Concealed with pain
Pain in my heart and soul
Soul trembles within my body
Body almost numb by fear
Fear of losing my close ones
Ones those are too sweet
Sweet and dear to my heart
Heart that fills and flows with emotions
Emotions such as care and love
Love of true and trust, not fake
Fake is just not in my blood
Blood relatives,  whom I really adore
Adore my siblings near and far
Far beyond the horizons some live
Live with expectations each day
Day flies quickly and so does time
Time and tide waits for no one
One of the proverb speaks
Speaks of truth, for whoever seeks...

©sim

I dare not share
So you can stop your stare
I really don't care
For my feelings are rare

I am here with an open mind
For the hidden treasures I can find
But your attitude is so unkind
Stating many others are lined

It seems you are confused
Or you think you've been used
I am not here to be accused
So piff off ****, am not amused...


©sim

Budding of life thrills
In love one feels
The beautiful charm
His smile, always steals
A warm kiss touches
My wrinkled cold cheeks
His eyes watches
Whenever I speak

In a dream, that is....

©Seema Sen, 2020

In his last hour, he just smiled,
And let his soul go
His hand in mine, still in grip
Father, I bid you farewell as you RIP
Your love so precious and deep
That none can measure even if they leap
I cup my hands on my dull face
As my soul cries and my eyes weep
Breaking all earthly ties
You are gone over the skies
Living us emotionally shattered
But I know your breakthrough mattered
The pains and gains you've left to be
One day we all shall unite,
That day I truly wish to see...

©sim

Here I sit, with a long face
Waiting for your urgent call
You hung up on me, last time
Don't know what's wrong

A callback message pops-in
Your phone is out of reach
Fear grips me from within
The network seems at glitch

Finally, the door bell rings
And I rush to answer it
There you were, blank faced
Not wanting to rest and sit

You paniced as you talked
One of us was surely dead
In the past weeks accident
But I claimed alive instead

None of us wanted to believe
That we parted from each other
Both of us broke into tears
And I realised, I was another

I didn't survive the wrath
In his arms, I lay dead
A change of expression hit me hard
I left him helpless and sad

I would never wait for a call
As I am leaving your side forever
My death has created a wall
Please don't forget me, ever...


©sim

Forgotten was I,
Unnoticed in everyone's eye,
Everything I did for anyone;
They only seem to say goodbye,
I wonder why people tend to lie,
Am I the only one with this feel,
Trying to let this torment heal,
Of why people are good only from outside,
And so reckless rusted from inside,
No one to walk by my side,
Left alone for me to decide,
Of how I should let myself go,
But no one surely understands me, so
I have made myself a deal,
To be positive and work for my meal,
Diverting my negative vibes,
So it doesn't affect others lives,
With positivity I feel a glow of aura surround me,
That's all to everything I probably just want to be...


©sim

My distance
Your resistance
My words *****
Your words creep
Your distance
My resistance
Unworthy tears
Over the years
A formal ending
Goodbye,
               that's all I am sending,
GOODBYE...


©sim

Falling fort, cried
in vain, as it started disappearing
right in front of my eyes
Pillars dropped like weak weapons
Crushing to the emotionless ground
Deep trenches seem to elude
What on earth, was I witnessing
Few around gathered, gazing at the fall
None, heard the cries
From the ruined like walls
My ears seem to pick the historic ache
That stood tall, for centuries
A pileup of derbies, now filled the place
Birds, call for their peers to see
Where once they all seem to be
A nightmare flunged for the poor creatures
Busted off, so to flee
Like an ancient grave, it sleeps in silent
Never to awake to stand tall
In dust it loses itself day by day
Only the wind answers its call...


©sim

Sitting, curved down
with my legs folded.
Dark cold, in ragged gown,
I've been scolded.

Hatred poised the innocent flower,
wilted the bud before bloom.
Eluded from its growing power,
and vased me in this dark room.

Several days without water and food,
the flower froze as in a frame.
Bonney structure lay as good,
player was done with his game.

No ashes sprinkled in my name,
No final words uttered in grace,
No one even came to claim,
And thus, closed went my case.

But I am, still not free,
from this bound of hope.
My spirit, searching for those three,
who later tied me up with a rope.

My spirit would not rest,
till all three are dead the same way.
Making them feel at their best,
I'll make sure, they all pay...



©sim

There is no Us nor We
Divided us, was she
There is no You nor I
Just my tears seem to spy
Don't you wonder why I cry?
Why these tears won't dry?
Helplessly tired whenever I try
Do you even care?
Or busy with your new pair
Life's never been fair
All I do now is just sit and stare
At the pictures we share
It's becoming too much to bear
Hovering chest pain seems to tear,
My heart out from its layer
You've been a great player
Not my prince but a slayer
This beating heart will soon slow
As I close my eyes and end the show
Don't beg at my feet then, O' No!
Life is beautiful
And,
You are free to go...


©sim

The number thirteen
On the day Friday
The murdered twins
A coincidence I may say

The lucky the number
Or unlucky a member
A dark day of sorrow
It's today not tomorrow

Friday the thirteenth
A superstitious belief
Crawling from beneath
It's no grief but a relief

The more the believers
Of this unlucky day
The more life shivers
In the dark anyway

A positive thought
To a positive mind
Sets lose if caught
From such negative blind

A number it is, for sure
Lucky or unlucky could be any
Being rich or be poor
Believers I believe would be many...


©sim

The flame is blue
Infront of you
The sky to is blue
Up above you
I am out of view
Find me quick
Amongst the few
Make your pick
A dress of red
Lose hair curls
About you I've heard
I am not of those girls
That play around
Love is my gift
With that I surround
Give me a gaze
Here I lift
My hand to call you
With the burning blaze
Moving towards me
Together we stand
To watch and see
The flame till end
Eyes search for the link
As they start to tame
Unable to think
You start your game
Of hide and seek
Who would win
Will find in a week
It's no sin
To love you like this
A fulfilling desire
Everytime we miss
But this time,
You turned a liar...

©sim

Sing me a song
Under these stars
Its being long
Time has passed
It doesn't matter
Now that you here
I feel much better
Having you near
Sitting with you
Passing the night
Stuck as glue
Hugging you tight
Wish that tonight
Never fades away
My world glows bright
Having you all the way
You are my happiness
You are my tear
You fill my emptiness
And drive away my fear
I love you my dear
Hope you forever stay
Why wait another year
I know you'll find us a way
To be with me everyday
Till then there's a wait
For another meet
Please don't be late
For my garland greet...

©sim

Fusion light sparks the sky
Confusion doubts all my tie
Voices in my head continuously lie
Why is this happening? WHY??

You say something,
...you say it's true
When it comes to me,
...you say you through

I am done with you
That's all I can say
There are others in queue
I am going away...!


©sim

You came, you left...
You stole my sleep, my dream, my heart...
You promised so many things...
You said you would never let go of me...
Now its different altogether...
Falling memories seem to gather...
Tears flooding in my eyes...
I saw you today but you just guised...
It felt like an arrow piercing through my heart...
A shocking work of your evil art...
Why have you become a stranger...
Leaving me and my life in reckless danger...
I had so much love and respect for you...
But you left me, without considering my view...
It's gonna take time for my wounds to heal...
But never again shall I accept your deal...


©sim

Through the forest
Into the meadows
No time to rest
Hiding from shadows

Nearing the lake
Catching on my breathe
Keeping myself awake
From the goons wreath

They swarm to places
Looting the riches
They painted their faces
Some looked like witches

I have to hide
As they have seen me
My eyes on guard
Keeping silent as I can be

I hear the horses
Nearing the lake
Wading with forces
With their takes

Night was long
And so was fear
What they did was wrong
They just give others tear

Upon twilight I reached home
Everything was devastated
They took my favorite comb
On return they stated

Written on the walls
Were the words in bold
"I am watching you from the falls"
"Your head in my hand, I hold"

Now I'm scared to step out
They set me on a trigger
I can't even shout
An escape, why can't I figure

I will use my last boon
To return to my world without scream
This should happen soon
And I will wake up from this dream...


©sim

...seems you have a vault full of lies
Breaking off with all your usual ties
For your words do not  match your action
You placed this relationship in a section

With lost thoughts and confused mind
You reminded me that I was your kind
What should I do to stop this pain?
Soon I might drown being insane

Why are you dragging me in your world?
You never listened whenever I called
Please grant me freedom to leave
I have no more love to give...


©sim

Walking by an old graveyard
On a late Sunday afternoon
I noticed a figure at guard
Waiting for the peek of the full moon

Dressed in a black robe
Doing sort of prayer ritual
His hand hanging like a lobe
A rare type to my own visual

I dared not to go near the figure
As it looked busy praying
Unable to control my eager
Too keen to see, what it was doing

As I moved closer to the bushes
I heard voices chanting something
A chill up my spine, I felt the pushes
But on notice, there was nothing

I read somewhere that chanting has power
To see if it really worked
I stayed to witness for another hour
Than I became totally shocked

***** of fire floating away with each chant
My vision widened to see what it wants
A step nearer to the place of ritual
I must admit am purely spiritual

Black smoke rouse in the air
Like thousand tongues, the voices grew
Two robe figures sitting in a pair
I was thrilled by the astonishing view

Almost watching for nearly two hours
I was scared as well as inquisitive
Then came the heavy pouring showers
Yet the floating flames were active

I was unware as I was being watched
Caring less they continued to pray
They had a sweet tooth for carcass, washed
Hungrily they grabbed in to prey

Running home, as I caught up with my breath
What I saw today was a crazy unbelievable ****
Such rituals of what!! for people after death
I rather change my route,
                     before they show me their wrath...


©sim

Your eyes are like beautiful emerald
A wink like a teasing herald
Each spark strikes my stoney heart
This must be your gifted art

The twinkle that shines so green
Shades my view within a screen
My heart is not made of gold
Rather ragged, torn and has grown old

Yet, I long to see you everyday
In my dream or in real either way
I think am fallen in love with you
But my love is coal and not new

I do not shine in anyway my love
Feeling like a humble dove
Yet, drowning in this green sea
My happiness, you are my life's key

Today you are here with me
It's not gold but you can see
My stoney heart has begun to shine
Your love has conquered this heart of mine...


©sim

Letting go of the fond touch
Which once we embraced
The knots undone sadly
But much of the memories praised
O'Mother of my existence
I still can't let go of your hand
Clunghed on tightly
This grief, I cannot mend

Here I sit alone, thinking
Why must a life so beautiful end
When we just found the reasons
Of how we must take our stand
Dear Lord, ****** this feelings
From my piercing heart
I don't know about death
But I wish I could be a part

Never had I imagined
A life without you mum
Life almost feels like a burden
Most times am just numb
I speak to my shadow
Thinks I cannot tell anyone
You were my adorn listener
But sadly, you are gone...


©Seema Sen, 2021

My breath was fading
As I lay on the ground
There came no aiding
No one was around

I've been running the entire night
Fighting the darknesses chase
Stumbling to get to the light
Insanity pondering my brains to craze

Low tone of church bells
Ring from afar east
Dragging myself to the near well
But down I saw the same beast

Hovering and groaning
Clashing its humongous teeth
Roaring and frowning
Hunger thrusting for meat

It has found me but it's weird
Crouching from behind
As I have felt and feared
Yet, it's blinded by its mind

And so as I gained my conscious
I realised it was already light
Still a bit scared and anxious
Coz there were little grinches in bright

Tho known as to be the meanest of a kind
I was in the grinchland seeking their advice
The creatures of darkness cannot find
Coz this place is magical, and
       they'll just see multiple of themselves in surprise...


©sim

I am an animal,
With a crown on my head
I make people happy, when they're sad
My whiskers is like an old king
Yet I've got a sweet voice to sing
I wear a coat made out of money
And a shiny armor, that glows when sunny
Whenever it rains
I dance among the plains
I have two legs
But I am no beggar who begs
Guess who am I?
Give it a try
I am hard to be missed by your sight
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©sim

The path on which I walk
Is still not clear
The voices that talk
Are furious and unclear

Blurry is my blinded vision
That sounds so not right
Shattered is my lives mission
All darkness, no spark of light

A walking stick as a guide
Making my way to a park
I wish to bury myself and hide
Where there is absolute dark

Till the voices go away
And I regain my sensory
To see through my thick glass
I feel like a century...


©sim

Punch me, roll me, throw me up
Stuff me in a pan or shove me in a cup
Put some oil and massage me well
Till am all arouse with my swell
If you tired, put a cloth on me
Don't leave me naked for others to see
Come back soon and satisfy my needs
Others are waiting for their feeds
Oh Yes!!...punch me! punch me again
Pull me apart
Do it from the start
Roll me smooth
Make me feel good
Now you've ignited the flame
Put me up, so I can play my game
Toss me over and grease in the same
Oil me, flavour me
Now let me cool, get off me
Dress me up for others to see
While you let them drool to taste me...



















Yours sincerely,
Roti, Paratha, Naan
(Indian flat breads)


©sim

He hid the head
Under the bed
Not letting known
Of being a crimson clown
He sat wagging his tail
Without any fail
He jumped up and took away another head
This time I followed him and he led
To the hide out under the bed
I saw three fish heads stacked
Knowing I found out, he wagged
My dog, saving his meal
With his expression he ain't making a deal
On the floor he made me kneel
To check the food
That he hid for good
My boy
With his fish head toy

©sim

Bearing a heavy load, on my chest
I asked the wind, to push me ahead
Wind said, to lie down for a bit and rest
But my heart feared, my mind scared

One step at a time, to the peak of the cliff
I saw the giant waves clashing upon the fleets
Standing, staring with all my muscles stiff
My heart throbbed, and paced the beats

The dark clouds gathered, sign of a storm
Thunder, lightning, rumble all giving me a call
The lord of death, in its disguised form
I lost all my senses, and I began to fall

So wrong, was I, to nail my own grave
I regained my consciousness, under an old tree
The conversation with the wind, did save
As it put me in a deep sleep, to break free

A dreadful dream it was, to finish my worth
But the living nature helped me gain
And brought back my senses forth
Healing my pain and,
                   washing away my load with rain...


©sim

The love in your eyes
So deep

The blush on your face
So cute

The smile you put on
So enlightening

The words you speak
So soothing

The way you walk
So ****

The moment you left
So heart breaking*


©sim