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765 · Jan 2023
[ The white butterfly ]
Zywa Jan 2023
The white butterfly

moves, to save it, I quickly --


put out the candle.
"Frammento di cronaca di Marco Leccio e della sua guerra sulla carta nel tempo della grande guerra europea" - VIII ("Fragment of a chronicle of Marco Leccio and his war on the map in the time of the Great War in Europe" – VIII, 1919, Luigi Pirandello)

Collection "Love Mind and Death"
763 · Jul 2023
[ The bookkeeper counts ]
Zywa Jul 2023
The bookkeeper counts

the legacy, a drawer --


filled up with poems.
Poem "De lade van den dichter" ("The poet's drawer", 1934, Simon Vestdijk)

Collection "Inmost [2]"
763 · Jun 2021
[ Deep into the night ]
Zywa Jun 2021
Deep into the night,

he read, deep into the words –


We're digging him out.
“A man read deep into the night” (2017, Peter Greenaway in the documentary “The Greenaway Alphabet” by Saskia Boddeke)

Collection "Inmost"
763 · Oct 2023
[ The future eats me ]
Zywa Oct 2023
The future eats me,


which I don't mind, as long as --



I feel the chewing.
Novel "De eeuwige jachtvelden" (1995, "The happy hunting grounds", 1999 Nanne Tepper), Fourth book

Collection "Within the walls"
762 · Apr 2023
[ Sadness disappears ]
Zywa Apr 2023
Sadness disappears

in ever wider circles --


of re-retelling.
Novel "Ik ben er niet" ("I'm not there", 2020, Lize Spit), pages 250-251

Collection "Shelter"
761 · Jul 2023
[ I rake the ashes ]
Zywa Jul 2023
I rake the ashes

of the olive stones and I --


smell my homesickness.
Novel "The PowerBook" (2000, Jeanette Winterson), chapter "spitalfields"

Collection "Inwardings"
760 · Nov 2021
[ I must travel light ]
Zywa Nov 2021
I must travel light,

otherwise I won't succeed --


to comprehend things.
"Under the Net" (1954, Iris Murdoch)

Collection "Unspoken"
760 · Nov 2022
[ It's about childhood ]
Zywa Nov 2022
It's about childhood,

well, a difficult childhood --


Who could do without?
#168 "Sir Bumble makes complete" / "The completion" (1981, Marten Toonder)

Collection "Bearer Toonder"
Zywa May 2022
There's enough spring green

for one hundred thousand eyes --


I only have two.
"Lentegroen" ("Spring green", 1901, ***** Gezelle)

Collection "Held True"
753 · Aug 2022
[ You stroke me, I am ]
Zywa Aug 2022
You stroke me, I am

quiet like a church before --


the ***** glories.
"Toen je mij met lichte" ("When you read me with light", 1971, Hanny Michaelis)

Collection "Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the 60s and 70s"
753 · Jan 2019
Ardently afraid
Zywa Jan 2019
He is sweet, but a man
In order to protect me
he loses

himself in impotence
acting tall
doesn't want to be consolable

on his haunches in the corner
hesitates to change
and ponders about a miracle

from himself, hungrily
the fire beats out of his heart
searching for fuel and glory

seeking balance and afraid
to find it in the ashes
of his desires
Collection “Webgarden”
752 · Mar 2023
[ Something's happening ]
Zywa Mar 2023
Something's happening,

more and more people pass on --


what they do not know.
Collection "BloodTrunk"
751 · Oct 2023
The Bison
Zywa Oct 2023
Mosquitoes may drink my blood
I stay here to enjoy myself
the blood of the moon

the fireflies in the garden
and the whooping children
around a campfire somewhere

...Behind, a freight train rumbles past
...Once the hooves of bison pounded there

My dreams are blind and nameless
They **** on the spot
and eat when I'm away

Maybe it would be easier
without them, but when I see them
asleep, everything is fine

...Behind, a freight train rumbles past
...Once the hooves of bison pounded there
Song "Buffalo Replaced" (2023, Mitski, album "The Land is Inhospitable and So Are We")

Collection "Reaching out"
751 · Feb 2023
[ He makes no contact ]
Zywa Feb 2023
He makes no contact

with life, his blood is flowing --


without energy.
Poem "8/12/- 10:30" (2013, Hans Groenewegen)

Collection "Shelter"
747 · Feb 2022
[ Unsatisfied needs ]
Zywa Feb 2022
Unsatisfied needs

will accumulate to waves --


of ferocity.
Collection "Between where"
746 · Nov 2023
[ The circus! Led by ]
Zywa Nov 2023
The circus! Led by

the animal with the nose --


that can walk along.
Novel "Sexing the cherry" (1989, Jeanette Winterson), chapter 1

Collection "Specialities"
745 · Jul 2022
[ It is religious ]
Zywa Jul 2022
It is religious

that I desire to touch you --


receive your power.
"De kennismaking - Faxen aan Ger #1" ("The introduction - Faxing to Ger #1", April 19th, 1997, published 2017, Nicolien Mizee)

Collection "Out of place"
744 · Jan 13
[ There's a museum ]
Zywa Jan 13
There's a museum

called Ministry of the Sea --


No coast anymore.
Poem "Bolivia (staatkundig)" ("Bolivia (political)", 1970, Gerrit Krol)

Collection "Stall"
740 · Apr 2023
Lodgers
Zywa Apr 2023
At night, full trains standing still
between the erigeron
The grass **** wobbles a bit

The water sighs
little waves over the railway
Geese splash around

Bye Atlantis
Bye floating gardens
Thank you, all the best

We're flying out
the earth is open
Where to, where to?

Rombom, the sun will come
Zirconium sparkles, colours
expectation everywhere

It paints our desire
promises us love and happiness
- a fabulastic home
"Fantastic voyage" and the other songs on the album "Lodger" (1979, David Bowie)

Collection "On living on [2]"
739 · May 2022
Sometimes bleeding
Zywa May 2022
I looked at his hands
as if there was blood on them
and I cursed him
He stayed calm and read

in my eyes the shape
that he had to put on
to win me
His amorousness pushed boundaries

We had long conversations
and made future
plans for the world
as it should be

with us shining in the middle
as a sun that doesn't need to
be applauded, but simply exists
to share richly what it has

The planets follow their orbits
understanding and friendship drop down
and our hands do the work
Sometimes bleeding
Collection "Freend"
Zywa Sep 2022
There are knocks, no ring

at the door, I open it --


for a little boy.
"Monterosso mon amour" (2022, Ilja Leonard Pfeiffer)

Collection "Palace of the Night"
737 · Jun 2023
Dreaming of Hell
Zywa Jun 2023
Why are there people dreaming
of hell, a formless world
with leafless trees, beastly

people, thirsty victims
theatres where the murders are real
and of slogans written in blood?

Why do they fantasise like this
about a better life
about a new beginning?

Why are there people dreaming
of freedom, equality, fraternity
without prelates and politicians?

Why don't they sing
the song of humanity
Why

do they numb themselves
to explode
their pettiness?
Poem "Man, you should explode" (1972, Namdea Dhasal [Born near Pune, India, 1949], collection "Golpitha", 1973)

Collection "Different times"
Zywa May 2023
Numbers: Eight times eight?

When I am in doubt I know --


that I am in love.
Children's book "Mijn avonturen door V.Swchwrm" ("My Adventures through V.Swchwrm", 1998, Toon Tellegen), page 76

Collection "Perhaps / Some day / Occasionally / Almost"
736 · Jan 2023
[ Who of the great saints ]
Zywa Jan 2023
Who of the great saints

has lived up to all of them:


the Ten Commandments?
"Der Große Katechismus", neunte und zehnte Gebot ("The Large Catechism", nineth and tenth commandment, 1529, Martin Luther)

Collection "Rasping ants"
736 · Nov 2023
[ She submerges us ]
Zywa Nov 2023
She submerges us

in a great deluge of words --


We're completely soaked.
Novel "Midnight's Children" (1981, Salman Rushdie), chapter 1-4 "Under the carpet"

Collection "Low gear [2]"
Zywa Dec 2022
Facts are like bags, they

only stand when you fill them --


with your affection.
"Vexilla Regis..." ("The royal banner", hymn in honour of the Holy Cross, 1897, Luigi Pirandello)

Collection "Held True"
Zywa Jun 6
Well, is man still in

the cradle of Earth? Would it --


predict anything?
Comment in a letter from Konstantin Tsiolkovsky from 1911: "Planyeta yest' kolybyel razuma, no nyelzya vyechno zhit' v kolybyeli" ("The planet is the cradle of the mind, but you cannot live in the cradle forever" >> "Earth is the cradle of humanity, but one cannot live in a cradle forever [The solar system becomes our kindergarten]")

**** sapiens has been around for 300,000 years

Collection "Human excess"
735 · Jan 22
[ I've an aversion ]
Zywa Jan 22
I've an aversion

to fighting and to people --


The fight of my life.
"Martelaarschap: dagboeken 1965-1974" ("Martyrdom: diaries 1965-1974", 2023, Han Voskuil)

Collection "Not too bad [1947-1973]"
734 · May 2022
[ Whatever reasons ]
Zywa May 2022
Whatever reasons

we suggest, we will do it --


mainly for ourselves.
Collection "Mastress"
733 · Sep 2023
The Notre-Dame of Paris
Zywa Sep 2023
Notre-Dame, she is quite old: although she may
bury Paris, which has witnessed her birth, one day
But in thousand years or more, Time will make recoil
her heavy body, like a wolf does with a bull
and twist each iron axon, each of her neurones
to gnaw alas, with its blunt tooth, her bones of stones!

Many men will overflow the island in the Seine
to contemplate the barren ruin, the last remains
dreamers, re-reading what Victor Hugo has seen ahead:
- Then they'll think they see the old basilica
as it was, mighty and magnificent, a Gloria
rising up before them like the shadow of a dead!
Poem "Notre-Dame de Paris" (1832, Gérard de Nerval, collection "Odelettes", 1834/1853)

Novel "Notre-Dame de Paris" (1831, Victor Hugo)

Translation contest "The Netherlands translates" (2023)

Collection "Reaching out"
732 · Aug 2019
[ The deer is close by ]
Zywa Aug 2019
The deer is close by,

it breathes and looks, motionless –

I feel being seen.
"Dat het dier je zag" ("That the animal saw you", 2019, Marjoleine de Vos)

Collection "Inmost"
732 · May 2023
[ The percussionists ]
Zywa May 2023
The percussionists

are counting, they are alert --


to the right moment.
Collection "The Yellow House Museum"
731 · Jul 2019
[ Look, a dragonfly ]
Zywa Jul 2019
Look, a dragonfly

reflects the sun in a flash –


then… nothing is left.
Utnapishtim (1700 BC, in: The story of Gilgamesh [Old Babylonian version])
730 · Oct 2023
[ Around your presence ]
Zywa Oct 2023
Around your presence,

everything becomes gloomy --


So stay in my eyes!
Prose poem "Being Beauteous" (1875, Arthur Rimbaud), set to music in 1938-1939 by Benjamin Britten (opus 18)

Collection "Love Mind and Death"
730 · Dec 2021
[ Will this be goodbye ]
Zywa Dec 2021
Will this be goodbye,

our happiness a photo --


of a splendid day?
"Foto van een mooie dag" ("Photo of a beautiful day", 1985, Frank Boeijen)

Collection "After the festivities"
730 · Dec 2022
[ They are ponderous ]
Zywa Dec 2022
They are ponderous,

real men, no, nothing boyish --


recognisable.
"Het Bureau - Plankton" ("The Office - Plankton", 1997, Han Voskuil), page 272

Collection "Not too bad [1947-1973]"
Zywa Jul 2022
Bump, bump, with those blows

on my head I can't think what --


to do about it.
The beginning of the book "Winnie-the-Pooh" (1926, Alan Milne)

Collection "May the Might"
727 · Mar 2022
[ Parties everywhere ]
Zywa Mar 2022
Parties everywhere,

in every house there's something --


worth celebrating.
"ondertussen in nederland" ("meanwhile in the netherlands", 2017, Anne Vegter)

Collection "SoulSenseSun"
726 · Oct 2022
[ On a parachute ]
Zywa Oct 2022
On a parachute

I'm gliding into the day --


I jumped from my dream.
"I. Preludium" (1954, Tomas Tranströmer)

Collection "On the fly"
725 · May 2023
Baltimore
Zywa May 2023
Crippled, skinny gull
puddles in the potholes
of empty streets

holes in the walls
the school closed, no one
who could leave stayed

after the riots
no one who was released
from the cells

Losses have been taken
suitcases packed
the water shut off

Old town, dead harbour
where I was at home and would
have liked to come back

clean your white steps
turn on your lights, please
turn on, turn on again
Song "Baltimore" (1977, Randy Newman, album "Little Criminals", 1978 sung by Nina Simone)

Collection "Between where"
725 · Mar 2019
[ My heart beats action ]
Zywa Mar 2019
My heart beats action,

so my mind follows, almost –


forgetting to breathe.
The heart is made for action, which makes it hard for the mind to be quiet.

Collection "Wean Di"
723 · Oct 2022
[ I'm calm and quiet ]
Zywa Oct 2022
I'm calm and quiet,

just as the windless world is --


in the autumn sun.
Collection "Ifless"
720 · Dec 2021
[ The Buddha statue ]
Zywa Dec 2021
The Buddha statue

lives crystal clear in the freeze --


melting in the sun.
Buddha statue made of ice in the film "Bom yeoreum gaeul gyeoul... geurigo bom" ("Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter… and Spring" by Kim Ki-duk)

Collection "WoofWoof"
718 · Jan 2023
[ Above the pilgrims ]
Zywa Jan 2023
Above the pilgrims

it flies, the large parasol:


a butterfly swarm.
"The Satanic Verses" (1988, Salman Rushdie), VIII. The parting of the Arabian Sea

Collection "Low gear"
718 · Jul 2021
[ Swimming in windows ]
Zywa Jul 2021
Swimming in windows

dark with all the office ink:


the ghostly white fish.
"San Francisco" sketch (1954, Jack Kerouac)

Collection "Appearances"
716 · Feb 2022
[ Quarrels, the little ]
Zywa Feb 2022
Quarrels, the little

war at home, my fear of your --


being different.
Collection "The drama"
714 · Oct 2019
[ I'm fully fed up ]
Zywa Oct 2019
I'm fully fed up

with plans, it is unhealthy –


I'd better give birth.
Collection "Once more"
712 · Feb 2022
[ I do not dare yet ]
Zywa Feb 2022
I do not dare yet,

I wait and leave it to chance --


which does not arise.
"Binnen de huid" ("Inside the skin", 2009, Han Voskuil)

Collection "Not too bad"
712 · Oct 2022
[ Total harmony ]
Zywa Oct 2022
Total harmony

of the universe: the drone


hole in God's big Ear.
"Exploratory 'Looking for Daniel' " (2019, Phill Niblock), performed in the Organpark on October 22nd, 2022, by Ensemble Modelo62, Ensemble Scordatura, Claudio Baroni (*****) and Reinier van Houdt (piano)

Collection "org anp ark" #232
711 · Dec 2023
[ Look for a long time ]
Zywa Dec 2023
Look for a long time -

you'll merge into the colour:


into It, Something.
"Ietsism" (the belief that there is Something that transcends everything) - Composition "Rothko" (2007, Andries van Rossem) for ***** and alto saxophone, performed by Ko Zwanenburg and Ties Mellema in the Organpark on December 4th, 2007, and by Francesca Ajossa and Erik-Jan de With in the Organpark on December 9th, 2023

Mark Rothko (1903-1970)

Collection "org anp ark" #338
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