Poetry In Motion: Strawberry Lemonade [Final Version/Re-Edit]

Pre Chrous:
Strawberry lemonade mix of us,
You can be yourself
I can be myself
Strawberry lemonade
I want to chill with you,
Acknowledge your self worth
Strawberry lemonade of your self love maintain your self care
Strawberry lemonade befriend your self-esteem
Strawberry lemonade be you, do you
Ignore what society says
Strawberry lemonade

Chrous:
Strawberry lemonade I want to chill with you,
I can be myself with you,
Strawberry lemonade you can chill with me,
You can be yourself with me
Come chill with me, you can be yourself I can be myself
Strawberry lemonade come chill come thru
I can be myself with and you can be yourself with me
Strawberry lemonade get chilled with you

Chrous:
Strawberry lemonade
Chill with you
Strawberry lemonade
Chill with me
Strawberry lemonade
You can be yourself I can be myself
Come chill come Thru
you can be yourself I can be myself with you,
Strawberry lemonade mix of us
Be ourselves

Bridge:
You free to be yourself with me
I free to be myself with you
Free to be yourself free to be myself
Mix of strawberry lemonade
We free to be ourselves

Strawberry lemonade,
You can be yourself I can be myself
Strawberry lemonade,
You can be yourself I can be myself
Strawberry lemonade,
You can be yourself I can be myself
Strawberry lemonade,
Be yourself with me I be myself with you

Outro:
Strawberry lemonade forget what society says,
You can be yourself I can be myself
Strawberry lemonade,
Strawberry lemonade,
I want to get chilled with you,
You can be yourself I can be myself
We can love ourselves
Strawberry lemonade

"U Are Still Amazing I Respect Your Heart Admire Your Soul In Awe Of Your Beauty"
- ED RJ

I apologize
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
Holding on to your pain forever
I'm just holding on, holding on to your pain

I been holding on to this pain for such a long time, trying to outfight my demons put it to rest, had to get it off my chest ease this dreaded stress, first let me start off by stating I take full responsibility this is an apology, I know sorry can't fix everything but maybe it'll soothe your pain

Sitting here sniffing the pleasant stench of your favorite sweater, reminding me it makes no sense of how I treated you, your love was innocent so raw it's pure, I made you ashamed you got taken for granted caused you so much pain a strain on your heart, it's all my fault failed my part couldn't protect your heart it turned dark, decayed your love it's nonexistent for a new lover you spite men you hate me, sinister you plot vengeance a demon I created leaving you frustrated caused you to miscarriage you want me castrated cause of dying breed, you forgot how to love tormenting your heart to cover up the pain a demon I created attempted sucide your soul can't take it, Seems you survived respawned just to destroy to me trama that I created

I apologize for your pain these words are not confessed in vain, repeated karma my father did the same thing to mama warfare of generational curse trying to break the shackles can't drag this heavy chain no more my strength deteriorating,  emotional abuse I cause in the past is my irresonspility of love I rebuke it painful mistakes I made I apologize I am ashamed in due time I hope this poem ease your pain love is a learned lesson but still can't fix pain

I want you to forgive me for yourself
not for me, can't keep holding on
I want you to love again no suffering

I apologize
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
Holding on to your pain forever
I'm just holding on, holding on to your pain

I'm having writers block can you help me? Haven't wrote a poem in awhile, just been feeling blocked like there's nothing I can do to express myself, I need some help got that blocked mind the writers kind

Got a lot of things to say but somehow my mind can't process it all no expressing with my words at least the feelings there need a quiet room with some nice tunes

The writers block I need to make a poem today something that feels good and it's essence is understood have you feeling good

Block mind
Block mind
I got block mind
The writers block kind
Can you help me?
I got a blocked mind

There she go
There she go
The most beautiful Girl in the world
There she go
There she go
In the world the most beautiful Girl
There she go
There she go
The most beautiful girl in the world
That my eyes ever seen
There she go
There she go

2 the most beautiful girl in the world that I ever Known, since U left my world I pulled my shovel out there's a hole in my heart a spot just for U forget them other girls U the only 1 I'm diggin on, U the fruit from my tree apple of eye picking on U I am not a bully I will never mistreat U, the work for your love is worth the hard labor my love for U is past exaggerated instigated by my admiration imaging U not living in the world would leave me devastated, let me show that my love for U ain't overrated sharing passionate moments together that's R- rated highly anticipated, sharring my lover for U we are bound to stick together now or later U the Queen of my World your presence will be appreciated, U the only girl in the world that's meant for me U define my purpose to love cherishing the most beautiful girl in my world

2 most beautiful girl in the world
That I ever known
There she go
There she go
Most beautiful girl in my world
In my world
In the world
There she go
There she go
Most beautiful girl

Shed so many tears for my peers too many candle lights so many peers ain't surviving this year, how many ****** got to die before we make a change, terrified by the gunshots little kids get shot blood staining the concrete yellow tape around the neighborhood, it's cold out here in these streets killers got heat murders chargers they can't beat, mother fathers daughters and son all taken by hand guns crying tears wearing rest in peace shirts ain't fun put down the guns, be a man fight with your hands take a stand against police brutality he ain't have no gun what you mean you scared another son done died, another crying mother that need a hug not all black males are thugs

We need to spread love black lives matter, but ****** pull guns at parties everybody scatter, get praised as a badass he ain't the one to **** with you should hear the chatter, songs of your favorite rappers you celebrate the trappers until your cousin or bestfriend get shot I just being real, lost my dad to same deal found his body in the streets he was dead for 2 days thats what happens when you drug deal, a heartless reality I was only 15 when the detective told me a chilling memory that's a fact you ain't know about me,

This year another young life cut short life ain't fair shed so many tears sharing loving memories on a street corners Shed so many tears for my peers living in fear, but seem like some ****** don't care I just being real say a little truth ****** hating you, stop the misuse of your life you only get one, my heart can't take the blood shed so many tears for my peers drowning in tears, Lord we need a rescue shed so many tears this year

It's the same story on the news ain't nothing new I'm terriozed by the fact that I'm getting use to it, recorded violence on the Internet, dear GOD why am I not crying nomore? Getting tired of the violence Lord , my spirit having a riot I can't sleep the lost is too deep in these streets

Shed so many tears
Shed so many tears
People stuck in fear
Tears for my peers

Entering into a new phase
To love bold free and unafraid,
Alluring is your love  like falling stars gravitating steadily on a collision course  with a distant Planet, how would our love fare there
would we dare to explore the uncharted territory and bust free out of this confined zone Where we  both find our hearts in,
and breach some of life's greatest milestones together as our love thrives of pure Energy a genuine Bond that feels tight and to fall in love with you seems right satisfied unharmed by the slight of insecurities

Glaring deeply beyond the Surface of your flesh proven to be enticing to my desires,
I find you dazzling as shootings stars across the horizona of the universe, soul baring I'll glorify you as my moon the light bulb to my gloom,
all I ask of you is when the moment is right
to let what feels assured to bloom don't
let this be lost drifting into space,

Let's confide into an entrusting relationship where fears to commit to eachother won't be covered in ash, crust of old wounds destruction from our past a heart smashed into debris,
it's ashame how wasted time turns a pure soul
of love into dust when emotions flee,
stay enjoy yourself let this real love, all this passion be

© Copyright 2019 by ED RJ.

How uneven can love be

Bad Vibes to you, yet a good vibe to another,
Someone could be a demon in your life, yet an Angel in another's,
Poison and toxic to your life, yet antidote and peace in another's

Cold to you, yet provide warmth for another,
Them saying I love You is a knife to your heart, yet a key to another's

Cheated you, yet fair to another,
Fade into a ghost their existence becomes absent presumed dead no access, yet arrive to be alive and present in another's

The way they love you is foul, yet the way they love another is a blessing,
Hurt you the one that cared for them the most, yet rescues to give aid to another's hurt

How uneven can love be

With The love in your hands I dread the day
you stare at me without the sparkles in your eyes
You call upon my name with an emotionless  unsatisfied tone, and the luxury to experience pleasure from your body is denied from me, and your love for me is gone we become a broken bond,

May the love in your hands anoint me with the power of your prayers, that I am the perfect creature GOD has summon before you to treasure you for more than the appeal of your flesh, but to absorb your energy on pure intimacy,

May my love, my Protection of you, my devotion to you provide you with trust that you can reach out and grab a hold of me and be assured that
I am the man that loves you and your touch
is the signal that you are unafraid of my love
provided

May the love in your hands tame me when I struggle to maintain myself and the love in your hands offer me insight that in return, the nature of me feeds your soul as I become more poised to understand the way in which you need to be loved, with love in your hands.

© Copyright reserved 2019 by ED RJ.

Why am I not getting love
No one listening to me
My presence not apperciated
My thoughts none of my words none of my poems are connecting
I'm no love lately its been three days straight
The world really hates me
Social anxiety I don't who to trust the world keeps lying to me its all in head or is it?
No love for me