About this thief from far far away,
she never wanted, even to hear at first
but at last awaited with a wish and a prayer,
here comes the foot steps, and him as a beam of light,
this pure delight is unexpected,
the heart of darkness, she once feared
in this winter embraces as blissful warmth.
his lips are passionate, kiss ethereal
he takes away all she has, every thing she calls hers,
without a word she gives,
how strange, she feels full, overwhelmed,
this is not the finis, something beautiful now begins.
joined at the hips
and the lips.
With our words we shared stories
and with our mouths
we opened up to each other.
We were aware of each other
for quite some time,
at least me of you,
but we shared only a few
and only two
One was spent in the cold.
On a couch,
and only one blanket,
but you had me to keep you warm,
and you kept me plenty warm.
You left early in the morning,
and I kissed you before you left.
I tried to go back to sleep,
but it's hard to sleep when you're smiling.
The second time was warm,
in a bed,
and my best friend in the next room.
and we kissed
and we kissed
and we slept
and then we kissed some more
and in the morning it was my turn to leave early,
but you kissed me before I left
and I hope you were able to sleep.
You're out of sight
but not out of mind.
Then ask her name, she will tell you to earn it.
She fills her glass, straight up no rocks.
Handling every shot cupid can manage,
Leaving men to lick their wounds.
She counts no money,
Only the free drinks and failed attempts.
Her face is easy on men, which makes men easy.
A surfers perfect wave are those hips.
She smoothly lights her cigarette,
Leaving ashes in the wind.
From her mouth she wont blow smoke up your ass,
Just cigarette smoke in your face.
On a starry night I look up at the sky
So many planets in the universe to see
yet I fear I will never see them before I die
From Earth to Mars
How long until we visit other stars
Are we alone, or do we live in a clustered neighborhood
So far we have only been to the moon
where Neil Armstrong once stood
Our efforts are on Mars
when they should be further
The ideas exist, the money does not
We should be working together before our bodies rot
As a planet we should achieve and explore
working together we can see what is out there
Sure it will be scary, seeing the unknown
but we are explores, people in our history have shown
he scared me today
he said he was going to hurt himself
I imagined the blood
all I could think of
was that I was going to loose him
he found his brothers drawing
didn't realize it was his though
until I told him
it's my fault really
I set off the stream of emotions in his head
I made him remember what I fight
so hard to forget
I sat shaking on the floor
tears reminding me of that day
sobbing my heart out
shaking like a leaf
I couldn't loose him
no I wouldn't live through that
so I told him
how much he meant to me
words spilled faster than milk
and this was something to cry over
I need him like a lifeboat
to hold me above
and at the end
he said he loved me
I love him too
I wrote you words full of hate
With the intention to hurt you
But I couldn't give them to you
I didn't want to leave like that
But I must go
I can't follow you anymore
And watch her twist my words
To burn your soul with
You can't be the cause
Of my tears anymore
My biggest regret is holding on so long
When you clearly didn't want me anymore
I don't think I'll be seeing you around.
it's dark where you are
it's cold and the ghosts are unwelcoming and every part of you is tense and screaming and reaching out
but it's hard to reach out when you lose everything beyond your visceral reactions
and i'm sorry and i'm sorry and i'm sorry
the distinction between everything you believe to be true blurs with the allegories your mind creates
and you're swallowed by an all-encompassing darkness that picks and pokes at you until your scabbed and bruised without even the energy to swat it away
you lose the hope that somewhere, something is calling out to you
but to your ears, it's all distorted and the foundation is cracking and the floor boards are creaking and the windows are letting all the cold air in but you still can't breathe
the slight pressure of a hand in yours is nothing compared to the pressure that lies just behind your eyes
eyes that used to blaze with passion are dwindling and dying
the cold draft that whispers through your mind has blown out the candles and you didn't even get to make a wish
you'd wish for the flickering streetlights to taunt you into the path of oncoming headlights, or maybe just the energy to grab a bottle of something to drown out this feeling you just don't understand
and you're slipping and you're falling and you're stuck in a well and there's no way out and the rain is pouring down and the water's rising and rising and rising and i'm sorry and i'm sorry and the water, oh god, it's rising and it's cold and you're shivering and it's crippling and it hurts and it's suffocating and this is your life and these are your thoughts and There's No Way Out