T      A
T A
1 hour ago

Off coloured heart inside
pastel and violet breastbone.
With your fists and head confide,
A need to be alone.

#heart   #pain   #hurt  
S T
S T
9 hours ago

Hands gently trembling,
Hugging my knees tight,
In hopes that he leaves soon,
Soon before he fights..
All i can think of
Is my beautiful little sister,
Who's peacefully sleeping
In her crib.
She dosen't know our father.
She dosen't know
It'll be her turn too,
I'm scared to face it
Scared to face the truth..
Terrified of what he'll do
Realizing that what he did to me,
He'll do it to her, too.
So I sit here, little sister,
In the corner of the room
Praying to God
That he leaves soon.

#broken   #abuse   #hurt   #dad   #night   #sister   #childhood   #child  
Danial Suhaimi
Danial Suhaimi
9 hours ago

MEMORIES WE MADE
TOGETHER
STILL LINGERS IN MY HEAD
MEMORIES WE MADE
STILL MAKES ME LONGING FOR YOU
MEMORIES WE MADE
STILL MAKES ME WISH YOU’RE STILL HERE
WITH ME
MEMORIES WE MADE TOGETHER
WILL NEVER GROW OLD
MEMORIES WE MADE
WISHING THAT I COULD TURN BACK TIME
MEMORIES WE MADE
STILL HAUNTS ME
MEMORIES WE MADE
FILLS ME UP WITH GUILT AND ANGST
MEMORIES WE MADE
REMINDS ME OF PROMISES WE MADE
MEMORIES WE MADE
MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A FOOL
MEMORIES WE MADE
WAS ALL LIES

#lies   #broken   #memories   #hurt  
Fiona Trancy
Fiona Trancy
14 hours ago

I've forgotten the words to this fight
I suppose at one point I became nothing but a painful sight
Somewhere, the railroad scattered—Althought it knew
My pretty words have plummeted to such few
They're always asking me, do you know what they say?
Sweet delusions can make your bones tremble, even for me, it may!
Silly Fiona, again shining a bright, crimson mad
There's a place for those poor souls drizzling sparkles of a peculiar sad
Icy plague, pleased to meet you
I've neglected quite a bit recently, have you too?
Of course not.
Many are not sworn to rot.
How nice for me
The fragility proves quite comforting
How trembling the tea
So pretentious for the pearls to claim they were hurting
Says the beggar to the bachelor
Worrying, whispering, wondering
Beautiful alliteration in such an ugly situation

#sad   #hurt   #angst   #forgotten   #twisted  

I just want to sleep ...
fuck your roses .
fuck your apologies .
fuck your fake care .
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
you continuously lie to me .
you make me so Fucking upset ..
I swear sometimes I Fucking regret ..
ever coming across you !
because you let me down
just like everybody else ....
this is the price I pay , for putting my trust inside of your trembling hands .
For me having faith that you were strong enough to stitch me together again ......
you aren't shit .
and you will never be .
should've listened when they told me ..
you only wanted to destroy me .
and congratulations, you just pulled apart a fucking grenade ...
Now you have to wait for the boom

#love   #heartbreak   #lies   #broken   #betrayal   #lust   #hurt   #cold  

Twisted corpses
Of loves long gone
Call from across the room
As I stare
And stare
Until my heart breaks in two
Unable to glance away;
Unable to meet your gaze.
You're such a shapeless shell
Of days since past,
Having lost your substance to time
And belittled feelings
As I stand
Motionless,
Petrified.
I am but a pair of eyes now,
a shattered soul-
Still hoping,
Still wondering
If all I ever loved was a lie,
A cruel farce you'd never admit.
I cannot bear your cutting words,
Your effervescent laughter,
As you live a life renewed;
As I linger,
Wistful,
In your wake.
I'm bleeding inside,
These wounds too fresh to cauterize,
Your vision too much to bear
In the aftermath of our destruction,
The clanging bells of calamity
Still ringing in my shellshocked ears-
I struggle to find meaning
In the caustic remnants
you left me to puzzle over;
The scattered pieces of reasoning
That will never add up to a whole picture,
A sane answer.
Scorched and hollowed,
I can't bear this sight any longer,
As my heart smolders with hatred
And thoughts of revenge,
Consuming me
As though I were tied to the stake
That you deserve to burn on instead.
Come now,
Let's end this-
This dance of charades,
This play of puppets and toys-
I'm not your plaything anymore,
And I deserve the happiness
That you sought to steal for yourself.
Come now,
Let's accept it,
These sad monuments that you've erected
From upon your mighty throne,
The confusion you bestowed
When you left me all alone.
After all,
Fate had no say in this,
No approval to grant,
To this end-
You and I both know
You only have yourself to blame.

#love   #life   #pain   #hope   #betrayal   #hurt   #strange   #talk   #live   #loveletters  
Poetic T
Poetic T
2 days ago

Woven into words of disillusion the prospect
of those that undo the considerations of my
breath. I want to silence every motion that
gives them substance to drag me to desolation.

In the reasoning of my continuation, I see it
as a stalemate of the affliction that is seeded
within me. But the pressures of reality are
dwindling to the choosing of words on paper.

I was pulled beneath the statements of others
wishes, but within my solitude a vocal theme
kept me above the surge of nothingness. Indebted
to that one voice that said "I'm always here for you,

"A friend is a moment that can keep our feet of the
ledge of despair, words are anchors that keep us strong,

A friend who see the pain need only to speak a few words to show those that are on the ledge that there is some there to help, there never alone.

The more we wished things were different
the more they surely stayed the same

this is the end
of everything we were,
everything we weren't,
everything we could have been,
and everything we couldn't be

Some know everything and understand nothing about you
while others know nothing but understand everything about you.

 
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