Scarcely daring to breathe
this was a travesty
undoing the very concept
of being alive
i am made up of
skin and bones
And that's not enough
i yearn to be a vessel of
i want to be a poem
i want to be read
i want to be embraced
but as i fold myself into elbows and knees,
the fears i feel
i'd rather give a miss.
( FAH )
there is a girl next to me
laughing as my face contorts
as my eyes flicker uncontrollably
like an OCD patient's lightbulb
as people the size of pinpricks
pull my facial muscles with ropes
as I fight the urge
to bury my face in concrete
so it can set and be forever still
as I cry
her bitch mother laughs too
Under the night sky walking with the moon
I hum a little song with a lazy old tune,
I live here at the sea but still afar I see,
what is known as, the tunnel of dreams
Dark it is when you get right inside
They say by the end, is a different life
Some who have gone, have never yet returned
Some who have returned haven't spoken a single word
Fear on their faces is only that I see
Night inside it is and cold blows the air
Think I am a fool as I walk by its side
Think I might die and never then return
But then again I ponder,
and take a step forward
If I enter here never, only I will yearn,
yearn for the story that I longed to hear
That man who walked this tunnel, who walked till the end,
who conquered all his fears, found his glory day
Who knows I might, never then return
The only belief I have , the one to which I stick
By the end of this tunnel, is a new world
Of shiny bright light, an unseen world
Think this in my head and take a step inside,
for here shall see me never,
cause I will move in darkness,
till I reach a new, beginning at the end ,
of what is still known as the tunnel of dreams
Let start this day,
With a big smile on your face.
Cause baby we're going to a lovely tryst.
We'll do the things our heart is singing.
Like riding a wave early in the morning.
Together we will climb
The highest mountains and peaks.
Together we'll catch fish,
In rivers and seas.
We'll watch lilo and stitch.
While having some beer.
When you're drunk
I want you to lay your head above my chest.
Listen to my heart and how fast it beats
As I sing you to sleep.
Forever we'll stay together.
And count the stars in heaven.
As I whisper in your ear.
That I'll be your forever.
This night was so good to be true.
Hoping that someday it would be me and you.