Cascade along the midnight street
Allow your feet to lead the way
Past shuttered shops and lowered blinds
And let your mind be led astray
Although some time meandering
And wandering bereft of cares
You find you've stopped and there you stand
Beneath a strand of marble stairs
You brush your hand along the rail
As you assail the stony flight
There, at the top a door of brass
And crystal glass reflects the night
A counter cut of fretted oak
Unique, bespoke and petrified
Encroaches on the lobby floor
With doorways on its either side
Within them dwells an ailing stage
All worn with age and polished black
And facing this are rows of seats
With velvet pleats and to the back
Resides a heavy curtained box
With silver locks and tapestry
Scenes of the earth and all above
Of love and whimsicality
Inside the hall, the lights are out
Yet all about an echo bounds
Of lost applause and orchestras
And raucous, energetic sounds
It's here and now, upon the boards
The darkness hoards a pool of light
Where mingling in motes of dust
And arm is thrust from out of site
A quiet amid the hush befalls
Along the stalls, a faceless glare
As set in shades of darkest dim
She glimmers like a solitaire
Her dance describes a careful tone
Each every bone at her command
Her feet tattoo a silent beat
The rhythm meets her open hand
Her features null and desolate
Her lips yet to convey a smile
She draws a story with her grace
With shapeless face and all the while
She skips across the empty floor
A dead score from an vacant pit
And through a haze of burning lime
From distant times her dance is lit
A swan song of a life cut short
A fable wrought in liquid gloom
Lamenting talent never proved
A bud removed before it's bloom
Its loss a crime against the world
A shadow hurled towards the sun
For such a life slip the hands
As dry sands through the fingers run
And now she stands at center stage
A gilded cage she'll never slip
A single tear is seen to leak
about her cheek, across her lip
She stoops a solitary bow
And dips her brow to those unseen
A cacophony of aphony
For her, the girl who's never been
A ghostly veil wavers free
As slowly she dissolves in light
Her sparkle spreads and dissipates
Evaporates from empty sight
She never takes a curtain call
No flowers fall about her toes
But still she dances for the dark
A tiny spark of spirit froze
reposted because I'd forgotten all about it
The urgency to escape,
The agony of the pain.
My eyes tired, worn out and sore,
From the countless tears I cried.
I looked around desperately,
Grabbing the only thing in sight.
Tears crawling down my face,
Deeper. Deeper. Deeper.
Redness trickled,
Stinging sensations burst.
I glare into the mirror,
Scowling at my reflection.
My eyes drawing towards the deep scars,
That seems eternally engraved into my arm.
I will start with a hello.
A handshake, an introduction, a beginning.
Then it will grow,
from an exchange of names
to playing mind games and discussing our fames.
You've always been the talker,
the initiator, the instigator.
And I; the listener, the adviser and friend
to give you a silent prod in the right direction
when the sidewalk comes to an end.
I take no form; no shape, no size.
I'm not the truth, nor the lies.
I am not a human, or a living creature.
I have no body parts, or any features.
But I can think, sure I can.
And I can act as any other man.
The reason why I still exist
is not meant to be a mystery
buried deep inside your inner abyss.
In fact, it lingers right in front of you
and dances before your eyes.
It isn't meant to be shocking news;
or an unforeseen surprise.
Even if you can't see me,
I'm always here as company;
the guest that never leaves.
And even if I wanted
to pick up my shoes,
get up and move,
my nonexistent feet
would stop me in my tracks
and I'd be heading back to your street
fast, fast, fast.
I'd be back before the count of two;
and if you wonder why,
ask yourself this:
why is it that we've never parted,
or even said goodbye?
Here is my answer to you:
We are bonded together by super glue,
joined by the brain, the heart and soul, too.
If that sounds confusing, I'll give you another clue;
you live in me, just like I live in you.
I am poetry;
metaphors and similes,
dotted i's and crossed t's.
So fill my cup with the wine of your words,
swallow me whole and be free as the birds
flying through the endless sky
as clouds and airplanes pass you by.
Stanzas and rhymes will flow down your throat
like that of a current, which carries a boat
and takes it to its destination;
the end goal, the aspiration.
They'll travel down with ballads marked in cursive,
with scribbled sonnets and haikus and verses.
Then when they finally reach the heart,
you'll know that it's no longer just words but art.
Because your poems are colours that brighten the walls
by splashing blank canvases and bathroom stalls.
I am poetry;
the pencil and the paper.
But you are the hand, the thinker, the maker.
So paint the world a picture
through your beautiful literature
because your words are your wand
so show us the magic and create the bond
between the fixed and the broken,
the sleeping and the woken,
the written and the spoken.
Pick me up and let me scrawl
down your words and then install
them into the minds of everyone
and they'll be stunned by the
brightness of your sun.
You'll shine with radiance and glory
so keep on telling your story
because your words are your life,
your victories and your strife.
You are the creator, the teacher, the reverend;
but this time, I will subside
because you are the guide,
and your words are your legend.
Let me jump in the back
of that old pick up truck
and drive all the way to Alaska
where the cold wind there
will freeze my heart
so I cant feel this pain
that's killing me now
I'm trapped
in emotional overload
and I cant
seem to find my way out
I'm sitting here crying
suffering from all the
failures of my life
Happiness is such
a foreign concept to me
not a day goes by
where I don't at least
shed a tear or two
the smile that you see
plaster on my face
is about to crack
and show the
sorrow that I feel
I'm trapped
in emotional overload
and I cant
seem to find my way out
I'm sitting here crying
suffering from all the
failures of my life
Nothing I do
Is ever right
Everyone was telling the true
I'm nothing but a
waste of space
No matter what I do
it just ends up
falling through
failure should be my
middle name
I'm trapped
in emotional overload
and I cant
seem to find my way out
I'm sitting here crying
suffering from all the
failures of my life
I'm nothing
but a disappointment
to everyone in my family
I am what is called
the black sheep
no one is
ever proud of me
WHY can't for a change
I be good
WHY Can't I
be the golden child
Goddess WHY??
I fall to my knees
in a helpless
Misery
I'm trapped
in emotional overload
and I cant
seem to find my way out
I'm sitting here crying
suffering from all the
failures of my life
How can I conceal this Toxic mass I am?
This grotesque infestation,
Who defiles everything regardless.
So let’s act as though I’m bearable,
And pretend you don’t hate me,
Because I will always be this.
Tonight I named my walking-home-from-work cigarette after you
let you linger on my lips
shaped them around you
breathed your poison
exhaled your lust
until I put you out
dragged you down a wooden pole
and dropped you on the sidewalk.
but not before you left a spot on my insides
and killed me
just a little bit.
The roaring thunder echoes into the breadth of deep dusk, the vaporous fog, immersing slowly into the air, chokes the droplets of rain pounding hard against the window sill.
I lay there, squirmish and young, beneath your warm, domineering body
trapped in your pleads, I stare wide-eyed, searching to find the depth encompassed within your eyes,
the depth you so hardly try to hide.
You kiss me hard.
trying to prove a feeling that you knew could never exist.
The thunder bellows, and my body melts slowly into yours,
grasping your back passionatley, I yearn to feel your sincerity.
Were entwined within each other, and you press me heartlessly against the sheets,
a hot tear escapes the pools of my naivety, and trickles stealthily down my cheek.
You hold me afterwards, letting my whimpers dissolve into the cloth of your ragged, gray shirt,
and I look longingly at you,
at the familiarity of your smirk and smile,
at your duplicitous eyes, and your lips, dirtied with deceit.
but, yet, I can only see a stranger.
A stranger who, now, I couldn't help but love.







