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302 · Oct 2017
On My Tomb Stone
Seema Oct 2017
On a quite night
On my tomb stone
Scribbling a write
All alone

His buried next to me
As how it's supposed to be
Just the engrave on my tomb stone
Does not match with his own

I am his Mrs. yet engraved is a Miss
This seems not right
Coz our vows were sealed with a kiss
In a broad daylight

Thus, each night I try to change the letters
But nothing happens when I try
As for him nothing matters
Not even, when I breakdown and cry

Memories of our death flashes by
That evilful night how can I forget
Hit by a carriage, we flew in the sky
Each day out of tomb, I sit to regret

Thus, each night I try to change the letters
But nothing happens when I try
As for him nothing matters
Not even, when I breakdown and cry

AGAIN AND AGAIN...


©sim
Spilling imagination.
302 · Nov 2017
Dragged Relation
Seema Nov 2017
Tired of tears
Waited for years
Your fake promises
Make believe misses
Dragging with time
Dangling like chimes
Somedays you'd call
Saying you at the ball
Dancing your life away
A realisation shown my way
As you have found other
I was a standby rather
Consoling my heart
I thought over from start
Every lie turned true
Facing all, I got through
Now it's just me alone
With a heart of stone
And YOU,
                    Unknown...!



©sim
Perhaps true for some.
301 · Nov 2017
With You...Ever?
Seema Nov 2017
There is you
And there is me
You have someone
And I to have someone
Yet both of us talk
Hours in the nights
All secrets shared
Most tears spared
A pull from each side
Never confessed nor lied
You are single
And I to am single
Each day we look forward
To talk and chat
Familiar, but haven't met
It scars me to admit
The feelings that sit
Within my heart
Towards your heart
I know its wrong
But our own drag too long
To take further steps
In life, to the depths
And now this has happened
What am I suppose to do?

©sim
This is not my story.
301 · Aug 2017
Storm (Haiku)
Seema Aug 2017
Mild winds and dark clouds
Thunder roars, flashes of light
Pouring heavy rain

©sim
300 · Sep 2017
Take Me Away
Seema Sep 2017
My heart beats for a reason
That reason is you
The weather changes its season
The season seems new
My senses dwell in your thoughts
Alot, not just few
You make me whole
By carrying out your role
Not many people are happy about us
Each time our topic comes, there's always a fuss
People and my own despise our love
They confide with the gods in the heaven above
To get my feelings off you
They seem blinded, upon the words they chew
Nonetheless, I am made for you
There are hundreds waiting in the queue
But I don't care, what they think and say
I just want you to take me far away
From this place, to a paradise unknown
Where only the sun rays greet us alone...

©sim
300 · Sep 2017
I, The Raven Of Time
Seema Sep 2017
Silently I watch the happenings around
Looking at the surrounds, walking on the ground
Sitting on a dead branch listening to the sound
What appears to be, are the people on the cloud
Rising high with their voices and gold
Richness and possessions, what not is sold
Young and old, all roam under my feet
Unnoticed on the dead branch observing the treat
O' yes! am the Raven, the Raven of time
Flew out of my world which for you, is no prime
A hidden, untouched place on this same earth
Where every single being has taken their birth
I for some reason needed the urge to witnesses
The humans of today and their awkwardness
In this world there's soon gonna be a math of silent epidemic
The rage and violence is become a consuming mimic
I, the Raven have seen it all
The great pillars on this earth is doomed to fall
Many hands reach out to pray and call
For the almighty of this universe as a whole
But is there someone, to hear us all
Or is it me, only the Raven peeking on every wall
Flying off to my world, I the Raven of time and again
The crucial moment and downfall has began
Save yourself, but you cannot hide
From the wrathing mouth of evil that's too deep and wide...


©sim
300 · Sep 2017
Two Cups Of Tea
Seema Sep 2017
Observe the water
My lovely daughter
For the water is at boil
Here, put this crushed ginger
Be sure not to burn your finger
Bit of crushed cardamom to flavour
Keep your face away from the vapour
Add a spoonful of ceylon tea leaves
Smell the aromatic flavour it gives
With a bit of milk and sweetness
Our tea is ready my cuteness
Sieve in two cups, let us sip slowly
For you are my little angel, my one and only...


©sim
300 · Nov 2017
Embrace Me
Seema Nov 2017
This life feels so beautiful around you
No pain, no strain, perfectly seems new
With gentle admiration gazing my way
I am ready to light the lamp of desire today
Let it burn as I embrace you in every way
My heart slowly throbs as you speak quietly
A blush flutter exposes on my cheeks slightly
Hold me close, till I feel your heat
Do not torment me love, as I touch your feet
Let the moon shower its glow from above
And let this night flow in with our love...


©sim
300 · Oct 2017
Appreciation Over A Wish
Seema Oct 2017
The flame raises
Above the heads
Of many races
Without being sad

Each morning shines
With uplifting rays
Shooting lights up the pines
Like the water sprays

Mother nature such beautiful
Rules this planet called earth
With Sun up Sun down dutiful
Each where we've taken birth

The rain, the sky, the creatures, the moon
Not one single string gets thrown
Night, day or be noon
Each radiants their fragrance unknown

Peace be thy calming waves
Leashes back and forth in the deepest caves
Into the realms of untouched habitat
Where human invasions has taken a start

Out in the night when the stars shoot
I pray and wish for the wars to stop
Thinking of the elderly roots and younger shoots
Hopefully my eyes don't see the marching troops...


©sim
300 · Dec 2017
Message From Hell
Seema Dec 2017
Hi, are you available?
You've got a message from the devil
It wants you to jump down one level
Where lays the sharp coarse gravel
Few yards away down in that pit
Just behind where you sit
You've given it a lead to your life
Now it wants you to sharp that knife
The one you used to torture that girl
She was such a darl, a shining pearl
Your craving darkness sent her to hell
Not the hell where sinners go
But the hell where she never dreamt to go
Under the influence of lust and alcohol
You enjoyed her body despite her young soul
Once done, you ripped her off life
You killed her using this very knife
Now its payback time, you summoned the devil
While being surrounded by such great evil
Your deeds are justified by the God
He has sent your case to the hell Lord
The one you called upon is me ofcourse
Am the dark angel, the righteous evil from hell
The way down is right through that pit like well
Now you do as I say, lets make this quick, what say?
No more of your lusting, banging, burning desire
Lets go meet, the hell Lord...My Sire!!


©sim
Spilling imagination. Fictional write.
299 · Oct 2017
You Forgot
Seema Oct 2017
Sitting alone in this room
As the time goes by
The atmos looks gloom
Wonder why people lie

My heavy heart sinks
Just by the thought
Of your unusual links
That you recently got

Even if I cry a thousand times
You will not change
Consumed with your crimes
You gone out of range

Sitting alone in this room
Where grass has turned dry
Please visit me at my tomb
You forgot about me......
................that's what makes me cry!

©sim
Spilling imagination...
299 · Aug 2017
Morning (Tanka #50)
Seema Aug 2017
Heavy dews shine out
A snail sailing on a log
Morning rays to peak
Mr. Sun is up, smiling bright
Greetings to everyone here

©sim
Tanka
5-7-5-7-7 syllables
299 · Jan 2018
Blue Moon
Seema Jan 2018
In the hope to see the blue moon tonight,
After so long months of no rain,
The weather just decided to drab the sky with buggy clouds, now that's a pain...
A good thing or bad...the rain decided to fall in drizzles,
As the soil receives the drops, it sizzles...
When I look up the sky, its bright but no moon insight...
The clouds have blocked the blue moon tonight,
It's still bright and the tip tap of the rain started,
The clouds moving to peek-a-boo at the bright blue moon tonight...

©sim
Moon eclipse.
298 · Aug 2018
In Love Again {HAY(NA)KU}
Seema Aug 2018
Rain shakes pain
With my
Soul

You
Standing weary
In the cold

Tempers my heart
To hug
You

Take your cold
Here I
hold

Your hands clasped
In mine
Alone

Saw your lips
So dried
Tips

Your sunken eyes
Soaked tears
Remind

The love ignited
Shall blossom
Bind


©sim
HAY (NA) KU style
298 · Oct 2017
Note To A Stranger
Seema Oct 2017
Dear stranger,
Why do you care so much?
You don't even know me,
Yet, your eyes speak as such.

Dear stranger,
I hope you're not a stalker
But a loud mouth talker
And not a smoker.

Dear stranger,
Your smile makes my day bright
I wonder what's that vibe
That's pushing me in your sight.

Dear stranger,
Thank you for being a well wisher
In my lonesome rainy days
When people looked at me like a creature.

Dear stranger,
I wrote you this little note thinking
You would read it and hopefully reply
Coz my heart is slowly sinking...


©sim
Fiction.
298 · Sep 2017
Living As Dead
Seema Sep 2017
Things go wrong
Way too much
Insanity lasts long
In my head as such

I talk to someone
Who is not living
Doesn't harm anyone
But always grieving

The tomb near a park
Where I sit in peace
Sparks light in the dark
When am drugged to ease

It looks like me
But am not dead
It shows me a key
To unlock my head

My body feel the chills
As the injections release poison
In my veins the drug fills
Like sweet tangy raisin

As my brain slowly freezes
The smiles go behind
Someone laughs, someone teases
A play button paused, now on rewind

The voices stop all at once
Haven't woken from this sleep
Been like this for several months
Each day I dig deep...


©sim
I hear, I read about various addictions. The most common is injecting. I am not a victim, but when I write, I do feel like one.
298 · Oct 2017
Be Gone
Seema Oct 2017
The pains gone
Tho my heart is torn
Tears have dried
Feelings have died
My eyes shut
Yet you haunt my mind
I will forgive you, but
You're not a deserving kind
Deleted your memories from my phone
Faults were not equally my own
The insanity has creeped up my sleeve
When you called up on new years eve
Same old lies repeating everytime
Like a vivid poem forced to rhyme
Life without you -- I can live on
It's better you stay where you are -- be gone
Wasted enough of my precious moments
See now, am suffering from a prone torment
I will be fine once my mind calms down
A good therapy -- ears blast with sound...


©sim
298 · Nov 2017
Destruction With Time
Seema Nov 2017
Below my feet, flows the river of death
Above my head, is a delusion filled wrath
The control of my emotions within my soul
I already see it burning and turning into coal
The earth itself has ripped apart
Engulfing many, there is no end nor start
Mountains and valleys flood with dead
The scene am witnessing is gravely sad
Winds are slowly dying, the creeks also drying
Some who are alive, wail out loud crying
The only species seem happy are the vultures
Preying on their catch, practicing their cultures
Have you wandered by now, who am I?
Fortelling this coming catastrophe through my eye
Readers, I am time within time
Passing each stage, witnessing every crime
The mankind daring with unthinkable deeds
Fulfilling their darkest desires and filthy needs
The balance of karma is weighing heavy on life
Be it anyone, one is sure to be killed by a knife
I see it all coming very soon, at a fast pace
Like it happens in an event of a relay race
My concern is on the upcoming destruction
Having everyone dead, and no one for reconstruction...

©sim
298 · Nov 2017
Broken Wings
Seema Nov 2017
With my broken wings
I try to fly
It hurts so much
And I begin to cry
Laying on the ground
No one's around
No one to help
As I shelter myself
Under a tree bark
Its almost dark
With tiring eyes I look around
Just the silence that surround
I know am gonna be fine
Just have to spread my feathers in line
Let the night pass slowly
As I pray to the holy
To fix my wings by day light
Else make this my last night
Pain is something we all bare
Its all a matter of care
I have seen the damage caused
It got worse when I forced
Now silently praying with tears
As my heart sinks with fears
Will I be able to fly tomorrow?
I ask myself in sorrow...
As the day breaks
I feel the aches
The warmth from the sun
Is putting me on run
I slowly lift my wing
Once...then again
I hear other birds sing
Lifting myself I beated the pain
One flap, two flap....three
And weeeeeeeee
Up high in the sky
Flapping my wings I fly
With joy of hope
I was able to cope
My wings all healed
My pains all sealed...


©sim
Collared lory is a pretty Pacific bird.
298 · Oct 2017
World Of Madness
Seema Oct 2017
In this world of madness
Where sunken eyes pour in sadness
Mothers wail for their malnutritioned child
While firing of guns and bombing protruding wild

In this world of madness
Where programs are set as awareness
People have become racist ****** other religion
Taking over places, claiming their own region

In this world of madness
Where mind conspires, no rest no calmness
As lies are polished to shine like truth
Youngest abolish their education during youth

In this world of madness
Where you and I just sit back and witness
The extinction of animals from our radial planet
Humans on the otherhand,
fight to become a leader or atleast a senate

In this world of madness...*


©sim
297 · Jul 2017
Two Sides
Seema Jul 2017
A blown candle
Still ignites
A tangled mind
Strives to fights
The darkness within
And that of sight
Lingers to consume
Using my plight
I breath to sustain
To have conscious mind
Stumbling in the dark
Even myself, I can't find
Bumped and knocked
But no one came
I kept moving
As if a player in a game
Eyes wide, vision blind
Locating the matches
Fiddling around here
Searched all over
While diverting my fear
The little smoke of the candle
Lifted my dying hope
I know now how to handle
I've learnt how to cope
My hands picked up a packet
That of, what I thought
I lit the candle once more
To see what I am not...

©sim
297 · Jun 2020
A Broken Trust
Seema Jun 2020
A candle unlit
A room so cold
A broken window
Is all I hold

My love, my life
I've lost to thee
It is my fate
But I want to be free

Why, my love
You had to leave?
Was my love not enough
Or you didn't belive

Instead, you smile
Like nothing's wrong
While seeing another hand
Touching you for long

It is okay, I guess now
To forget you for good
Even your memories
To erase, if only I could

It is easier for you
To say goodbyes
To the hand that holds you now
Doesn't know your lies

I hope you treat her right
And she might treat you same
Unlike my drowning fate
Else, she might end up same...



©Seema Sen, 2020
May relate to some, it's never too late to move on...
297 · Oct 2017
Not Ready
Seema Oct 2017
My vision reaches the mountain peaks
As my mind wonders, what I seek
In between lays a difficult path to take
On a second thought, shall I make this mistake
You and me - on opposite roads
Walking towards using the same mode
Here I am, there you are - watching
A first thought of my life with yours - matching
Yet there are certain obstacles surrounding me
If you walk towards me, you shall witness and see
But wait,
I am not sure if my heart agrees to my thoughts
As I'm not fully ready yet,
                                             to tie a lifetime knot...


©sim
297 · Aug 2017
Frozen Jewel
Seema Aug 2017
She was her fathers jewel
But,
The little angel didn't know
Her father was already martyred
In a frontline, service war
Before arrival of the trains
She would pick fresh flowers, in the cold
Just incase, to welcome her dad
Putting her sorrowful life on hold
Waiting, oneday her father would come,
Her distressed mother would comfort her
To make her understand that he was no more
Then,
One night she nagged to welcome the train
It was almost midnight and heavy snowing
Her mother begged, the little jewel not to go
But she was helpless knowing
The little Angel would go,
Seeing tears in the little ones eyes
She allowed her, as she watched over
The clock stroke midnight and the train arrived
Poor mother fell asleep by the louver
A soldier welcomed the little ******* the train
With enlightening joy and flowers in her hands
She greeted her father, her hero with kind
Her mother woke suddenly to see no train at stand
It was snowing heavily, as she ran for her angels hand
Holding onto the frozen flowers with fears
Her little angel, sat there, like a mannequin
With frosted tears...Dead!

©sim
A ghost train, that only this girl could see.
297 · Jan 2018
Villainous Game
Seema Jan 2018
I rolled the dice, got FIVE
He pulled away the trigger and kept me alive

I rolled the dice, got FOUR
He punched my face, dislocated my jaw

I rolled the dice, got FIVE again
He kicked me like a crazy insane

I rolled the dice, got TWO
He locked me in a ***** filthy loo

I rolled the dice, got SIX
He dragged me out and took pics

I rolled the dice, got ONE
He said pack your bags, you're done

I rolled the dice, got THREE
He opened the gates and set me free

©sim
Fictional write. Inspired by Snakes 'n' Ladders game.
296 · Feb 2018
Falling For You
Seema Feb 2018
I am falling for you
Oh baby it's true
Hear me out now
Let my feelings through
You are the only one
Intoxicating my mind
There is no other, no
I assure you
You are the only one
I love you, the way you are
But you're going away too far
I beg you to stay
That's all I have to say
Hear me now, I'm calling your name
Feel my tears burn
Churning your heart
I know you feel me
You cannot just depart
There is so much I wanna say
Give me a chance, if you may
My heart is yelling, I love you
But how will you hear
It's all because I fear
Fear of losing you
Least for once, come out in the light
For where you are, it's all too dark
I want to see you, the way you are
And ask,
Will you let me love you?
Whoever you are!


©sim
Totally fictional.
296 · Oct 2017
Through With Insomnia
Seema Oct 2017
My body shivered
My skin turned pale
My spine quivered
Scratches all over by nails

The voices angry
Vouching for my life
Demons hungry
Ready with knives

Behind closed eyes
A hell appears
My soul terribly cries
Then it disappears

Sleepless horrific nights
The stirring voices and their lies
My soul painfully fights
Until my eyes open to the blue skies

Day becomes tiring
As night spent with lingering creatures
Hovering and firing
Cursing the healing preachers

I am a fighter
I've become stronger
Tho my body seems lighter
And nights have become shorter

The demons die of hunger
As they are out of feed
Coz I've controlled my anger
And that was their need

Fought this battle for a few years
Now my sleeps are good at night
My soul no longer fears
As my spiritual guardians are ready to fight...


©sim
296 · Sep 2017
A Fallen God
Seema Sep 2017
One day I will go in a deep sleep
Without troubling anybody
Death will leap to my soul and keep
No cries, no weeps, I envy nobody

Fallen, strangled, struggled, broken
All laughs mock, my life got in trouble
Beaten, taken, unheard when spoken
Pricked and stung like a ***** bubble

Tried and pained, laying in stains
Couple more hours before I sleep
Under this tree, soon when it rains
All my painful miseries, it will sweep

These bed of leaves, serves as my grave
A perfect funeral, with heavenly showers
I, to was once energetic and brave
But what can a God do, without its powers...*


©sim
Words from a tired mind :)
296 · Sep 2017
Evil in Disguise
Seema Sep 2017
The owl hoots every night
Near my window, around one
Am woken by a great force
To see, but I find no one
A chill quivers up my spine
When I see the mirror shine
A shadow figure stands still
It's eyes piercing me like drill
As I clear the haze from my eyes
To see if its an illusion or otherwise
There is no one besides my shadow
In the mirror,
I just see me in another disguise...


©sim
295 · Jan 2018
People Change
Seema Jan 2018
...After fire
In mirror I saw
Bandaged face
Looked raw
You seemed sickened
For what you saw

A pretty face
Not anymore
The fire revenged
And let my skin tore

I was same inside
An ugly fame
You left me outside
Cause of shame

With bald head
Withered skin shed
Lashes and brows
All damaged dead

A state of blank
When you left
On a verge of
Crazy and crank

Days past, months
Then years
Doctors tried best
On my appearance

Finally after years
I walk without fear
But these eyes fill up
With uncontrollable tear

I am new,
But not forgotten
You left me saying
My face was rotten

You judged me
By my appearance
Which in years has
Drowned in disappearance

I have long hair,
Beautiful brows and lashes
With you gone, left me with flashes
My life now, with unfilled dashes...


©sim
Fictional poetic story. Spilling imagination.
295 · Jan 2018
I Pray To Thee
Seema Jan 2018
I clasped my hands
Got on my knees
Closed my eyes
Took a deep breath
And started:

"Dear Lord, hear me pray
My days are going in grey
With nothing more to say
As people have turned away
Am left with grief and pain
Mostly depressing insane
I have no one by my side
So I clasped my hands to abide
And talk to you as you are my guide
I may have done wrongs and lied
But I am your child and for me you died
I ask for forgiveness for the sins
As the dark angels gained their wins
For I confide in you my savior
Please forgive me for my bad behavior
You are the only one that I trust
Others cause my brain to rust
I ask for your blessings
Dear Lord, so the dark angel can stop messing
My life I surrender to you
You are the one
You are my guru
I ask thee for guidance
Amen!"


I kept sitting in the position
And thought of my situation
I smiled away
As my savior showed me the way...


©sim
295 · Sep 2017
Strings Of My Heart
Seema Sep 2017
You played a tune, but it didn't have a feeling
Tried again and this time, it had a meaning
Then you fine tuned the strings of my heart
To play the rhythm once again from the start
The beat of my heart matched the song of your heart
Now its unbearable to stay away and apart
For your song sounds good, only with the rhythm of my heart
Living on, merging with each other, stepping last
You are the musician, that has pulled me out of my past
You have faith in me, so you put me on a spotlight
To feel myself again and glow on so bright
In your arms I surrender, my life, my all
Never shall I befall,
Even, if it's my last breath call...


©sim
295 · Nov 2017
A Paper Like Life
Seema Nov 2017
Like all colors decorating the paper to make it beautiful and make it worth seeing, life becomes as beautiful like this colored paper, with all colors of life...no blank or empty places..SUDDENLY..the paper drifts in the rain, paper washed away, all colors washed... all what is left is a blank white breakable soaked paper... this is how life is at times..with all colors washed away and leave us soaked in tears....making life miserable, living in fears, etc...

©sim
295 · Aug 2017
Flames Of Doubt
Seema Aug 2017
A truth untold
The doubt flames on
An evidence I hold
My world, all torn

My friend, my love
I cannot seem to find
Answers from above
Nothing comes in mind

Why, my dear,
Do you not care?
Was I a burden,
That you had to bear?

I saw you romancing
In arms of another
In the rain, dancing
Forgetting me, rather

I took a snapshot
And left in pain
Flowers you bought
Lied to me again

What's this love about?
When you're a cheat
I had no doubt
Until I went to meet

She told me,
You guys dated for long
As of what I see,
I am out and gone

A cheater, a liar
Played me well
Put my heart on fire
Pushed me in hell

A last gaze, he gave
Drowned me in pain
I told myself to be brave
And use my bladdy brain!

©sim
Fictional
295 · Aug 2017
I Was Born Human
Seema Aug 2017
Across the field
Lay the shield
Of a beheaded
Soldier...
Stuck in the mud
Near a burnt truck
Stood a victories
Sword...
Soaked in red
A few lay dead
Others fled for
Life...
It was war, played
Out of racist hate
Now it's too late
Again...
The sunset seems ******
Dark skies, so cloudy
The atmos looks rowdy
Tonight...
A final racist battle
Maybe to settle
But I hear metal
Rattling...
I was born human first
Before peoples request
On race and religion
Quest...
**** or be killed
A new religion, filled
The society to yield
Acceptance!

©sim
"I was born human"- I wrote this poem after I saw a news documentary where people **** other race in reach for superiority. It made me sick as I watched how these humans are worse than animals, butchering their own kind..so I just came up with this poem.
Coz societies in most countries....people try to gain power by killing....
So, even thou I belong to other race in a dominant society...I am a human first.....then I am any other like a Hindu, Muslim or native.
294 · Nov 2017
Mourning Heart
Seema Nov 2017
When my eyes become tired
And my hair turns grey
Do feel the days I've cried
And lost track on my pray

You chose to leave
Even when I opted
You made me believe
In love and feelings, I adapted

Years have past
Where have you gone?
Silence surrounds so fast
My heart, all wretched and torn

Your promises has gone in vain
Each of which you sealed with a kiss
The thoughts, now have become a pain
As this heart mourns for you I miss...


©sim
294 · Sep 2017
Fear And Hurt
Seema Sep 2017
Let me cry
Cry till these tears get dry
Dry not cause I want to stop
Stop is not a question
Question is the hurt
Hurt that burns within
Within my soul, turning my heart
Heart from gold to coal
Coal so cold, full of agony
Agony not cause of you
You were just helping me out
Out from my helpless broken self
Self which I am surrounded with
With the darkest clouds of fear
Fear of hurt, of losing, of death
Death of my feelings and emotions
Emotions...Yes! emotions of my love
Love that you kicked out of your heart and senses
Senseless, I am....thus this is the pain I am in
In a shameless character, No!!! My love was pure
Pure and innocent, yet you killed it...



©sim
Looping style.
294 · Sep 2017
Little Demons
Seema Sep 2017
Life's hell
Like, I hear the hell's bell
The demons smile and tell
That I would be drowned in a well
Their hissing and yells
Pollutes the atmos with smell
O' I hate being a girl
...In love I fell
Now am doomed to tell
My boyfriend plans to sell
My feelings for a spell
For a greedy one rotting in a cell
O' I hate the demons in my head
Why can't I just go to bed?
Why my face is all red?
Why my eyes rained so bad?
Now am so upset, I feel so dead
.
.
.
Am I dead?
In hell?
In the well?
Or really in my bed?

©sim
Sometimes I feel I am no more....a confused infused mind. But I am glad, I am alive and breathing.
292 · Oct 2017
Rain Of Few Tears
Seema Oct 2017
Looking down from an ancient tower
Ruins of life, bushes of dead flower
No sign of rain to bring back the bloom
My eyes growing numb as the weather turns gloom
Rain is what I wish for
Drizzle now, drizzle and pour
O' gathering clouds
Quench the thirst which crowds
I will contribute my tears
For it has not rained for few years
The small creatures yearn for rain
Pour now and sooth thy pain
Let the meadows sprout greenery
And there be enchanting paradise scenery
The desperate need for this place is rain
So bring back these to life and strength to gain
I will pour down few tears.....
......while awaiting for the rain


©sim
Hasn't rained for the past 4months :(
This write just spilled from my mind :)
292 · Sep 2017
O'Baby
Seema Sep 2017
My heart yearns for you
Why do you run away from my view?
O'baby
First you blew my hearts candle
Now you say, you can not handle
Come into my arms dear
Why do you ignore?
O'baby
There is nothing to fear
Listen to the beats of my trembling heart
It utters your name from the start
O'sweet baby
Don't say no?
O'please don't say no
You will find me, wherever you go
My darling love
Flap your wings like a dove
Fly into my gentle arms,
Don't be so alarmed
O'baby
Stop this hide and seek game
Let's give this relationship a name
Let our love flow
Let our love grow
In each other's arms, life shall groove in slow
O'baby
My sweet baby...


©sim
292 · Jul 2017
Waited 'n' Waiting
Seema Jul 2017
When you see, the lamps being lit
Along the paths, on a moonless night
And the dusk decends, for the stars to shine
That's when my darkness will fade, with your light
I never condoned our love, neither did I forget
In the bliss time of this long lone journey
I've swept lanes of eyelids,
Remembering all the time we've spent
From where we started our journey together
Where we met for the very first time,
On the banks of that river, under the raintree
Which you used to climb
There, in the silence ,we met daily everyday
To drown in our eternal love, under the open sky
Where the stars would bloom bright all the way
Yet,
Another night has just past, waiting,
In my ribbed casket, here I lay
Now all bones, left in this deep dense place
By your very own, while you went away
No one has ever come to track or trace
People say, I am good as dead anyway...


©sim
Fiction
292 · Nov 2017
Fate & Flies
Seema Nov 2017
Flying over you, buzzing like crazy
Sitting over your nose, are you that lazy
Why do you not make me go away?
Why every of my mate has their own way?
I am sure you gonna spray us to ****
But you laying on the floor covered in blood spill
Your breath seems long gone
The night does no good as now we hit the dawn
The rotting smell of the blood on you
Attracts most of us insects not just few
Your open mouth has given entry for new
The ants lingering in your wide open eyes
Many races of insects feed, especially the flies
A thief had to die, one day
I'm sitting high looking at your body today
How aimless, humans are to **** each other
We are better despite abandoned by our mother
It was your fate you met few days ago here
No one is searching for, nobody knows you dead here
As rigamortis has taken its place upon you
It's obvious, we gonna hunt and feed on you
We only show up on such occasion
And deal with the dead bodies with passion
We come uninvited when someone dies
Yes, we are the bluebottle flies...


©sim
Fictional write.
291 · Feb 2018
Raw Love
Seema Feb 2018
In these eyes, filled are tears,
How can one sleep with such fears,
I have waited long for many years,
For you to come and take away these fears,
These eyes dream of you every night,
And disappears on approach of daylight,
Will there be no chance for you to come,
I've heard the rumors spread by some,
That you have settled with someone already,
And your life is gradually moving steady,
If that is so, then I'll let you go,
For the love I have, will forever remain wherever I go...

©sim
Fictional write.
290 · Jan 2018
Rain Therapy
Seema Jan 2018
This rain
Washes my pain
Cools my head
Hydrates my brain
Dilutes my tears
And drains my fears
We no longer together
It's been many years
Suddenly he shows up
With his coffee cup
And my scars open
To bleed with sorrow
As if there's no tomorrow
I walked away unrecognized
In the rain, I disguised
He followed to apologize
But I failed to recognise
This rain helped me
To let go of my past
From where it all began
Time just went too fast*

©sim
It has been raining heavily since yesterday. So just weaved on this FICTIONAL write.
289 · Aug 2017
Refreshing Day (Tanka #53)
Seema Aug 2017
Beautiful sunshine
Birds chattering everywhere.
Herd of cows grazing
Fresh green grass over, meadows
Slow drizzles, dark lumpy clouds

©sim
Tanka
5-7-5-7-7 syllables
289 · Aug 2017
Sky (Tanka #46)
Seema Aug 2017
Early morning walks,
Luminous clouds covering
Deserted, dim sky.
Sun peaked through cotton *****,
Flying across, a seaplane.

©sim
Tanka
5-7-5-7-7 syllables
289 · Aug 2017
True Feelings
Seema Aug 2017
These eyes get all teary
Thinking about the past memories
Sitting hours, staring at the mirror
My eyes, shys away in shame

A deep breath and a true feel
That, love is nothing but a cheat
Unnecessarily, taunting my own fate
Why this bleakness haunts to greet?

As these eyes cries and sees
A reflection of you in the mirror
My hand, rises to touch
Whilst remembering the moment, you left my side

©sim
*Sachi Ehesaas*
Inn ankho mei nami cha jati hai
Jab beetey waqt yaad aati hai
Ghante baythe, sheeshe ke samne
Meri palkein sharam se jhuk jati hain

Ek gaheri saas, aur ek sachi ehesaas
Ki, pyar ek dhoka hai aur kuch nahi
Bewaja apni kismat ko taane dena
Ye berukhi akhir kiyun satati hai

Abh rotey hain ye ankhein humari
Sheeshe mei maye hoon, ya tasveer tumhari
Chuna chaha magar, tham gaye the haath
Ek ilzaam dekar, tumne chor diya tha saath

©sim
288 · Sep 2017
Never Give Up
Seema Sep 2017
I am weighted down with my sorrow
My heart and mind are full of fear
What might happen tomorrow?
Such thoughts always sheds my tear

I am weak both inside, out
My brain won't function properly
My innocent soul screams and shouts
Why my vision is hidden inwardly?

Why am I not seeing the light?
What has degraded my strength to such level?
Why am I not able to fight?
Is it that I've given way to the devil?

I shouldn't think of myself, so low
As I am just a learning human being
I should light up my own show
Till then I'll just smile and sing

There's always light at the end
Be it a tunnel or a deep cave
But if you've fallen into a well, than
It's your strength that will help you and save

Don't worry about tomorrow
No one has seen the upcoming events
Then, why waste time and energy in sorrow
When your knowledge is enough for new invents...


©sim
288 · Dec 2017
Believe
Seema Dec 2017
Miracles never happen
Wishes don't come true
Promises get broken
But I am still wading through

Words of comfort
Rain in my ears
Laughter behind my back
I've been bearing for years

I look at myself
And question my reflection
What's wrong with my existence?
Why is there a mark on my action?

Helping others is not a crime
Making a sad face smile
After a long day
Like putting a little effort awhile

Believe in yourself
So the best will shine from you
Have hope and faith
Love will someday find you...


©sim
Spilling thoughts.
Blessed week.
288 · Jan 2018
Life Is Worth
Seema Jan 2018
When there is no more willingness to live,
Try thinking of those who learnt to give,
Make a mind set that your life is worth,
With this positive attitude move forth,
Help those in desperate need to survive,
Each day show that you can strive,
The best in you shall be recognized,
Once you have moved up get organized,
The world is full of unprevailaged beings,
Waiting to be valued and be seen,
Some with great talent,
Some with hidden talent,
Seek to move forward but get kicked in silent,
With poor physic they can't even be violent,
How disgraceful people with riches have become,
Thinking they have all until their end days come,
Either you are a millionaire, billionaire or a beggar,
The lifeless bodies do not speak nor caper,
Learn to give even a little to those in need,
And God will justify you through your good deeds...

©sim
Positive attitude.
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