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"hashtags" poems
ME? I am like a riddle WRITTEN but UNREADABLE. unless you know that ENDINGS are BEGINNINGS. then you know me as {INFINITY}
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Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 4:42 PM UTC
camp, drag, gay, labels, hashtags, names, call me maybe
Hashtag done. Hashtag I give up. Hashtag tired. Hashtag alone. All we ever talk about anymore is hashtags and Instagram and texts and snapchat. I'm done. I miss the face to face contact. The way someone's eyes light up or dim down in reaction to something. I miss the way your hand feels when you place it on mine. I miss your hugs. And I miss your voice. And I'm able to talk about anything with you over a text message, but I'm afraid that you don't want to talk to me, person to person. I like to think that we have a great friendship, but I realize that we don't. You FaceTime and call other people, but you won't do that for me. I try to initiate more conversation than we have, but I feel like you hold back. I pour some of my heart out into a message that I sent and your only response is an emoji. I'm hurt. As childish as it sounds, I'm hurt. I'm broken and I feel like you keep taking pieces of me away. I'm broken and I wish you would actually talk and listen to me instead of typing it out. I miss you because there's no one else and I'm sorry that there isn't. I don't mean to burden you with everything that's wrong, but when you say that you're there for me, I expect you to follow through. I miss you a lot. And I need you to know that. Because you mean so much to me. And I know I don't mean as much to you...
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Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 1:56 PM UTC
Social Communication
Everyday there’s a new story A new plea that goes ignored An outcry for protection That the government “can’t afford” A community is broken A family in bits A mother holds her dead son It didn’t need to be like this “My thoughts and prayers are with you” What’s that gonna do? It’s easy enough to stand back When it isn’t affecting you People post on social media About the horrors of the crime But how can they truly comment When their school isn’t next in line? A march to show the ‘big men’ What their little minds can’t see Real humans suffering At the word “death” they turn and flee A 15-year-old boy bleeds His life already done He wants someone to hold him His last word escapes, “Mom” This is real, this is wrong This is happening now Children scared of education In case they get shot down So, now forget the hashtags Now forget the thoughts Now we need action Not more ****** news reports.
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Jan 24, 2019
Jan 24, 2019 at 1:20 PM UTC
Gun Violence
I gotz no life. I gotz no cash. All I got is these pimpin' hashtags #money #grill #dddddaaaamncheckoutdatfineassgirl
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May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
#Hashtag
come & find me i've left my phone plugged into the wall because i can't feel you breathe through your fingertips and i can't read your lips through emoji your belly-button doesn't look right shrouded in 8 mega-pixel dust and i want to touch you instead of a keyboard on a screen and tell you about my day because even though it's written doesn't mean it's real meet me offline because i don't want a five second snapchat victory snapshot of your panty-line i don't want my silly romantic poetry to be re-grammed on your insta framed against a picturesque city skyline or a stoic mountain lion with hashtags and sexting doesn't turn me on like the sound of your voice i can write you letters until my fingers bleed but they always arrive seven days late and you never cry when you cut them open with a knife and i'm not looking for a pen pal anyway or a friend instead i seek a mirror with glowing teeth or an outlet to plug into and charge me up
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Nov 19, 2015
Nov 19, 2015 at 12:04 PM UTC
social (dis)connectivity
Before identities and allegiances are even confirmed, The cries of anger rise up like a thick, black smoke, Heavy and suffocating, it flows through streets, Over the English Channel, across oceans, Seeping into social media and blanketing all else. Cries for vengeance, Vengeance, Vengeance. And those cries barely manifested into a wisp When Beirut was attacked the day before Paris. I didn't see any Facebook pictures of the flag of Lebanon. Do any of us even know what the flag of Lebanon looks like??? To **** innocent people is a crime except when we do it, Then it's "There are always casualties of war," But if this isn't a war except when we're killing people, Can it really be called a war? We care so much about the injustice of it, How the innocent are mowed down without mercy, That we want those bombs dropped and we want them dropped now. When those bombs destroy homes and blast children's limbs apart, Bloodless and pale, until the area looks like it used to be a porcelain doll factory... Will we all have Syrian flags for our Facebook pictures?
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Jul 15, 2016
Jul 15, 2016 at 10:37 AM UTC
Hashtags and Hypocrisy
Ordinary words in ordinary order Slouch across the page unnoticed Mundane metaphors and trite observations Destroy catch phrases with every old saw Memes are dragged behind overused hashtags Until they morph into yesterday’s news Dusty and bent and soiled on the edges Same ole rehash of the same ole crap Whitewashing the fence of involvement The old wive’s tales are alternative facts That dance to the tune of an illiterate piper In a boring routine choreographed by A sullen pre-teen who finds herself grounded. Wherever you’re going, You can’t get there from here. ljm
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Jul 2, 2017
Jul 2, 2017 at 8:44 AM UTC
PEDESTRIAN
After multiculturalism struck this week, Vervoort said, “I would like to express my support to the victims of the attacks of this morning …” Twitter bristled with supportive hashtags, the Belgian flag and professions of solidarity. The Times editorialized: “Brussels, Europe, the world must brace for a long struggle against this form of terrorism.” All this would be perfectly normal if we were talking about an earthquake or some other natural disaster — something humans have no capacity to prevent. But Muslims pouring into our countries and committing mass ****** isn’t natural at all. It’s the direct result of government policy.
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Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 4:18 PM UTC
Brussels Sprouts (found poem)
Depression heartbreak Lovelife sad death lost you pain Hashtags are poetry
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Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 10:39 AM UTC
Hashtag haiku
I'm listening to Chance the Rapper And there's some whimsy in these veins Some Give me a weeken' of sleepin' I think I can come around after that Hashtags Yolos Swags Take a tire iron to the side of my face My mind's lost its wheels All I want to do is ********** Just to feel ******* to self-sabotage Explosions of regret And possible highs of Seratonin and Dopamine Let's get high It's weird When I was a kid My goal was to make everyone Stop smoking Seeing that white puff Trail from the mouths of adults All I wanted was for them to realize what they were doing The un-healthy choices they were making And now all I think about Is buying a pack Just to cut the Edge off of whate'er the **** I'm feeling Keyholed poet See what I did there? It was an on-purpose accident Am I really meant for priesthood? Is that something that's in my life? I mean, what, 4+ years solo? Dates in between, and ladies, thank you For the times where you remind me I'm worth a **** Or an hour of your time. But for the most part, I'm solo My mom, God Bless her, has been single Dates in between For 7+ years Maybe I'll catch up. Maybe I'll outpace her She sent me her will the other day You're looking at the guy in charge of her life Should she be unable to make decisions. Well, I guess you're not looking You're reading, some half-assed-therapy foreplay Ladies, love me, I'm a weird, depressing sack of **** Aww, poor baby Maybe Pick yourself up off the fuckin' floor and make something of yourself God willing, there's something I just gotta put on some different Lenses These are getting dark Maybe I need to drop off the map And find a cleaner Do they have those for rose lenses?
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May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 7:43 PM UTC
Everybody's Somebody's Everything
I'm listening to Chance the Rapper And there's some whimsy in these veins Some Give me a weeken' of sleepin' I think I can come around after that Hashtags Yolos Swags Take a tire iron to the side of my face My mind's lost its wheels All I want to do is ********** Just to feel ******* to self-sabotage Explosions of regret And possible highs of Seratonin and Dopamine Let's get high It's weird When I was a kid My goal was to make everyone Stop smoking Seeing that white puff Trail from the mouths of adults All I wanted was for them to realize what they were doing The un-healthy choices they were making And now all I think about Is buying a pack Just to cut the Edge off of whate'er the **** I'm feeling Keyholed poet See what I did there? It was an on-purpose accident Am I really meant for priesthood? Is that something that's in my life? I mean, what, 4+ years solo? Dates in between, and ladies, thank you For the times where you remind me I'm worth a **** Or an hour of your time. But for the most part, I'm solo My mom, God Bless her, has been single Dates in between For 7+ years Maybe I'll catch up. Maybe I'll outpace her She sent me her will the other day You're looking at the guy in charge of her life Should she be unable to make decisions. Well, I guess you're not looking You're reading, some half-assed-therapy foreplay Ladies, love me, I'm a weird, depressing sack of **** Aww, poor baby Maybe Pick yourself up off the fuckin' floor and make something of yourself God willing, there's something I just gotta put on some different Lenses These are getting dark Maybe I need to drop off the map And find a cleaner Do they have those for rose lenses?
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Our land of stars and stripes, now glows, with screens that flicker in hallowed halls. Entranced humans shuffle, with eyes fixed below, on small gadgets that have us enthralled. Should the Statue of Liberty, our symbolic girl, be holding a smartphone up to the world? While tweets fly like eagles and hashtags swirl, foreign disinformation trends as fast as it’s purled. In lunch halls, real conversations take rest, as influence is sought—in hoity-toity, binary quest. Friends are backdrops—originality in short supply as likes and shares make our dopamine fly. America’s zombies, though *********** drained, shuffle endlessly on, with Wi-Fi stimulated brains. Once the land of the free, we’re now the land of tech with minds wrecked by truths unchecked. As we rock and sway—the new robot way— will our old, analog-republic simply fade away? . . Songs for this: Airhead by Thomas Dolby . Oh, and a Christmas playlist because—it’s December!: https://daweb.us/xmas/Christmas_01.mp3
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Dec 4, 2024
Dec 4, 2024 at 10:47 AM UTC
unfocused
Arise all people who heed our call For our nation’s girls are about to fall. Heard are their cries From thousands of miles. So let us ride to Chibok, Mounted on horses in bulk. Your retweets and hashtags will not save them! We need more than goodluck and patience! We need more prayers and action! Indeed, we shall meet them in battle! When shall we Bring Back Our Girls? When the campaign becomes Bring Back Our Women?
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Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 2:09 PM UTC
Bring Back Our Girls
The game played no longer how it once was No votes on new posts don't check the trends or check your own for views and comments The substantive roaming data of broken WiFi connections Mangle your jangling words, hide your swollen faces behind forced smiles, Rembrandt bastardisations or smeared oil paintings of the black soul(less) beasts that lurk in satiate tree shadows fawned over the lawnmower blue cycle rinse washed acid soaked daydream ***** slap nation So you revere the works once read on poetical facsimile sites only to smear words of younger wordsmith wrangled teen angst and now in your age and ardor it seems advantageous to judge But then that will leave you hollow inside or in fact, you could jump from a tall building only to bounce off the concrete into a children's pool and drown there in three inches of **** coloured rain water But so instead the workload decreases as your dementia bedpost nightmares all come aflutter The laced lily white throng of petal pinched patterns masks the marked men on their dusty knees There, watch how heads explode or listen to foley artists rendering the lacquered finish of the watermelon headjuice Make up words or make up lies Wear make-up daily, earn some prize or don't I don't care idc idk Resemble rhyme or reason Disassemble the times and season Return to pejorative pretensions, rants in verse verse verse verse prose format and **** the rest Or simply return to the old ways of playing the game Upvote this, and maybe they'll take interest Comment here return one there Use tags, hashtags, wash rags, fat slags, arm chair fat cats But always separated by spaces, prettyblankspaces No, I don't do slam poetry, I'm too white and not nearly rich enough to not care Reassemble the times and season, maybe make sense of it Maybe not Just don't let them become a passing trend, please
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Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 12:23 PM UTC
A Roundabout Way of Not Giving an Eff You See, Kay?
The game played no longer how it once was No votes on new posts don't check the trends or check your own for views and comments The substantive roaming data of broken WiFi connections Mangle your jangling words, hide your swollen faces behind forced smiles, Rembrandt bastardisations or smeared oil paintings of the black soul(less) beasts that lurk in satiate tree shadows fawned over the lawnmower blue cycle rinse washed acid soaked daydream ***** slap nation So you revere the works once read on poetical facsimile sites only to smear words of younger wordsmith wrangled teen angst and now in your age and ardor it seems advantageous to judge But then that will leave you hollow inside or in fact, you could jump from a tall building only to bounce off the concrete into a children's pool and drown there in three inches of **** coloured rain water But so instead the workload decreases as your dementia bedpost nightmares all come aflutter The laced lily white throng of petal pinched patterns masks the marked men on their dusty knees There, watch how heads explode or listen to foley artists rendering the lacquered finish of the watermelon headjuice Make up words or make up lies Wear make-up daily, earn some prize or don't I don't care idc idk Resemble rhyme or reason Disassemble the times and season Return to pejorative pretensions, rants in verse verse verse verse prose format and **** the rest Or simply return to the old ways of playing the game Upvote this, and maybe they'll take interest Comment here return one there Use tags, hashtags, wash rags, fat slags, arm chair fat cats But always separated by spaces, prettyblankspaces No, I don't do slam poetry, I'm too white and not nearly rich enough to not care Reassemble the times and season, maybe make sense of it Maybe not Just don't let them become a passing trend, please
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with bodies relaxed, but eyes observant, they sell five dollar bags of ***** weedy poetry mixed clientele, there is no age or gender or ****** preference discrimination, certainly none requiring critical taste, in the buying and selling of ***** weedy poetry commercial savants, organized by topic, available for purchase love, depressing, rants and whines, discounts for pre-owned anti boyfriend rhymes in his day, they say, Whitman partook, ferried up from his Brooklyn nook, William Carlos Williams too, from New Jersey came, better to understand the most common patois they'll do custom stuff, the suppliers, mix and blend  all kinds of **** their database exponential, give them the requisite hashtags, and within it, in it, thirty minutes, no more, they'll requisition, providing an acquisition - you'll get your name-your-own-hash, Freedom to entitle your own ***** weedy poetry or you could grow you own on the window sill in the earth of your discarded despair
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Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 10:24 AM UTC
on quiet Manhattan street corners, in two's and three's
On a Sunday it was dark; girls infatuated with attention Consuming on facebook uploads, and hashtags that have no explanation for your comprehension I stand alone in a world, a total suspension From the societies of fake likes and relationships and self pent up tension I had faith in you, but your beliefs are not worthy of my mention For the things you lived for, the mundane delusions that causes your detention For you are detained in your self- created stress and your feverous passion that is derived by convention You are stuck in a world not yours, and once I tried to liberate you from it you couldn't stop clinging and clench'n To your false priorities and you call this a life… you call yourself living when your hollow ego and pride has out shadowed your repention And sin became a right, and good became a privilege, all this in the world craving attention… Souls like me are buried, embodied by peace we have with our existing forms Free thinkers; attached to our beliefs and religious rituals yet deviated from your filthy sociological norms And values we have created and you chose to forget And destinies we work to change, yet your destinies are set For sheep follow each other into circles of indecorous confusion And every one of you follows what he thinks is fun, or cool or the trendy illusion We have reached a time when we follow people, not thoughts, material not ideas and we demand respect How could I respect clones? For their values become lower than that of an insect... I trusted you were different, but I grew beyond that thought and realized you're the same You just yearn for the spotlight, live on opinions, and follow your low life leaders into a path of misleading fame…
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Jan 8, 2013
Jan 8, 2013 at 7:38 PM UTC
The Difference Long Gone:
On a Sunday it was dark; girls infatuated with attention Consuming on facebook uploads, and hashtags that have no explanation for your comprehension I stand alone in a world, a total suspension From the societies of fake likes and relationships and self pent up tension I had faith in you, but your beliefs are not worthy of my mention For the things you lived for, the mundane delusions that causes your detention For you are detained in your self- created stress and your feverous passion that is derived by convention You are stuck in a world not yours, and once I tried to liberate you from it you couldn't stop clinging and clench'n To your false priorities and you call this a life… you call yourself living when your hollow ego and pride has out shadowed your repention And sin became a right, and good became a privilege, all this in the world craving attention… Souls like me are buried, embodied by peace we have with our existing forms Free thinkers; attached to our beliefs and religious rituals yet deviated from your filthy sociological norms And values we have created and you chose to forget And destinies we work to change, yet your destinies are set For sheep follow each other into circles of indecorous confusion And every one of you follows what he thinks is fun, or cool or the trendy illusion We have reached a time when we follow people, not thoughts, material not ideas and we demand respect How could I respect clones? For their values become lower than that of an insect... I trusted you were different, but I grew beyond that thought and realized you're the same You just yearn for the spotlight, live on opinions, and follow your low life leaders into a path of misleading fame…
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While the mother crow cries over the dead bodies of her children the doves fly away as if the murdering of crows is not any kind of crime as the doves see evil hear evil protect evil The crows heart a constant target of the doves violence Who's next? Whose name is destined for hashtags and ****** how many lives will it take before the hate and fear in the doves heart bleeds out The deadline of the life of a crow is drawn by the jeweled crown of loathing the dove wears on its head and the fear inside the loaded gun of the doves eye and the hate beating wildly beneath its wings and blindly in its heart Hope is a heavy burden under the pounding blood red sky Where the doves practice ****** more often than they protect the peace As the oath has changed to protect and serve their own kind and lady justice has been blinded by a white wash of white lies And the murdering of crows goes on... and on... and on... While the living can wait their turn to be murdered and crucified and martyred on the next hashtag while serving their time from inside the freedom they have behind the bars of the cage of poverty and there is always more room for another and another and another inside the skin of the prison cell life they were born in The crow is suspected guilty until pronounced dead and its innocence is nothing the doves cannot beat out of it even after it is already dead as the color of the doves guilt is judged to be more pure than a corpse with a crows dead heart no matter the weight of its innocence and the murdering of crows goes on... and on... and on... While the feathers of the doves wing spread out sharp like knives with a seemingly bottomless hunger for the heart of the crows and we lower the body of another martyr into the earth how much longer will we allow the murders of crows to walk free as if the murdering of crows is not a crime the doves can bury the body of a crow after crow (one after another and another) but never their songs never their names never their hearts and the dead will speak for the living as long as the living never forget the dead one day the crows   are going to rise up over the black asphalt   city skyline singing into the   blood red sky    hearts crowned     with fire and hope flying high and free    flying over      the mountain tops singing of the    promised land singing for the dead    but not forgotten singing words   of flame     and poetry singing for    freedom      and unity carrying the weight of hope and hope is a heavy burden we all must carry into tomorrow and tomorrow or tomorrow will never be better than today we must always lift our dreams with love and hope and one day may we find our way over the mountain top and into the land of promise where birds of every feather are free to fly in a sky without violence and fear and hate where tomorrow is a river flowing into a better today
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Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 2:22 PM UTC
The Murdering of Crows
While the mother crow cries over the dead bodies of her children the doves fly away as if the murdering of crows is not any kind of crime as the doves see evil hear evil protect evil The crows heart a constant target of the doves violence Who's next? Whose name is destined for hashtags and ****** how many lives will it take before the hate and fear in the doves heart bleeds out The deadline of the life of a crow is drawn by the jeweled crown of loathing the dove wears on its head and the fear inside the loaded gun of the doves eye and the hate beating wildly beneath its wings and blindly in its heart Hope is a heavy burden under the pounding blood red sky Where the doves practice ****** more often than they protect the peace As the oath has changed to protect and serve their own kind and lady justice has been blinded by a white wash of white lies And the murdering of crows goes on... and on... and on... While the living can wait their turn to be murdered and crucified and martyred on the next hashtag while serving their time from inside the freedom they have behind the bars of the cage of poverty and there is always more room for another and another and another inside the skin of the prison cell life they were born in The crow is suspected guilty until pronounced dead and its innocence is nothing the doves cannot beat out of it even after it is already dead as the color of the doves guilt is judged to be more pure than a corpse with a crows dead heart no matter the weight of its innocence and the murdering of crows goes on... and on... and on... While the feathers of the doves wing spread out sharp like knives with a seemingly bottomless hunger for the heart of the crows and we lower the body of another martyr into the earth how much longer will we allow the murders of crows to walk free as if the murdering of crows is not a crime the doves can bury the body of a crow after crow (one after another and another) but never their songs never their names never their hearts and the dead will speak for the living as long as the living never forget the dead one day the crows   are going to rise up over the black asphalt   city skyline singing into the   blood red sky    hearts crowned     with fire and hope flying high and free    flying over      the mountain tops singing of the    promised land singing for the dead    but not forgotten singing words   of flame     and poetry singing for    freedom      and unity carrying the weight of hope and hope is a heavy burden we all must carry into tomorrow and tomorrow or tomorrow will never be better than today we must always lift our dreams with love and hope and one day may we find our way over the mountain top and into the land of promise where birds of every feather are free to fly in a sky without violence and fear and hate where tomorrow is a river flowing into a better today
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First it was #PRAY4MH370 which swiftly changed to #RIPMH370 and now it's transformed to #REMEMBERINGMH370 Two weeks of unrealized hope dashed one late evening by some satellite scope Only to be faced with the deep blue ocean and possibility of confirmation That dear ones lie in some ocean bed Perhaps forever trapped, it was tragically said Technology so advance, that can find a particle in an atom and a black hole in the universal chasm Yet mystified that none can locate the so-called plane crash site proper! *cue - Twilight Zone music
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Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 12:59 AM UTC
The Changing Hashtags #
Marching on thru our circuital seas: A moat lurking beneath tremendous Facebook walls, delineating our impalpable fortress of solitude (irony). We slog through the trenches like Lee's troops, drudging on a fatal course to an awaiting Grant in Appomattox (destiny?). Soldiers falling at the wayside, from wounds, starvation, disease, hashtags for dog tags draped around cadaverous necks-- Perhaps you can identify us by what's trending. Had we the strength to shout, and tear down the walls of Digital Jericho, would we have been able to do it, in 140 characters or less?
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Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 4:19 PM UTC
Digital Jericho
Nothing to you Because they look like me Hashtags, forgotten in a Facebook feed Should have done this, should have done that All becomes irrelevant from a rata-tat-tat Quick on the trigger, when color hits the eye That racial bias keeps fatalities high But that's me too, in case you forgot Behind every tragic black body shot Always a moment away From a cop's bad day They'll take their leave from work And still get paid The facts exist, believe it or not Silence is compliance, so we'll still get shot I'm white and black, but they'll only see the latter So stand with me, shout Black Lives Matter
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May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 1:29 PM UTC
It Could Be Me
‘Are you a boy or a girl?’ They shout down the corridor in a chorus behind me Like the cries of “Good morning, Miss” in assembly The patronising tone in sleep deprived confusion Droning throughout the halls ringing around ‘she’.      Going to lessons is the scariest thing Head down, walking fast hoping they’ll never say anything Hoping no one will question you Glance around and notice you not daring to look up in case you make a wrong move.      You can’t know what it’s like to be in a room all alone, in a house that is not your own; 'Your body is a temple’ they said. But they don’t tell you how to treat it if it’s right in your head but wrong in your skin, and that feeling of being and existing is like dealing with a thousand anxieties suffocating within; Chest too obvious voice too loud and feminine not enough to be ‘gentleman’. 'Why does this bother you?' I hear you enquire, it's because society’s construct of gender is too based on attire, an old fashioned concept- Telling your children that 'blue's for boys' 'pink's for girls'. 'Is it really?' I say. Gender is not just binary it fluxes and changes, just like any scientific theory; Einstein for instance, didn’t come up with special relativity in a night! It took years of work until he was right Let this apply for gender too: not just black and white it's not as clear cut as that this is black and this is white Evolve the theory from system to spectrum of freedom and pride to reside in one's body happily: Humanity allied. This is what I dream about, but it is not what I've been living throughout, in our world of shame; where we are reduced to words and themes. Driving my community, those who love and support me, to thoughts of suicide. Being known only when they're reduced to rags and bones, dead bodies hanging from their hashtags thrown in the corner another into the pile of disorder... But people think it’s okay to come up to you abuse you in the street. Knocked to your knees to cries of 'queer'- you end up living in fear- 'well, what do you expect given who's watching Wall Street?' Yet I stand here talking to you a queer boy- with all connotations of the word- a queer boy with a voice. Look at me! My chest, My unbroken voice, My broken mind. I am not proud of what I am, what I’ve become and how much it hurts is indescribable to you. I am not what you want me to be. I am a man. Not trans.
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Mar 27, 2017
Mar 27, 2017 at 12:24 PM UTC
My Gender is Up Here
‘Are you a boy or a girl?’ They shout down the corridor in a chorus behind me Like the cries of “Good morning, Miss” in assembly The patronising tone in sleep deprived confusion Droning throughout the halls ringing around ‘she’.      Going to lessons is the scariest thing Head down, walking fast hoping they’ll never say anything Hoping no one will question you Glance around and notice you not daring to look up in case you make a wrong move.      You can’t know what it’s like to be in a room all alone, in a house that is not your own; 'Your body is a temple’ they said. But they don’t tell you how to treat it if it’s right in your head but wrong in your skin, and that feeling of being and existing is like dealing with a thousand anxieties suffocating within; Chest too obvious voice too loud and feminine not enough to be ‘gentleman’. 'Why does this bother you?' I hear you enquire, it's because society’s construct of gender is too based on attire, an old fashioned concept- Telling your children that 'blue's for boys' 'pink's for girls'. 'Is it really?' I say. Gender is not just binary it fluxes and changes, just like any scientific theory; Einstein for instance, didn’t come up with special relativity in a night! It took years of work until he was right Let this apply for gender too: not just black and white it's not as clear cut as that this is black and this is white Evolve the theory from system to spectrum of freedom and pride to reside in one's body happily: Humanity allied. This is what I dream about, but it is not what I've been living throughout, in our world of shame; where we are reduced to words and themes. Driving my community, those who love and support me, to thoughts of suicide. Being known only when they're reduced to rags and bones, dead bodies hanging from their hashtags thrown in the corner another into the pile of disorder... But people think it’s okay to come up to you abuse you in the street. Knocked to your knees to cries of 'queer'- you end up living in fear- 'well, what do you expect given who's watching Wall Street?' Yet I stand here talking to you a queer boy- with all connotations of the word- a queer boy with a voice. Look at me! My chest, My unbroken voice, My broken mind. I am not proud of what I am, what I’ve become and how much it hurts is indescribable to you. I am not what you want me to be. I am a man. Not trans.
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well there goes another parade, we're now marching with rainbows on our bodies and hashtags on our face our roars pierce the skyline as the guns fire bang! bang! another bullet in our direction another life lost and now we have a new sensation young man murdered for a skin colour he didn't choose young man murdered because 'he seemed like he was from the hood' young man shot dead for following the rules hashtags flooding twitter, photo sets on tumblr, double taps on instagram and likes on facebook debates firing up and questioning the truth we're marching with the names of the dead carved on our skin girls murdered for loving girls and boys murdered for loving boys, a girl being murdered because she no longer wanted to be a boy. we're crying,we're laughing,we're screaming and we're dying and now the walls are covered in our writing because we will never stop fighting
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Jul 16, 2017
Jul 16, 2017 at 12:47 PM UTC
millenials