watch you walk away
time moving to a halt
but no matter what it's
too fast for me to catch up
to find a way to make this work

the words you promised never to utter
froze the blood on my veins
watched them drip from your lips

a crashing end to a beautiful symphony
have no idea all that it did to me
another lie

you knew
you didn't care

You have
Always been there
Somehow
You've always cared

You are
More than I deserve
Somehow
You always end up hurt

You've got
The most amazing smile
And the
Most beautiful eyes

And all I ask
Is that you don't give up
On me

Why don't you just
Rip out my ******* heart
While you stand there
Just watch me fall apart

Why don't you just
Tell me what I need
Instead of laughing
While I bruise and bleed

Why don't you just
End this here and now
Applaud your great work
Then stand and take a bow

Instead you just
Look on as I die
Collapsing again
As I'm screaming why

I can't do this anymore.

HELP!                                                        I'm falling apart on the floor.

Sleeping has become my only score.

I've can't even cry.
                                                                      Must be strong for the poor.

I'm okay on the outside.
                                                                   I'm crashing down in the core.

Tell me "It's okay."
                                                          Let me blindly love tomorrow's day.

I want to speak,
                                                  but sometimes, there's nothing left to say.

I want to smile..
                                                    ..but no..
                                                                                               I'm not okay.
I'll never admit it.
                                                                                      I fall apart everyday.

I was heading to "Out The Window",
                                                                        but hit a *** hole on the way.

Am I even trying?
         Why am I always lying-
                                                ..on this floor..
begging,
pleading,
stressing,
for more than I have the courage                                        ..to ask for?..