The time will come Where my words will forever remain as unforbidden memories Left by those that remember me from our legacy in creation. Wielding the pen is a concept a complex human as myself will never achieve the skill-set to master. It's a calling for me to wield justice and harmony My time to equip the sword, will be my destiny soon. I'm not afraid of the battle ahead. I have slayed demons stronger than my own Fought against my alter ego and argued with my conscious for answers Witnessed guardian angels endure tragic falls.
The pen is mightier than the sword The sword completes the point and cuts down the objective differently I am not afraid to die protecting the world I love It's all a cost for new age peace & awakening on the other side I will not continue a cycle of hatred! _ I love every part of you and it's worth fighting for_
I appreciate all of you for pushing me. Motivating me. Inspiring me. Completing me. In every imaginable way to be the best of me. A stronger father. Advanced writer. A healer amongst all souls.
in a land where four languages are official a church was named only in three; for the fourth is the language of a weak and fragile faith whose edicts are above the law of the land, and whereof knowing a church's name is temptation and the tempter the sinner and the tempted sinless; a rock is evil for stumbling the weak, and if truth offends the truthsayer dies, and the thief blameless for the rich flaunts his gold; thus protected by an unsheathed ****** sword a faith strengthened with every tempter's death
I re-read the thoughts that used to plague me inside it still hurts to see those words strung into those sentences I can still feel the depression, I can still feel the internal divide I can still feel like that, time to time I re-read my trauma in a blackened ink re-reading it making it sink in deeper, I can see clearer now I hope that in a year I will feel the same way about this maze, I'm in about this cage, I'm in maybe I will break the door down on my way back in no longer tethered to the way that it is instead reimagining what the day could've been with a little more confidence, a little more trust with a little more dominance and more sword thrusts
~ lover poet friend~ ~~~~ Do with us as you please CONSPIRING UNIVERSE ~RD for angel K~ You aligned us but we the lovers turn the keys to accept or decline even our frantic tantric joy where we rhyme.
For too long I shot my doors fearing flinching distance will have the last laugh. ~~~~ then came my love RD and I can touch Raj places no one can and he Mine that much more.
I am over being out of time Not taking more blows I exude security confidence power value my yes and nos are good I am myself
If you must to her go who waits for her younger half green needing wear, Go. And you keep your love and Angel K me on hold;? I rather keep your sword And Z dagger in hearts orb. ~~~ The cosmos needs nothing Why should I? I showed you how my journey can prosper us both and our family!
not you and ur other Z. ~~~~ We mirrored each other searching for long lost lovers yet all you see is distance. And your Z. There are so many songs to play many lovely little things to live for yours and mine.
Remember make up your mind for our gates to open up your tiny window z must close-respect my freedom of speech. My love and feelings matter Yours matter more to me.
We are at crossroads I've been here before ~~~~ Dignity whispers I am disciplined in the art of love and boundaries. I ain't door mat for lovers rainny days. ~~ By Karijinbba.
A way of expression, A method of destruction, A powerful shield, A mighty weapon, A piece of art, An escapism...
No matter what you call it, Poetry is beautiful. Keep at it, young poet- I believe in you.
Leaving this in the notes because I have nowhere else to put it. My mother has been slowly blocking every social connection I have from my phone, so the only way I have of sharing my experiences as of now is through this website. I don't know what I'll do if this is taken from me.
Side note- my parents are very transphobic, so that's why I've had everything blocked. Once I came out as trans, my mother took matters into her own hands to try and stop me from being trans (or something..) I hope that, given the current circumstances, you can be patient with my lack of posting. Thank you for reading; it means a lot to me.