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"thoughtfulness" poems
When Christmas shopping is finally done, wrapped gifts lie ‘neith a tree that sparkles bright with tinsel and light for everyone to see. Each gift has been selected with thoughtfulness and care. Toys and such will mean so much like all the gifts we bear. But let us keep within our heart the much greater gift than these. One from above, with God’s great love should bring us to our knees. A gift of birth to all on Earth. A gift that’s far from small. To everyone, He gave His Son… The greatest gift of all.
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Nov 27, 2011
Nov 27, 2011 at 10:25 AM UTC
The Greatest Gift
We all live our lives Hidden behind the masks we switch out based on who we're around: Fake smiles for friends and family; Painful, quiet thoughtfulness for coworkers, employers, and educators; Horrible secrets we keep from everyone we meet; From everyone we love And sometimes, these masks are gorgeous, Like those you'd see at a masquerade. Masks that mimic what's really there, Yet hide it from sight as well. And everyone who wears these masks Will look and a mirror and think to themselves: "Who am I? Why don't I recognize this person reflected back at me?" It's the mask. We wear the mask. We hide behind it. But when did the mask become us? When did it become everything we are? When did these masks start taking control? Will we let this continue? When does it stop?
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Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 10:49 PM UTC
Life like a Masquerade
Compassion isn't just a word; it is not a sensation or a behavior. Compassion is a moral; it's a standard to uphold and live by. To be compassionate is to show thoughtfulness and to be caring to people. Being compassionate is to extend humanity a second chances, even if they may not deserve it. The kindnesses shown through being compassionate will extent; this kindness, though sometimes hard to find, is always there. To be compassionate is to be human; however, this humanity sowing is not just what the average person sees every day; it is the light in us, and is the best of what we can be. Everybody has times that they are down and just can't get up; the people that are willing to go out of the way to help these people out and bring them up are what I consider compassionate. Showing compassion can do a multitude of good things; these things being a chain reaction of kindness and love or something as modest as a start to a new friendship. Everyone at some time or another will do something unscrupulous; to be compassionate is to forgive these misdeeds and to give a second chance, no matter how undeserving they may seem. With compassion up held in society the world truly be a better place. The world would be so much better if everyone set aside differences, greed, the anger, the hatred and war; the world if we just showed a little compassion to the population would flourish and be a truly great place.
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Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 11:09 PM UTC
Extended Definition of Compassion
It's poisonous claws scratching up from the inside of my chest, they open a path of lurid squalor festering the internal wounds with rotting meat that spreads from within to the skin that crawls and dies, cell by cell into the empty stale air surrounding our conversation The words float from one breath to another without ever really landing to a precise spot of connection They just mimic meanings and thoughtfulness when they are void of any feelings There is no spark of life no life itself denied to us by the putrid scent we ignore the existence of No knowledge of pain or reality just a dull sense of immortality as we still like the dust suspended motion our lips without sense nor sense of self Corroding second by second by second 'til we become dust ourselves
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Apr 25, 2022
Apr 25, 2022 at 8:53 AM UTC
Natura Morta
armed and dangerous, 20 oz. of hot hot coffee, tablet on lap, sitting on the deck overlooking the bay, and once again, unusual for me, I am touched by the sanctity of the serenity pervading, assuaging, by waves just loud enough to sway to, the off/on chatter of the early bird's convocation of the morning's blessing, have survived another night to greet greatly the outlines of loveliness in the all~of~surroundings, which hacks my brain, for I am by forty years of habitation more accustomed to a rough and tumble city boy trader, screamer of: buy/sell/straddle/strangle/crush/kill/mercilessness, no quarter, no mindfulness in me naturally, until nature robs my tools of denial,  and I smell the sanctity of fresh sheets laid on bed, the warmed blood, vein coursing, suggesting just listen, listen, the hot shower water eradicating the prior day's sinfulness, the highly valued sensations of sensational emptiness, and words drifting from the surround movie theater of a vista beloved, coming for to fill and fulfill this always~in~mourning soul by the overhauling of a crisp, cleansing day break I, familiar with notions of perpetuity, and at best, conceptual, though my mind permits a drift to the thoughtfulness that this place, this moment, this performance art  of spectacular breathing of another dawning day, after thousands upon thousand of its predecessors, and the possibility, not remote, but not promised, to anyone, just may occur at least once more, and one must learn contentment from but that idea, and sip the cooling dregs of coffee, the sounds of human interference, car door slamming, the heaving breathing of morning joggers, the wind rising, the white caps snapping, precursors and signs that natural perfection is never permanent, always in transition, and a whispery smile crosses my cheeks, as a silly thought invades, nature is so very human~like and yet, immortal… composed between 6:30 and 8:30 am this day Wed Aug 20 twenty twenty-five Silver Beach
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Aug 20, 2025
Aug 20, 2025 at 8:34 AM UTC
the moment of sanctity...the sanctity of the moment
armed and dangerous, 20 oz. of hot hot coffee, tablet on lap, sitting on the deck overlooking the bay, and once again, unusual for me, I am touched by the sanctity of the serenity pervading, assuaging, by waves just loud enough to sway to, the off/on chatter of the early bird's convocation of the morning's blessing, have survived another night to greet greatly the outlines of loveliness in the all~of~surroundings, which hacks my brain, for I am by forty years of habitation more accustomed to a rough and tumble city boy trader, screamer of: buy/sell/straddle/strangle/crush/kill/mercilessness, no quarter, no mindfulness in me naturally, until nature robs my tools of denial,  and I smell the sanctity of fresh sheets laid on bed, the warmed blood, vein coursing, suggesting just listen, listen, the hot shower water eradicating the prior day's sinfulness, the highly valued sensations of sensational emptiness, and words drifting from the surround movie theater of a vista beloved, coming for to fill and fulfill this always~in~mourning soul by the overhauling of a crisp, cleansing day break I, familiar with notions of perpetuity, and at best, conceptual, though my mind permits a drift to the thoughtfulness that this place, this moment, this performance art  of spectacular breathing of another dawning day, after thousands upon thousand of its predecessors, and the possibility, not remote, but not promised, to anyone, just may occur at least once more, and one must learn contentment from but that idea, and sip the cooling dregs of coffee, the sounds of human interference, car door slamming, the heaving breathing of morning joggers, the wind rising, the white caps snapping, precursors and signs that natural perfection is never permanent, always in transition, and a whispery smile crosses my cheeks, as a silly thought invades, nature is so very human~like and yet, immortal… composed between 6:30 and 8:30 am this day Wed Aug 20 twenty twenty-five Silver Beach
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crisp atmosphere, special ordered for perfect pumpkin patching, apple picking, stout sweaters all, a blueish autumnal sky, orange 'n red leaves delivered on time the old uber-man-grand-pa, hired as a day driver, saddles them up, three generations all tucked in a repeating mise en scène a replay of some thirty years earlier, when the now-father was about the same age, as his boy, three years aged and yet so impatient asking the same question his father perfected, in the same sweet voice, at about the same time, in the same way, a little voice from deep in the cavernous back seat, sighing, squeaking with an I've-seen-it-all ennui, some mere five minutes into the hour's plus journey to the 'country' bound "are we there yet?" titters 'n snickers from assorted adults, but grandpa weeps words with composition instant, so many answers to such an important question, so serious that an admission, confession required, due you, grandpa still asks the same question every day of his life it's Sunday and longish poems per Yeoman, strictly verboten, God knows there's an essay unwritten as the answer, a symphonette with a thousand opus, by-your-command repertoire, a pumpkin for every patch, some answers that even may be a young prince's carriage in hiding but for now let this suffice, sometimes yes, sometimes no, and sometimes, the goal line just goes and moves on ya so with utmost seriousness a purposed thoughtfulness proposed, posing said inquiry knows no age limitation, if you have not asked of yourself this day, "are we there yet?” then the answer is surely, not yet
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Oct 16, 2016
Oct 16, 2016 at 5:14 PM UTC
are we there yet?
crisp atmosphere, special ordered for perfect pumpkin patching, apple picking, stout sweaters all, a blueish autumnal sky, orange 'n red leaves delivered on time the old uber-man-grand-pa, hired as a day driver, saddles them up, three generations all tucked in a repeating mise en scène a replay of some thirty years earlier, when the now-father was about the same age, as his boy, three years aged and yet so impatient asking the same question his father perfected, in the same sweet voice, at about the same time, in the same way, a little voice from deep in the cavernous back seat, sighing, squeaking with an I've-seen-it-all ennui, some mere five minutes into the hour's plus journey to the 'country' bound "are we there yet?" titters 'n snickers from assorted adults, but grandpa weeps words with composition instant, so many answers to such an important question, so serious that an admission, confession required, due you, grandpa still asks the same question every day of his life it's Sunday and longish poems per Yeoman, strictly verboten, God knows there's an essay unwritten as the answer, a symphonette with a thousand opus, by-your-command repertoire, a pumpkin for every patch, some answers that even may be a young prince's carriage in hiding but for now let this suffice, sometimes yes, sometimes no, and sometimes, the goal line just goes and moves on ya so with utmost seriousness a purposed thoughtfulness proposed, posing said inquiry knows no age limitation, if you have not asked of yourself this day, "are we there yet?” then the answer is surely, not yet
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I don't like to celebrate my birthday I don't celebrate my birthday. What is there to celebrate? My existence is stained in accident and I don't need to be given purpose in rubber balloons, and paper streamers, and cheap wax candles. My birthday feels like a date that's begging and pleading for someone to acknowledge that I'm alive, and I don't want to have to pretend to be. I don't want to be thankful for stupid gifts that are brought on by obligation and I don't want to smile when I hear "happy birthday" come off your lips. I'm not happy. My birth is just a day. A mistaken date, an accidental date, a victimized date that had to bear my name being attached to it like I'm of some significance to the calendar. Like I'm of some significance to time. Time that will also be one more year closer to death which is just as unbearable because it's confirmation of my accidental, mistaken, existence. It's the stamp that says "she shouldn't have been breathing in the first place". Don't date my tombstone. Its uncomfortable for me to celebrate my birthday. I'm not trying to be depressing, or pitiful, or too "deep" about things BUT this is just a fact. A statement. An acceptance in my life. A way things are kind of feeling. Permanent. So don't tell me I'm thinking about it all wrong and to be more positive. That people love me and are happy I'm alive and want me to know that. That's a bunch of ******** If you loved my existence you wouldn't need to express that to me in chocolate icing, and blow horns, and confetti bits. I'm not pitiful. Birthdays are just a pitiful excuse for you to make my existence more about living for you. A debt for your "kindness" at throwing me a party. A debt for your "thoughtfulness" because of that expensive gift you bought with me in mind. A debt for your "love". That's what  I mean when I say simply, " I don't want to be 19".
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Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 8:31 PM UTC
19th Birthday
I don't like to celebrate my birthday I don't celebrate my birthday. What is there to celebrate? My existence is stained in accident and I don't need to be given purpose in rubber balloons, and paper streamers, and cheap wax candles. My birthday feels like a date that's begging and pleading for someone to acknowledge that I'm alive, and I don't want to have to pretend to be. I don't want to be thankful for stupid gifts that are brought on by obligation and I don't want to smile when I hear "happy birthday" come off your lips. I'm not happy. My birth is just a day. A mistaken date, an accidental date, a victimized date that had to bear my name being attached to it like I'm of some significance to the calendar. Like I'm of some significance to time. Time that will also be one more year closer to death which is just as unbearable because it's confirmation of my accidental, mistaken, existence. It's the stamp that says "she shouldn't have been breathing in the first place". Don't date my tombstone. Its uncomfortable for me to celebrate my birthday. I'm not trying to be depressing, or pitiful, or too "deep" about things BUT this is just a fact. A statement. An acceptance in my life. A way things are kind of feeling. Permanent. So don't tell me I'm thinking about it all wrong and to be more positive. That people love me and are happy I'm alive and want me to know that. That's a bunch of ******** If you loved my existence you wouldn't need to express that to me in chocolate icing, and blow horns, and confetti bits. I'm not pitiful. Birthdays are just a pitiful excuse for you to make my existence more about living for you. A debt for your "kindness" at throwing me a party. A debt for your "thoughtfulness" because of that expensive gift you bought with me in mind. A debt for your "love". That's what  I mean when I say simply, " I don't want to be 19".
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sleepless empty unknowing disinclined goodbye restless thoughtfulness remembering gone absent betrayal angered hatred torn lunatic anxiety doubtful tormented delusion unsettled fear lonely apathetic envious optimistic hopeful eager reliving lies affliction constant end
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Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 3:08 AM UTC
Separation
The first thought in my head At the sight of the two together Was, 'they don't match, but they fit,' Like the beginning of Fall meeting the end of Summer. Bright and outspoken Warm summer days Beside the quiet thoughtfulness Of Autumn's leisurely change. It's beautiful and intriguing It's not meant for paper alone So I'll shout it from the highest mountains And write it in the most-heard songs. Summer's heat speaks of joy Though the nights talk of pain And through the smiles and laughter Is evidence of life's strain. Autumn is quiet but opinionated And riddled with hurricanes But the light of Summer Will never let Autumn fall again. Summer writes of beautiful chaos Autumn writes of simple existence They don't match, but they fit I'm amazed every time I see them. See, the first thought in my head At the sight of the two together Was, 'they don't match, but they fit," Like the beginning of Fall meeting the end of Summer.
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May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 7:27 PM UTC
The End of Summer Meets the Beginning of Fall
It's wonderful knowing someone is there- someone to talk to- someone who always knows just what to do. It's always been wonderful knowing there's you! It's wonderful having someone who gives something worth while to each day she lives. Someone who's thoughtfulness always shows through. It's always been wonderful, Mom, having you! I love you Mama! (Mother's Day poem) 2001 COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey, ~Angelmom~
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Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
Mom~
The man whom I shall love, Who will he be? I don't know yet I may have met him already I may have not I am still young I have time to find him And he find me The man whom I shall love Will have a heart so large It radiates outside of his body A welcoming aura Friendly Loving Kind He will welcome me each day with a smile He will not need to speak to tell me he loves me He will hold me and cherish me And love me so much he cannot help but smile The man whom I shall love Will have a spirit Of courage Compassion Wisdom And leadership He will guide my decisions when I am confused He will strengthen me when I am weak He will let my cry into his shoulder and then wipe the tears from my eyes He will help me solve problems and questions He will protect me and fight with me when we are challenged The man whom I shall love Will have a smile of joy A smile that spreads wide across his face A smile that expresses what he feels and his thoughts His smile will warm me He will cause me to smile We will smile together The man whom I shall love Will have a laugh A laugh that can be loud Echoing over the hills with happiness A laugh that can be as quiet as a bubbling creek A laugh that will roar like a waterfall A laugh that will whisper like a summer breeze A laugh that will spread to everyone around him A laugh that will make me laugh A laugh that is caused by mine The man whom I shall love Will have a mind of strength A mind that can be counted on He will have discernment Truthfulness Respect Honor Thoughtfulness He will share his opinions and dreams with me I will be able to confide in him safely His ideas will be full of animation Excitement And passion His mind will never be boring The man whom I shall love Will have strong hands That are firm but gentle Tough but soft That work hard And are honest His hands will be generous Kindness will flow from them But he will also use them to fight If someone threatens him The man whom I shall love Will have a voice unlike any other A voice that can be deep and reassuring That can be humorous and happy That can be silent when it needs to be That can sing and soar upon the wind We'll sing together Laugh together Cry together And be silent together The man whom I shall love Will be a man of God Who will be faithful and loyal He will have a heart for those Lost Willing to sacrifice anything Even his life Together we'll pray and seek God Together we'll read the bible and deeply discuss it Together we will serve and love for our entire lives The man whom I shall love Will be very special indeed He is the only man That could care so deeply for me
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Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 6:51 AM UTC
The Man Whom I Shall Love
The man whom I shall love, Who will he be? I don't know yet I may have met him already I may have not I am still young I have time to find him And he find me The man whom I shall love Will have a heart so large It radiates outside of his body A welcoming aura Friendly Loving Kind He will welcome me each day with a smile He will not need to speak to tell me he loves me He will hold me and cherish me And love me so much he cannot help but smile The man whom I shall love Will have a spirit Of courage Compassion Wisdom And leadership He will guide my decisions when I am confused He will strengthen me when I am weak He will let my cry into his shoulder and then wipe the tears from my eyes He will help me solve problems and questions He will protect me and fight with me when we are challenged The man whom I shall love Will have a smile of joy A smile that spreads wide across his face A smile that expresses what he feels and his thoughts His smile will warm me He will cause me to smile We will smile together The man whom I shall love Will have a laugh A laugh that can be loud Echoing over the hills with happiness A laugh that can be as quiet as a bubbling creek A laugh that will roar like a waterfall A laugh that will whisper like a summer breeze A laugh that will spread to everyone around him A laugh that will make me laugh A laugh that is caused by mine The man whom I shall love Will have a mind of strength A mind that can be counted on He will have discernment Truthfulness Respect Honor Thoughtfulness He will share his opinions and dreams with me I will be able to confide in him safely His ideas will be full of animation Excitement And passion His mind will never be boring The man whom I shall love Will have strong hands That are firm but gentle Tough but soft That work hard And are honest His hands will be generous Kindness will flow from them But he will also use them to fight If someone threatens him The man whom I shall love Will have a voice unlike any other A voice that can be deep and reassuring That can be humorous and happy That can be silent when it needs to be That can sing and soar upon the wind We'll sing together Laugh together Cry together And be silent together The man whom I shall love Will be a man of God Who will be faithful and loyal He will have a heart for those Lost Willing to sacrifice anything Even his life Together we'll pray and seek God Together we'll read the bible and deeply discuss it Together we will serve and love for our entire lives The man whom I shall love Will be very special indeed He is the only man That could care so deeply for me
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What is it to be righteous? To walk in godliness and purity? To hold the heart of God like the bride? I'll admit I've felt complacent, disbelief, and traitorous. My own efforts alone have not filled my cup. But as I've fallen, as I've grown in mercy and understanding. I recognize the shell of this existence. The temporal wasting of my eyes. I feel my lovers heart and still I want more. Not from selfish desire but because I've felt the inner working of the spirit! The everlasting father. The bridegrooms love. And the Kings will for my life. After that, there is emptiness. A quaint shadow in the smile of beauty and passion. All this rest inside my brain, my reasoning mind ticks with thoughtfulness. Reaching with my words to the universal will untouchable. Touchable. Touch me. Show me. Move in me. Speak to me in my heart. God I want to know that love again. The infinity of your fire burning away my sin. And it's odd, as I pull my bible out of its cold box. Plastered to Fear And loathing in Las Vegas. I guess I am afraid of what I'll learn. I can't keep ignoring this turbulent hope. But the promise that you are always with me. Gives me strength.
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Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 7:59 PM UTC
Believing Again
Dawn casts her long line for spring Days linger to catch the angel irises bloom Enveloped by early chirping chitter-chatter Lightly crusted sleep argues for lids to remain closed Black perking wake-me oil makes a strong cups case for compromise A nudge to join the living - On negotiated terms - Somewhere between another dream and lavender bubbles The contract will begin Foggy feet shuffle onto the wheel Spying steps creak tattle-tale floorboards alerting all on the way Pleading thoughtfulness You beg for silence as the Ra room comes into view Brightly checkered yellow-brown mustard window patterns Cut diagonal boxes across maple hardwood Stained glass dots of emerald, violet, and red raspberry Dance on lemon washed walls as they turn and wink for a smile Your morning chair sets at the edge of the warming sun pond inviting you Join them You listen to the ripples of space Your cushioned dock perfectly positioned for a loving embrace You sit And slowly dip legs into the glowing pool Drenched limbs cocoon in the heavy webbing of golden rays Bathing The chickadees celebration is known Immersed Lids succumb to the orange haze The Girl from Ipanema sings Young and lovely You feel wonderful No risk of drowning here... Only in happiness One radiating breath Before the Samba plays again © 2019 MJL
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Mar 26, 2019
Mar 26, 2019 at 2:38 AM UTC
Sun Pond
To the boy in my back seat I can see you my friend There is contemplation behind your eyes And thoughtfulness behind your smile I drive on stealing glances as I go The things that make up who you are never cease to amaze me As we travel farther away from what we know I am calm I feel this way because of you I would stand on the pier with you Or next to the grass where the goats graze There aren’t many places I wouldn’t explore with you But for now you’re safe in my back seat And I can dream of what is yet to come As I steal glances into my rear view mirror Of the boy in my back seat.
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Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 1:02 AM UTC
To The Boy In My Back Seat
Flesh is torn in monotone, Hairy needles as legs pegs onto white Sticky string, Sharp fangs dipped in poison Sink through flesh and ***** And crush bones with a sting. It is **** or be killed out there in the nature you worship. The cruelty adds to the beauty of a deep red sunset. Vicious waves add to the elegance of an ocean, So don’t forget   That while you turn a blind eye to The things you don’t like, You tell yourself a half truth (A good lie), It is the perspective which alters sight. Perhaps it’s more comforting to see The sun as a beacon of light instead of An orb in cruel fire, But if you can see both, Maybe you’ll find hope in hopelessness, Or you’re humbled by thoughtfulness, and maybe you’ll see the Nature of life for what it truly is.
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Oct 18, 2021
Oct 18, 2021 at 5:19 AM UTC
The Nature of Life
He walks me to the door Like a gentleman should Meanwhile, I think of things to say, filling the air with lighthearted and meaningless conversation "Can you call me later when you get home?" "Thanks for inviting me, it was fun!" "Have fun skiing." It was all said, it was all acknowledged The only word that mattered to me was his one "Wait..." Thoughtfulness in his eyes, he moves closer to me... Forgetfulness is a sin I do not remember if my eyes closed, If my foot popped like in movies, Nor can I remember how long it lasted I do remember the three words that slipped from my lips "I love you" The same three slipped his
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Jan 2, 2012
Jan 2, 2012 at 2:34 PM UTC
A First Kiss
Don't be a fool, it's commercial not holy, Thankful one night, the next in a hurry. Camp outside don't miss your chance to fight over that TV even though it's the last Watch out! You don't want to be trampled in the hurry! Rushing in at 4 am the scene is so blurry But you stood in the cold just to find the gold The treasure sure to bring on the "oooh's" But there's so many who're jealous They'll cuss and consume you No fighting now, tis the season! But you got to it first so who cares what they do Even though the debt is rising Even in your pockets Can't hide the idea, there's no safe place to lock it. The tradition's been there for centuries If you don't give you won't get but who really cares who's in the most debt We'll pay it off in time to go under again But each year it gets harder to top your friend And there's no family member more satisfied with ends The gift card full of cash now that's the best gift! For perhaps they can pay off a little of their overspending while the stores roll around in their profits of billions And the average home is filled with silent depression disappointment of expectation meets the realization There's so many unwanted presents Then comes the dreaded texting and ignorance sitting in a room filled with a cold sting of silence after spending every dime you had in thoughtfulness All with the very best of intentions
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Nov 28, 2013
Nov 28, 2013 at 1:44 PM UTC
It's commercial not holy
You think you're the better writer with          Your indentations, Arrogant alliteration, Games of Rhymation; When You Capitalize For No Good Reason OR TYPE IN ALL CAPS; When you type in italic just because you can; With thy ineffectual employment of Shakespearean formulation Or elongated conveyance of your articulation,                                         When you type in                                              funny patterns to                                         better express the                                                thoughtfulness and                                         superiority behind the gemstone                                                    artist, And, all- your; meaningful, strategically placed' punctuation! And perpisfuly mispled wurds bcuz yur so ironic, And your cryptic title that's meant to come off as genius. Dylan could crack a skull without a hammer.
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Mar 18, 2014
Mar 18, 2014 at 2:45 PM UTC
Ode to Self- Importance
counting goodbye kisses- there were only five or six instances when they didn't happen when you fell asleep during the ride (at least I kissed you on the cheek) when you wanted to give me a hug instead- that day you dropped me off at a party. when you told me to get out of your car- we were actually official then haha and when I "stormed off," frustrated- that probably happened three times, counting the dollars spent- for someone who's a broke college student, I didn't let that stop me from showering you with thoughtfulness because money will never be able to buy a gaze from you counting the reminders I've given you- that we are something, special I think this one might be the two hundredth one counting your equivalents I have them all saved in a folder, and I dont ever go a day without looking at them. counting all the times I've cried the last few months, there were at least 133, and only one was over a movie. counting all the times you hurt me I stopped at 18 before I told you I loved you- not worth counting those because that just made it 134- and pain in the form of endless sheep. so I decide to sleep instead- and forget- and never count again.
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May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 2:20 PM UTC
don't make lists anymore
I cannot heal This pain keeps stinging As each line of thought Reveals new truths That are hard to accept Kindness was repaid with anger Love with rejection Faithfulness with betrayal Devotion with abandonment Gentleness with rage Dedication with neglect Patience with intolerance Thoughtfulness with disregard Compassion with coldness Mercy with judgment Saneness with unsoundness Truth and honesty with lies Open arms and acceptance with bitterness So why do I feel guilt and sadness For crimes I did not commit? Why am I taking the blame for a lie? To be falsely accused is a worse sentence Than to be justly condemned At least the guilty can repent and start a new life Rather than stay mired in a web of lies One can learn to accept criticism and move on Or to laugh at oneself And in humility make the necessary changes But this... this slander Is simply poison To the soul
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Feb 14, 2010
Feb 14, 2010 at 5:15 PM UTC
Poison to the Soul
Your beautiful smile; I see it upon your face whether its directed to me or because of me- then I get... that pull and that tug- tighter on my heart. You're reeling me in And I'm falling One Step More! When we're talking about nothing, yet; everything is being said- your thoughtfulness and caring just pours out with every word- then I get... that pull and that tug- tighter on my heart. You're reeling me in And I'm falling One Step More! Come on, , you know you're already walking on broken eggshells and running on blind fate- then I get... that pull and that tug- tighter on my heart. You're reeling me in And I'm falling One Step More! One Step more to taking your hand forever, capturing your heart as mine, I'm falling deeper in love just One Step More- then I get... that pull and that tug- tightened on my heart. You've reeled me in And I've completely fallen in love with you One Step More! 2007 COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey, ~Angelmom~
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Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 6:20 PM UTC
One More Step~
*My dear BELOVED You are YOU It be not because I think of you That is why you are the best It is because you are the BEST That is why I think of you And it is because you are the BEST-EST That is why I LOVE you I'm proud of your success Your success is my success Our Relationship is Support plus inter-exchangeable Celebration, Delighting In what you choose to do Thoughtfulness towards your work Honor and dignity towards each other Making mutual choices of What you really want I am Subservient Nothing bad when you are my leader Losing power is the key for me Losing masculinity & femininity, gender roles Adds that respect and Develops material & Paternal feelings For each other's needs I ask: Does your privilege position Maintain our relationship? Absolutely NOT! We value professional and Personal submission to each other We have decided to throw out Defining labels, being judgmental of any type towards each other We accept each other as we are With existing self-contentedness, Self-egoism in individuals and society Such relationship Wont survive selfishness Respect, trust, communication Drives our relationship We invest in future together NO NO to money when in Comes to our relationship Our last words: Keep up with LOVE Interdependence, Equality, Fulfill LOVE*
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Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 6:28 AM UTC
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His courtiers all, were blind, though their eyes seemed quiet normal, full of glint ay, there is the rub, On his proud countenance, the king plastered for ever an expression of thoughtfulness a make believe, a clever construct, Wasn't it the curse of the lineage? "May the powerful suffer the constant fear of fall, unless courageous to fulfill the karma truly assigned without fear or favor" Every successive king would ritualistically burn, his copy of leather bound parchment written this in lilting Latin verse. "Bullshit,what would the evil genius of the universe would think of me, am I just a pusillanimous ***** the thirst for war runs in my veins!" Sneering he lets out a war cry perfectly pitched and phrased in the tradition of heroes of yore! It sounds odd even to himself "No escape from the rut" he murmurs Everybody pretend not to see the big ***** in his armor. who would take arms against the kingdom's sea of troubles? The king was in fact a lonely being fear alone kept him company, in person of the lord, his man Friday in an armor that made him seem fearless! Dame fear was his true consort the queen only a substitute, wearing crown, she was truly appreciated only when she acted as his tranquilizer, helping his worries galore go to sleep, employing complex strategies. Her favorite one for the final lap was a lullaby that goes thus, "Uneasy lies the head that wears a  crown" in his nightmares regular, mighty empires crumbled. So he did the best he can not anything for love to spread but to consolidate destructive instinct; he invented weapons, went on upgrading it day in and day out to freeze fear blacksmiths, knights, horsemen, cannons, guns his fear took many forms and he used them to feel powerful while trembling with fear.
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May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 7:26 PM UTC
The king's armor
His courtiers all, were blind, though their eyes seemed quiet normal, full of glint ay, there is the rub, On his proud countenance, the king plastered for ever an expression of thoughtfulness a make believe, a clever construct, Wasn't it the curse of the lineage? "May the powerful suffer the constant fear of fall, unless courageous to fulfill the karma truly assigned without fear or favor" Every successive king would ritualistically burn, his copy of leather bound parchment written this in lilting Latin verse. "Bullshit,what would the evil genius of the universe would think of me, am I just a pusillanimous ***** the thirst for war runs in my veins!" Sneering he lets out a war cry perfectly pitched and phrased in the tradition of heroes of yore! It sounds odd even to himself "No escape from the rut" he murmurs Everybody pretend not to see the big ***** in his armor. who would take arms against the kingdom's sea of troubles? The king was in fact a lonely being fear alone kept him company, in person of the lord, his man Friday in an armor that made him seem fearless! Dame fear was his true consort the queen only a substitute, wearing crown, she was truly appreciated only when she acted as his tranquilizer, helping his worries galore go to sleep, employing complex strategies. Her favorite one for the final lap was a lullaby that goes thus, "Uneasy lies the head that wears a  crown" in his nightmares regular, mighty empires crumbled. So he did the best he can not anything for love to spread but to consolidate destructive instinct; he invented weapons, went on upgrading it day in and day out to freeze fear blacksmiths, knights, horsemen, cannons, guns his fear took many forms and he used them to feel powerful while trembling with fear.
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They call me 'fake', Apparently too genuine for the masses to believe, They grasp at any weapon, To muddy the waters & deceive, The Bible speaks of money, And the lust it can incite, They claw, destroy, froth at the mouth, Morning, noon, & night. How sad they cannot see, More beauty in a single feather, fallen leaf upon the ground, Simple treasures God created, Worth more than any gemstone to be found. Botox, fake ***** make-up by the gallon, Ken & Barbie look-a-likes, No thanks, I'll take Marilyn & Jimmy Fallon. Give me laugh lines, stories shared, Later round a campfire, retold, Calloused hands, scars, crevices, Like vintage books, Weather-worn, faded, old. Nothing did we bring with us, Nothing will we take, Except our memories, cherished moments, God's love, His promise, His children, He will not forsake. I'm just a simple artist, Girl next door, no frills or bling, Time, thoughtfulness, care, will win me over, Surely not any earthly thing. Point your fingers, Kick dirt in my eyes, The light within will stream through, Despite all your vicious lies. God is with me, Whom shall I fear? In time, He'll right all the wrongs, I am his daughter, Held precious, close, & dear. The darkness came only to destroy, But the light will forever prevail, Jesus extends His hand upon a ship of gold, Step on, A new life...set sail.
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Jan 22, 2016
Jan 22, 2016 at 11:03 AM UTC
I'll Take Marilyn & Jimmy Fallon..