You covered me with dirt
I am laying beneath
This was your very first
I am crying underneath

My pulse has gone slow
Please pull me out now
It's too hot with no glow
Please bury me in snow

I was still alive not dead
Instead of paramedic help
You schemed up in your head
And dumped me here by yourself

I feel suffocated as I can't breath
Just a last favor I ask from thee
Fetch me some flowers and a wreath
Mark this place, so that I am free

Love seemed your game
Pity I got preyed on
Never will you breath same
Now that I'm forever gone...

©sim

Laying in the fields,
Among beautiful flowers.
A feel of heaven,
Blooming of budding tulips,
Lusting kisses on my lips.

©sim

I am suffering
I am burning
My eyes are melting
In this ring of fire

The concrete walls
Have fallen
The burried ruins
Have sunk

I am crying out loud
Calling unto you
But my hands are no more
To raise up to you

The sky has turned ******
And the sun is out of sight
The fire is eating away
Like how darkness engulfs the light

My screams are licked by the flames
That slowly leaps towards me
I am blinded by the shadows
For which I can not see

I fall to the ground
A pit full of unknown skeletals
I feel myself being dragged
As my sense pickups rattling metals

**** me please
Mercy on my suffering
Release my soul
As my body is melting

Feast on me, O' fire of death
Make me into ashes and dust
Crush my bones, till I am no more
Let everything of me burst

Coz I am suffering
I am burning
I am melting
In a womb of fire...


©sim

Patches in the sky
Behaving like small spoilt kids
Blocking the bright sun

Rumbling noise alerts
That it will soon be heavy,
Rain on most places


©sim

...and the heavens will open
To let the angels fall
The myths will again be spoken
When people would raise their hands to call
The GENERATOR of this entire universe
Please rewind and reverse
The OPERATOR of this entire universe
Please remove this curse
The DESTROYER of this entire universe
Please have mercy as I chant your name in a verse
Dear GOD, don't let the angels perish,
And have the humans die
Why has this day come?, tell me this is a lie
If this is a dream, I shall pinch myself to scream
But as I look up towards the sky,
I see grinning clouds and a hollow rim
Almost like as if I can spy into the heavens gate
I sense the rush of crowds to their deadly fate
I've lost being a sane, everything looks so plain
In pain, many slain, people cry and claim
The remains of their loved one's on the ground
Why am I spared to witness such a havoc surround?
Why am I not dead? , what has led me here?
As I stumbled over a skeletal remains laying near
A gist of feel, a terrible outcry of fear
I've been dead, seems almost a year
Now, few things I see quite clear
End of this world is near
Soon no one will be left to even shed a tear...


©sim

The heartaches won't stop
For you've gone too far now
Please call me soon, love

©sim

There are times that I feel like giving up
While sipping my coffee in my favorite cup
I wonder how many more life exams is there for me
Why am I not alerted of how its gonna be
Of how many more tests I have to sit for
Like that I would need the supply of ink more
The challenges that braid in like ropes
Kicks me everyday, yet I try to cope
This life is not free as I imagined as a child
Much more I've seen, even my brains gone wild
I complain to myself of not being able to meet
The requirements that come at my feet
It's sad to know that life would get stuck sometime
Where only you can dwell outlining the rough time
I am well versed now with every situation
Non that are mentioned in our constitution
Living and accepting each day is a hard work
Loneliness and silence are the two I often talk
Loved one's I have but around are non
Some think my life is entertaining and full of fun
Less do they know its not what is there to show
Few who have seen the depths of me know
That my days are not as normal as it looks
Step in with me a day with your note books
Write down each task that I do from morn till noon
You will realise, you judged me too soon...

©sim

I am not seeking your attention
I am just looking at your intention
The words that you use
The body language you pose
Attracts many feminines with your fusing dose
While I see beyond, a ***** devil at lose
Your eyes changes color with a spark
I have witnessed this in the dark
You are unaware of me, till this day
But today, I seem to be your luring prey
A fire igniting already in your eyes
You whisper in my ears, the sweet old lies
Am in control, I know I am not
In his lust, he had spun me into a knot
My inner feelings trying to pull me out
But his desirable kisses, calmed my shout
An ivory touch with his fingers on my back
Sniffing his way, trying his every luck
The lust in his breath, fuming on my neck
I know the filth beneath his soft fragrance skin
Yet, his graceful touch makes my body spin
His strong, and am beginning to fall for him
While the surrounding lights are going dim
He's lost in me, forgetting everything even his role
A hunger of lustrous desire, seeking its goal...


©sim

During a hike trip
A strange cadaver was found
Buried under leaves


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My eyes, a pair of burning candles
All my fears and tears it handles
My heart a blooming flower, without petals
Barred around it are spikes sharp like metals
The pain that my body feels everytime
Is given by you for lying all the time
My arms that hugged you for protection
Now its not appreciated, a complete rejection
The lips that chanted your name with love once
Is now sealed by the silence, been months
The faith and trust that we planted together
Someone else preyed on to gather
The blooming flower is dying slowly
In this race, rather I am walking only
The burning candles now flicks
As my tears roll down the flame and licks
My body almost like a tossed stone
Floating in the sea, drowned alone...


©sim

After the days work.
Putting away, old tales,
She starts a new one.
Patting me to sleep, good night,
Mothers are so beautiful.

©sim

On a dark moonless night
As I sat with a pen in my hand
Thinking back on those words
I am alive, thanks for thy prayers
I couldn't have just died that moment
Coz I promised my soul
That, till I breath
Never shall I change what I've gained
Good and bad people pollute this world
No one's road is ever straight
Standing in front of a mirrior each day
Looking at my face
It's just a matter of two steps
And a need of four shoulders
Hope this pens ink doesn't stop
Else this write could be a disaster
Without usage of right words of gold....


©sim

The more you get away from me
The closer I will get
May be out of your sight but,
Try closing your eyes and you will see me
You can not lie to the fact, that you love me to
Controlling your feelings and emotions,
Listening to your mind wouldn't help much
Listen to your heart dear
Let the feelings flow
Let the emotions roll
Feel your heart
You will feel it glow
While my love gets infused with yours...


©sim

No one tells me what to do...
No one comes to say hello...
It's been a very hectic day...
But no one has to say...
Day and night has been spent working...
Silently bearing without talking...
Exhaustion is at its peak...
But this is not what I seek...
Each day seems same to me...
Guess its how it's meant to be...
Eyes closing and me dosing...
No time for snapshots and posing...
I have yet to finish other pending chore...
Should get it done before the rain starts to pour...
Sitting and yawning, thinking what's next...
Is this how am gonna be till I finally rest?
Positive thoughts dwell in my head...
Yet, every day ends making me a living dead...


©sim

The hands that petted my head
Is now sick and laying in bed
This makes me weak and sad
Cause I don't have my dad
He left us to join Gods army above
While we treasure his memory and love
This moment as my relatives choose to move aside
It's an assurance that they gave, but lied
That's okay, I've learnt to be strong
And proved others that they were wrong
It's this life that we pay with our deeds
To the plants that bore this fruit
Bearing three previous seeds
The middle one is I, almost timid and shy
The first is a beauty but she's not with us, why?
The last is an explosive, flame him and you die
But don't be scared his a charming lovable guy
Enter my world and with love you shall fly
With my precious dog  greeting in a bow tie...

©sim