It gets lonely at the top
But not upon me
You should be the only gorgeous elve in the magical canopy
I almost don't want a mortal man out of me
Just to spend immortality with you

Love is when you can't control your fast beating heart
Your sweat from the stress
The amount of words you can't digest
And the physical excitement from your body.

It's hard being perfect in a world where it's physically impossible when everybody being flawed
Don't expect me to be your Jack's Mannequin
I have my flaws and i'm proud to be human
I wouldn't want to be someone who never has a defect at all
I want to come off as human and real for others
My ship usually sinks daily
But i'm the Captain so i got this
Or it will be a mental Lusitania
Causing me to prepare for war
Towards my conflicting thoughts
I won't wait like President Wilson
Action will be called upon
But i won't waste a second
I'm keeping this ship above water
My passengers will be safe
It's all on my shoulders
Keep your cannons holstered
We don't want this to really happen
Send your youth back home
They didn't want this.
I sure in hell didn't either.

Just like a Hollywood Film
You shot and captured me
Releasing me into the world
For everyone to see
I never knew these scenes could luminate me

Careless world
Not so careless
Not so thoughtful
What is it going to be?
I want an answer now

Appreciation is showed for the marching band by how many horns are honked while cars drive by on the nearby road
Or almost stepping on small baby Toads on the walk to your car
In the middle of the night
Sleep deprived
It's okay, we wouldn't want it any other way

If your water bill gets turned off
You can always take a shower in the Car Wash stops
It might hurt just a tad

Many people have been told to do the Catwalk and they do it,
but many have rebelled and chose to do the Dogwalk.

Trying to change to make other people happy
Is like when you urinate and it goes into three different directions
It's not fun and nobody wants it

I'm broke
Because i keep donating money
What am i going to buy that's important this holiday with a few extra dollars?
I'm going to give it to someone who needs all the help they can get
I'm putting my dreams of charity into reality
Welcome to my vision of America.

He felt immersed in the thought of a woman cigarettes and designer clothes
But I'd rather feel immersed in the thought of the smell of cherry blossom perfume and a video game controller in her hands
Call me what you want
Just aspiring for something different
Everything feels like the same old archetype you see in English class
If you payed attention
I know some of us didn't
It's okay
I slept in mine
Because we hardly did anything in there
Talk about false advertisement
If you thought my life ****** before, you're sadly mistaken
Instead of entrenching ourselves with tons of books
We did a little work and took breaks in our work like Clay Aiken
Bouncing into something new only a few times
Now what i expected
I just wanted to be those happy kids in those school commercials
Was that so hard to ask for?
Literature and good friends
You don't even know the first thing of elation like i do when i put those two together.

I want that chessboard love
Protect me from an army of demons trying to get to me
I want you to be what's left of me
But I'm not sure I'm the best King
You can't be a better Queen
I think you're from heaven
I can now count to eleven
Meet me at seven
We can be together until eleven
Doing whatever chessboard pieces do in their spare time.

I won't resent you for the choice you make
But I'm one of the few people you know that's not a fake
Every breath you take
I cherish
I'll lay it out here
I'll fight, stomp and persevere
For you
No matter what
You are worth more than any jewel on this aging planet
But nobody loves you the way I do.
It's a disturbing thought
But I know the true art that lies in you
And I wish every day that I can be with it for life.
It's easy to sit on the couch
And wish you were next to me
But I'm not going to fixate on that
I must continue the foundation
I was applying before.

***** Cinderella
You’re way cooler than she is
Let me put on those sparkling shoes for you
You've worked hard enough as it is
Not everyone works as hard as an independent woman
The other guys should take notes
You wrote them all down on Stick-e notes
And smacked their foreheads with your written words
Isn't that what most people want to do to some people?
She doesn't play any games
She just gets the job done

We can go camping
Make love in the leaves
Under the cinematic night sky
There's nothing that would please
More then that
Shooting star
Blessings from afar
I hope I'm on par
With your beautiful soul
Pick a place you want us to share
And I wouldn't dare
To argue you on it
Anything it takes to put that gorgeous smile in that face
I will do
You say please
I put your legs on my shoulders
Ready to please
Let me play your favorite song
While I put in my dedication
My only healthy medication

You keep a clean office desk
So it's easy to shove everything off of it
To gently put your ******* it
And make her feel like she's the real reason you do buisness
Because that's how I see it.

Clearing my throat
So I can find new words to throw out
My ammo is running out
They've turned into foam darts
Now I don't want to speak
Not because I'm timid and week
But I have had enough of this mickey mouse crap this week

Keep your friends close
And your Mountain Dew closer.

You want a woman that will go out of her way to unlock your Door **** with a coat hangar
And not second guess herself
Because she has full faith in what she feels
Cause she doesn't play mind games with herself
And she knows exactly what she wants

Nothing can match the feeling of drinking fresh spring water
Well, an ice cold coca-cola will do just fine too.

A college degree dream
But instead you're taking orders
and filling up from a ****** vendor of ice cream

She's looking for a guy
Who doesn't want to party every day in his life
And actually studies his tests
She's started her own since she's put High School to rest
Finding a decent guy is like listening to an ongoing pest
For hours and hours on end
She's stared down at the floor
Always wanting more
Than what's she's gotten
Every Apple she picked off the tree
Is rotten.

A man who wears colonge
Has his scent to atone
Sometime out of need to not feel alone
Or just for the idea of smelling good
The cheap dollar store brand still works
You can't judge a man by his dollar, but his effort.

You're supposed to only have water in my school
But soda is water too with a color
So what's the hassle?

What are you doing in there?
Why are you taking so long?
Please come out before I get terrified
I don't like total silence
Any of it
Just come out to let me know
You're okay

They laughed at us while we walked away in dissapointment
We lost the game by a tremendous amount of points
But we came back a few years later
Erasing our past and making history
Making everyone supporting us proud
And lighting it up like fireworks
We aren't playing around anymore
You might have been victorious by intimidation before
But we don't lay down and die
You think you've already won but we got news for you
It's just the start
Take some notes while you still can.

When I think back of these days
Only complete elation will come forth
From the distance of Dallas to Fort Worth
That's how large my love for this is
My heart is too big to be contained
I'm not going to try and have it detained
I'm going to let it grow out and exapand
Like eternal heat
Never will I accept defeat
In this tragic but beautiful place they call Earth.

National Coming Out Day
Out of the House
Out of the Box
Out of the Car
Out of the Hotel
Out of the Hospital
Out of the Closet.

Marriage is a commitment on paper
But it's what you do with it that's so much more
It's a big step that has many consequences
Hopefully it has good ones for you

Sometimes I don't have any common ground or any cents, I'm just a porcelain doll in a haunted house

Like the common cold
It seems like nothing
But like back in the fifteenth century
It could end me for good
But i'm going to fight it
Take my hand and don't let go

This house has been empty for over a week
No companion on my side
I won't break, switch sides
And replace him like it was nothing
Pets are not novelty items
You hear me?
They're something we hold so dear
I've trajected so many tears
Since the day of his passing
My heart on a trespassing
Level of loneliness and bereavement
This is a crowning achievement
For those wanting me to be down
Yet I can't fully be upset
His wishes were met
He no longer has to fret
He got to be at peace
And no matter how much that makes my notebook papers crease
It's a fantastic release
For a poor, sentimental soul like me.

The most important component of a relationship
Is trust.
So brain-numbingly simple
Yet
People fail to comprehend it
Your problems will only distend
The more you hide and pretend
Don't let beauty end
Because fear has loomed irrationality over you
What strange creatures we are.

Write so concise,
That the details are crystal clear for the dust mites.

When people lose all their hope for you
I'll remain confident in you
They tell me to move on, cross the bridge
But I can't let your life dissolve into just opening the fridge
When you're ability to live becomes a smudge
I'll be the source
To prove your resources
Into reality
People's words speak duality
But I will not be shaken
All the criticism I've taken
I won't conform into the pressure
I will always be here to pick up your pieces
To fix all the broken parts strained within you
Whether I'm your lover or your friend
My love for you will never end
Only love and support will transcend
When you fall deep, I will be disappointed
But I'm fully sure you'll redeem yourself.

Some people's days are made with big parties at the end of the night
But mine are made when you look at me
Even if it's the most plain, boring look in the world
The fact your irises made a connection with mine
Is what keeps me up at night

Suicide isn't something to take lightly
Cultivates my train of thought daily and nightly
More than most people can understand
I'm a little too much i suppose
But i'd rather be too much but not enough
I have a big heart and i think it's getting bigger
It might conquer my entire body
If so, so be it.
I want to emulate the past heroes who have saved lives
They're my spirit animals
Who happen to be people
Breathing flesh now receded into paradise.
Don't quicken the process of fleeting away by making a rash decision for one bad day or event that pushed you  little harder than you expected.
There's so much to build upon
Make sure you're the one still building upon it.

If i had to send a message in a bottle
It would be as long as a constitution
I tend to write an elongated amount
On the most basic subjects.

I need to cool off my flame cause it might burn some people and I don't need to be a firestarter

He treats you like dirt and doesn't care
But I'd treat you right and try to fix your every problem, concern, fears and keep your secrets
While making sure you're safe and sound
And have endless fun abound
I like to mess around
To make memories with someone special
You deserve better endlessly
You're far too important to be thrown on the side
You're not the water girl here
You're the Co-Owner
Forget about side chicks
I don't play that game
You're the only one here
You'd have someone who cares
And some unforgettable nights under the covers.

Every day, I dream
Of copulation with you
You don't notice the feelings that make me move
Simply for you
Despite the sheer infidelity and lack of loyalty
I'll pay my royalties
By only desiring you and you only
You can get my fires started without trying too hard
If only you knew the disruption you create within me
Would you finally see the greatness
Within you.

One more strike in this at bat
Corkscrew nailed into your mindset
But they forgot to double check the bolts
And now they're coming undone
Out of the coffin to come back and take what is theirs
Get ready for the flag to be more than a symbol
Because we don't find wars cleanly

Crashing economy
Poor job growth
One job, might lose it
Hardly anyone can help out

**** it all to hell
Hopefully my guardian Angel can hear me when i yell
Hopefully she's not drinking that Corona again
When i told her not to
She's a great Angel, she really is
She just couldn't handle the excessive pressure going on within me
Can't sue her for trying
It's not her fault or mine everything is haphazardly and disjointed

A new age needs to be selected, annoited
In order for my breaths to breathe in something healing.

Paint me like one of your  beautifully decorated owned homes
Because I'm shutting this down  like a foreclosure
I'm not a rent bill that you can avoid
Don't worry about court, this decision has already been settled
I sentence you life without my involvement
Honesty is the cup of coffee people want to spit out because it's too hot to handle

Coming home late
Ranger game on until one pm
All hell I'm going to be exhausted tomorrow

Head on
Into the abyss
Of devious monsters

Being kind
Moving in the grind
Wasting No time