I see butterflies in the sky
I see the trees sway
And the birds fly
And I wonder,
Could it be my time
Is this my moment
Is this a sign from the devine?

I wait and wait and wait
I wait to the point that I may lose hope
I was never meant for this moment
Was I never meant for this world?

But this maudlin feeling hovers over me
Feeding the doubt in my mind
Filling me with shame
Straight into my heart

But feelings come and feelings go
There’s no perfect moment
In this perfect world

So let’s dance under the dim lights
No time for moonlights
No time for limelights
Enough with the perfect moments
Fabricated at the expense
Of living our lives
Don’t miss that moment
Wishing for the stars to align
Somehow things will work out
And if they don’t
At least we tried
But forevermore we’ll know
We are all meant for this world

Daydreams,
I’m dreaming my life away
While wishing there could be a change
Every feeling, every wish
It’s all in vain
For my past mistakes
Accuse me of who I use to be

Loneliness,
I feel you from time to time
You’re my only companion
Were you sent from up above?
You’re like a wave in the middle of the sea
I have nothing to grasp onto
And save me from your endless tyranny

I look to my surroundings
Who can save me
From my endless sorrows
Who can cure me
From my own self
I run away from my shadows
Do I dream my life away?
Or do I wake up from my comatose state
Take control of my own life
To never look back
To never fall back
To move forward letting go of the past

Put your faith in me
And so will I to you
Lean in my dear
For time and space is infinite
In our own world
The atoms will expand
And the stars will glow
But if we don’t make it
Past the first galaxy
Some things were never meant to be
But I’ll chase this feeling
Until I exhaust my options
And until then we will know
If Eternity is meant to be

The birds fly so high
The fish swim with pride
And forever more
When I look at the ocean and the sky
I think of you
Regardless of the height of the tide

Warm waters catch my dreams
With you in all of them  
I take a nap at the beach
And I never have to worry
For the moon keeps me at peace

I follow the sound of the waves
Melodic vibrations
Decoded by my brain
I can feel your love
Past the realm of reality
This isn’t a delusion
Your love is more apparent than gravity

Who knows when this world will stop
When the winds will change
And my heart will drop

I live this life knowing  
Only what I’ve learned
Whether good or bad

It’s days like these where I reflect
The light of the sun
And when darkness comes
I’ll fight tooth and nail
To see your shining hair
Brush upon mine

But for now
I’ll keep my selfish secrets
For no apparent reasons
Other than to remain an enigma
To your mellow heart

Sunday afternoon
With nothing to do
But fall in love

Luna del cielo
Alumbra mi paz
Luna de mi corazón
Siempre serás
Porque tu luz siempre trae mi paso
Y por ti camino mis pasos

Luna de mi vida
Nunca jamás se acabará
Por mi amor a ti
eterna será
Y si las nubes te llevan
Por un tiempo
Te esperare
Porque mi luna bella
Siempre serás

Moon of the sky
Light my peace
Moon of my heart
You will always be
Because your light always brings my step
And for you I walk my steps
Moon of my life
Never again will it end
For my love to you
eternal will be
And if the clouds take you
For a while
I will wait for you
Because my beautiful moon
You will always be

I don’t need another friend
I need my love with you
I want to spend my time
I want to give my life
In my quest
To make you mine

It takes two
To make one complete
The stars in the heavens shine
because they agree

Take my hand
And let us roam free
Próxima Centauri
Isn’t far
When you’re with me

You’re more than just a friend
I’m in love with you
Your eyes cut deep
Within my soul
I’ve never had to worry
I’ve never been a ghoul

You linger in my fantasies
You’re a no show
When it escalates
To more than just a fling
Let’s talk about us
Let’s see about us
Could you?

The skies cry
From up above
You’ve never knew
I’m torn apart
You chose what you wanted
And now you’re gone
The only option is to move
With my life

Heaven up
And Heaven down
The moon rises
As the sun falls
Dark clouds fill the sky tonight
Let the rain pour
And let it seep deep into the ground

Give me life
Give me warmth
Give me a map,
To reach your world
I’m growing fast
And I’m growing old
The clock keeps on ticking
And the seasons come and go
Life is a trip
I don’t know who I am anymore

Oh falling star
How you fall without me
A perfect world among the many
Yet I still take you for granted
If tomorrow never rises
And we spin out of control
It’s all my fault,
For never understanding
The complex schemes
That complete your world

I live among my flaws
My greed
Won’t allow such luxury to love myself
Better you than me
To be consumed by this fallacy
I won’t allow the cracks on my walls
To show the mess behind me
But you can’t lay your righteousness
When I fall apart
When you hide behind your walls
Just like me

But nevermind the past
Just focus on the future,
Just focus on the now
Because the day we forgive ourselves
Is the day that we defy gravity
And all the anomalies within our world
Will make sense

Of all the things
That I can be
I choose to mope around
And wait for things
To “let it be”
Sometimes I contemplate
Wether this life is unfair
Everyone gets second chances
While I just sit right over there

I’ve gone to search
For something new
But my imagination
Puts me in Jupiter’s many moons
I’m overzealous of things yet untouched
I wish that I could see
Like the Hubble and its keen eye
But not even a team of experts
Can cure me from my obstinate personality
So I let your records play
To the tune of my gloomy days

I can see the universe and its anomalies
I try to comprehend this world
But I can’t for the life of me
But I don’t need to if you’re ever by my side
Knowledge can be power
But love may never die

So when I’m overwhelmed
With what I don’t know
Let’s take a trip
To all these parts unknown
Where all the lizards can reside
I want to go
Let’s watch this sunset
For tomorrow is never known

Butterfly butterfly
You fly so high
You fly without hesitation
That’s at least what I see with my eyes

Animal animal
That’s the wish I had as a kid
To morph into anything
Whenever these toxic people
Came running
Only to put my happiness at risk

To the oceans I went
To swim with the otters
To the poles I went
To look fly like the penguins
To fields I disappeared
To run for excitement
To escape the bad memories

But for a moment
Just some small moments
Being me wasn’t always that bad

Animal animal
You were there at the low moments
And for that thank you,
You’ve been very kind

There’s something in your eyes
That yells out to my soul
I tried to reach perfection
Only to end up on the down low

I missed the point of living life
Living more than material things
More than the chase of hopeless love
Past all the little things

Past the bad moments in life
I tried to find an answer,
To the emptiness in my heart  
Sometimes I wish God could talk back to me
But in the good moments
I’d ignore every single advice given to me

We are all alone
But that’s not necessarily bad
It’s in these moments
Where we find the answer
To who we truly are

RunRunRun
To find your peace
Time is a blessing
So use it wisely
I hope you take these words with gravity

You’re just like a dream
Always so close
Yet so far from me
And I wonder what it feels like
To revolve around your energy

I’ve been here for a while
I’m hanging on for you
But my dear I fear we’re too apart
I want to dive into your heart
And show you
What it feels to fall in love

I try to follow your protocol
But I curse to the wind  
When it all falls apart
Our love is fragile
But not impossible
You’re the cure
To my broken heart
And I’m the console
For your endless tears

I’m love ridden
But I’m far too timid
To let you know
That there’s a world
For you and me
I’ll never get close to your gravity
That’s just the way
It was meant to be

With every step there’s pain
With every stumble there’s disappointment
The day may beat down on us
As the moon and sun dance around
Controlling the world from up above  
And there will be days
When your strength might be gone

But with every step there’s hope
And with every stumble we build the courage
To be something more than we ever hoped
As the Earth and the planets
Circle around the celestial galaxies
We should count ourselves so lucky
As least we were here to see it

I watched them all fade away
I saw the moon,
The stars,
And the planets
Hover around the galaxies
Searching for something
Something we’ll never understand

Submarines
Under the water
They go wherever there’s trouble
I hope I don’t drown when my ship sinks
It’s scary to believe
That the worst could be a possibility

I live in my sin
Like everyone else
I’m constantly running
But I’m running out of time
For the redemption I desperately seek

But I know you
You’ll be there past the expiration of my time
You control the heavens above
If believing in you is a risk
Then you’re the only exception

I’m no longer afraid
Of what I’ll never know

Your worlds
Far from here
And close to anywhere
I’d hold my breath
In hopes to see you there  
From dawn to dusk
In hopes to catch a glimpse
Of you anywhere

You shine so bright
Brighter than a Quasar in celestial skies
I’m the darkness that fills the void
I feel so empty inside
But your light
Finds my line
You can’t escape my gravity
So hold my hand
And live this life with me in my proximity

If I could take your love
And hold it til we meet the sea
The horizon and the shores
Are more than a destiny

Take my hand,
Lead me into your heart
Because today, can be
The start of our own reality

Because, darling I hope you see
That our world is meant to be

It’s getting kinda late
The sun is gone for the day
The tides grow fonder of the darkeness
Waiting for their Queen to rise

Send me to the moon
At least I’ll be happy there
I try to forget this growing worry
That the Earth will end soon
Should I panic or should I ride this storm  
No one ever told me
The world could be so cold

I wish I could turn time
And live the good days
Sunsets, Moonlights
Sunrise, it’s all fine
At least it was a good life

Can you return to me
Because I need your warmth
Please return to me
Because I miss your energy
You’re my beam of light
In this rather dull life
You’re what keeps me going
You’re what makes me feel right

Fill my heart with joy
Even if it’s just for a second
Stare into my eyes
And wipe away my tears
Look into my soul
And you’ll find me,
In the deepest part of space

I never felt like I belonged
I was always felt out of place
I entered the plane one day
But it feels like I never left
I never saw the change
But as time passes
So will I and so will you
It’s getting kinda late
But the Sun will return soon

I long for your love
The way I long for the change
Of the seasons
Our thoughts reshape
For no apparent reasons
And the axioms we’ve had
Have disappeared
Over the span of time

Stop looking for the aesthetic
She’s beautiful the way she is
God didn’t make any mistakes
It’s apparent
Put your eyes through the looking glass
Look towards the intellect
Not what you see through the internet
I miss you in the summertime
I miss you all the time

Take the time to know me
You’ll see me bloom through the clouds
And find a better side of me
One I can share with thee
My sweet honey bee
Write to me your feelings
I’ll treasure them
The way Mr. Krabs
Treasures his very first penny
You mean that much to me

I want to be with you
Past our Amazon primes
Let me hold your hand at night
And let a myriad of calendars pass by
That’s a future
I would really like
But for now
Lay your head
And dream,
my love

How can I ever forget you
You were the one that brought light
To this everlasting night
And even more
You brought peace to a broken heart

How can I ever regret you
Whether good or bad
Time slowed down
When you were by my side
Your smile turned my world
So warm inside
And with every story
I feared the change
Oh for heavens sake
I’ll never forget you
When our nighttime comes

But no matter what
You were always by my side
You were always
By my side

I follow my own path
And if the world rejects me
For who I am
Let them have their laugh

I focus on what I want
Things may not be easy
But easy things don’t really last

The world keeps spinning
Regardless of who you are
Going slow or going fast
We all have our own pace
Don’t compare,
It’s not fair to yourself

You were meant for this Earth
Even if things don’t seem that way
Sometimes our vision may be blurred
But there may be a lesson to be learned
Love yourself it’s a truth untold
Follow your path,
It’s a life of your own

We live and we learn
But we never conform
To the norms
That have been set forth
By others on this earth

I’d rather live in lies
Than waste my time
Waiting for someone else
To tell me how to live my life

I see something in you
Past the limits of dark and light
It’s your enigma
That fills me,
So full of energy and love

You’re a perfect spec of star dust
In the infinite galaxies
You make the universe yours
Like the nebulas that create
The most wonderful worlds

I want to travel with you
At 20 parsecs past the end of us
Never conforming
To even the laws of nature
That’s the wish that I have
for you and I

My beautiful
My Nebula
My sun and moon
And all the matter in between
My greatest achievement
Will be when you’ll finally
fall in love with me

Moon in the sky
You shine from time to time
But when I miss you
You’re invisible to the naked eye

I look throughout the whole world
Searching for your light
You live within my dreams
I can only remember you
Through my memories

You have the power to make me feel strong
You also can make me feel frail
I’m overwhelmed by your gravity

All that matters is your presence
Pull me from side to side
Push me past the shores
Give me life to rule the world
I need you,
More than ever before

My life is on the line
I’ve been alone
This whole time
But for now I fear
These voices in my ear
And the worst I fear
The echoes from the great beyond

I’ve been running
All my life
Dark times run deep
I need you
Even if it hurts my pride

I’m tired, and I’m hopeless  
7 billion souls
And you’re nowhere to be found

I’m tired of projecting  
These complex web of lies
Hurt me deep
Like never before
If I love you when I heal
I will love you forevermore
Sing to me to soothe my soul
Your memory lives
Past all dimensions
Of space and time
I’m glad I knew you
But it’s time to say goodbye

Light years away
You can find what you’re looking for
You feel like you’re trapped
In the same routine, it’s monotonous
I know
But life has its responsibilities
And if it didn’t
How long can you hold for
Because it takes time to change things
It takes effort to do things
And it takes passion to be patient
For you’ll never know
What the future holds

Some look for happiness
Some look for love
And others wonder
What’s up there up above
The clouds hold the truth
As the sun spills its secrets
The Earth spins round and round
To keep you safe and sound
We are all walking paradoxes
Waiting for our turn to be relevant
Light years away
I hope you’ll find what you were looking for

I think I’m low in potassium
Or maybe feeling loved
The world is perfect
When It revolves around the sun
The birds and trees
Live life through and through
I could run for many miles
Dreaming I could be with you

How many parsecs do I have to run
Before I realize
I’m not the one you want
You can wait ten lifetimes
Wishing they’ll arrive
You’ll drown in your sorrows
When they’ll fail to show you love
But hold on til tomorrow
Someone else will steal your heart

I look at the skies
As I think to myself
somber and lonely
Better days come
Even when the sun won’t shine

As I think of you
Bittersweet moments haunt my dreams
Beautiful scenes that will never be
I cross past the treacherous waters
But I’m far too calm
I’m far too stoic
It’s not the first storm I’ve ever seen

I’m not the one who you’re used to
The ghost of him travels with my shadows
It’s the past and so it seems
Time came and said hello
But now it’s time to go  

I’m over the moon that you’ve moved on
But take it day by day
You left in search for the new  
things may never be the same again

My mind plays tricks on my emotions
But as I go through the motions
I’m left with nothing but broken promises
Waiting for a sign if I’ll ever see you again

A trillion stars
Glow the night sky  
A trillion grains of sand
Stand beneath my feet
A trillion thoughts can never define
What I am,
Or who I want to be

I flew to the sky
Looking for ecstasy
I traveled the world
Now would you travel with me?
Leave your problems for a moment
Let’s defy the laws of gravity  
For this life is only temporary

We are all strong
In our own way
And we are all weak
What’s the endgame?
Time is relative
So take your time,
It’s your life,
Go at your own pace

And when you’ll hold my hand
You’ll make my roses bloom
My heart will run on jet fuel
Zero to a million in twopointsix beats
Things will never be the same
But what’s life without a little change

I took the time to know you
You took your time to know me
But you once didn’t exist to me
And neither did I to you

The winds always change
But the skies will always be blue
But if your world turns to grey
Remember,
The clouds will move on soon

The Earth cries in periods
It’s natural for its growth
I wish I could wipe yours tears away
But what is happiness
If you never know to hurt

Reality can be cruel
Reality can be sweet
Reality can mean anything
It’s your life for you to keep

But my reality is you
Wether sweet or sour
We might be in treacherous waters
But I’d rather fight the storms with you
Than live in ignorance of your existence
Because storms pass
And rainbows glow upon the horizon
Life goes up and down
It was never meant to be linear

I don't put myself out there
Into the sea of society
Fear gets the best of me
My insecurities make me think
That something's wrong with me
I fail to make a connection
to the world outside of me

I feel like I'm drowning
When you talk to me
My mind oversimplifies
Your body language
My eyes don't meet yours
In fear you might read  
The book beyond
The first word

I guess I wouldn’t mind
Falling deep
Within my thoughts
But I’m tormented
By the void inside

I’ve been thinking about you
So I’m hanging on
So what’s this new feeling
My spirit’s gone
But my heart is not
Never leave my side
Never leave my love

I could cry my eyes out
For a good lifetime
But what point
Would there be
To mope around the idea
That you never loved me

Today is a new day
Where I hope and pray
My memory of you will fade away
We’re the chasm of two lifestyles
Polar opposites
We were never compatible

I wish we shared the same hue
But I’m all by myself
Feeling blue
I’m a lone wolf

I could wish us together
But no wish of mine
Will have us
Running into each others arms
And loving us
Until death do us part

Life moves forward
And it’s better to wish
For a good morrow
So I’ll recollect myself
Shake the pain
And hope,
For a better tomorrow

I saw you through the looking glass
You’re always so beautiful
Even when the skies weep from above

You’re the spirit that roams my dreams
Only when I reach you
Do I become complete

Be yourself, never hide
Be brave,
Even when the world tears itself apart
I loved you then,
And I love you now
Til this heart runs its last beat
I’ll love you until the end of time

Rising star
You shine so bright
As I wake up from my long slumber
I can’t help to wonder
What’s the world been up to

The days go by and there’s no lapse in time
I’m closed off to the world
In fear that I won’t be accepted
For who I am

I rather blame everyone
Than confront my own demons
It’s easier that way
To live in denial
To live in delusion

I mourn the death of my old self
Living in the past is so exhausting
I try and I try to move on
But who the **** knows
When my time will arrive

I wish I had the ability to change
If I don’t love myself
I’ll just morph into the societal norm
I’ll just be somebody else

I’m cheated of happiness
I’m cheated by my own mind
And I always wonder
If someone out there
Will ever love me
Forever love me
But the night brings darkness
And it’s time to close my eyes
And wait,
If tomorrow will ever come

Seeking for sunlight
I found my own bright star
But it glowed too bright
It burned too fast to ever last
I’m glad to have met you
But sad to see you go
I wish there was an alternate dimension
Where you’d stay
But everyone needs to move on at some point
But at this point
I’d rather be selfish and not let you go
But it’s not up to me
We all need to see our future
I wish I could see the skies in black and gray
To be impartial to my own dismay
I fell apart, but I’m not broken
Not yet, I won’t allow it
This is just a stumble
In a long race against time
And when I move on
I will also have to let you go  
And escape the black hole

If it takes a lifetime
One day I’ll know I’ll reach my goal
To soar high in the sky
With no limits,
I hope I don’t reach the sun
When I glide above the ocean shore

If it takes a lifetime
My hopes and dreams
Will go from fantasies to realities
Like magic from the skies
On rainy days in the end of May
The heavens will glow soon after the storm

If it takes my whole life
One day I’ll love myself
As much I love you
But even if it takes a lifetime
At least one day I’ll learn to soar

It’s past midnight in my mind
My insecurities run the second half
Of this alluring moment in my life
I wish I could take the driver seat
But I’ve let my demons take control
Masking who I want to be
Lord knows, the flaw of humanity  
We mess up,
some things we never meant to Be

Keep the world beneath your feet
Even when you feel so small
Everyone has a chance to change
Progress may be moving slowly
Move at the rhythm of your own pace
Only you can be your savior
Validate your own feelings
In the end it’s your life
No else will take control  
Go ahead, the world is yours

It feels like I’m lost at sea
A sea of insecurities
Fears, and disparities

I live in the past
To not look forward
I learn to love my comfort
They way I see the days go by
Complacent in time
I drown myself within my own sorrows

I wish I had the confidence to move forward
Baby steps never hurt anybody
Or so they say
When I’m reluctant to change
Even the smallest steps
Feel like Jupiter’s gravity has pulled me away

The high seas
Keep me from looking at my own potential
I can have a million fans
Guiding me towards the right direction
But in my state of mind
I’m so fragile, I’m so weak
I forget the resilience I’ve built from the past
It’s nothing more than a distant memory

But hold up
There’s no right if there’s no left
There’s no East if there’s no West
And there’s no We
If there’s never Me pushing against the tide
It’s hard work
But there’s no change
If you never give yourself the time
It’s a zero sum game
It’s just part of life
It’s just,
A part of life

Time
Flies
Hummingbirds
Stay silent
It’s a sad day
I lost my sweet symphony

Oh
Enemy
Send me on my quest
I need to get this demon
Off my chest
Won’t you sleep
I’ll have you in my dreams

The moon swings low
Wishful thinking
Was to be yours
Let me sing to you
At the tune
Of the angels from up above

Flow like water
Pump through my heart
Like thick blood
That runs through my veins
Fill my love
As I close my eyes
For the rest of the night

My eternal light
Illuminate my path
My eternal meadow
Fill my life of colors
My eternal love
Fill my heart with joy

Because without you
The night is bleak
The fields don’t bloom
And I lose hope

I know you seek warmth
From this cold world
I know you seek meaning
To this dull void
The ennui is getting old
And as we try to move along
We get bored

I grasp to reality
Like my life depends on it
I grasp to hope
So I don’t lose my composure
My mind races
Ten million light years to go
And there’s no finish line in sight

I need to breath the air
I need to feel the sun
I need to touch the water
I need to hear your voice
To bring me back to Earth

Only you
Can make time cease to exist
Only you
Can make this word small
Only you
Can bring happiness to a lonely heart
And only you
Can make the sunsets beautiful
And the stars align
But for now let’s just take it day by day
The future is an enigma
It was always meant to be kept that way

It’s been a while since I’ve seen the rain
God, I hope the flowers aren’t in pain
I worry about my place in the cosmic sense
But it’s fine, soon enough
I’ll feel the rain again

Sleeping
The bad dreams
Have me falling off the deep end
When will time resume
And kick off this weekend?

I see the planes fly by
And I just spend my time
Wishing
It’s you or I
What’s my demise
Could it be my feelings

I’ve been running my whole life
What’s the point of it all
Or are we all just dreaming?
I try to decipher this life
I try to comprehend
I try to find a meaning

But this is bigger than                                                             ­                Both you and I

I’m hurting on the cellular level
Where are you,
How are you feeling

I just want to say Goodbye
To my ****** old self
Let them rest, let them rot
They were never part
Let them fall this deep end

Day to night
And night to day
I see the sun more clearly
When I accept my fate
The years go by and I’m closer to death
I’m grossly terrified
But it’s only Natural to give what you take

I know pain is part of life
But what’s the struggle
If you never had the chance
I know no one gives a **** about my struggles
But why should you,
When I don’t even care about yours
It’s nothing personal
But how can you save a person
If you’re in the same hole
We both need the same life jacket
In order to stay afloat

The cynicism that consumes our life
Is something taught by those that live in hate
We’re a selfish society let that ruminate
I wish I could see the world change
But some things may always be the same
Life itself can be cruel,
But no one’s superior over another
At the end of the day
The Earth will collect its due

Too many times I’ve fallen
And in those times I felt defeated
The weight of it all
Keeps growing and growing
And I tell myself
Is this what I deserve?

I try to grow
From all the pain
If I just sit by and let time go by
Will I regret what I left pass by?

In the end
One can only take so much

Could this be the end?