's touch magnified amplified yet lately cheapened. I think about *** not the *** of two hot bodies mixing their sweat but the *** of exploration knowing everything about the other person hands moving slowly in pitter patters sifting carefully through limbs and bedsheets. Incidentally, there are melanin filled marks all over my body something I inherited from my mother on bored quiet days I wonder if anybody someday somewhere will knead through all my folds and count each one. I think about *** ..how another's arms and fingers feel tracing lines and curves hands following the rise and fall chests beating to the quiet rhythms of exhaled breaths ..how a kiss feels with lips closed because tongues are disgusting alien creatures I don't want to think about (which is kind of funny I guess because *** has that other stranger 'alien') Incidentally, my sketch pad smells of oil pastels my journal's almost filled I have a math exam next week a biology quiz tomorrow I'd sure love some chocolate ice cream maybe? I think about *** but not too much.
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Aug 25, 2011
Aug 25, 2011 at 6:27 AM UTC
teenage wondering
Its that time of year When joy and laughter fill the air And sugar and sweets Make quite the ambrosial treats Pine trees and needles Release aromas in the air. They gleam with décor And memories to remember. The suns rays glimmer Off of shiny beads of snowflakes. Bodies of water Become encased by an ice face. Snowball fights and forts Make entertainment from the porch. Snowmen and angels Create art in front yards galore. Santa checks his list For those who were naughty and nice Then makes a round trip Around the world in one night. He delivers gifts To millions and millions of kids Consisting of things They wish to get on their wish list. A warm giving heart Pitter patters with love and joy. Presents are opened With beaming eyes and excitement. A warm fireplace With a mantle full of stockings And conversation Is a scene treasured forever. There’s no better time To forget animosity Remember the good And live giving to those who need. For this is the time To let grace become the clocks face Ticking and tocking Non-stop to show peace still exists. You become second To those who deserve to be first For it’s the season Where giving gives life a reason.
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Dec 12, 2012
Dec 12, 2012 at 2:52 PM UTC
December
It is both a beautiful instance when; the sound of rains' beginning patters softly on the roof and the silence afterwards in rains' demise
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Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 7:35 PM UTC
Fleeting Rain
i can no longer say i love you without coughing up a calyx of petals, darling; a flower, for every written poetry, a flower, for each metaphor for your eyes. a flower, for each pillow-talk, for each time i looked for your amber eyes in a crowd, a flower, for each sunset wish and each love letter buried at the end of every song, darling — a flower, for each time i say i love you without trying to say your name — a flower for each time i listen to pareidolias of your voice mixed with the pitter-patters of the rain. just a flower, i thought. but darling, my lungs are now a garden of your favorite flowers; they are now a garden of all the times i tried to unlove you and all the times i ever failed. darling, they are now a garden of all my i love you’s and all the i love you too’s you won’t ever say.
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Jun 22, 2019
Jun 22, 2019 at 10:43 PM UTC
hanahaki disease
I am the sword that splits the world in twain. I am the shield upon which pain breaks. I am the storm that rages in your heart. I am the rain that patters softly across your cheeks. I am the cheerful madman waltzing down your street.
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Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 6:27 PM UTC
Resolution
cool calm rain patters wheels splash puddles soft in dark old man walks happy
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Apr 6, 2022
Apr 6, 2022 at 12:26 AM UTC
haiku 22/4/5b
The weight of life is reduced to a cloud As raindrops of lysergic acid run free. Their pitters and patters equally loud As all of the colours that melt around me. The womb of the universe beating its drum And setting a pace for the flowers to bloom. A force with such strength that all nature succumbs As peacefulness floats in kaleidoscope flumes. Empathy blossoms, arousing a smile, That creeps from my lips to the end of the room, Searing itself on a cosmic denial That beauty like this shouldn’t gestate from gloom. Floating, not unlike a dandelions seed, Thoughts of anxiety flee to the Earth. They carry but vapidness with the sweet breeze. In nebulous nebulas they are dispersed. Now what remains as a warm neon cloud Is beauty profound and purpose pristine. Unwanted, the ego is left disavowed Dancing in memories of amphetamines. Left in its place was the beauty and I. Climbing like vines as it forces the walls. Pushing them down with an ******** sigh, Revealing a cosmos that rhythmically calls: ‘Freedom is such a deplorable word. It offers ambitions too fruitful to take. Though comfort or not, As with fictitious plot, It’s only as real as it’s fake.’
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Aug 29, 2018
Aug 29, 2018 at 4:02 PM UTC
Far Out, Man
At night, when the sky is darkest, just before the glow of dawn, I think of you. Pitter patters of memories, right down to the curve of your smile, the fluttering of lashes, your refreshing curiosity, like a child; reviving them before they turn to ashes. Add daydreams to these memories. With wishes and dreams, love, humour and fantasies; bursting at the seams. What is it like, to be a part of you? You are a godsend, a blessing. My dear, nothing compares to you. You are as smooth as a dark satin, as precious as gems on a king's crown. Oh my, more precious perhaps. You are flowers blooming all year round, as joyous as a baby's first few steps. You are as eloquent as a scholar, with looks blessed by Aphrodite, as humorous as a jester, and you are a star to me. A life-long dream, manifested in a body. Who would've thought it'd come true? Your presence makes me fearless, safe as being on a plateau. I can conquer anything; even my nightmares and insecurities. The painful past I carry doesn't sting as much when you're here, Achilles. Perhaps it is a mistake to adore you this much. But oh, it is a risk I'm willing to take. Especially when you give me this much hope. I pray that one day, our matched souls will meet at the gates of heaven. I will finally get to speak these words of love I've written; to unleash my undying thirst for you. Maybe we'll get to dance among the stars I've whispered to. And we'll all shine brightly. Our reunion will be rejoiced, with me in your arms safely; and close the book on our story. -m.b
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Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 7:41 AM UTC
a dreamer's dream
At night, when the sky is darkest, just before the glow of dawn, I think of you. Pitter patters of memories, right down to the curve of your smile, the fluttering of lashes, your refreshing curiosity, like a child; reviving them before they turn to ashes. Add daydreams to these memories. With wishes and dreams, love, humour and fantasies; bursting at the seams. What is it like, to be a part of you? You are a godsend, a blessing. My dear, nothing compares to you. You are as smooth as a dark satin, as precious as gems on a king's crown. Oh my, more precious perhaps. You are flowers blooming all year round, as joyous as a baby's first few steps. You are as eloquent as a scholar, with looks blessed by Aphrodite, as humorous as a jester, and you are a star to me. A life-long dream, manifested in a body. Who would've thought it'd come true? Your presence makes me fearless, safe as being on a plateau. I can conquer anything; even my nightmares and insecurities. The painful past I carry doesn't sting as much when you're here, Achilles. Perhaps it is a mistake to adore you this much. But oh, it is a risk I'm willing to take. Especially when you give me this much hope. I pray that one day, our matched souls will meet at the gates of heaven. I will finally get to speak these words of love I've written; to unleash my undying thirst for you. Maybe we'll get to dance among the stars I've whispered to. And we'll all shine brightly. Our reunion will be rejoiced, with me in your arms safely; and close the book on our story. -m.b
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When my muse eludes, I pick up my Guitar; and when that fails, I seek the (albeit sometimes symbolic) Pen. When that as well fails to impress the Divine within me, I regress to something much, much closer to home; I Meditate. Neither speaking to nor being spoken to by the Divine; Asking not and seeking no Answers; trying to be content with this. Just Meditate. Do not stare it in the Eyes for it is the Void itself; the Mystery itself; Meditate. Look into the Pond in which you're standing and try standing still enough long enough to let the ripples and sediment settle; to be able to see thy Reflection; Such is Mind: Meditate. Realize that you are a Fractal of Manifestation; a pattern begot of patterns upon patterns upon patters throughout time upon time upon time; symmetrical in a parabolic sense, perhaps even circular; Birth, life, death, (etc.?). -- Universe: The all-encompassing Chord: A Fractal Manifest. begot of the One; relatively horizonless, each point sees itself as Center; when really there is no Center, except the Center relative in time; Now.
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May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 11:56 AM UTC
Fractal of Manifestation [Meditation]
Light drizzles gently brushing on my cheeks Misty pitter-patters A butterfly flutters A solitary stroll in the orchard of mystique The dewy grass glitters I am Mother Nature’s daughter I saunter in the womb of the cherry orchard Light-hearted tip taps The squirrels take their catnaps Gaily skipping under the falling blossoms Spinning with laughter Time is not a factor From a distance, a pianist plays a chirpy tune The jazzy anthem A tune of welcome Arm with passion, I caper windward One with the flowers and trees The birds and the bees Mild winds gently combing my tresses Soft, rhythmic strokes My senses they provoke Then reality came in a soothing ring My baby calls Oh, my busy, silly goofball!
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Oct 20, 2011
Oct 20, 2011 at 4:54 PM UTC
The Cherry Orchard
I wore a light blue dress the day you kissed me and every day after to prove that I was in love. I had floral patters around my waist so I could twirl around for you and show you the life inside of my heart. You squeezed my hand as if every letter of their vows was your silent message to me. Red. We wore red. It took me six months for me to let that dress go, and I swear to God I never felt as beautiful as when the rain poured around us that day. I wore a black dress for you with ribbons down my spine but every touch snagged the lace and it's starting to hardly cover me spelling only your name across my hips and my sides. Those dresses were the most appropriate for the days I let you take me. Sheer silk laid across the small of my back. I saw an inviting place for your palms but you only saw the zipper. How fitting is it that I wore a fitted blue dress to my first real date after we gave up (exactly one year, two months and nine days). The same dress we made love in. The first time you did not tell me you loved me after. A tan dress just like our skin in the summer. I let a you touch me naked and I've never felt fully clothed ever since. Not even the sleeves and loose skirt of my dress could hide the scars no matter how many times I twirled around for someone new. I wore a polka-dot dress the first time you touched me inappropriately. I remember it being hot out. I wish I wore something else. November 1st, 2013. You would not even look at me after we became one, never mind talk to me. On Sundays I wore white dresses to feel innocence again. I never failed to ***** the precious pearls lining the collar of my dress every week, though. I felt the bow across my back untie by your hands and the pure white tulle was ruined by my blood stained skin (though it was not the first a life ******* residue remained). New Years Eve, 2013 I wore the prettiest dress I had ever owned. Apparently he thought it was pretty, too, because a taken boy kissed me in it. I remember being afraid you were drunk. I remember fighting with you. I remember missing you. I remember telling you that you only talked to me because you missed her. There's not a day I don't miss those drunk texts. I wore multiple colors and threads fabricating all my good memories into a dress except I can't remember much anymore and this is rather skimpy.
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Feb 21, 2014
Feb 21, 2014 at 4:18 PM UTC
A Mess in Various Dresses
I wore a light blue dress the day you kissed me and every day after to prove that I was in love. I had floral patters around my waist so I could twirl around for you and show you the life inside of my heart. You squeezed my hand as if every letter of their vows was your silent message to me. Red. We wore red. It took me six months for me to let that dress go, and I swear to God I never felt as beautiful as when the rain poured around us that day. I wore a black dress for you with ribbons down my spine but every touch snagged the lace and it's starting to hardly cover me spelling only your name across my hips and my sides. Those dresses were the most appropriate for the days I let you take me. Sheer silk laid across the small of my back. I saw an inviting place for your palms but you only saw the zipper. How fitting is it that I wore a fitted blue dress to my first real date after we gave up (exactly one year, two months and nine days). The same dress we made love in. The first time you did not tell me you loved me after. A tan dress just like our skin in the summer. I let a you touch me naked and I've never felt fully clothed ever since. Not even the sleeves and loose skirt of my dress could hide the scars no matter how many times I twirled around for someone new. I wore a polka-dot dress the first time you touched me inappropriately. I remember it being hot out. I wish I wore something else. November 1st, 2013. You would not even look at me after we became one, never mind talk to me. On Sundays I wore white dresses to feel innocence again. I never failed to ***** the precious pearls lining the collar of my dress every week, though. I felt the bow across my back untie by your hands and the pure white tulle was ruined by my blood stained skin (though it was not the first a life ******* residue remained). New Years Eve, 2013 I wore the prettiest dress I had ever owned. Apparently he thought it was pretty, too, because a taken boy kissed me in it. I remember being afraid you were drunk. I remember fighting with you. I remember missing you. I remember telling you that you only talked to me because you missed her. There's not a day I don't miss those drunk texts. I wore multiple colors and threads fabricating all my good memories into a dress except I can't remember much anymore and this is rather skimpy.
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I wore a light blue dress the day you kissed me and every day after to prove that I was in love. I had floral patters around my waist so I could twirl around for you and show you the life inside of my heart. You squeezed my hand as if every letter of their vows was your silent message to me. Red. We wore red. It took me six months for me to let that dress go, and I swear to God I never felt as beautiful as when the rain poured around us that day. wore a black dress for you with ribbons down my spine but every touch snagged the lace and it's starting to hardly cover me spelling only your name across my hips and my sides. Those dresses were the most appropriate for the days I let you take me. Sheer silk laid across the small of my back. I saw an inviting place for your palms but you only saw the zipper. How fitting is it that I wore a fitted blue dress to my first real date after we gave up (exactly one year, two months and nine days). The same dress we made love in. The first time you did not tell me you loved me after. A tan dress just like our skin in the summer. I let a you touch me naked and I've never felt fully clothed ever since. Not even the sleeves and loose skirt of my dress could hide the scars no matter how many times I twirled around for someone new. I wore a polka-dot dress the first time you touched me inappropriately. I remember it being hot out. I wish I wore something else. November 1st, 2013. You would not even look at me after we became one, never mind talk to me. On Sundays I wore white dresses to feel innocence again. I never failed to ***** the precious pearls lining the collar of my dress every week, though. I felt the bow across my back untie by your hands and the pure white tulle was ruined by my blood stained skin (though it was not the first a life ******* residue remained). New Years Eve, 2013 I wore the prettiest dress I had ever owned. Apparently he thought it was pretty, too, because a taken boy kissed me in it. I remember being afraid you were drunk. I remember fighting with you. I remember missing you. I remember telling you that you only talked to me because you missed her. There's not a day I don't miss those drunk texts. I wore multiple colors and threads fabricating all my good memories into a dress except I can't remember much anymore and this is rather skimpy
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Feb 21, 2014
Feb 21, 2014 at 4:21 PM UTC
A Mess in Various Dresses
I wore a light blue dress the day you kissed me and every day after to prove that I was in love. I had floral patters around my waist so I could twirl around for you and show you the life inside of my heart. You squeezed my hand as if every letter of their vows was your silent message to me. Red. We wore red. It took me six months for me to let that dress go, and I swear to God I never felt as beautiful as when the rain poured around us that day. wore a black dress for you with ribbons down my spine but every touch snagged the lace and it's starting to hardly cover me spelling only your name across my hips and my sides. Those dresses were the most appropriate for the days I let you take me. Sheer silk laid across the small of my back. I saw an inviting place for your palms but you only saw the zipper. How fitting is it that I wore a fitted blue dress to my first real date after we gave up (exactly one year, two months and nine days). The same dress we made love in. The first time you did not tell me you loved me after. A tan dress just like our skin in the summer. I let a you touch me naked and I've never felt fully clothed ever since. Not even the sleeves and loose skirt of my dress could hide the scars no matter how many times I twirled around for someone new. I wore a polka-dot dress the first time you touched me inappropriately. I remember it being hot out. I wish I wore something else. November 1st, 2013. You would not even look at me after we became one, never mind talk to me. On Sundays I wore white dresses to feel innocence again. I never failed to ***** the precious pearls lining the collar of my dress every week, though. I felt the bow across my back untie by your hands and the pure white tulle was ruined by my blood stained skin (though it was not the first a life ******* residue remained). New Years Eve, 2013 I wore the prettiest dress I had ever owned. Apparently he thought it was pretty, too, because a taken boy kissed me in it. I remember being afraid you were drunk. I remember fighting with you. I remember missing you. I remember telling you that you only talked to me because you missed her. There's not a day I don't miss those drunk texts. I wore multiple colors and threads fabricating all my good memories into a dress except I can't remember much anymore and this is rather skimpy
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